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Chapter 34

It's nearing third period when I feel him.

I'm at my locker, so this isn't one of the times when we naturally pass one another. Alex is seeking me out. Frozen, I stare into my cubby, my mind rushing. I can shut the door and run, fleeing him and the situation. That wouldn't be too weird, would it? (I can always come back for my Spanish book later.) The other option is to stay and get it over with. The awkward, terrible part when we talk about what happened.

He stops next to me.

My heart drums, making it difficult to concentrate. I'm dying to look at him but I know the moment I do, I'll break.

"Did I ruin it?"

Tears burn my eyes.

"Did I?"

I force myself to look at him, and when I do, everything tightens, my stomach doing flips over how much I needed to see him. How much I've missed him in the past day alone. I'm ready to say that I've changed my mind if it means I can touch him again. Kiss him again. But I haven't changed my mind. Or how I feel about what happened.