I WISH

"Couz, what do you mean by impossible? I mean, I think the guy likes you and I guess you also do." Coleen uttered while holding her shot glass "Look guys, Harry and I are like cats and dogs as we always fight and annoy eachother PLUS you both know that he is definitely the man I would want to be with." I answered then smirked "I don't see why not" Celine said then shook her as a sign of disapproval.

"Harry is a man who is only after sex and our attitude is too different with each other so I guess it will be a big disaster if we will have a relationship. Most importantly, I can't love a guy whom I haven't seen in real." They both nod, I know they get what I'm trying to say as they know me very well.

Our bottle is now empty, Celine grabbed Coleen's hand and mine to the dance floor. They are both drunk and it's obvious with how they dance and move, some guys are coming near to dance with us, while I'm dancing I tried to stretch my arm to push them in the most simplest way but these two girls seems to like having these guys around uuuggghh why did I ever had cousins like them lol. I looked at my wrist watch, it's already 2:45 am how can we not notice the time? I grabbed my cousins hands and went to our table for our things, Celine can't even walk properly while Coleen says she's having a headache so I decided to get Celine's car key and let them sleep in my condo.

It's already 7am when Shana woke up, her two cousins are still sleeping so she thought of making some food so they can eat before they leave. She can't wait for them to get up anymore as she knows that they will wake up at lunch and she still have a class to catch up, after taking a bath and fixed herself she left a note on the table "Eat first before you leave, love you both". Shana treats them as her own sister.

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Harry is now at his office, he had lunch with his bestfriend who is also working in their company but as a Corporate Manager. "Dude, I think you have fallen to her" Brenn told Harry while he is looking at his phone, earlier while they are having lunch Harry opened a topic about Shana, Brenn knows Shana because he sometimes talked about her and he have seen her while she's on video call with Harry. "I can't" Harry simply replied then put his phone down on his table and blankly looked at him "But you already do, what are you afraid of? She's not like your girls" upon hearing this Harry let out a big deep breathe "That is exactly the reason why, for me she is too fragile and I might just break her, I will never forgive myself if that happens." Brenn clasped his hands "What if she fall in love with you?" Harry closed his eyes "She wont, I'm not the one for her. She deserves someone better than me, someone with a clear past unlike me and most importantly someone who will never leave her." As much as Harry wants to be that person, it will never happen he thought so. "And this clearly tell me that you are really in love with Shana, Dude you are my best friend since high school, you have never been afraid or care about hurting a girl's feelings but with her? All I can advice to you right now is, be yourself." He walked up to him and tap his shoulder then go back to his office.

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It's already 11:45pm but Shana is still not done with her paperworks. She still have 3 papers to finish before she can sleep. Before she start with the last 3 papers, she took a break for a minute to get some cookies and coffee, after a bite of cookie she faced again with her laptop and begin searching some articles. Then she felt her phone's vibration "Many many happy returns of the day!" Shana looked at the time and it is exactly 12, how could she forgot her own birthday she told herself. "Wow! First greeter huh, Thank you :)" meanwhile, Harry felt happy to know that he is the first one to greet her "lol. I wish you will have a big d*** on your p**** as you've been dreaming of it." Ohkay he's starting to annoy him again Shana told herself while smiling but pretend to be mad "Do you really plan to annoy me on my birthday? I'm tired and I want to sleep."

"Yes I will, what are you doing now?"

"Paperworks" she replied

"Can I be of any help?" He is willing to help tho he doesn't know what kind of paper work it is. "No it's okay, but can I just talk to you later? I just have to finish this." She actually still want to talk but she also have to finish all of her papers because it will be presented tomorrow. "Yeah sure" after she reads his text she start reading the article that she found awhile ago.