So, what would I do, if both girls were ready to love me back?
{Okay, here we go....} I heard the author sighing helplessly.
I was confused, "What?" I asked aloud.
{Your narcissist side is showing again. You are basically having trouble with what would happen if they both love you back. I think it is a big 'IF' with both cases. So I have trouble seeing credibility to your worry.} he said.
I deadpanned, "...you really don't believe in me do you." I stated.
{With your rizz? Absolutely not.} he said.
"Gah!!" that hurts me differently.
I sighed.
Well, what did I expect from him anyways. But his words did calm me down and made me relaiise that I was worrying about hypothetical situations.
Let us focus on the present shall we.
{And besides, the answer is simple. You can just have both of them. I don't see the problem as you can't even marry Sumire anyways. She will still be your mother. Forever.}
'Hmmm. That's true.'
{And you don't even need to lie. You can tell Marin you love your mother and you will take care of her forever. You just have to not go into details about the 'love' you have for your mother.}
'umu, umu. Very true.'
{Sumire will still be your mother. Marin can be your girlfriend and in the future, your wife. No problem at all. You just have to avoid saying certain things.}
"So basically become a scumbag. The difference being I would not lie, nor hide anything. I just wouldn't tell."
{Exactly!! And a summbag? Aren't we all?}
It was a very convincing solution to it and it managed to satisfy my cuurent thoughts and worry...
For now.
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After finishing my breakfast, I returned to my room and changed my clothes to something better.
I needed to look good afterall.
I wore a tight black shirt that showed off my body and I humbly covered them with a dark purple overcoat. Though I made sure to show my muscular chest under the coat by not buttoning up.
I wore a dark grey cotton jeans. The color was so grey that it looks dull. I made sure that it was not too tight or too lose. Just the right size.
And since this was a somewhat special day, I brought out the big guns.
Jewelry.
The fashion standard of Japan was exceptionally high and since men have only so much clothes they can wear without being weird, jewelry like necklace and earing have become quite mainstreamed.
I wore two necklace. One was very lose and hung down till my chest while the other was smaller and circled only a few centimetres below my neck.
I also got out my earings-
{Wait a minute!! You have your ears pierced?} the author asked me in shock.
"Of course. When I was 13, I think." I said while I put on a simple earing and another one which was in the shape of a cross.
Then for the fishing touches, I put on few rings and looked at myself.
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"eh...it's a bit much." I said while looking at myself in the mirror.
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It was suppose to be casual. We were going to an anime event and I looked like a model who is about to walk down a runway.
{Nah, you look like a member of a Korean boy band. An idol.} the author said, {Kinda gay.} he added.
'Yeah, this do not work at all.' I thought to myself before taking off my coat, rings and my cross earing.
And it looked much better now.
I did not look like a emo pretty boy anymore but I gave off the infamous dangerous vibe. Bad boy vibe.
I stood at 6 foot which was crazy high in Japanese standard and I was also very muscular so I was almost always the biggest guy in a room.
No one would look at me and think I am pretty anymore. I was handsome.'
I fixed my well kept hair and made it a bit spiky and messy before I was satisfied and leave my room.
My mother and Kurumi were having breakfast and Kurumi immediately came running at me even though she was in the middle of eating.
After few pats and cuddles, she returned to her food and I also left the house.
Sumire just stared at me with complicated eyes while everything transpired. So as I was about to leave, I looked back and smiled brightly.
"Love ya, Bye!!"
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I went to the designated meeting place and the stares I got from the women on my way was a good boost for my confidence.
I got lost for some time and it was nearly the time we decided to meet up, which was 10 am.
But after using the buggy google map and asking a few directions from the girls, I was finally able to find it.
"'Den'. What a weird name for a restaurant." I said while going inside the restaurant.
I opened the door and scanned the people eating in the restaurant, searching for that certain someone. The one with the best smile and golden locks of hair.
I did not see her but eyes stopped as if I had seen her.
I saw someone else.
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I saw a girl who completely blew me away.
I don't think I have ever been this attracted by someone in first sight.
She was absolutely stunning.
And not only just me, I noticed that all of the guys in the restaurant had their eyes on her.
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'Who is she?'
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