The lunch bell rang, and I refused to look behind me.
Ryuu came in today and I have zero clues on what to do with him.
Should I just do what 'she' wanted to do?
"You doing anything new today?" Akira asked a little after the bell rang. "You gonna try lunch with the Dragon again?"
"No, he said he didn't want to." I look out the window.
It's an easier choice. Hm... Decisions, decisions.
"So, we having lunch here as usual?"
"Yeah." I nodded.
As I pulled out my lunch, the classroom chatter hushed, and the next thing I know, a shadow was looming over me.
I knew this was going to happen.
"Let's go." The familiar deep voice, once attractive to me and still is. I mean he's still really hot.
"Okay." I sigh internally.
"We're going out again?"  I looked up at Akira when he asked. He met my eyes and nodded.
Uh, thanks?
I mean, I'm pretty sure he's not going to let you come with us today.
"..." Ryuu's silence was a resounding show of his displeasure. His glare at Akira also promised pain.
"O-Or maybe not?" Akira was sweating as he worked hard to keep up a polite smile.
Yeah... At least you tried.
Ryuu's glare lightened up before he turned to me.
"Ready?" He asked, any trace of anger gone.
Seriously, it looks like 'she' all of the capture targets' interest.
How did 'she' even seduce them all?! 'She' didn't even try!
... I'm not jealous of 'her.' Definitely not!
"Yeah, let's go." And I have to give him the 'talk' too. I sigh more internally, as I mentally brace myself and stoop up.
"Woah, what happened?"
"Suzuki-kun doesn't look alright."
"Didn't he invite the Dragon last time? Why does he look tired of it?"
"I can't believe  the Raging Dragon asked someone to have lunch together!"
"I don't think that counts as asking..."
"Did you see the way he glared at Akira-kun when he butted in?"
"Aki-kun! Don't get hurt!"
"Just what is their relationship?"
"Told you he's the Dragon's bitch."
Ah, I want to flip off the person who said that last sentence.
?
Seeing as the classroom go silent, I realized that I actually did flip him off.
Huh.
Well then. Since I can't take it back, might as well add to it.
"Fuck off and mind your own business, asshole."
Surprisingly I was more grumpy than I thought. I guess the matter with Ryuu was affecting me a lot more.
Also, probably the lack of sleep. The energy from this morning was dying off.
As I walked out of the room, I didn't hear any footsteps behind me. So, I turned around and see Ryuu frozen there.
He wasn't expecting that was he.
"Are we going or not?"
He broke out of his stupor and followed me, not before slamming the door.
He's mad.
How cute.
Fortunately, he didn't crack the door or wall.
"So where are we going?"
"To the rooftop." Ryuu said as he grabbed my wrist and started dragging me.
His hands are so much bigger and rougher than mine...
Wait no, focus.
"Hey! Could you slow down?" I asked, nearly jogging and trying not to trip.
Our statures are way too different.
"Oh, sorry." Ryuu immediately apologized and slowed down.
"It's fine." He feels like a cute puppy.
"Isn't the rooftop off limits?" I asked the question I had been holding back.
"Probably." Ryuu vaguely answered without looking back.
Ah, right. He's a delinquent.
A wolf puppy then.
###
After a few minutes, we arrived.
I opened the door and walked out. I felt the winds breeze a
I walked to the guard railing to get a better view.
This place was never in the game.
"Wowwww~" I was in awe at the view.
The whole school grounds were visible! In the distance, I could even see central Tokyo. As someone who stays inside all the time, this was mind-blowing.
'She' would definitely want to see this view for 'herself' too.
"Is it really that great?"
I felt surprised when the voice came from above me.
When in the world did you get so close?! You're basically pressing your chest on my back?! Why are your arms on either side of me, trapping me between you and the railing!? Why does this feel like a back hug?!
Most importantly, why do I not not like it?
"U-Uh, yeah. I've never seen anything like this before." I answered, trying to stay calm.
I gripped the railing a bit harder, hoping it would somehow take away some of my nervousness.
"Mm, then we should come here often." I could basically feel the vibrations from his chest as he spoke.
Oh wow. This is a first.
I became even more shocked when Ryuu decided to lean down far enough to rest his chin on top of my head.
Ok, this is too much now.
"Hey, Ryuu-kun, I need to speak with you." I said with a hint of anger.
"Okay." Ryuu plainly answered, not moving.
My eye twitched. Clearly, he didn't hear it.
"Can we talk face to face? It's important." I clarified with a bit more impatience.
"Oh." Ryuu sounded reluctant, but he backed off.
Finally.
After taking a deep breath, I look up to meet his eyes for the first time.
Ryuu's gray eyes didn't hold a hint of the insanity 'she' saw last time. They were clear and held soft affection.
Hot.
Cough, Cough.
Focus.
"Ryuu-kun, we're friends, right?" I started off simple.
"Of course." Ryuu answered without a second thought.
"That's all, right?"
Ryuu's eyebrows scrunched together, obviously confused as to why I was asking that, but he nodded nonetheless.
Okay. Cool. I'm only a friend right now.
"Do you remember our talk about love from before." I brought it up cautiously.
"Mhm." Ryuu clearly didn't know where I was going but listened intently.
"Well, after last time, I thought I should mention that it applies to friends, too." 'She' should have said everything properly before.
"What?" Ryuu was seriously puzzled.
"Let me explain it properly. I said something about how you shouldn't hurt your loved one, right? This includes your friends. You shouldn't hurt them since you love them, too. Love isn't just romantic." I calmly and steadily told him.
I can't mess up now.
"Then, what's the difference?" Ryuu asked with a frown.
"Well, I said couples like to kiss and do couple stuff, right? That's what you would fo with a girl you really like. Friends don't kiss each other. They only like spending time with each other and having fun."
I could feel something is about to go wrong.
"But, what if you want to kiss a guy?"
*Badump*
Wait, no, fuck. I knew it. I really hope this isn't what I think it is.
"Doesn't that seem disgusting to you?"
"Disgusting?" Ryuu seemed taken aback and... hurt?
"Yeah! Most people would hate having to kiss the same gender, especially guys."
"Do you?" Ryuu asked while closing in.
*Badump*
I reflexively took a step back, only to run into the railing.
It's fine. It's not what I think it is.
"Well?" Ryuu once again had me pinned to the railing but this time facing each other. And once again, pressed his body against mine.
*Badump*
"Uhm, well, I, I think I don't like it." Stay calm. It's the only way to not mess up right now.
Luckily I kept my arms down before he came closer. Otherwise, it would have been awkward and I would have to place my arms between my chest and his abs.
...
I sort of regret it now.
"You think?"
"Y-Yeah." Stay calm!
"Why is this the only time you can't give me a straight answer?"
"I-It's because we're b-both so close even though we're just f-friends!" I look down, trying not to look at his face.
Fuck! I'm stuttering worse now!
"But I don't want to be just friends." Ryuu frowned a little.
*Badump*
"T-Then what? I- We're not going to be a c-couple!" I start to get more and more flustered.
"But I want us to be a couple."
*Badump*
"B-But you don't even l-love me! Do y-you?" My head started to get clouded.
He lifted my chin up and looked into my eyes. All I see is sincerely and deep love.
*Badump*
"I do love you."
*Badump*
"W-What?" I can feel his deep breath.
"I said I love you."
*Badump*
"I-I-"
"I love you."
*Badump*
I-
*Badump*
He-
*Badump*
H-He loves me?
*Badump*
He really loves me?
*Badump*
He loves me, even though I'm male?
*Badump*
He loves me, even though this society looks down on same-sex relationships?
*Badump*
He loves me, even though everyone else would disdain him?
*Badump*
He loves me.
He loves me.
He loves me.
He loves me.
He loves Me.
He lOves mE.
He loVes Me.
He Loves Me.
He lOves ME.
He LoveS Me.
He LoVeS Me.
HE lOvEs mE.
HE LoVeS ME.
He LOVEs Me.
HE LOVES ME.
H E L O V E S M E.
"Ah~"
That was the last sound I made before passing out from overstimulation.

This is a  fanfic of the novel on webnovel, "If I'm Male, I Can Avoid A Yandere Right?," by SkyHighLimits.

This is a different world where Haruka, the main character, was traumatized 'a bit' worse and had her personality split into two for her own protection. The first personality is the exact same as the Haruka in the original novel. The second personality is a yandere that is obsessed with wanting to feel "loved." This was based on what I theorized on what traumatized Haru in the original. The second personality only comes out when Haru becomes too stressed and wants to run away.

So what happens when the main character becomes a yandere and all the love interests are also yanderes?

Also, don't tell me that Haruka doesn't want to feel loved. I mean any normal person would've run away, or just switch to another school rather than just cross-dressing if they were really that afraid.

---

A 'quick' rundown of this fanfic:

1. This is going towards a more fluffy direction, so there's very little angst. Everyone gets an HE, even Yuu who's my least favorite character! Of course, his path won't be that fluffy nor as smooth. Though recently, Akira has been slowly getting closer to replacing Yuu on my hate list.

2. I wrote this with mostly comedy in mind, so there will be a lot of jokes. Mostly light-hearted ones, and once in a while a 'mature' joke. The jokes might not be to your liking. I warned you.

3. The yandere part of the second personality will be very subtle. She'll be like a normal person most of the time. I mean, she wouldn't be crazy 24/7. There won't be that many yandere moments.

5. The update schedule for this fanfic is stable for now. Right now, it's 1 chapter every 2 weeks, on Sunday night. Though I might delay it by a day or two. The word count for each is 1500-2500, though it'll be closer to 1500 most of the time.

6. This fanfic will begin around 3/5 into Chapter 36 of the original novel, where Yuu, a love interest, pushed too far. It's pretty much required to read the original novel if you want to understand this fanfic.

7. The last and most important part: PLEASE GO AND READ THE ORIGINAL NOVEL BY SkyHighLimits! I Do Not Own Or Created These Characters (Except A Few)! All Right Of Them (Except A Few) Belongs To SkyHighLimits!

Other than those, I hope you'll enjoy reading my take of "If I'm Male, I Can Avoid A Yandere, Right?"

Mesoz Pov*
My luck really great!! as in... I am super lucky to feel tremble hehehe.
Oops!
If my older brother knew this, he would definitely feed me sharks in the sea!
Suicide sister let's get it on!
Why did Light my loves become a Mafia heir and worst of all, I still fall in love with him.
Suicide!!
Homicide!!
Outside!!
Now I know how Jack and Rose, Juliet and Romeo feel, they both have First Capital letters, wait, I just noticed that ah?
I am so genius!!
Wah!!
Why is that! Is this really the case against all odds that love is more PROHIBITED!
Not allowed there!
Not allowed here!
Where can I go if there is something abnormal next to it!
This is crazy!!
But I really need to save my heart!
So I have decided that...
I will grab this opportunity to be with my hero who will be Mafia Boss someday who is so handsome that his face is always wrinkled due to my malady.
Could it be that I am OA too much?
Pretty much?
I also noticed.
Hmp!!
Useless brain!!
Sh*t!!














*Back to Real Story...














"What's this?" "Seriously?" *Boss Rude*
"Ah!! That.." I point the one in the pot.. "is a fish ball and dip that.." I also point the sauce "with sweet sauce is really delicious."
I will test him
"Opin your mawt!! Say..aahhh!!"
Am I too sweet?
I know right!
But did my my loves stay away from me.
Did the pig just hate it?
What is this just rude my loves?
"Is this safe?!" *Boss Rude*
"Of course yeah!! If you can react there it looks like that fizbol has a bomb?!"
"I'm just asking, is that bad?" *Boss Rude*
"Miss byutipul, don't fight your handsome boyprin, he's just asking." *Fish Ball Vendor*
I looked at the fizbol player and smiled sweetly.
Oh Mister, are you really think we are lover?
Oh My Gosh!
Do we have chemistry?
"I'm not fighting with my loves mister, his outlook on life is really just OA. He almost died when he ate 'Tok Neneng' so that's how you drama in life."
I whispered to Mister ..
"You know that trauma is deadly.😁"
"W.. wh.. what...********" *Boss Rude*
I covered my loves' mouth.
Just chill bro.😁
"I really just love this my loves so I'm just concerned about his security. But don't worry Mister everything I said has no connection to what my my loves said haha. I'm confused, right?"
Mister vendor just kept scratching. 
I'm sorry I was really talking vaguely. 
My brain signal is a bit weak so what my mouth says is wrong.
I guess I need to change my brain.😂
I just pulled my loves so that our love would get worse under the white sun.😄
"What the hell did you say to him?!" *Boss Rude*
"There is no, just trip-trip story. You are also short.."
"I don't know what you're saying to that one but.." this one just lacks super saiyan. The amount is as in high blood as a lunatic. Haist! "Mesoz, can fix your life." *Boss Rude*
"My life is fine ah !! Why not duh?"
"NO!" *Boss Rude*
"YES!! It's so good."
"NO!! NO!!" *Boss Rude*
"YES! YES!"
"Your stubborn huh! You little woman, you are really fighting with your boss?" Boss Rude
"Hey FYI maybe you don't know what that means For Yur Information!! Maybe you forgot I'm your boss now! 🤨"
"If this happen again mesoz, I'll throw you to Manila DAM!" *Boss Rude*
"All right! You can try it!!"
"Ahm.. Excuse me?" *Mister*
"What?"
"What?!" *Boss Rude*
We both said in unison..
I'm annoyed duh?
Mister's seem to be widened in shock.
Like he just saw a beautiful creature of the Lord Jesus Christ became a tarsier immediately?
Oh my god!!
Very Nice!!
So Nice!!
Beautiful Creatures depth of white sun.
Can you give me a tissue?!
"Ahmm.. Are you both free?" *Mister Photographer*
"We are  expensive not cheap, Nothing is free now. Tsk !!" *Boss Rude*
My loves because you are so naughty, you can put down the satan in the heat of your head?!
If it fits your head hot, it is as hot as your body.😁
"I mean both of you are free to be a model because our models did not go ahead so we are looking for a replacement." *Mister Photographer*
"What do we care about them?! Tsk!!" *Boss Rude*
Do I know that model?
Like Hello?!
Duh!!
They are not so famous!
I am so bratty right, my loves!!
"Ah!! Because both of you are perfect for our photoshoot. Eh!!" *Mister Photographer*
"Photoshoot!?" *Boss Rude*
I.. is.. that.. like..?
pose...!!
click!!
and smile? 😊
"Eh! Because we need it in a Fashion Magazine in case the models can no longer go and because we really need to submit it to the magazine editor so we need your help." *Mister Photographer*
"Why us, Mister?"
Are they look to my beautiful face?
Wow!
My beauty is really remarkable.
Be social!
"While I was looking, I saw you both arguing, I tried to photograph your argue to each other" with big smile while saying.. "And you two took a good picture, You really are a good thing and fit the theme for the upcoming photoshoot." *Mister Photographer*
"What is the theme?"
"What kind of theme?!" *Boss Rude*
We both said in unison..
My beloved my loves and I are still together!
I told you my loves we have chemistry!
There is Chacha, Buratsya, Payatsya, Gandasyo and Cavity!
Bwahaha!! 😂
My mention that makes all my brain look like a doll.
"Well..." *Mister Photographer*
"What?"
"What?!" *Boss Rude*
We both said in unison..

You can fool everyone, but you can't fool your heart. In the midst of everything, you'll find or meet someone.

Who will change your perspective in life? You may be one of the best in your chosen field, but in the end, you'll realize that you are the most stupid in the game you have chosen.

It doesn't mean that if you knew the rules of the game, you would win. Remember, there are always changes in any game, and if you're not aware of it, even if you're the best among the rest.

Tae, y/n... Jhope said seeing us.
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry 
Tae told me everything and it's my faults I'm so sorry  I said sobbing.

Don't be sorry it's not your fault Jhope said and side hug me.

How is he? Ca..can I see him I ask

He's sleeping ,you can.

I went inside the room,
There he was sleeping looking all pale and broken.
I felt so hurt seeing him in this condition, 
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry I said holding his hand.

Why are you here? Y/n
He said removing his hands from me.

I..I...Are you feeling pity , don't pity me.
You hate me don't you,
I won't disturb you anymore, 
You can leave 
He said cutting me.

I'm sorry..
Sorry for what y/n , just leave me he said.

I should be happy Right.
He won't disturb me anymore
But why does my heart hurt so much.
I went outside the room.

What happened? 
Tae he hates me now I said crying.

Can I talk to you y/n Jhope ask and I nodded.

*JUNGKOOK p.o.v

Why did you come here y/n?
I wanna forget you, it's impossible I know cause I love you so much but what can I do if you hate me.
Every second I fall for you yet you hate me.

Jungkook Tae said coming inside.

Are you happy now that she hate me and loves you. 
I lost I said I'll make her mine but I couldn't

Jungkook she don't loves me.
We are just friends jungkook.

Friends don't kiss Taehyung.

We never kissed.
Your misunderstanding.
It was an accident she tripped over and fell down on me.
And yesterday morning we were not kissing I was helping her wiping ice cream you dumbo.

But she loves you Taehyung 
It's useless telling me all these.

Listen to me Jungkook.
I once tried telling her my feeling but she said she don't believe in love and do you know the reason because she was betrayed and you know how it feels when the person you love the most betrayed you.
Jungkook she's scared, she fears that she will be betrayed again if she falls in love.
Your a play boy and she must have seen you with many girls and do you think she will just accept you.
Jungkook you have to win her trust, 
Make her believe you.
If she loves me do you think I'll just stay and watch you do anything to her 
Of course I'll make her mine but she don't, she loves me as a friend and I know she don't admit but she loves you, she just don't realize cause she's scared you cheat her.

Stop all this misunderstanding and make her believe you Tae said.

Why are you doing this if you love her? You can make her yours? I ask

I love her but she don't,she loves you and your not just my friend but your my brother jungkook.

*YOUR  p.o.v

Y/n I don't know what you feel for him and I really don't want to meddle between you guys but believe me Jungkook loves you deeply and I can see in his eyes. He was so hurt and broken.ive never seen him in this state.
Do you know what he said 
He said he felt warm when he's with you.
He felt home when he's with you.
He said he have never been this hurt even when his mother left her and you know his mother was the only person he loves and him saying this....
I know love cannot be forced but I just want you to think and y/n all this time we've been waiting for someone to come and change him and I think we found , you can change him y/n
Please think about it 
Jhope said patting my shoulder.
He than went away.

I stood there speechless, 
Nothing came to my mind.
All I feel is  hurt.
I sat in the bench with tears.

Y/n Tae called.
Tae did he said anything, Tae he ask me to leave him ,he hates me now how will I talk to him I said hugging him.

Y/n he don't hate you , he just think you hates him so he's trying to let you leave. 

Tae he said he won't disturb me so shouldn't I be Happy but why does my heart hurt so much. You know whenever I tell him I hate him or be harsh to him I feel so hurt.

Because you love him y/n it's just your fear that you're afraid to accept.
Y/n you love him do you understand.

You should talk to him okay,
Now it's late you should go home 
I'll take you home , talk to him tomorrow  okay.

Okay ...

***************""""""""**************

what will happen if a play boy falls in love with a girl who do not believe in love and give no interest to boys.


will he able to make her fall in love??



GAVIN'S POV 

"I think it's about time, Sam. You can now call off the wedding. I will take care of your parents." 

I knew Bree is there listening to our conversation. And yes, this is still part of our plan. 

But I can't help it anymore. I have been waiting for too long. If Bree loves me, then why can’t she break up with Seb? Why can’t she admit to herself that I am the one she loves and not Seb. 

Maybe we want to let ourselves believe the things that we want to think. 

Sam, hoping that Seb will finally learn to love her, that is why she makes herself believe that Aubree loves me. 

While me, because I love her too much that Sam’s own beliefs convinced me. 

And this plan, is it really worth it? 

"Sam, this is not right," I said softly. 

She frowned. "What do you mean?" 

"This plan. We are deceiving everyone." I told her. 

"Yes. But it's for our good, Gav." She said. 

I shook my head. "Yes, OUR. Because all of this was the product of our selfishness.” 

"W-what? We have talked about this, Gav." Sam said, a bit frustrated. 

"Yes, Sam, but I've realized that this isn't loved. Love should not be deceitful and, most especially, not selfish. We are doing this out of our selfishness." I said. 

"Have you thought about Seb? What will happen to him if he loses Bree?" I saw sadness in her eyes. 

Sorry, Sam, but we need to face and accept the truth. 

"Maybe your right when you told me that MAYBE Bree loves me, that she was deceived by her dream of happily ever after with Seb. But what about Seb? We all know that ever since this whole plan started, her heart shouts for Bree alone. He can't even look at other girls, even to you." I explained to her. 

I know it's not comforting, but I think this is what we need. 

"If that happens, I will be there for him. I will never leave him." She answered. 

"That is what I mean by selfishness. We all know our real motive for this plan. And it's not for the ones we love, but for our selfish love." I said. 

"And on the second thought, love is not selfish. So this is not loved." I concluded. 

"What are you talking about, Gav?! We are so close with our plan. Why back out now, Gav?" then she started crying. 

I hug her. "I know Sam. And I'm sorry if I realize this just now. Maybe just like you, I became selfish." 

She removed herself from my hug, and she looked at me. 

"And now?" She asked. 

I cupped her face. "My love for Aubree is overpowering my selfish desire. Even if you are right that she loves me, I will still do everything to spare her from hurting. She had enough. That's the least that I can do for her." 

"But she loves you!" Sam keeps on insisting. 

"If she loves me, then I will be glad to welcome her with an open arm," I said while smiling at her. 

"So it's all up to her now?" She said. 

I smiled and nodded. 

"And as per you, young lady, I think it's about time to be honest with Seb. Stop this pretend thing and confess to him." I said. 

I saw fear in her eyes. "He will just reject me. And worst, he will avoid me." 

"It's his lost Sam. You are a great woman. You deserve the best. And if you will ask me, I don’t like him for you not because he is my love rival from Bree but because I don't think he is brave enough to love someone." I seriously said. 

I saw her sighed. "Okay, if that's what you want. And as for my confession issue, I'll think about it. I'm still scared." 

I nodded at her. I understand her, and I will respect her decision.

Aubree felt betrayed when he found out that her ex-boyfriend Sebastian Dela Rama will marry Samantha Castillo. They didn’t have a proper breakup. He told her to wait for him, and she did.

The day she found out that her ex-boyfriend is bound to marry someone else, she met Josh Gavin Inarez, the new CEO of Inarez Group of Companies.  

Gavin was the ex-boyfriend of Castillo. He asks her to pretend to be his girlfriend, and she agreed because she wants to prove to Sebastian that just like him, she already moves on, even if it's all a lie.

"Are you in love with me?"
Ramuja's heartbeat stopped for a second as his body started trembling uncontrollably. He knew that Young Lord would ask this, but when the moment really happened, the fear of uncertainty numbed his brain.
He tried to pull back and made a distance with Young Lord, but a soft hand suddenly gripped his neck. There was no power in it, and he could break out easily. But there was unprecedented aura exuded from Young Lord's eyes. His eyes had turned golden, and he exuded powerful suppressing aura that made him weak in his knees, trembling out of fear and fascination involuntarily.
Aster repeated his question, "Are you in love with me?"
Ramuja stared at that pair of golden pupils that seemed to sap all his strength.
'If I say yes, what would you do to me, Young Lord?'
'If I say no, would you kill me? I don't mind, since my life and death is in your hand but...'
'But I cannot lie, I do love you. I am a slave that fell in love with his own master, it's like a blasphemy.'
'You came to my dream every night, I was constantly reminded about how I couldn't accompany you to the golden palace. I was afraid that something would happen to you, Young Lord.'
Ramuja remembered about Merry and her family who waited for him in that small house. He never liked Merry romantically, in fact, he always treated her more like a little sister.
'If I say that I do love him, what would happen...'
'But there is no way back anymore, he already knows my feeling, he just needs the word coming from my mouth...'
Ramuja had made a decision and he stared at his master's eyes deeply. There was no more doubt in his eyes.
"Young Lord, this servant... no," Ramuja paused, he shook his head and corrected his words, "Aster, I..."
"I love you, my gaze never leave you and my longing is always about you, your breath is my wish and your happiness is my greatest reward. Aster, I love you."
Ramuja closed his eyes, took a deep breath and opened it. He already told Young Lord about this feeling, he shall face anything that might happen after this. Whether he would die or not, it was in the hand of Young Lord.
***
Aster felt like there was a lightning travelling around his body, constantly discharged on every spot of his nerve system. This feeling made him numb and he even periodically lost his consciousness for few seconds.
'He loves me...'
'He loves me...'
'He loves me, he loves me, he loves me...'
'He loves me, he loves me, he loves me, he loves me, he loves me...'
Aster's golden pupils seemed to have flickered. Suddenly, It shone brightly, as if there was a blinding light inside his eyes. Ramuja felt something was wrong, his body gradually lost all of his power as he couldn't avoid Young Lord's eyes. There seemed to be something that made him dazed and he couldn't think of anything but to stare at that bright golden eyes.
"Ramuja, by the Oath of Camellia, I, Aster Di Arlingdon will--"
TAP!
A silhouette suddenly emerged and tapped Aster's nape with his finger. There was a very thin needle pierced Aster's skin. Ramuja shook his head, he regained his consciousness after a while, then proceed to reacted violently to the scene in front of him.
He rushed to Jain who just sedated Aster and tried to punch him with his strength that came out of nowhere. Jain evaded the reckless punches effortlessly and then did one quick punch in Ramuja's shoulder that paralyzed him completely.
Ramuja growled, "DON'T YOU DARE TOUCHING HIM!"
Jain gave him a sarcastic side-glance and scoffed, "I'm here to save Young Lord from making a terrible mistake, since he almost marked you."
Jain carried Aster and gave Ramuja another glance, "You should know that Young Lord's life is much bigger than a sex slave. He has his own destiny to fulfill, ruining all his opportunity for a slave like you is not worth it."
With that, Jain vanished with Young Lord. Ramuja snarled and cursed, but his body was really paralyzed for fifteen minutes. After he could move again, he ran to Young Lord's room, but the door guards blocked him.
"I--I'm Young Lord's personal slave! He needs my assistance!"
"Young Lord's official servant said that Young Lord didn't feel well, he said no one is allowed to disturb him."
Ramuja was still terrified by the thought of Aster being unconscious, beside, his master was about to say something before Jain sedated him. Ramuja waited for two hours, but the guards didn't seem to budge, he returned to the workers hut. His mind was in chaos and there was something that constantly disturbed his mind after he stared at Young Lord's shining golden eyes.
Ramuja tried to close his eyes, but there was a yellow flash that kept flickering in his mind even if he tried to close his eyes.
'Young Lord... Young Lord...'
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It was midnight, Aster opened his eyes slowly, the golden pupils had returned normal to a golden circle. Aster observed his surrounding and found that he was in his room. His mind slowly recovered from what happened before he passed out.
'I am meeting my servant...'
'Ramuja... Ramuja... he loves me...'
Aster's golden circle flickered suddenly, but it returned back normal immediately when there was a silhouette appeared in front of him. Jain kneeled deep, "This subordinate watches over Young Lord."
Aster stared at Jain and frowned displeasingly, "What did you do?"
"This subordinate sedated Young Lord with my expertise," Jain replied truthfully.
"I said, what did you do!" Aster raised his voice, "I told you to deliver the letter to Esther in Dionde City! Why are you still here, and how dare you disturb my privacy with my servant!"
Aster took a flower vase near him and threw it on Jain until it shattered, however, Jain didn't budge, "Young Lord, this subordinate is trying to protect Young Lord. Do you remember, that you almost recited the sacred Oath of Camellia to your slave?"
"What?" Aster didn't remember anything after his servant said that he loves him. He didn't even remember about reciting such sacred oath.
People who recited the oath will be bound by fate that they will sacrifice everything for their spouse. If Oath of Gardenia was about a pure love, Oath of Camellia was about a sacrifice for someone you love. It was very sacred and no one in Golden Camellia dared to joke about it.
"Young Lord, no matter how fond you are to that slave, please reconsider your decision. You are the honored Young Master of Grand Duchy Stormhill. You are still the relative of Golden Camellia Royal family. Such title is your destiny, your task in this Grand Duchy. You bear heavy responsibilities on your shoulder."
Aster was also unsure on what just happened. He did like Ramuja so much, but to recite the Oath of Camellia was out of his mind. Not even his parents ever recited the Oath of Camellia seriously to each other.
Because nobody knew what would happen if someday, you had to sacrifice everything to someone you recited the oath with.
'Did I almost recited the oath to him?'
"B--but, how could it be?! No way I would recite that to anyone!'
Jain was right. Aster remembered about his parents, his people, his mission, and many things, including Ramuja, his dearest servant. They were all, in the end, going to be his responsibility.
'I still have plenty of responsibilities, including him.'
'How could I protect him if I lost everything?'
'But still, he boldly declared his love to me... it's amazing...'
Sensing that Aster's eyes started flickering again, Jain immediately interrupted, "Young Lord, please remember that having a relationship with a slave would be harmful to Young Lord and the slave. Grand Duchy's reputation will also be ruined. This subordinate believes that Young Lord acknowledges which matter has the most priority over everything."
"Yes, I know. My responsibility to carry the Grand Duchy's name far outweighs other things," Aster nodded, "It must be because of my muddled mind, thank you for reminding me."
"This subordinate naturally devotes himself to Young Lord, this subordinate will always protect Young Lord from any harm," Jain said sincerely.
"You asked your disciple to send my letter?" Aster asked.
"Yes, Young Lord. This subordinate is worried about you, thus, I couldn't leave you alone here."
Aster smiled, "It's past midnight already, you may return tomorrow morning."
"This subordinate understands," Jain nodded and disappeared.
After his servant left, his golden circle flickered a bit. Aster chuckled.
'My priority for Grand Duchy is indeed the most important because of my status as the Young Master of Grand Duchy Stormhill.'
'However, I do have different priority in my heart.'
'It's just... I couldn't admit it directly, because what Jain said was true. It would be a big disaster to his Grand Duchy if the other nobles know about this.'
Aster imagined the bold expression of his servant when he confessed, Aster's cheeks reddened and he smiled, "If you want my answer, I will say that I love you too, but you know that my position isn't suitable for love."
"My position would only hurt us if we are together now. Thus, you must wait until I can control the situation," he talked to the air. 
'But it would be cruel to leave you hanging, so, I will be giving you an answer that will bind you with me until we are officially together, because I love you too, my sweet servant,' Aster said in his heart, there was a flash of yellow light in his eyes as Aster saw his reflection on the mirror.


This is a love story between Young Grand Duke Aster, and his slave, Ramuja. Separated by their status, they went through a series of struggles, misunderstanding, and madness until their love fully blooms under the Oath of Gardenia. 

This is their story since their first encounter, their life in the grand duchy, their separation, and reunion, and their story to fight against the world. 

The complicated feeling of dependency, manipulation, and the greater power behind their budding and blossoming love. 

This is the tale of the royal family, politics, forbidden love, madness, revenge, and the taste of a 'Gardenia Kiss'. 

"If having you means blasphemy, then teach me how to be blasphemous."
- Aster.

"I am nothing and have nothing, but Young Lord, my breath is yours." 
- Ramuja.

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This is Yaoi/LGBT/Boys Love with politics in it~~
Expect:
- Manipulative, Yandere MC, Yandere MLs, basically a lot of Yanderes~
- Lots of love triangles.
- Heavy politics with many schemes.
- Drama and angst.

The series of questions bombed her weak heart and she took a few steps back. In this confrontation, 
she lost before even speaking a word. 

Here, she was a loser! Lost him!

The woman pulled her hand, "Why?" She stood proudly in front of Ira. "Do you regret now? Do you even know Vivan? have you ever done anything for him?"

"Ira just because you have money doesn't mean you can do what you want. A woman who is so selfish and egoist like you is not worthy of having such a good man!" 

She smiled and pulled Vivan's hand. They went away disappearing from my sight.

Ira fell on the ground," Viv, don't leave me," she cried.

"Don't go," she muttered in her sleep. 


"Shh! I am here." A knot formed on her eyebrows. 

"Not going anywhere. I'm with you." he comforted patting her shoulders. 

She trembled in his arms, "What happened?" he asked when she shrank away. 
It was a dream but it wasn't far from reality. The woman was his second wife in his last life. He got a child with her. 

The incident in the afternoon with this nightmare gave rise to an unknown sense of uncertainty. The woman was a factor she couldn't predict in this life. Like Steve appeared before time will she appear too?


A full moon bloomed out of her window. Dark night and cold moon only bought nightmares and sleepless nights to her. 

"Can't sleep." she replied. 

"Sleep. I will sing a song for you." He pulled her in his embrace and patted her back. She got closer to him, placing her head on his chest and breathing in the warm scent. 

With enthusiasm, he started singing with his sexy voice.

I love you like a cat loves a mouse,
Groom loves his spouse,
Like a shoe loves a sock,
Key loves the lock

Ira lifted her head up to look at his face. She expected a mild song helping her sleep. Instead, this one was funny. 

Love you every action I take,
Love the cakes you bake.

Ira, Like Batman, loves his cave,
Beach loves its wave,
Zombies love brains,
Crap loves drain.
 
"Crap? Drain?" She glared at Vivan.

"I am crap here. " He explained. So was she supposed to be a drain?

Ira shook her head in disgust. "Are these original lyrics? You made them didn't you?"

"Okay. Like a flower loves rains."

As Ira listened more and more, she finally couldn't help but laugh out loud...

His voice was so gentle and serious singing this song. His tone didn't match the song at all!


Instead of a gentle lullaby, she got a weird confession song. Was that a confession? She shook her head. 

When all the stress disappeared from her face, Vivan breath out a sigh of relief. Even if she could hide, his sharp eyes noticed something weighing on her mind. 

She smiled, lifted her lips to his and kissed. 

How, how do you hear everything that was unsaid...? How do you know what I need? How do you always have answers to questions I never asked?
In fact, more than anything she needed a love declaration. His assurance!

'You were crazy to choose me. Now you had already made a choice.' This chance was given by  God himself. Who is she to question him? Since it's her good luck she should thank and move on...
Guilt has already drowned her in last life, carrying it on shoulders and walking in future is tough, it should hold no place now.
'Viv I am sorry, I won't be sad and guilty towards you anymore.' She said aloud in her heart.
Clearing all her wrongs, all her accounts of the past. 

Ira hugged him close but a face came to her mind.

She nestled silently in his chest suddenly looked up and said, "Vivan, you absolutely must not fall in love with others, otherwise, I will... I will... ..." She racked her brains to think of a suitable punishment.  If he really loved another she won't be able to breathe anymore. 

Her brain couldn't come with anything. After a few seconds, her eyes brightened, "I will cuff off your shaft. You won't be a man for the rest of your life."

"You ... enough" She dared to use this to threaten him. 

Ira laughed and turned over. She took his arms and wrapped around her waist glueing her back to him. "I have not slept yet. Sing more," she ordered. 

Burying his head in her neck, he bit her delicate skin and left a hickey on her white neck. "You" she complained. 

"This is for doubting me." 

"This is for threatening your husband."

"This for not appreciating my singing."

"This for not replying to my words."

"Enough. No ... Okay I love you too." She giggled, the love bites tickled her. Ira flinched when his warm lips touched her. 

She didn't doubt Vivan or his love. In fact, it was her insecurity. Don't men liked those cheerful girls. She was too cold and frigid.

Feeling the woman's warm breathing in his arms, a sense of peace arose in his heart. He hummed a mild tone and patted her back. 

With the sweet feelings, she drove to the dreamland.

Ira, a cold arrogant tyrant wanted to stand at the top of the ladder at all cost which included even her family.
In the end, all she got was desolation...
She left her husband,
And everyone left her one by one.
Her child, her Father, her brother, and her mother...

Reborn a decade before at a turning point of her life, she was given a second chance.

She was pregnant again…

'The two lines on the result window of the pregnancy strip which felt like prison bars in my last life will be my wings this time.'

She caressed her belly and cried: "Baby, thank you for coming to me again. Mommy's sorry for not appreciating you in the past."
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She vomited due to morning sickness.
He wiped her mouth with his fingertips, giving her water.
"Stop! It's yucky" Ira protested. 
"It is just spit." Viv said.
"And some pizza I ate in the evening," she smiled smugly.
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If you ask me how exactly I define love ; then you must be ready to understand my version of the definition. Like everyone else always got tangled into different definitions of love, because it keeps on changing from person to person. Although, I'm glad to come across one such love letter that changed my whole perspective towards love and relationships completely. One of the Lemony Snicket's "Love letters to Beatrice" , is how I now define love. I believe in it with all my heart and soul. It'll make you chuckle and giggle in the beginning and give you a soft smile in between but towards the end I'm sure it will give you much more than just a definition. It will not only warm your eyes but also your heart. So, hear it goes...
[Do you love me?
"I will love you with no regard to the actions of our enemies or the jealousies of actors. I will love you with no regard to the outrage of certain parents or the boredom of certain friends. I will love you no matter what is served in the world's cafeterias or what game is played at each and every recess. I will love you no matter how many fire drills we are all forced to endure, and no matter what is drawn upon the blackboard in a blurring, boring chalk. I will love you no matter how many mistakes I make when trying to reduce fractions, and no matter how difficult it is to memorize the periodic table. I will love you no matter what your locker combination was, or how you decided to spend your time during study hall. I will love you no matter how your soccer team performed in the tournament or how many stains I received on my cheerleading uniform. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you if you cut your hair and I will love you if you cut the hair of others. I will love you if you abandon your baticeering, and I will love you if you retire from the theater to take up some other, less dangerous occupation. I will love you if you drop your raincoat on the floor instead of hanging it up and I will love you if you betray your father. I will love you even if you announce that the poetry of Edgar Guest is the best in the world and even if you announce that the work of Zilpha Keatley Snyder is unbearably tedious. I will love you if you abandon the theremin and take up the harmonica and I will love you if you donate your marmosets to the zoo and your tree frogs to M. I will love you as the starfish loves a coral reef and as kudzu loves trees, even if the oceans turn to sawdust and the trees fall in the forest without anyone around to hear them. I will love you as the pesto loves the fetuccini and as the horseradish loves the miyagi, as the tempura loves the ikura and the pepperoni loves the pizza. I will love you as the manatee loves the head of lettuce and as the dark spot loves the leopard, as the leech loves the ankle of a wader and as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you as the doctor loves his sickest patient and a lake loves its thirstiest swimmer. I will love you as the beard loves the chin, and the crumbs love the beard, and the damp napkin loves the crumbs, and the precious document loves the dampness in the napkin, and the squinting eye of the reader loves the smudged print of the document, and the tears of sadness love the squinting eye as it misreads what is written. I will love you as the iceberg loves the ship, and the passengers love the lifeboat, and the lifeboat loves the teeth of the sperm whale, and the sperm whale loves the flavor of naval uniforms. I will love you as a child loves to overhear the conversations of its parents, and the parents love the sound of their own arguing voices, and as the pen loves to write down the words these voices utter in a notebook for safekeeping. I will love you as a shingle loves falling off a house on a windy day and striking a grumpy person across the chin, and as an oven loves malfunctioning in the middle of roasting a turkey. I will love you as an airplane loves to fall from a clear blue sky and as an escalator loves to entangle expensive scarves in its mechanisms. I will love you as a wet paper towel loves to be crumpled into a ball and thrown at a bathroom ceiling and an eraser loves to leave dust in the hairdos of the people who talk too much. I will love you as a cufflink loves to drop from its shirt and explore the party for itself and as a pair of white gloves loves to slip delicately into the punchbowl. I will love you as a taxi loves the muddy splash of a puddle and as a library loves the patient tick of a clock. I will love you as a thief loves a gallery and as a crow loves a murder, as a cloud loves bats and as a range loves braes. I will love you as misfortune loves orphans, as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch while everything goes wrong. I will love you as a battlefield loves young men and as peppermints love your allergies, and I will love you as the banana peel loves the shoe of a man who was just struck by a shingle falling off a house. I will love you as a volunteer fire department loves rushing into burning buildings and as burning buildings love to chase them back out, and as a parachute loves to leave a blimp and as a blimp operator loves to chase after it. I will love you as a dagger loves a certain person's back, and as a certain person loves to wear daggerproof tunics, and as a daggerproof tunic loves to go to a certain dry cleaning facility, and how a certain employee of a dry cleaning facility loves to stay up late with a pair of binoculars, watching a dagger factory for hours in the hopes of catching a burglar, and as a burglar loves sneaking up behind people with binoculars, suddenly realizing that she has left her dagger at home. I will love you as a drawer loves a secret compartment, and as a secret compartment loves a secret, and as a secret loves to make a person gasp, and as a gasping person loves a glass of brandy to calm their nerves, and as a glass of brandy loves to shatter on the floor, and as the noise of glass shattering loves to make someone else gasp, and as someone else gasping loves a nearby desk to lean against, even if leaning against it presses a lever that loves to open a drawer and reveal a secret compartment. I will love you until all such compartments are discovered and opened, and until all the secrets have gone gasping into the world. I will love you until all the codes and hearts have been broken and until every anagram and egg has been unscrambled. I will love you until every fire is extinguished and until every home is rebuilt form the handsomest and most susceptible of woods, and until every criminal is handcuffed by the laziest of policemen. I will love you until M. hates snakes and J. hates grammar, and I will love you until C. realizes S. is not worthy of his love and N. realizes he is not worthy of the V. I will love you until the bird hates a nest and the worm hates an apple, and until the apple hates a tree and the tree hates a nest, and until a bird hates a tree and an apple hates a nest, although honestly I cannot imagine that last occurrence no matter how hard I try. I will love you as we grow older, which has just happened, and has happened again, and happened several days ago, continuously, and then several years before that, and will continue to happen as the spinning hands of every clock and the flipping pages of every calendar mark the passage of time, except for the clocks that people have forgotten to wind and the calendars that people have forgotten to place in a highly visible area. I will love you as we find ourselves farther and farther from one another, where once we were so close that we could slip the curved straw, and the long, slender spoon, between our lips and fingers respectively. I will love you until the chances of us running into one another slip from skim to zero, and until your face is fogged by distant memory, and your memory faced by distant fog, and your fog memorized by a distant face, and your distance distanced by the memorized memory of a foggy fog. I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, no matter where you avoid and who you don't see, and no matter who sees you avoiding where you go. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this, and no matter how I am discovered after what happens to me happens to me as I am discovering this. I will love you if you don't marry me. I will love you if you marry someone else – your co-star, perhaps, or Y., or even O., or anyone Z. through A., even R. although sadly I believe it will be quite some time before two women can be allowed to marry – and I will love you if you have a child, and I will love you if you have two children, or three children, or even more, although I personally think three is plenty, and I will love you if you never marry at all, and never have children, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all, and I must say that on late, cold nights I prefer this scenario out of all the scenarios I have mentioned. That, Beatrice, is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way."
By Lemony Snicket.]

Take a  look at the world through Audrea's glasses. Audrea is full of life and dreams. She has a very unique approach towards life and loves to explore the depths of it. Let's embark on this journey with her and find out the perks and troughs of being a teen in today's world.

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Alex reached back into the apartment and then his first sight was of Scott, sitting on the slap of the kitchen with the help of a stool and trying to make something.
They did not have dinner at Walker's grand party. They were too distracted there as to keep a constant check at what Chris was doing as well as on what his parents intend to do there. Scott was not hungy and also, he was scared that what will happen at home.
Now that Scott was wearing an apron and his small hands were trying to open the packet of a maggie. Well, a maggie at night was not a bad idea, right?
"Scott…" Alex took his attention to himself and walked to him. Pulling his sleeves up, he took the maggie packet from him and then, started cooking it. Though Scott did not know how to make a maggie, but he knew that he loves it.
Butler in his house always used to make him whenever he was hungry at night. Though Alex never allowed him to have much because it was not good for his digestive system.
After a few minutes, both the siblings were sitting on the dining table and eating their maggie with their forks. It has been so long that they have eaten like this in silence. Most of the time, Scott keeps on speaking about random things.
But the same child was silent today.
This time, Alex decided to break the silence, "What are you thinking?" He can't bear this sulking look of Scott. A small baby is affected by a few things.
But Scott did not reply. He just kept his head low and concentrated on eating.
"You know girls do not like a baby who is angry." Alex knew Scott loves attention. He had predicted this trick to work on him to pull his eyes towards him but it did not bother Scott at all.
Alex can not help but sigh. How difficult it can be!?
But then he heard Scott's voice, "I do not want any girl. I just want my elder sister with me." Alex shuts his mouth hearing this.
Although Scott was really attached to Anna and he felt really close to her. He started thinking of her as a family member, a guy who rarely talks to a stranger, getting close to someone is really strange for him.
'Anna captured his admiration just in a few weeks! What power does she possess that everyone gets attracted to her!' Alex can't help but think like this. Was Anna any angel? A big no!
"Scott, elder sister is coming here day after tomorrow. You can meet her once she is here." he tried to assure him to cheer up his mood. But to his surprise, this boy did not even look at Alex. He had expected a little enjoyment in him but there was no hint of it.
"I can meet her for sure. But not at Scott anymore. More like Elder Brother's younger brother." This was a harsh truth. They both did not know how will she take this.
Chris was their real brother, and they both can't change this reality. If they had their option, they might have removed their surname long ago and start with a new identity.
Maybe she can hate them too. Maybe she understands them but this was between Alex and her. Scott was only a child, can she be rude to such a cute baby?
"Scott, she will love you just like before. You do not have to even call her sister in law, just call her Elder sister like before." as expected, Scott lifted his eyes and looked at Alex with his shining eyes. He was hoping for this to happen.
"Are you sure?" Scott once again tries to confirm it and received a positive answer from Alex.
Scott started jumping on the chair. "Yes!!! How can elder sister ignore such a cute child like me? See, my handsomeness will never let Sister be angry with me!" Alex can't help but laugh when he saw this.
His old, bubbly Scott was back again and his smile was still lingering on his face. The proudness was evident to see on his face.
"Oh, then you feel that your brother Alex is less than anyone? Your elder sister loves me more so how can she not talk to you?" Alex said while running his hands through his silky hairs.
"No! Elder sister loves me more!" Scott can not tolerate his elder sister loving someone else except him!
"Nah, she loves me more than you at least. You can not compare yourself to me." Alex again teased his little brother.
"Anna sister loves me more!"
"Anna loves me more!"
"You are wrong!"
"No, you are not correct!"
This is how the fight between them continues the whole night and in the end, it was decided that Anna loves Alex more like a lover and Scott as her younger brother, simple!!
"Brother, when elder sister comes back, will you try to win her back?" Scott asked before going back to his bed.
Alex was adjusting Scott's blanket and his stopped in mid-air when he heard his question. Will he try to win her? Yes, he will of course but how will he try to?
"Sleep Scott. You need a good night's rest as it is already late." Switching off the lights, Alex came outside, and after cleaning the kitchen he made his way into his bedroom.
Although everything is going according to his plan, who knows what happens in the future and the game takes a U-turn? Anna does not love Chris even a single percent as he can see the love she has for him in her eyes sometimes.
Even when he proposed to her, she said, I love you, but now what!?
How will he have her back this time?! His love rival was none other than his own brother and this battle of love and property can easily turn into a bloody war, which is the last thing he wants even though he is ready for it mentally.
'I will have you back Si! I missed our last three years already but not anymore.'


From being betrothed at the age of ten, betrayed by her lover, to seeing her brother dying in front of her eyes, Anna suffered everything at the age of thirteen!

But at last, she chose to leave the underworld and live her life as a normal human being. Her heart's door is closed because of whatever happened in the past.

On the other hand is Alex, famous for being the playboy of the school but unknown to all of them, he is deeply rooted in her past and her 'named' fiance.

Who exactly is he!? No one has any idea about it, except being feared in the whole school. 

What happens when they both come together to fulfill her bucket list but end up falling for each other? 

Is this accepted by society? 

Is her love a hurdle on the way to her revenge for her brother’s death?!

And most important, how will Anna react when she gets to know that Alex is not someone she knew all along?

Let us read and know about what Anna faces in the line of Underworld and love when responsibility comes on her shoulders at an early age!?

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"Hey, what are you doing?" asked Anna as Alex's grip on her wrist was becoming more strong.

"Listen An, no one else except me is allowed to touch you or see your shoulders." Coming closer to her ear, he whispered as his hot breeze lingered on her earlobe.

"You are just MINE." The dominance was quite evident in his voice as her wide eyes stared on his face.

"Get Lost."

"Yes, Baby lets get lost in each other's world." Alex replied while he was simple looking at his love with adoration.

Anna narrowed her eyes as she spoke, “You are just shameless!! How idiot of you!"

A small smirk came on his face as his eyes showed the gentleness, "Only for you, Love."
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Looking at the sorry figure of the man before her eyes, Liu Nuan's suspicion turned to reality. This time, she had no doubt that she was finished. However, she didn't plan on going down just like that!
"You know him?" questioned Xiao Li with no emotion in his voice.
"I don't," Liu Nuan denied it outright. "Who is he?"
Xiao Li pinched her chin and looked into her eyes, "So you don't know who he is?" 
She didn't back off, "I don't know. Why are you asking me? How would I know him?"
"So you're not the one who hired the mercenaries through this man?" Xiao Li's voice was chilly, now tinged with a furious undertone. "To kill Xiu."
Liu Nuan was scared out of her wits but she didn't accept defeat. She knew if she did, it'd be the end of her.
"W-Why would I hire someone to kill Xiu?" she retorted. "Don't try to blame me for something I didn't do. The attack on Xiu has nothing to do with me."
Xiao Li glared at her, "If you didn't do it, how do you know Xiu had been attacked? I don't remember making the news public. The only people who know about the attack had been the ones close to Xiu. And you certainly don't make that list."
Liu Nuan frantically tried to look for excuses, "You! You said it yourself that someone hired mercenaries to kill her. How else would I know? Don't try to turn me into the culprit."
Xiao Li let her chin go and nodded his head. He turned to the man who was brought in and asked him, "You also don't recognize her?" The man had been tortured badly and had no way to lie. So, he nodded his head. "Is she the one who ordered you?"
The man looked at Liu Nuan who was glaring at him dangerously but he was more scared of the people who brought him here. If he knew that the person they were attacking had something to do with the Wen Clan, even if he was given the fortune of the world, he'd have not taken this mission. Who didn't know about the Wen Clan's ruthlessness?
"She... She is the one who ordered me," he didn't even take a minute before revealing everything. "Please, kill me. I beg you. I've told you what you wanted, so let me die now." The man was smart enough to know that asking for freedom was useless. Asking for a silent death was the greatest mercy he could receive from bloodthirsty demons of this Clan.
"Shut him up!" said Xiao Li as he heard the man's wailing. His subordinates immediately struck the back of the man's neck with the side of his palm and made him unconscious. Only then did Xiao Li turned back to Liu Nuan as he asked, "What do you have to say now?"
"You're trying to frame me!" she shouted. "I didn't do anything at all! You're just trying to frame me! It's all your doing! Just because I sided with Meihui, you're taking revenge on me like this! I never did anything wrong!"
He pinched the bridge of his nose between his brows as he felt annoyed to the extreme now. Pulling out the recorder, he played it for her. 
After it stopped playing, he went on, "Can you deny this?"
"It's not my voice." Obviously, he thought wrong because she really planned on denying it to the end.
"What about your phone records?"
"I lost my phone. I don't know anything about it."
Xiao Li stepped closer to her as he said, "Do you really think I don't dare to hurt you? I have more than one way to make you open that mouth of yours. You're clearly underestimating me right now."
"You can't hurt me," she retorted. "My... My mom will be looking for me right now. And my husband as well. You won't be able to touch me. If I held on for a while, they'll find me."
"But no one even cares about you though," Xiao Li didn't plan on being nice. He struck her right where it hurt her. "Neither your mom nor your husband even has a clue that you've gone missing. Why? Because they don't care about you." He took a pause and sneered, "Your husband and you had been only married on the papers. He had long severed his ties with you. As for your mom, do you think I'm blind? I can't tell that she had been keeping her distance from you? No matter what her reasons are, she definitely doesn't give a damn about your life or death. Or else, how would your husband had been so audacious all this while to treat you like this?"
Liu Nuan crawled back in the corner and hid her face in her knees. As if trying to hide from the reality he spoke of. She couldn't deny any of it. And the more she heard, it hurt her. The truth was clear, neither his mom loved her nor did her husband loved her.
"Just because you don't wanna hear it, it won't change the truth. How long do you think you can hide from it?"
Liu Nuan kept shaking her body as she kept repeating to herself, "Mom loves me. Jinhai loves me. Mom loves me. Jinhai loves me. Mom loves me. Jinhai loves me. Mom loves me. Jinhai loves me."
Xiao Li held her shoulders and shook her, "Wake up! They don't love you! Stop deluding yourself!"
Liu Nuan's whole body spasmed at his words as she started shouting and her tears fell uncontrollably. She was experiencing a splitting headache right now. His words were hurting her. No, they were stabbing her heart making her bleed. But no one cared! No one cared!
She hit her head against his head to escape from his grasp before she started hitting her head against the wall. The people around hurriedly held her back while she kept screaming before she fell unconscious.


"Are you looking for your Mr. Right?"

"Why would I wait for him? Mr. Right is lost on his way."

He quirked his brow at her answer with a faint smile at the corner of his lips.

"Then what are you doing?" He questioned in amusement.

She placed both her hands on his chest and pushed his masculine body against the wall taking him by surprise.

Her honey-brown eyes blinked at him with mischief dancing in them as she planted a firm kiss at his jaw and said, "I'm planning on taking advantage of Mr. Right Now!"

His eyes widened dramatically in disbelief. Before his eyes darkened with desire and passion. 

He placed his hands on her small waist and she could feel the heat of his big hands through the flimsy fabric of her shirt.

His head leaned ahead as he whispered close to her ear, "Feel free to take whatever you want." 

She felt his hot tongue licking her earlobe making her heart to beat erratically.
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Chen Xiu; known as Ms. Goody-two-shoes. A Superstar who was said to have it all which made her the center of hatred and envy as well.

Little did anyone knew that the same Superstar had to nurse her own wounds in the silence and darkness of night where no one was looking.

But for how long could she hold on for? Eventually, she decided to end her own misery and ended her life in the darkness of night, her only companion.

Having woken up in a new body and at a new place wasn't something she could ever believe in. At least, not until she became Bai Xiu out of the blue.

The day she thought to be her last became her first as a second chance awaited her. But whether this new chance was a blessing or disaster, it was hard to tell since she was trapped in a new body with a new life with the shackles of only her old memories.

New life or a new curse? What really awaited her? The same disappointing silence of the night or was there someone calling out her name desperately at the end of the tunnel? Were sparks meant to fly in her heart or the fire in her heart was meant to burn her whole? Was this leap of faith gonna make her fall on her face or was she meant to fly the horizon?

The new life brought a lot of questions. But the answer was simple...

You would never know until you give it a shot!
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This is an original novel by Xiao MeeHee. All rights are reserved to the author.
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