'Gelap' 

Satu kata yang mendeskripsikan kehidupan seorang Barabarsa Bratadikara

'Berandalan' satu kata yang memiliki banyak anak kata lainnya untuk menjuluki seorang Bara yang terkenal urakan dan bebas.




'Bewarna' itulah kehidupan Arsa saat orang-orang yang dicintainya berada didekatnya, dan sikapnya pun sangat terbalik dengan Bara.



Mungkin orang-orang akan mengira jika seorang Barabarsa Bratadikara mempunyai dua kepribadian ganda yaitu Bara dan Arsa, SALAH. Barabarsa tetaplah dia orang yang tidak takut mati, Bara atau pun Arsa sama-sama merasakan kehidupan yang menyakitkan.



Bara yang beringas, dan mempunyai tempramental yang buruk.



Arsa yang sikapnya lembut dan humoris, tetapi Arsa hanya untuk dua orang wanita yang dicintainya. Yang pertama adalah cinta pertamanya yang sudah tiada, yang kedua adalah seorang gadis yang sangat menggilai ice cream pisang, dan selalu mengomelinya jika wajahnya penuh lebam akibat berkelahi, gadis itu yang selalu memanggil namanya seraya merengek ketika dirinya mengacuhkan gadis itu karena fokus bermain game diponselnya.


Gadis itu?

Yang selalu membuat dirinya tersenyum sendiri jika membayangkan wajah merajuknya saat tidak dibelikan Ice Cream pisang.


Gadis itu? 


Hanya miliknya






 "Whatever happens my life will always be dark"
    ~Barabarsa Bratadikara




 "Stars need darkness to shine"
   ~Chalondra Auristela Lesham






^Don't copy my work please?^


Cover by: ArinaKhai

Techniques to Live Enlightenment

Now let me explain enlightenment in a more
detailed manner with practical techniques which
you can apply in your life. I said that living a
conflict-free life in the body, mind and what you
experience as the world, is living enlightenment.
That is the truth. Now I will give you techniques
to use this as an applied science in your life. I will
give you the techniques to make 'living
enlightenment' an applied science.
There are four techniques to live enlightenment.
Shakti - Energy to Change
First, changing whatever you can change. You
express the energy or shakti to change whatever
you can change in your life.
Please understand, spirituality is not a tamasic
acceptance of life. Tamas means laziness and
laziness is not spirituality. Many times, in India,
laziness is taken for spirituality. The Indian
civilization once stood for enlightenment; the
whole country's infrastructure was built for
enlightenment or Jeevan Mukti.
But somehow, in course of time, as Krishna said
Yogo nashta parantapa: the yoga is lost, the
great science is lost. When the science is lost,
tamas is taken as enlightenment, and laziness
becomes spirituality.
You have the energy to change whatever you can
change in your life. People ask me, 'Swamiji, is
life pre-destined or do we have a free will?'
Life is like a tape-recorder. If you don't intervene
it will go on as pre-programmed. But if you have
the will, you can intervene and change things at
any point with simple effort. You don't need to
make a strong sankalpa (affirmation). Just simple
effort will do to get out of so many addictions and
mental setups. I am not talking about major
addictions like alcohol or smoking. I am talking
about simple mental sufferings, the restlessness
with which you continuously suffer, the constant
irritation that you carry with you.
This constant irritation has become a habit. See,
you don't need an incident to irritate you; you just
wait to jump on people. They don't need to do
anything wrong. They don't need to commit any
mistake. If they just appear in front of you, it is4
enough. They will have your blessing! You are
just waiting to pounce on people! You are just
boiling right from morning. Even this is an
addiction. But all these can be changed. These
simple things can be changed right away. All you
need is understanding.
You may say, 'No Swamiji. I tried many times
but I failed. It is not possible anymore.'
Please understand that previously during all the
times when you actually tried to create peace, as
long as your effort was there, there was peace.
Once peace happened, you forgot to apply your
efforts!
When you forgot, when you stopped applying your
efforts, the restlessness returned. But then, you
don't remember why and how it returned. You
only know that your restlessness returned.
Actually, you stopped your efforts, that is why the
restlessness returned.
You may say, 'No Swamiji, yesterday morning I
tried to be peaceful. But today I am not peaceful!'
Yesterday morning you tried to be peaceful, but
by evening you forgot about being peaceful! You
stopped putting your efforts and your restlessness
returned. Whenever you put your effort there is a
result. When you stop putting the effort, only then
the mind goes back. You don't remember that point.
You only remember when you started your efforts
and not when you forgot about it. You let your
mind wander and become restless.
So, please understand this important truth.
Changing whatever you can change is shakti
(energy). You have the energy to change whatever
you can. There are so many things you can change
in your life but you do not express the energy for
it.
Let me narrate a real incident:
The other day a person came to me and said,
'Swamiji, I have surrendered myself to you. You
have to save me.'
I asked him, 'What do you mean by surrender?
And why do you want me to save you?'
He replied, 'Swamiji, I have a bad habit of going
to wrong places. I am not faithful to my wife.
Now that I have surrendered to you, you should
help me stop this habit.'
I sat and spent some time with him. I told him,
'This is wrong. Why don't you think of your wife?
You have become insensitive to love. It is
disrespectful towards your relationship with your
wife.' After a few words from me, he left.
He returned after a few weeks and said, 'Swamiji,
you have not saved me at all! I surrendered myself
to you. But I am still doing the same thing!
I asked him, 'What do you mean?' He told me,
'No, I surrendered myself to you. But I am still
the same old person.'
I asked him, 'What do you mean? You want me
to hide your car keys and tell you not to go
anywhere else? You have the independence! See,
when you want the independence...freedom to live
as you want...I can only give you the knowledge.
It is you who needs to apply it in your life.'
Then I told him, 'What do you mean by using the
word 'surrender'? And what do you mean by
saying that I need to save you? If you want that
extreme, then sit here itself, and don't go
anywhere!'
Then you will say, 'No, no! I need freedom. I need
freedom.' Then I have to tell, 'Alright! Have
freedom, have this knowledge also, so that you
can lead your life with knowledge.
Actually you don't want knowledge. You want
freedom. But when something goes wrong, you
say, 'No, no! I have surrendered to this God; I
have surrendered to that guru; yet nothing has
happened!'
You have the freedom to change so many things
in your life. Yet, you do not want to change them.
You don't want to take up the responsibility. If
you have the knowledge, you will use your freedom
with intelligence. You will not look to misuse your
freedom. You will take up responsibility for your
life.
Understand that you are the God who can save
you. It is you who is going to lift yourself. If you
can't lift yourself then you are your worst enemy.
If you can lift yourself, then you are your greatest
friend. It is you who needs to do it.
So the first technique of living enlightenment or
jeevan mukti is to express the energy to change
whatever you need to change in your life.

Only when you live Enlightenment can you create peace

You observe the darkness of the sky that only the light of the moon can be seen, along with the shining stars. There you know this is the right time to state your last wish.

A wish that will give hope to the person. A wish that will give light to the people who have lost everything. A wish that gives life to people who are crushed by the cruel fate of life. And a wish that will give hope to what they want in life.

A belief that will give them hope to fulfill their desired wish. That within seven days of counting the seven stars until the last day your request will be fulfilled. As far as their knowledge is concerned, it is not an obstacle for them to despair and be tested, because this is the only solution they see to escape this cruel life. It alone can give light in the midst of the dark world in which they are now.

They peeked their heads out the open window of their houses and they both counted the stars in the sky.

"One, two, three, four, five, six and seven."

They looked at the stars and then bowed their heads. Hands clasped to each other and closed their eyes. They opened their lips and then they both expressed their wish.

"I want to live."

"I want to die."

You can see in their voices and hearts how much they hold on to their wish. This is the last day of the counting of the seven stars in seven days. Last light that will give them hope.

Everyone has different kinds of desires in life that will give comfort to their lives but in this situation can the gods allow such a wish? Where not only their lives will change but also those around them? A wish that also affects a person's destiny and fate? A wish to change everything that should happen?

Belief and trust in this wish is their only hope, the last plan they have, the last way for them to escape. This is the last resort they can think of to escape the chaotic and painful life they have.

Because of the lack of support and help they cling to a belief that with one wish everything will change. To change the cruel fate. To change the cruel life they have. Only this wish can they rely on in the midst of the darkness that no one is able to help alleviate the hardship and sadness they feel.

They prayed to god that their wish would be granted. Like the fairytales and fantasies that can only be seen in the book. That magic will fulfill the wish that can change the course of their lives.

That night they will discover the way of life, how it will be fair and not to every creature. And how god fixes it based on their requests. How can they see the life they have received? Can they say that this opportunity will give them hope? Or despair? Can they understand what they received at the right time? Or will they only understand it later when it is too late? Will they feel remorse? Regret? Happiness? Or sadness?

What will you choose? Do you want to take control of your life leading to your desired life where you will walk in darkness while looking for the path you desire? Or rely on fate and destiny where it will land you? No one knows how destiny and fate works but only the gods are the one who set it, but others say that the way fate and destiny works are more cruel and painful than you think. Will you stay in your sanity with the cruel life you have? Or lose consciousness and become insane because of the suffering you are referring to what you call life?

What do you think? In what way do you want to live? In the way you think is right? Or the way your life was already set? Can you answer this question before something unexpected happens?

What will you choose? The easy way out where you decide where you want to go is the extension of the decisions you make in your life? Or in a life that is ready for you to just keep up with its flow without knowing where it is going?

Or just accepting the fate they set for you is the last remaining answer?

What if this request was merely a distraction from your grief and frustration? To just get yourself a light of happiness? Will you realize this all before everyone gets caught? Or live a life full of remorse and regret? What will you choose? The one you had then? Or the one you have now?

What will you receive? Better life? Or the cruel life you once had?

What will you choose?

They said that when you count seven stars in seven days your wish will be granted because completing those seven days means you  put your faith as strong as your wish. But is it applicable to a life and death situation? 

Like wishing that you still want to live?
(Like wishing that you already want to die?)

I want to start again.
(I want to end it.)

I just want to live.
(I just want to die.)

Will they both understand everything they need to know? That life isn't about suffering and Happiness? Loneliness and Joy? Frustrations and Excitement?

A story that understands each side. That life is not always exactly the way you can imagine.

Switch.

DESTINY
       You can Create Your Own Destiny 
Put your own fate exactly where it belongs-in your hands... It is one of the great questions of life. It's a simple question, really, but it seems impossible for many to answer: Do we control our own destinies? 90% of people think and act as if their destiny is foreordained, while only about 10% believe in the capacity to change and act on it. Creating Your Own Destiny explains and demonstrates to the majority how to dream, plan, and execute a better future-despite the challenges of life.

  Some ignorant people say: "Karma does everything. It is all destiny". If I am destined by my Karma to be like this or like that, why then should I exert? It is my destiny only." This is fatalism. This will bring inertia, stagnation and misery. This is perfect misunderstanding of the laws of Karma. This is a fallacious argument. An intelligent man will certainly not put such a question. You have to make your own destiny from within by your thoughts and actions.

"You are the creator of yourself. What you make yourself to be now; you will be in the future. What you are now, is precisely what you have made yourself to be in the past. What you sow, you shall reap." -- G. de Purucker,

To carve your own destiny you must believe in yourself and your power to change things. We are changing all the time; our thoughts, emotions and actions help us progress and sometimes regress. A person's belief in their ability to 'achieve' their destiny can determine how much effort and work they put into their aims. Others might see a person as being 'fortunate' without respecting all the time and labour they've put in to be successful. Someone might decide they're unlucky as an excuse for giving up when if they just made a tiny bit more effort, they too could be successful. Hard work and Destiny in this respect go hand in hand. Destiny is therefore not just a result of belief but of frame-of-mind and psychological purpose.

You have a free will to choose now.  A rogue is not an eternal rogue. Put him in the company of a saint. He will change in no time. He will think and act now in a different way and will change his destiny. He will become saintly in character. You will have to desire, to think, and act only. You can change Karma in any way you like. Man is not a helpless being. He has a free will of his own. "Destiny is simply the limitation imposed by an already exercised freedom of choice, or what is commonly called free will."

In the book "An Idealist View of Life" the author Dr. S. Radhakrishnan says: "Though the self is not free from the bonds of determination, it can subjugate the past to a certain extent and turn it into a new course. Choice is the assertion of freedom over necessity by which it converts necessity to its own use and thus frees itself from it. The human agent is free-he is not the plaything of fate or driftwood on the tide of uncontrolled events. He can actively mould the future instead of passively suffering the past. The past may become an opportunity or an obstacle. Everything depends on what we make of it and not what it makes of us."

By saying "It is my destiny, I cannot change it" we are limiting ourselves in a self made cell. We are building walls around us.  See even someone born physically handicapped, his disability isn't his destiny.  There is a purpose for everything.  Find out your purpose of your life. Every one can improve their situation by careful analysis and adoption of suitable strategies. Believe in yourself. Personal attitude and approach towards life and values decide your destiny. The cumulative factors precedent to actions and collective offerings create the agony and ecstasy of life. You need to remove the limiting belief and say there arelot of opportunities to grow; Stop saying that limiting words like "It is my Destiny". Believe and say there is opportunity to grow and improve. Say that there is scope and hope. I can grow and there is lot of opportunities. After you find out what is limiting you, you need to correct it. There is nothing to loose but the chains that locking you. Control your destiny.

Free will shapes   your destiny because the choices you make influence how and when you learn the lessons you are destined to learn and have the experiences you are destined to experience. For example, say it is part of your destiny to truly understand and embody courage.  In order for that to happen, you will have to experience things that give you the opportunity to practice being courageous.  Your choices along your life journey will impact how that happens.  Maybe you will choose into a relationship that is difficult and you will have to find the courage to leave.  Or maybe you will be in situations where you choose to speak your truth even if it is not accepted.

Imagine that your life is a treasure map and the pot of gold represents what you are destined to experience.  The choices you make along the way simply impact the route you toward that pot of gold.  There is not just one route to get there – there are many paths that you could possibly take.  That means there are many choices you can make in your life, which will all eventually lead you to the same destination.  Free will just impacts the how and when. But you can relax in the knowing that you will indeed reach the pot of gold.

The Uni-verse is always looking out for you.  It will continue to send you opportunities to direct you toward your destiny.  And if you miss a sign, it will keep sending you more.You are never off course. You are never lost. Sure you may feel a bit disorientated at times, but trust that your Higher Self knows your destiny and is your internal GPS.  The more you are in communication with your Higher Self, rather than your ego, the more direct your route will be. Trust that if there is something you are destined to experience, you will experience it. Trust that if there are things you are destined to do, you will do them.

Trust that if there is someone you are destined to meet or be with; you will meet and be with him or her.This does not mean that you can just stay home and wait for destiny to knock at your door.  Part of what moves you along the treasure map of your life is taking action. Your destiny is not just a pot of gold at the end of your life.  It is present each and every day. Choose to accept everything you are experiencing in life and see it all as part of your destiny.

  Man sows an action or thought and reaps a habit of doing or thinking. He sows a habit and reaps a character. He sows a character and reaps a destiny. Habit is second nature or rather first nature itself. Man has made his own destiny by thinking and acting. He can change his destiny. He is the master of his own destiny. There is no doubt of this. By right thinking he can become master of his destiny. Man decides his own destiny through the choices he makes in life. Most of our choices are based on what will give us the most happiness. Everyone has a favourite word for the inexplicable in life, for that eternal arbiter of universal law which 'Omar Khayyam' calls the 'moving finger'. Others call it variously God, fate, providence and divine force. My word for it is 'DESTINY'. I haven't achieved everything in life by myself; destiny has also been kind to me. Here I may say: "Destiny is what we make of it."

I earnestly believe in my Motto:  "Reject Fate, Realize your Destiny."

Watch your thought, they become your words.
Watch your words, they become your actions.
Watch your actions, they become your habits.
Watch your habits, they become your character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Watch your thought, they become your words.
Watch your words, they become your actions.
Watch your actions, they become your habits.
Watch your habits, they become your character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

Passing through the door in her invisible form, Jessy entered the house and went into the living room. There... she saw Suzanne looking healthy and very much alive holding the sleeping baby Oliver in her arms. Then she also saw Emma, the woman has tears in her eyes. The toddler Emily was nowhere in sight probably sleeping in one of the rooms.
Suzanne is alive! Jessy feels elated to see her alive.
"Emma, please stop crying," Suzanne said.
"I can't help it, seeing my mother again after how many years is breaking my heart into tiny pieces, the way she neglected my brother and I when we are growing up is something that I can't take lightly," Emma said.
"But you can't ignore your mother and let her sleep in the cold hard floor outside, she will get sick!"
"I want her to go home! I can't allow her to stay with us! Additional mouth to feed is something that we can not allow, the money I have in my saving is not enough for additional mouth to feed, we are both jobless and have babies to feed sooner or later the money will run out," Emma explained her fears.
"It's okay Emma, I will find work as soon as possible so that we can have additional income, you will take care of the babies and I will work for us. Just allow your mother to come inside and sleep here in the living room, please have mercy on your mother," Suzanne said.
"No! After my mother got addicted to alcohol and drugs and neglected us her children, I already have no compassion left for her, she was never a mother to us, she was a stranger!" Emma tried hard to stop the tears from falling but the emotion she felt today after seeing her mother is too much for her to bear.
"Can you just give her a chance to talk to you, give her time to explain why she is here, hear her reason first before you completely ignore her, you have to remember that she is the person that brought you into this world, without her you will never exist, just for the sake of the memories when you were still young before she succumbs to drugs and alcohol, she was a good mom, right? You told me once that you miss your loving mom before she becomes an alcoholic. Can you give your mom a chance? She has all intention to stay with you here and make up for her past mistakes, please forgive her, give her a chance," Suzanne was pleading for the woman's sake waiting outside the door.
Emma was shaking her head. "No! I can't accept her living with us, the pain is too much! She will never change!"
Suzanne sighed. "And what if she will change? How will you know if you will not give her a chance to prove to you that her intention is real? Allow her to live with us for at least one month, if she is not showing any change at all I will kick her out, myself. Common, try to talk to her, please," Suzanne was getting frustrated that Emma was not showing any pity to her mother. The mother arrived late that afternoon but her daughter was ignoring her presence and did not bother to talk to her until evening comes. She took the initiative to bring Emma's mother her meal for dinner into the veranda and she introduces herself to her mother-in-law as Anton's wife, she's glad she finally met her husband's mother, still, Emma refused to talk to her mother. She's getting tired convincing her.
Emma was adamant.
Suzanne looked at her sister-in-law in the eyes. "The night is getting colder outside, please I beg you, Emma, talk to your mother just once, just listen to her for a minute, don't let your emotion take over your judgment. Go into the veranda and talk to her..."
Emma was getting emotionally tired already, she doesn't want to talk to her mother but Suzanne won't stop pestering her unless she will go outside and face her mother...sighing...she rose to her feet and left the living room, she exited the door and steps into the veranda.
She saw her mother sitting on the cold floor.
"Why are you here, Mother?" she asked in a cold voice.
The woman opened her eyes and saw her daughter for the first time after a long time. "My daughter Emma! It's been a long time... I haven't seen you for ages, I miss you so much and your brother Aston!" she broke into painful sobs, she tried to get up to hug her daughter but she avoided her hug.
Emma released a deep sigh, her mother's face looks worse for wear, her eyes full of misery, due to many years of alcohol and drug usage she looks so thin and her skin was blotchy, sagging, she looks like she was dying and just one step towards her grave. Her mother used to be beautiful, but that beauty was wasted the moment she immersed herself in alcohol and drugs.
Her mother was crying hard.
"Please forgive me for being a bad mother to you and your brother, Emma. I want to change for the better, I want to get away from alcohol and drugs, I want to change my miserable life! I don't like my previous life anymore! Please accept me and let me live with you here in your house, I can help you take care of my grandchildren while you guys work. I promised that I will be the children's devoted grandma. I will change for the better. All I need is a little help from you my child...I'm willing to change! Please help me, my daughter...I can't do it alone. Living with you here with the children is my best solution, I will be far from the influence of drugs and alcohol, I have a better chance of flushing those toxins out of my system. I want to change my life but nobody can help me, I need a reason to continue living I'm so lost," the woman said, her body was trembling hard wracked by intense emotions wanting to get out from the confinement of her heart, she let out a heart-wrenching cries as if the emotions she's been trying to lock away inside her heart were bursting out in the open.
Emma was also crying silently watching her mother's pathetic condition. She desperately wanted to believe that her mother is ready to change. She was afraid to hope but when her mother mentioned wanting to change her life... she detected the sincerity in her words and voice and it touches her heart deeply.
All her growing up years she has been praying to God that her parents will change their bad habits and began paying more attention to her and her brother, but her prayers failed in vain. But now that her prayers were finally heard...would she send her mother away without giving her a chance to change?
Maybe it's about time to forgive and forget.
Emma went to her mother's side and hugged her tightly. "Shhh...stop crying mother...I already have forgiven you and you can stay with us. You can live with us here...as long we help each other we will survive somehow."
"Thank you so much, daughter! I promised you I will not fail you this time. I'm now ready to change my life. I'm so fucking tired of my previous life. I can't take it anymore, I'm so guilty and feeling bad how I destroyed my life and my children's life. I'd been eaten with guilt and shame through the years. Then last week I saw the news about the arrest of your brother Aston...that's when I realized that I fucked up big time as a mother. That was the last straw, I decided to change for the better hoping it's not too late yet." 


In the 20th century...

Enraged by the savage vampires merciless slaughter, the human race had enough! Finally, the anti-vampire vaccine was created by humans to protect themselves. The vaccine was able to annihilate 90% of vampires' race on earth. With nowhere to go and trapped below the ground, the remaining vampires needs to survive, it's either adopt... become mortal and survive...or perish!

Prince Adam was assigned the task to take care of the mortal being named Jessy, the girl that was chosen in the prophecy. Once her blood ingested by vampires' it can transformed them into human beings, fangs gone within seven days, guaranteed!

Prince Adam fell in love with Jessy... the girl that was destined to marry his brother, Prince Zain.

Prince Zain and Jessy's union will secure the vampires' royal lineage... their offspring will bring forth a new race of powerful crossbreed. One day the vampire race shall reign supreme again on earth.

To secure the safety of the vampires turned into mortals, Jessy has to make a big sacrifice that will change her life forever.




***The cover is not mine. All credits goes to the owner.


~My other novels on this site~

* The Vampire's Love: You Are My Destiny~ Ongoing~ Vampire, Demon's, Shapeshifter.
* Hidden Husband ~ Completed ~ Contemporary Romance
* The CEO's Painted Skin ~ (Completed) Contemporary romance, 510 chapters~ Completed.
* Sweet Surrender: The CEO's Second Wife~ Completed.
* The Tale Of Three Sisters : ( Completed) Fantasy Romance, Adventure ~ Completed.

Again Skyler took my hand and snapped his fingers and we were on the streets. Where we were exactly, I wasn't sure. 

As if knowing my thoughts, he said, "We are now in Boston. The portal to the Afterlife is between those two doors." Pointing at a brick wall across the street. 

"How do we get in?"

"Actually, we just have to wait until there is no one around and just walk in."

"But there is no door."

"Trust me."

I huffed. 

"Okay coast is clear, let's go."

We walked into the street, then straight to the other side and as we got closer to the wall he hastened his walk, pulling me along. I closed my eyes and when we stopped moving, I opened my eyes.  

To my surprise when I opened my eyes, there was just a grey room with a table and a chair. "Wow. So this is the afterlife?"

"No, this is where you can decide to go back to a point in time in your old life and change this future or to start a new one." 

"But I thought you had just said there was no Heaven, Hell or Reincarnation?" 

"Well I lied. I have found that none of those options give the dearly departed any closure, so to help them move on, I made up the Afterlife. And it works, look you made that decision to leave so quickly."

"What the hell! How could you? You denied me the time I could have had with my family."

"No, I am giving you that chance right now. You can decide to change a moment in your timeline to change this outcome."

"What?"

"Yes, all you have to do is decide on a date and time and you can go back and change it. But you only have one chance. Or you can decide to live in Heaven and wait for your family, the true afterlife"

"Of course I want to go back. But when I die next time, will I still get to go to Heaven?"

"It will depend on your actions up until the point when you die. Cause not everyone goes there."

"You mean Hell?"

"Yes, that is why telling people they will just be going to "Afterlife" works because who will leave if I tell them they are going to Hell?"

"Does everyone get a chance to go back?"

"No."

"Then how come you are offering me a chance?"

"Well actually… well I can't actually say."

"What? You have to tell me now."

"Well…"

"Come on!" I slapped him on the shoulder.

"Well fine. The reason I am giving you this chance is because the reason you died was caused by Demons. You were in the wrong place at the wrong time. We were trying to rid the Demons from the shop you visited on New Year's Eve when you got in the crossfire." 

"What? I don't remember anything like that happening."

"Well do you remember a chill right before you exited the store? That was one of the Demon's plasma balls hitting you straight in the heart. Not long after, well you know. Here you are."

"So, you are giving me this chance because you feel sorry about what happened that day? Or does it mean you guys lost that day and you need me to rewind time so that you can have a do over?"

"Well, of course it is because we are sorry about what happened. Being able to change the outcome of that battle is just an added bonus." He chuckled nervously. 

"Really?" I was skeptical. "So if I go back, I get to choose the point in time, right?"

"Well, technically, I could only bring you back to the point where it changed the direction of your life. Like that day on New Year's Eve," he said hesitantly.

"Well then forget it. I've lived a charmed life and I am old now. If I go to Heaven I will still see my family some day, why go back?"

"Yes, but…"

"I've made up my mind." I said dismissively 

"Wait just hear me out, how about if I tell you, you might not see your whole family in heaven?"

"What do you mean?" I asked frantically

"Well there is your youngest, he has done some terrible things, though now he has turned his life around, but the lost of you in his world, devastated him and now who's to say how he will be judged when the time comes."

I was panicked by his words but then a moment of clarity, "Well, even if I go back and change this one event on New Year's Eve it would not change his history. So that makes no difference."

"But what if I tell you that if you continue to live, he continues to do more good and changes his fate?"

"I'm listening."

"Your survival will allow your youngest to focus on his life rather than wallow in his sorrow. The sorrow that might cause his relationship to unravel and also lose all determination to do anything."

"Fine I'll go back, but I want to go back a little further, to a New Year's Day 45 years ago and change a decision I truly felt changed the direction of my life," I said.

"No, that is too far back and too many things might change, too many variables to control. I can't allow it."

"But that means it is possible." I almost jumped for joy at the possibility.

"No, no, no. We are not going back that far!"

"But all I wanted my whole life was to go back and change what happened. Now that I am presented with the possibility. I can't pass up on it."

"Just wondering, I am not saying that we can. What is it that you want to change?"

"I want to go back to the day I had my ultrasound, the day when my silence might have killed Avari."

If I could change the past, would we still be together? I want to go back, I want the life I had. Not this nightmare I am living.

"So, you are the one that I got informed about."
Max without a change in expression replied with a simple yes.
"Let's take a closer look at the abnormality with your situation."
Without waiting for a proper response from Max the presumed god simply looked into the very core of Max soul and figured out the situation. Meanwhile Max was experiencing a little discomfort, as if someone violated his personal space, which was not far from the truth.
After a while Max asked, "So, what in my previous life caused the change in my current life?"
"Well it seems in your previous life you were the top assassin, deadly for the world you lived in. It seems that cautious nature of your previous life was so great that even with the memory erasure, the cautious nature got deeply embedded into your very soul as such because of your unexpected cautious nature there was a deviant in your current life."
Hearing that Max went into his inner musing, 'So, is that the reason why I never truly befriended anyone too deeply, because of my nature? Is that also the reason why I never shared my project even with my own parent and later destroyed it to prevent anyone to find about it? Why I was reluctant to attend big event? That explains most thing on things that are different from other normal people. It seems my cautious was so embedded into my very nature I would subconsciously act the way I do.'
The God just waited there silently for Max to finish his inner thought.
"So, if you are the God then you must know what happened, is happening, and will happen correct?"
"Yes, if I wish to know anything then there is nothing stopping me but since knowing everything would be boring, so I don't look too into things like currently reading your mind, and abnormality like you which happens quite rarely is a surprise and form of excitement for me."
"I guess that is true, so what will happen to me now that my case is solved?"
"You have 2 option, one is to go join the river of soul and continue to your next life, another is to let you reincarnate with, let say 5 wish into your new life"
"Well of course I will choose reincarnation option, but why with 5 wishes can't you make it unlimited time since you have unlimited power."
"Of course, I can but where is the fun in that and seeing those few past mortal soul choose their wish and reincarnate was interesting." 
"Hahah, so the reason you decided to reincarnate me is to have make your life somewhat interesting. Not like I care too much though as I will benefit for it too. Can I write down wishes, it helps me think better."
The God without saying anything waved him hand a bit and a normal paper and pen appeared in front of Max.
Max after having everything prepared, started thinking deeply into what his wishes should be.
'Hmmm, since I only have 5 whishes, I should make them somewhat powerful but not too restricting for my future'
Wish 1- Keep all his memory of this current life and the memory not be tampered.
Wish 2- Have eternal youth.
2.1 I can grow stronger, meaning my muscle or other part of my physical, spiritual, mind     or other part of my being which I am unaware of can still grow stronger and not be locked into when I reach the age.
2.2 My outer appearance can change as in if I have a fat body when I gain eternal youth, I can change that to be a physically fit being. But the physical appearance would not look older than 25 years old and not look like an old man.
Wish 3- Having infinite amount of origin energy
 3.1 Origin energy being the energy which can take form of all other energy in existence.
Wish 4- Sleep creation magic
4.1 Through the action of sleeping I can use origin magic to perform any and all change to my physical, spiritual, mind and other part of my being in unlimited amount of ways.
4.2 I can use it to sleep for any amount of time and mentally command on what to change. 
4.3 I can use it to create skills.
Wish 5- Mutated Kaleidoscope
5.1 I can use it to travel unlimited amount of times to other universe of my choice through the use of my origin energy. 
5.2 If there is no such exact universe, I will travel to the most similar universe.
5.3 I can use it to view the multiverse.
Looking thoroughly at his written wish, Max presented it to God. As God looking through it, he formed an amused face and commented, "Hahaha, it seems your cautious is truly powerful. All the other souls I have granted wish to made simple wish and none thought of having to keep their memory."
"Then they truly are a fool, because the memory and experience of life make the person and not having any memory is no different than being a new person."
"I agree, and your first wish is granted although I am a little disappointed that you thought I would tamper with your memory. Although seeing your cautious nature I guess that's reasonable." 
"For your second wish you really known how to word your wishes to get your wish."
"Of course, if I just said eternal youth and you made me just freeze just when I turn the age, then I will just be like very well-preserved mummy. Although don't take it the wrong way, it's not I trust you I just like being safe."
"No offense takes, although you also know you don't trust me. But no need to worry your cautious nature is undeniable. Your second wish is also granted; although I am curious as to why you didn't ask for immortality, like few previous souls?"
"Asking for immortality will make things too easy for me. Although it is true I like to live, as the reason I asked for eternal youth if there is nothing pressuring me I'm afraid I won't progress and my nature won't change which, in my opinion is a very bad thing as the adapting nature of humans are the greatest tool."
"Hahaha, well said. It seems you are so afraid of no progress that you do not seem to fear death. Is it your cautious nature of not being able to adapt and progress so great to not fear death? You truly are an interesting soul."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
"Moving into your third wish there is no such thing as unlimited, everything has a limit, even me, although my limit is far greater than you can think of. So for your third wish I allow you to connect with my energy source. It has the same effect you have asked for and for you it is pretty much same as unlimited, I doubt you can even use up 1% of my energy source."
"That's fine with me."
"Now your fourth wish is also doable but why did you not just those same things but without the limit of having to sleep?" God said with an interested expression.
"Well I want to challenge myself, and if I didn't have those restriction then it will not be challenging. My life till now has been pretty boring and quite predictable so I want to change that."
"Well that's fine, now your fifth wish is also fine so those are also accepted. Hahaha, you are the first one of all the soul I granted wish to be so interesting. For making things so interesting I will allow you to choose how and where you will be reborn."
Max pondered on it for a while. He thought he would be randomly sent to another so he didn't truly think where he would like to go. 'Well since I can travel to other multiverse, I can take thing pretty easily. Let's choose a world where I can train my power to strong level, but also where there is a gradual increase in power so I can take things slowly.' Max thought of few world where things are interesting and came to decide between 2 worlds, one piece and My hero academia, which he thought the world was interesting due to their use of power. 
"I have decided I want to go to the world of one piece around 850 years back before the main plot starts. I also want to be reborn in a strong family of that time period."
The god suddenly frowned and said, "As I do not keep my omnipresent power on for all time, I have no idea what you mean. Let me look into your memory."
Without waiting for Max's response, the God once again dived into Max memory, but it did not cause discomfort as he didn't have to dive too deeply into Max memory. After short while the God commented, "Hmmm, it seems that in few millennia that I detached from mortal world, it seem they thought of few fictional world that seems interesting; and since I haven't created any universe in a while lets make all these fictional universe into a real one, it seems things will be quite interesting in future for me." Thinking so the God chucked on how many interesting things happened because of this unusual soul.
 "Alright then everything is ready, have a fun life." After than the soul of Max disappeared.

A guys get transported into One piece world with few wishes. Lets see how he changes the world.

There will be at least 5 chp/week 
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Around 1k-1.5k words per chapter.
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My God life today is really to hard I hope I would be given a chance to return to my past and change my future.
oh ! Hello Everyone I'm Daryl King Kagami a 23 years old who stop going to school because of being addicted to online games.
Today I'm just scrolling because a few days from now the game that I always play is going down.
oh! what's this? A survey?
Do you have something that you regret from your past?
"Yes I have many things I regret but what I regret the most is that my playing time affect my studies and my life.
If you will be given a chance to change it will you change your past?
"Of course having a chance to change your life from the past It is awesome.
If you are given a wish what would you wish for?
"hmmm a wish that will help me in my life?
Yes, What would you want to wish for?
"Can I wish to have a Shaiya system and shop that will help me bring things to reality?
Yes you can have it. So will you change you life from the past
"Yes of course.
So on what time do you want to go back?
"Maybe during my High school time. yup during my first year high school time.
Any last words for you?
"Goodbye future and Hello past!!!
"hahaha that is awesome right.
Nice try and nice last words kid.
Good bye to you too.
"oh who is it?
Whose talking"
After hearing the words and asking whose talking it my vision turns to black.

A man who is having a hard time but given a chance to change his life with a system like the game he always play

She finished her shopping and went to her home to prepare the dinner. He also finished his work at the office and he is on his way to her home.
When he arrived, he opened the door and searched for her "Serena" where are you .
"Martin": "Serena" where are you?
"Serena": I am here at the kitchen. Come "Martin".
"Martin": What are you doing?
"Serena": I am cooking. Do you want to drink something before dinner?
"Martin": No dear. I will wash my face and my hands.
"Serena": Ok, take your time.
She finished the dinner and they had the dinner together. After dinner, they sit together at the terrace drinking coffee and tea.
(Note that: "Serena" likes coffee and "Martin" likes tea.)
And while they are sitting together, something unexpected happened.
"Serena": "Martin" where is your phone? I want to play the song that we love.
"Martin": It's on the table in the living room. 
"Serena": Ok. I will bring it and come again.
"Martin": Ok dear.
Then you can't imagine what happened.
When she held his phone and started to open it, she saw her photos. She can't control herself. She started to cry  and run towards him.
When he saw her crying,
"Martin": What happened "Serena"? Why are you crying?
"Serena": (showing him her photos on his phone)  Who is she?
"Martin": (Still silence).
"Serena": Why are you silent?
                    She is your finance. Right?
              How can't I expect that?
I saw you at the morning. You seem to be hiding something, but why don't you tell me? Why?
"Martin": Because I don't want to see you in this case because of me. I don't want to be the reason of your sadness. I want to see you happy. You deserve to be happy. I could not keep my promise with you, but I can't bear to see you sad.
"Serena": That's why you act like you are good.
"Martin": At least I have to make you feel happy.
"Serena": What happened?
"Martin": My father called my today morning and said that my engagement with this girl will be in the next month. When I knew this, I didn't know how can I tell you something like this.
"Serena": You had to tell me. By the way, she is beautiful. Congratulations!
"Martin": You are more beautiful than her.
"Serena ": One day you will love her and you will see her the most beautiful girl in the world.
"Martin": Maybe.
"Serena": No. I am sure.
"Martin": I will never forget you. You will always be my life partner. I really love you.
"Serena": We don't have to cross our limits from now. I really can't bear to see you beside her, but sometimes life forces us to do somethings we don't want to do only to see people who we really love being happy.
"Martin": I don't know what I can say.
"Serena": Don't say anything. Just enjoy your new life and leave me alone.
"Martin": I can't leave you alone.
"Serena": But I want to be alone.
"Martin": But I will never leave you alone. I will never allow myself to be the reason of your sadness.
"Serena": (inside her mind) ( You are the source of my sadness, but I cannot hate you. I still in love with you. I just afraid of that one day you stop loving me.) 
Don't worry. I am ok. I will never be sad. We are friends as you know.
"Martin": I am lucky to have such a great life partner like you. I don't deserve you. I am really sorry, but nothing is in my hands as you know.
"Serena": Don't say something like this again. You are such a great man. No one in this world can be like you.
And they returned to act again as if they were friends.
They burn inside themselves and they can feel each others, but this is life and they have to accept it on its terms.

The days are very long, boring and barely passing. They know that nothing will change. Only one month and their lives will completely change. 
    How can they will continue?  
      That's we will discover together.
"Martin's" days  have become very hard. When he thinks about the new girl and the engagement, he feels upset. He also can't forget to think about "Serena" in every moment. What will happen to her? How can she continue her life? He is sure that she will never fall in love again. He knows her well. She is very stubborn. He swears that he will never lose her and he believes that when they act like they are friends is better for them. At least he can reassure on her. She will always be in his heart. 
    Do you think that they will be friends till the end?
    What will she do when he got engaged? 
    Does anything will change? 
              Continue reading.....
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As the day approaches, she dies inside her and he can't imagine his new life.
Unfortunately, they have to surrender to reality. 
Days  go on and their lives become difficult. They don't meet or chat or do anything like before. 
Each one tries to make the other stable. 
They know that they cannot do anything, so they try to help each others. They don't even know how to  start their new lives. They can't imagine also how their relationship will change. 
Each one has fears inside him. How hard is the life ? 
How can it make them meet with  each others and separate them now?
Why can everything change in one minute? And why them? 
And lots of questions between "What" and "Why" and so on , but nothing will change even if they found the answers.

My hero sacrifice with his happiness to make the others happy .. who is he ? and why he did that? 
let's read to know .......
" She loved me for the dangers I had passed, and I loved her that she did pity them."

Birdie straightened up but he found that he was full of cramps. After swearing a few more times, he took a few steps, picked up the wooden box, lifted the latch and opened it. Inside, no coins or treasures, but a strange, smooth diamond black diamond that emitted a red light. Birdie looked at this beautiful stone but did not understand how she could speak without mouth. Although she was beautiful, how could this thing then seek him in the forest when he would hide while she has no legs? Only this thought haunted Birdie and the disappointment marked her face. "To the stone, I picked you up so say something or I throw you."

"Birdie, I'm going to give you a little gift that will be essential for you to understand what I will talk to you about next. Accept this present (clear mind)»

Birdie saw a red light coming out of the stone and heading very quickly to her forehead. It did not last for a second but the result made him think he was born for the second time. He saw the haze that had been floating in his mind before and that was the cause of his problems of comprehension and his slow mental development, to disperse and disappear as if he had never been present. Everything seemed clearer, simpler that he had never felt so. He did not know exactly what had happened or if he was smarter than before but he understood better and it was already a big step forward. "I can understand some things that seemed very complex before, thank you. How did you do that and who are you?"

"No matter, how did I do it, as for who I am you'll know it soon enough. What matters now is the decision you will make soon. This decision will either change your life, making you a stronger being than all other beings in the 46 kingdoms, or you will become the greatest fool of those same 46 kingdoms. Speak frankly Birdie, do you like your current life? A life of slave, less than nothing, a life where your parents exploit you, feed you badly and treat you worse than a dog. A pathetic existence where you are recognized as the involontary public entertainer of the village and the young boy easy to swindle for traders who laugh then in your back of your stupidity. A life totally meaningless and all of which can stop tomorow if with those who beat you get a little annoyed and kill you by hitting you a little too hard. By the way, did you hear what those boys who like to submit you, you said? They will very soon abuse your sister and beat her as they beat you but I fear she has not your resistance and I am also afraid that with your meager abilities you can not defend her. Birdie, you're totally useless, your parents would prefer that you never come into the world and for all you are not better than waste but with my help, you can change. Now if you wish to remain useless, put me in this box but if you want to protect your sister and evolve to a different, powerful and superior being, I will help you there."

This sudden and cruel declaration was hard to admit all the more since everything that was said by this damn stone was true. For all the others, it was worthless and his parents were daily reproaching him his birth when they beat him. Birdie bit her lip and resolved himself. I want to change, I have to change and protect the only kind person with me. "What should I do to change."

"Excellent choice, boy. I will take care of everything, you will be happy to live and you'll collect souls for me. Do not make that face. Venge you and then protect the idiots if you wish, me the only thing I want is that you kill so that through you, I can suck the souls of your preys. Think of your sister, of the idiot that you were and that you can become again and you will understand where your interest is. I prefer this pathetic and helpless expression To begin with, strongly squeeze this stone into your hand and repeat after me (Alligatus ego contractus is anima mea ad te, and ad omnem animam volant, ego autem te ad rapprocherai facti ultimum rapax.) Know first of all that from time to time I may be bored so I'll give you missions that will boost your evolution. Right after the merger, your intelligence and your physical will be modified therefore, to return in your family will not be possible any more but in return, you will save your sister from the bad intentions of these kids and you will become a perfect being little by little.

[I have to change. I must become strong and intelligent.] With this one simplistic idea in mind, I may be sealing my fate. I do not understand what I'm saying. To tell the truth, I do not even know this language and I am terrified by his previous words so I do not listen to what he tells me. Nevertheless I manage clumsily to repeat the words that make up this strange sentence. Suddenly the stone bursts in my hand blowing her up and she liquefies. The burning liquid begins to cover my body very quickly. I am in pain and I try to shake my arms to drive out this liquid but it looks more sticky than the glue itself and adheres to all my body. He begins to penetrate slowly and I scream under the pain that I endure. I dive into a hellish world when I see shreds of my skin peel off and fall one after the other before igniting. I spit blood that for one reason or another has become black and thick. My head hits the ground when my right eye explodes in its orbit. My lower lip falls on the ground then liquefies and I lose consciousness. When I wake up, it's already day. I do not suffer but I think I have imagined what has just happened to me for a brief moment because I can not deny some evidence. First observation, my breathing is very slow, much slower than before, my sight and my sense of smell have probably increased tenfold and when I look at my hands, I see that they are much larger. I stand up and as I thought when my eyes ran down my legs when I was lying, I am also much taller. My arms, my thighs, my chest, my abdominals, this musculature, I burst out laughing and I had an irrepressible desire to slaughter the three kids who hurt me so much.

"Tony, now I will not talk to you much anymore. Looking in your head. You will find various magical knowledge, physical training, tattoos allowing you to improve your body, but for the moment here comes your first mission that will allow you to obtain a unique ability. This is your first mission, so I will show generosity and give you 32 days to accomplish it. First mission, kill your sister."

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