Chapter Two Hundred+Fifty-Four
"Unless we make Christmas an occasion to share our blessings, all the snow in Alaska won't make it 'white.'
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"I have to give up on this feud because of Arianna." She has come to means so much to me. I was already drawn to her ever since I found out about her.
Most importantly is that she makes me feel guilty for how I treated Elena. Even though she was my queen, I didn't give her my attention love or care and she died feeling sad and untimely death.
Seeing Arianna reminds me of her and I want to shower her with all the love I couldn't give to Elena, as my way of atoning for all I did.
I can't even bear to see her cry. And I don't want her to cry anymore, she has cried enough when she was with me.