Random thoughts 3

It was a blinding darkness , it was a deafening silence , it was a heart clenching feeling , a terrorising time , a painful decade or at least this is what it felt like .... like it was an excrusiatingly long time , it felt like it would never end , it was confusing , was this actually the end itself ?? And how can you wish for the end to end !

Then came the acceptance not the happy one though she just accepted the fact that she's stuck in there what's there to do any way ? Then one night she felt a very unamiliar feeling , it was like she was being pulled out of her blinding darkness , too bad she was already starting to get comfortable there though she'd almost hear the chirping of the birds in a nearby place , but she never tried to leave that pit .... but that invisible force kept pulling her out harshly and the harder she tried to stay in her comfort zone the harder she was pulled out and all of a sudden there was this blinding light shining on her , frightened she tried to dig herself back in , she digs and digs and digs but in vain she couldn't go back down .....

"Don't you get it ?! You're not supposed to go back in , it's your time to get out , you can't possibly stay in there forever , that's enough stop being a coward already look around you , just look how green the grass beneath you is , look how magnificent the sky looks today and how the trees are humming a heart warming song .... it's all for you , you've finally bloomed now darling open your eyes and just take a look"

she opens her eyes looking for the soft voice that spoke to her , looking for any sort of comfort and in the process she realizes where she actually is , a sunflower field and here she is a breathtaking fiery lily , but how could she have grown there !!!

" You were one hell of a fighter child , you don't need to be protected in the depth of this ground any more , a beautiful soul like you should never hide , spread your wings little one and fear nothing for nothing can harm you again "

And that's it she's finally free the feeling of the wind blowing at her petals , the smell of the grass and the joy she feels it's like she's being reborn , and that's when she realizes how much time she's wasted already , little did she know that all this time she was finding herself not knowing she was lost ... she realizes what she would've missed if she had stayed down there although it was safe it was still toxic. After all a ship in harbor is safe but that's not what ships are for.