4 This is only the start, Calm me

"This is start the new life of Uchiha Sasuke."

As channeling my inner chuunibyou, gaze to the horizon. Then looking at the sun that still high up on top of my head, I remember something no more accurately I feel something from my stomach.

*grumble

my stomach make sound demanding that I eat something fast. 'ugh, I'm alive now so I need to eat, pee, and shit.' I walk into kitchen stoping right in front of refrigerator, then I open it to see if there something to eat. 'wow they really clean it, like it was new. At least they left some egg and milk. So where mother use to put the rice again. There!' I walk to the rice 'this much rice should last for two week for only one person, and I need to fill the refrigerator soon.'

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*a few moments later

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"ahhhh"

*burp

'the joy of living eating good food and feeling satisfied, now as I have enough of enjoy for now what should i do' I get of from dinning table then go around house looking for something to do. 'i really have no idea for what to do, should I go become training maniac, but that not really necessary I still have like nearly decade exactly 8 year before something like Akatsuki or other overpowered people to pop up, according to canon. I want to enjoy life. my only problem is orochimaru. Only him that obsessed with sharingan, if I show I'm incompetent and doesn't have sharingan I think maybe he will leave me alone.' I walk past the pond in backyard, looking at it I got a flashback of myself training katon : goukakyuu no jutsu. 'really chakra is a miraculous power'

I walk to the edge of the pond and sit there, looking down at my reflection. staring at it for a few moments I asked "what do you want to do with your life Uchiha Sasuke?" as if answering my question the reflection ripple. i lost in thought and then my frown turn into a smile, I found it.

I stand up then turning around and start running to warehouse of uchiha where they keep almost everything for Uchiha clan people. I reach the front door of the building, there's along hall, I never remember ever coming here. I walk to one of the door in the hall that has a plank read library.

I walk around in the section that talk about chakra. ' what I realized when I see my reflection is that I myself is weak. I need power to keep my self safe and live a carefree life. Even though its not necessary for me to become training maniac, I still need to know everything there is available about chakra and how to effectively use it. That why I came hear first, everything start with the basic. I remember some saying that if you master the basic and everything will come easier later on.' I first started feeling chakra I remember how from my memory but try it again still feel miraculous. Then I try to move my chakra to my eye and voila sharingan activated. 'everthing somehow become reddish but still good. and chakra consumption is not that bad for one tomoe each eye. I will not use this saringan for battle unless it life or dead, I will only use it for training and mastering skill. it's a precaution for people like orochimaru if he think I don't have sharingan I hope he will leave me.'

okay back reading about chakra

*a few hours later

"ugh, my eye" clutching my eye I feel it hurt. 'activating sharingan for a few hours the first time is really hurting my eye, but my chakra reserve still at least half full. Uchiha really can use sharingan without minding their reserve huh. not like the one eye cyclops.'

After reading - more like skimming trough many scroll about chakra. chakra is not the product of blending inner spiritual and physical energies. it's the other way around chakra is used to connect people inner spiritual and physical energies resulting in able bend law of the world or physical realm with their will or inner will. Hand sign and seal writing is like a programed way of chakra moving in according to user will to connect with physical energy.

'it's actually made sense, when I watch Naruto Shippuden there is a flashback talking about hagoromo using chakra as a connection between people inner spiritual making them understand each other. But people use it as connection between their inner spiritual and physical energy.'

and from some scroll that can only be read with sharingan, chakra is not only in living being. Everything thing has a chakra, even the rock you found on some random road has a chakra. But it cannot be taken because it connected to the inner spiritual of the Nature, that why it said you need to have both strong physical energies and inner spiritual then balance it out with the nature so you don't taken over by the inner will and physical energies of the Nature.

'wow, I'm curious is every Nature chakra different like every human has different chakra property and everything. chakra has a deeper mystery than what I thought."

I put back every scroll I take to their place. As it already night time I walk to my house. it's not that far as my house is clan head house it's closer to the warehouse than other in Uchiha clan, even thought no one live here anymore.

as I reach my house, I opened the door.

"tadaima!!" I subconsciously yell. I hear sound deep down from my memory "okaeri Sasuke-kun!!" I heard the voice of my mother. Then I look at the hall, there is no one. Tear start dropping from my eye. 'ugh, I affected more than I thought with my family gone.' I wipe my tear away. inhaling more air to calm my nerf.

I get rice and some egg to eat. then put some on the butsudan and burn some incense. "mother, I will try having a happy life" after done praying. I got up and go to my room.

I plopped down to my bed, turning around so I see the ceiling.

" tomorrow everything will start I will go to academy study about being ninja, last year only talking about science and how to write and read with some history. This year we should start the ninja stuff but man what is this about calculating parabola trejactory and wind power in written test, it's so advance. ugh" I close my eye and get to sleep.

'This is only the start, Calm me'

then I get to the dream world.