13-Mira~

Something is wrong with Ryuk.Something is very very wrong with Ryuk.I have no idea what's going on in his life nor do I want to push myself into his life BUT a panic attack like that is not normal.In order to get one something must have triggered and scared him.I wonder what is was.He was like a lone wolf seeking protection.He was so close yet so distant.Now that I realize it he was very reluctant to go to the theatre.Did he know that was going to happen?"Mila nae ttal-i yeogilo wayo"my Omma screamed from downstairs.Ugh why is she telling me to come.I don't understand why parents say my daughter or my son LIKE of course I am your daughter.When I came downstairs I was welcomed with a loving smile.Every since Appa died Omma has been having a hard time.Honestly I think his death crushed her more than me.Everyone knew how close they were.It was no secret.So when Appa died she was crushed and it was the hardest time for us."Mila uli gongdongmyojilo gal geoya".Mila is my Korean name fun fact.But every year we go to the cemetery to honour Appa.I forgot we were supposed to be going.Omma knows how forgetful I am so she reminds me the day before.Even though he isn't with us it's as if he is still here guiding me.When I checked my phone it was flooded with notifications mostly from Kagashi."Bro thank you so much for saving Ryuk I don't know how to thank you but THANK YOU".Kagashi is a good friend,I might have said this many times before but out of all Ryuk's friends he is DEFFO the best.Then he texted"meet me at the café I need to talk to you about something".Huh what would Kagashi want to talk to me about?...

When I arrived at the Café I was greeted by Kagashi's glowing smile.What a weirdo.His best friend just had a panic attack and he is smiling like this.CRAZY.But who knows,maybe smiling makes the pain go away.He ordered us one hot chocolate and my favourite Matcha Frappe."I know you like Matcha Frappe as u drink it EVERYDAY".what an exaggerator.I only have it 3 times a week.Or 5?But why did he invite me here?After he finished his hot chocolate his face got serious."I came to talk to you about Ryuk since you saved him I need you to know this".What is he on about?"Ryuk has shit going on at home and often gets panic attacks frequently please keep an eye on him and try support him".Oh wow I didn't expect this."Kagashi I understand but why are u telling me of all people this?"."Ryuk is comfortable around you and has took a liking in you but ANYWAYS BYEE MIRA".Kagashi waved goodbye and left.How quick but he has made me see him and Ryuk in a new light....