The Story starts good the Mc is cold blooded and a bit cruel but mostly realistic (holds for 20 chapters after that he's a half cruel realistic). What is strange is that the Mc suddenly finds a way to get powerfull but ignores it for the most part. He noticed a supper strong monster witch stalks him his reaction i don't give a fuck i could run away but nahhh im the mc it will leave me alone till im strong enough. Then the Mc gets a weapon and is suddenly a veteran Soldier and the Autor even writes it as if the Mc isn't a civi but a Soldier. But the most strange thing about the Mc is that in one moment he is really cautious and in the next moment he joins a gun fight over something that the Mc doesn't even need. I would say the first 10 chapters are good after that 2 stars

yes but the ability also makes him weaker than a normal human so if he can't remove the negative effects I would say it's not worth it. he can also just find another ability or upgrade his shadow ability

Well in Germany you can trink alk with 14 even in public if you're parents are with you.

I bet he took cocaine