Namjin \ just say it

JIN POV

Jisoo , j hope , and i are at the store trying to get groceries for tonight's dinner .

the whole time these two love birds are just being so whipped for each other saying how much they love one another and sharing small kisses

they are too cheesy but i love them they are like my second family

we are making something perfect because Namjoon is finally coming home from his 5 month trip in america

i have had feelings for him sense forever he is the most handsome , kindhearted , loving , caring person ive ever known

i want to tell him my feelings but im to insecure and dumb to tell him

and what if he is not into boys or me for that matter im just to pussy to say anything well at least thats what Lisa says

we are done at the check out and ready to go home

i unlock the car and open the trunk then we put all the food inside and i start the car driving to the house

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i am cooking Japchae Namjoons favorite

he is definitely my bias

i finish up the last bit of cooking

Jin : everyone help set the table !

i see everyone start to come in and help except one person i know its not jungkook because hes not home

oh my fucking god this kid is a pain in my ass

Jin : Tae can you go wake up yoongi he is most likely sleeping again !

Tae : sure thing hyung !

as everyone is finishing up help with the table me and Jennie start setting down plates of Japchae

until i hear a knock at the front door

Jimin : hyung hes here !

I open the door and see jungkook with a bunny smile on his face

i frown and let out a sigh

Jin : oh its you

Jungkook : what did i do !

Jimin : nothing kookie , someone is just a little too happy to see Namjoon !

? : What did you say about me ?

i see namjoon enter the room and everyone jumps his with hugs while i stand there wait for them to get off of him

i lock eyes with a smiling namjoon

oh my god i could literally drown in his dimples so cute !!!!!

he walks closer to and we share a long and memorable hug

that is until we here a camera clicking

i turn o see jungkook taking pictures

Namjoon : i missed you guys so much i was lonely without all of you !

J hope : we missed you too hyung !

Lisa : Its good to see you again !

Namjoon : its good to be back home !

Jimin : Jinnie hyung made Japchae !

jimin winks at me and i widen my eyes at him as a signal to stop taking

Namjoon : yummy i bet it tastes good too , Were are Tae and Yoongi ?

Jin : i sent tae to go get our grumpy sleeping beauty !

Jungkook : bad idea !

Jennie : how so ?

Jungkook : tae has been crushing on yoongi for a while now !

we all go silent as we hear a weird noise

Jimin : what is the hell was th -

i cut him off so i could hear the noise better

then i make a discussed face as i now know what the sound is its loud moans leaving yoongis mouth

Namjoon : oh my god no way !

rose : are they for real !

Jimin : imma pretend i did not just hear that !

Jungkook : i knew tae could not control himself !

Jisoo : okay lets just try to shake this off with some yummy Japchae huh !

we all sit down and start eating as namjoon is telling us all about his experience in america

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Everyone is sleeping and namjoon offed to help me with cleaning up the table

Namjoon : so how have thngs been while i was away ?

Jin : not the same thats for sure !

namjoon lets out a small laugh

Namjoon : what do you mean ?!

Jin : well have n common with you than any of the others so have been a little bored !

Namjoon : okay then , tell me something i dont know !

Jin : easy i love you .

that was all that managed to escape my lips fuck fuck fuck why did i just say that to him he s gonna hate me for life why am i so stupid

Namjoon : Say it again ...

Jin : what ?

Namjoon :just say it !

does he think this is funny i have real feelings that i actually slipped out my mouth

Namjoon : fine , but i love you more

was so shocked to hear those words leave his lips but before i could say anything a i felt hand come around my waist and then a soft pair of lips on mine

soon start to fall into the kiss as it felt perfect and magical at the same time

Namoon : Kim Seokjin i love you !

Jn : i love you too

ive never felt so happy in my life

he pulls me into another kiss only this time i let his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth

and then he starts to move down to my nape but then i stop him and hug im tightly

Jin : ive waited almost my whole life to here those words from you joon !

Namjoon : i know , i was to scared to tell you how i felt

Jin : then i guess im not the only pussy here huh ?

Namjoon : guess not

we share another long and beautiful kiss

we lay on the couch and cuddle into his chest with his strong arms wrapped around me

Namjoon : jin please be mine !

Jn : i was already yours joon !

i soon start to drift of to sleep thinking about the one thing want and never let go of

namjoon love you