FIRA'S POV
I should not look. I should not let myself be in pain. I should turn around and walk away. I should burst out crying. I should leave them.
But I decided to stay.
All of my sacrifices would be in vain. My aching bodies, my sleepless nights, all of those were just garbage because the truth was already in front of me. There were no tears. This was what Hali trained me to be.
To be a strong woman despite my low rank. Pyro and the Princess enjoying the kiss. I closed my eyes and thought that all of this was just a dream, but when I opened my eyes, the reality was poking me.
Reality sucks. I am a crap.
I did not sob at the moment, I watched them instead. Reminding myself where my place was, that I should ease my illusion about me and him loving each other.
"If you have a choice, would you want him to feel the same pain?"