Stare

The whole bar was filled with a lot of people. Different kinds of people that we know are hard to reach and resist. But we can only be sure of one thing, all of them here have escape problems in life.

They're only here because they have a lot of problems escaping from reality and finding peace is here. Even though it is not idealistic peace and relaxation. They still choose to be here instead of blowing their selves in some richest places they all know.

A lot of politicians and wealthy men are here, and all of these people have become my customers. Well, they're a good payer, they pay all of us with hundreds and thousands of money. But I get paid enough money to support my family's needs.

All of them have the same reason why they are here. That's the only thing we are so sure of, and no one can ever question that because it's already shown in their faces.

Even so, we understand all of them. Because all of us are here are facing a lot of things to worry about in reality, fulfilling the things that our parents couldn't give them.

Working all day and night, and even others are selling themselves just to have money. Letting go of their dignities and virginities so they could continue providing for their family.

Thousands of people are criticizing us because of our work, they quickly judge us even though they didn't know what's behind this suffering. What's behind all of this thing we've done, why do we take this job instead of having a legal job?

Why all because there is a lack of opportunities and this job is the only thing we could bare of. We can't have high jobs because we are not that smart and educated people they say. They all say.

"Eva!" Alicia calls my attention with a frowned face of her.

I turned in her direction and saw that she still did not know what to do now. I would have liked to ask her about it but I know I'm thinking the same thing with her too.

"Maybe the true love we've been looking for for years is here." She suddenly said that which surprised me.

My eyes widened as I stared at her with confusion as she silently walked on and didn't say anything anymore. Perfect, this is her talent, speaking as if she has no one listening to her words and then after that, she will walk out as if she did not say something.

Does she know what she is saying? Or maybe not.

I shook my head at the thought that she might become a victim of false love again. She was once become and I will not gonna be surprised if one day someone will brag about her here. Little did we all know it was the wife of some men she dated secretly.

Affairs with some random man who has a wife in their house aren't good to do. It's such a dangerous way of loving a man and it can't be called love it's lust and desire! Countless times she tried to take her life just to get the attention of one that she loved.

To her, the man had a secret feelings toward her but the truth is that there isn't because he is married to another woman.

She once tried to be a fixture even though she knew it was not a good deed. Even though we are not as clean as other people. We also have respect and love for ourselves.

The world has just deceived us so we are in this state of life.

I faked a smile and walked out of the room wearing the seductive dress that they gave me that I will wear for tonight's show. A lot of people were waiting for us wanting to watch all of us dance on the dance floor including in front of them.

I'm good at dancing so I'm in the front position while Alicia is in the center place. There is only one thing we are always reminded of, to be careful in our actions whenever we talk to other men. They might be the police or some agents that keep on looking for information, the good thing is we only sold ourselves not drugs.

When we were all on stage, we slowly adjusted ourselves. Just waiting for the signal of the song before we all start dancing in front of them at once.

"This is the first time that I felt so much of nervous." Aczyl suddenly said from behind me.

"Just don't look too much at the men in front of us." Nancy's advice is next to her.

"Yeah I should lessen doing that so I won't feel so nervous." She agreed.

I just quietly listened to their conversation until the crazy music rang out. Here it is, the show is starting and it's showtime.

The first group of girls who'll dance is the one in the middle, which is Alicia and the rest of us. While we just sit for a while and wait for our turn to dance. keeping ourselves maintained in our place while the center group is showing their skills in dancing seductively.

When the middle group of girls finished dancing and now it's our turn to seduct them. I slowly stood up and walked forward which made those men smiled evily full of lust. I was holding a red scarf that hung from the hem of my shoulder, letting it fell on the tip of my waist revealing my white skin.

I just stared into their eyes, while slowly moving my soft body dancing along the sweet and seductive song. One hand is placed on my chest as I gently rubbed my waist while smiling devishly.

Everyone was whistling because of what I did. I saw one of the men sitting nearby smile at what I did. He was smiling as if his eyes were staring at me insultingly. He is fucking insulting me by using his eyes.

And it's fuckingly nice, I like that kind of men who are playful. I am like them too. Playful.