「 1-2 」Existence , The Nameless Place , The Everlasting Nightmares

In my dream , it's like a loop that can never be stopped , like and endless nightmare

Inside the dream there was like a vast of shadows , representing something "uncertain" , maybe a human being

After a while , the shadows revealing itself , showing one of them as "Me" and recollected as a female , probably younger than this " Me " , because of the difference between heights

the story goes as " Me " and the girl , is an old friends growing up together , until for a few years of time skips , the dream shows about " Me " and the girl were walking and talking as if we're having fun and about to cross the street

there's one car moving fast towards us ,

BAMM!!

the girl pushed me over , I hit my head hard and lose my conciousness .

what happened to the girl?

' HAH!! ' I woke up from laying on a strange chair, it's like a deckchair but with a different pattern

' Oh my , finally awake do you? ' the girl who was reading a book before sit right beside of me , as if it's like a doll , not even moving an inch

I can barely hear her breathing smoothly, due to that my face started to beetred and move away a little

' Wh-What are you doing ?! That's so close ' me asking

' My , How earnest of you ' she say with the same face everytime we speak

it's like talking to a doll , an expressionless doll

' I suppose you've earned your reward for answering my questions before '

How looking someone deep in their eyes can be a reward?

' You're curious as to where we are , Aren't you? '

eh

' We're ... how do I put this ... hmm... ' as she says then silencing herself

' This place... This place is closed off from the outside world , it doesn't have a name and doesn't need one as well '

' That's what I thought at least , but Im curious..

how do you perceive this place? '

' To me.. It's a place to discover who I am ' I answer her question without looking at her

' A philiosophical answer , not bad ' she nodding as she listen to my answer

' The identity of this place is of little importance as you ... are here.... now ' adds her

' Whether you will it or not , something lies up ahead

perhaps this is exactly why you seek reasons

you and I , Both '

she ends her speaking while standing up from sitting right beside of me and walk to the door

her "Body Language" seems like it's calling me to follow her

unbeknownst of her , I followed her into a room of books , " this is where I lose my conciousness the first time Im here " so as I thought

my ability to read body language was wrong after all , apparently she wants to be alone for her " Sweet time " with books

I dont know what to do so I started to play with her surroundings , with poking her cheeks , shaking her book while she still reading and some annoying disturbance until she utter a very few words like

' Creep '

yep I can relate

' Disgusting , Enough '

but it's fun

' Pathetic '

I know

' Go jump off the cliff '

If I can go out , then maybe yes

' So Ill mannered , but I'll let it slip for now '

what?

she snap her finger and I lose my conciousness for a while , when I reopen my eyes , it's like we are transported to another room

is this one of her ability? or did I trigger it by any chance?

' If you are bored then come here and answer my questions ' as she says while picking a seat

Ah...what kind of weird question will she ask me again?

or maybe it's about my dre-Ugh! , my head hurts if I want to remember about it again

soon after , I take my step and lose my balance , there's where I feel am about to lose my conciousness again.