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ᴘʀᴇᴠɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ ᴏɴ "ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ"
ᴏᴘᴇɴɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀ, ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʙʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ɪᴄʏ ᴀɪʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴡɪʀʟᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟᴜɴɢꜱ, ꜱᴛᴇᴀʟɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴛ ᴀꜱ ɪᴛ ʀᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴠᴀᴘᴏʀ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪ ᴇxʜᴀʟᴇᴅ.
ɢʀᴏᴀɴɪɴɢ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʜɪᴛꜱ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ. ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ꜰʀᴏꜱᴛʙɪᴛᴇ.
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{PRESENT TIME}
"Why are we here again?" I questioned my brother yet again, scowling when he put his arm around my shoulder and puts all his weight on me I looked to the side and met with his brown eyes he gave me a lazily smile as he replied.
"Why are we helping mom or why do we breathe?" Jackson question and I nudged him in his side laughing before he speaks again.
"Well sue me for making jokes" I rolled my eyes and I nudged him again but harder this time
Earning me an 'oomph' that escaped his mouth and us both a glaze from our loving mother
I smiled in content "Nice one jackass" I glared at him
Pushing his hands through his hair, something he did when he was frustrated, he sighed and groaning heavily "come on Ma don't give me that look" I watch her shooked as I played innocent I placed my hand by my heart with an expression of fake hurt on my face, she slightly raised her eyebrow "Why do I look scared" giving us a sluggish look
"No, but she started it first!" I gasped as I heard the lies that came out his mouth well not lies but yeah whatever half-truths i guess.
" I did no such things I wouldn't do anything to my 'loving' brother" emphasis on the word-'loving'. *mental eye roll*
Him being childish as he is he argued back
"Did too"
"Did not" I huffed
"Did too" he puffed
" oh well, boo-hoo who cares anyways....huh?" I leaned close to him and placed my hand behind my ears mockingly showing that I cant hear him.
And when there was no sound coming from his mouth I smirked "ahhh as I thought" and....
Yes! im the winner of this score 101-104
Rolling his eyes at my behavior which earned him a scowl from me we heard a loud laughed we both snapped our heads into the direction of it only to find out that the laughter is coming from or mother she enjoys seeing us like this I smiled at this and chuckled. Her laugh sounded like a choir of angels reminding me of my older sister
My smile dropped and Jackson saw it too and immediately know what and who I was thinking about..
Faye.
<FLASHBACK>
{This is her brother flashback}
the hardest time of my life was to saying goodbye to her and not hear a single sound back...I and Faye weren't as close as you'd think but her and Zora? Joined to the hip, the real definition of Ride or die for the life they had a bond, not a soul that roamed this earth could break. Faye would do anything to see Zo happy and Zo would do anything to make Faye proud. She was the one she looked up too, Her idol.
When she heard about Faye's Death it was like her world stopped
Mine did too...
July 19, 2014
Laughter filled the air as Faye and I walked towards the car.
" That was the most amazest shit I've ever seen bro! " I shouted " Amazest isn't ever a word you culo " she smacks me in the back of my head. Letting our laughter get the best of us, again and again, stomach muscles hurting, tear escaping over eyes it was just the best. By the time we got to the car, our laughter died down and we just sat there in complete silence. No tense no nothing just a comfortable silence.
It was times like this that makes me the happiest
Faye was home from her away job and so was our parent, Zorya was happy and so was I.
We were like a family again thinking about it made me smile in content
My smile turned into a frown when I saw a black wolf figure ran in front of the car and stopped it soon turned from its wolf form to human form
the black-figured looked into my eyes as I looked into its grayish brown eyes and blue?
those eyes looked quite familiar........ Xavier? I questioned my self but I was sure
We were having a staring contest
Until I saw him raise a gun, Faye was infused into her phone to notice the air thicken and my body stiffing and soon it felt like everything stopped and everything did stop.
Everything was now moving in slow motion
the figured point the gun at Faye and fired
I sat there in shook i-
it felt like it shot me
I can hear my heart beating through my ears ringing was loud but i knew everything was silent,I had my hand on my chest where my heart is at a tear rolled down my eye I didn't notice until I heard it.... I heard Fayes voice "Jack.." she sounded so weak she sounded like she was drifting away
NO...NO...NO.....NO...NOO!
"Faye please stay with me Please Please!"
I begged
"Zora needs you" I sobbed
"Mom and dad need you" I cried
"Please Faye I need you"
She spoke, but it didn't sound like her...it didn't sound like my Faye
"jack...I'm...sorry" her words were struggled she said it as if she knew of this day to come "tell Zora I'm sorry" she whispered.
"I love you"
Her eyes closed
Her body went limp in my arm
"No No Please Don't leave Please".
Minutes probably hours past I don't know but it felt like days I could hear the sirens getting closer and closer I tried to stay calm but i began to panic I wanted to run and hide but I didn't run, I didn't hide.
I couldn't move I was stuck to the ground I didn't even notice I brought her out of the car
I just sat there Faye in my arms crying and crying and crying
my tears all over Faye's face
I held her close so close we could have become one. Then it hits me
Someone once told me you don't know what you got until its gone all your darkness come before the dawn.
All those times Faye and I argued came flooding back to me
Every bad thing Faye and I went through came flashing back to me all at once
I never once apologized
it hurts...
it hurts so bad because her last words were
"I love you"
It echoed in my head over and over
she loved me she did the beyond to see me happy and I treated her like pure shit
I didn't know how much time I sat there holding her, it felt like forever
but I couldn't let her go
but soon I stopped crying
I went completely numb with only one thing at mind.
Zora...
She cant know about who we are or even worse WHAT we are.
<End of FLASHBACK>
Like the great Martin Luther King Jr once said darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that
After that day my brother and I kinda drifted from each other. I hated him for not saving her I hated him for not bring my Faye home we still loved each other unconditionally but nothing has ever been the same since Faye died His been hiding something i feel it but i just dont know what it is.
Then a few years later Xavier died the same way Faye died Gunshot to the heart. When I first heard about his death my heart broke into millions of pieces so much agony filled my soul I felt like I had no propose anymore. I couldn't breathe, eat, think, move nothing I was in so much pain but now I feel numb and miserable like a darkness consumed me and ate about all the bright and light inside of me but I dont know why i felt lt like this.
My best friend. Forever, he was gone and there is no way of getting him back not even if I loved him back to life.
Walking into the house Jackson snapped me out of my thought with his annoying voice. Ugh
"Hey mom can me and Zo help you in the kitchen?" he questioned with one of his infamous smiles, a mischievous smile of course
Oh god, I know what he is up too...and I pray to the gods and goddesses above that the kitchen doesn't blow up on our behalf.