Now let me tell you filthy basement dwellers (jk I love you) my opinion/ thought process.
 So why is it so hard? (that's what she said) Well I won't talk about anyone besides me. Well anyway my problem is I have no female friends. Like at all, and I'm not kidding I am a pretty social awkward  kid so I have like 10 friends max. 
So that right there is probably my biggest problem. Another problem is I am a lazy bum, which means I don't really try to befriend others that much. Now don't get me wrong I am perfectly capable of communication just, the making friends part is just eh. 
Another reason is most likely myself. I have never had a real full on crush. I mean I had a small thing where I liked the girl in a kind of romantic way in 6th grade. Now that might be another story for another day but long story short she was into girls. Yeah. 
Anyway getting back on track I just don't really like any girls in my school. (don't get me wrong I am straight I just don't like anyone) Well it would be pretty difficult to find a reason to care when I have no interest in any thing besides anime and web novels.
There is probably a whole ton of other reasons but those are the main ones. Anyway recap I don't care enough to get a girlfriend not that I can't find one totally right guys, puss slayer and all that. 
But no in all honesty 0 fucks are given to anyone as I honestly can't even remember anyone's names from school that I don't fuck with heavily. 
                          <3 Yasser big sexy author

This really isn't anything cool or entertaining well it might entertain you, but anyway this is just gonna be me writing down thoughts that appear to me throughout my days in school or at home

P.S pic is just random pic from google images of brook from one pice



Upon arriving at the house, we decide to shower taking turns. Since there are two fully equipped bathrooms, Mia and Anna head in first while I take the time to get my outfit for the night ready. And Hailee checks her social media accounts. 

''you know being on a vacation means taking a break from that too '' 

'' I just can't and you know it, I'm obsessed and I’m fine with it, plus it helps a lot. One day dear bestie, you'll need my expertise in the subject, you'll see" she says wiggling her eyebrows and adjusting her glasses. 

'' Oh really, like what nerdy? '' I ask rolling my eyes at her while rummaging through the dresses I brought with me, trying to find something fit for a beach party. 

'' umm, let's say, you finally take a boyfriend; I'll help you run a background check on him; you'll get to know all about his exes, life, everything. You'll even know where he is at any hour of the day. '' she finishes off smiling from ear to ear. 

'' okay, First, thanks but no thanks. That's creepy. And second, why that 'finally'? Don't judge me you lame-ass!, you know how I get with studies and all. I like to focus and a boyfriend needs a lot of time and energy so that's why I always said no to every guy's advances. " I say defending myself. 

'' well, we'll see what happens now that you're free " she teases 

''I still have a company to build from scratch remember, the one you guys will be helping me with " I remind her 

''oh snap out of it miss. I'm on a mission. People can juggle between work and relationships, especially women. 

 

You who spent the last 5 years of your life studying biology, chemistry and god knows what else should know that women are good at multitasking since they use both parts of their brain. So sorry to break it out to you, but soon you're gonna have to put to practice everything those romantic novels and series thought you '' she finishes breathless, pulling her tongue at me. 

'' Well, we'll see what happens. Now, what do I wear this or This? " I try to change the subject and she knows it. But she lets it slide knowing that when the time is right and when I feel like it, I'll make the right decision for sure. I've just always felt like I was too young to be with someone. 

Being a hopeless romantic, I want my relationship to be perfect and serious. I don't want to stumble on too many guys and end up heartbroken before finding the one. And honestly finding the one at the age of 16, 17, or even 18 seemed a bit unrealistic cause let's be honest, most not all but most guys at that age aren't mature enough for something serious. Guys need to explore, party, and act crazy before committing. And in college, well I was too caught up in my studies to care so yeah. 

'' Earth to Lisa '' Hailee shouts throwing a pillow at me 

'' What was that for?? I ask disturbed 

'' well, other than the fact that I suggested you wear the navy-blue dress and you stood there like a zombie staring at me, nothing '' 

'' hhhh, I was just lost in my thoughts. Anyways navy blue is for me, how about you, what are you wearing? '' 

'' I’m wearing this '' she says holding a sexy long blue maxi beach dress with two long slits on both sides. 

''Ouhh sexy, and we're matching that's cute '' I say jumping in excitement. Just then Mia gets out of the shower '' what's this fuss all about. '' 

''She'll fill you in. I have to shower." I state rushing to the bathroom. 

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The minute I got out of the shower, I dried my hair, straightened it, put my dress on, and finished myself off with my usual make-up routine keeping the shoes for last. Within almost half an hour we were all set. 

I in a backless side-slit summer beach dress in navy blue. While Anna wore a veryyyy attractive short tight-length citrus summer dress. And Mia picked a short sleeve off-shoulder dress with a long slit and floral prints in lie de vin. Leaving Hailee with her first choice a Sexy Women Summer Boho Long Maxi Evening dress. 

 

 

 

 

Since we didn't have time to cook for the night, we decided to check out a local restaurant at the resort. The food was perfect. We had our fun eating from each other's plates tasting a bit of everything. 

'' Now that my tummy is full, I can party '' speaks anna in a satisfied tone. 

''When was your tummy not full huh?? Tell me " I tease her laughing. 

'' True '' she admits smiling. '' now let's go have fun, chop chop '' 

A short distance walk later, we find ourselves at the party. A DJ on the side is playing music, while people are dancing in the middle. Some scattered around the bar ordering drinks. 

'' Okay ladies, if I’m gonna dance and embarrass myself tonight, I’m gonna need some liquid courage '' Anna states walking to the bar. We all end up following her. 

'' Hi 4 shots please '' she orders and turns to give us that ' you are drinking too' look 

'' Here you go for the beautiful ladies first round on the house '' the sexy bartender says pouring the shots, flashing us his biggest smile showing a sparkly white denture. 

We all smile back and thank him, then down our drinks. 

'' To tonight, to us '' we all toast 

Mia then drags all of us to the dance floor we dance to the beat of «this is what you came here for » by Rihanna ft Calvin Harris. Dancing gets me all nostalgic, reminding me how much I miss ballet classes and also how long I haven't danced. But now that exams are over, I promise myself to get back to it asap. Maybe I'll even do it this week, in here, at the villa, or on the beach that would be epic. Dancing ballet while waves crash on the sandy shores, splashing water... How poetic. 

'' earth to Elisa '' Hailee snaps me out of my reverie. 

''I’m here, dancing had me lost in thought. What were you saying? '' I ask. 

'' the idiot from earlier is here and is checking you out. 6 o'clock '' she whispers in my ear due to the loud music. 

I lift my head discreetly in the direction she said only to meet with his blue orbs staring at me. or are they green?? I can't quite remember as I was too focused apologizing earlier to take in his features. 

Once his eyes meet mine, I feel my heart pound in a weird way as if I’m scared or nervous! I ignore the feeling and stride to the bar. I need a drink. 

'' hi again, could I have a dirty martini please '' I ask the bartender politely. 

'' coming right up '' he says giving me his signature smile. 

I take the drink and take a large sip before turning around only to crash with something or rather someone and spill the remaining of the drink on them. I look up to find none other than that jerk from before. Just perfect! 

'' and we meet again'' he mouths sarcastically while pulling on his now wet shirt to check out the mess. 

 

Uuughh why me why him.

After graduating from university, nothing sounds better to Elisa than a girls' trip to an exotic tropical paradise. The Maldives. The perfect place to relax and get away from everyday life. A life which will now be forever altered after not only one, two, three but four UNEXPECTED encounters or should I say incidents always with the same British man Julien...

You may wonder how? If so ... read to find out :*

Since the water is only waist high, Neo easily got himself out of the water. Once he reached the grassy field he then tilted his head and banged his right ear into his right palm. Water must have entered his ears. He did the same with his left ear but by the way his scowl is deepening more and more by the second, I can conclude that it's not helping one bit. I gulped as I unconsciously stared at his dripping wet body. A puddle of water started forming underneath him. I can only imagine how uncomfortable he is right now, water must have entered his shoes as he bent his body to untie the knot of his shoelace.

He didn't say anything and only continued on taking off his shoe. I took it as a chance to slip away from the eminent danger. I slowly placed my headphone over my neck and quietly took a step towards my sketch pad which is innocently lying on the grass. I was about to lift it up when a cold dangerous voice sounded right behind me.

"What do you think you're doing?" Neo said in a cold and irritated tone of voice.

"Picking my stuff." I said in a matter-of-fact tone of voice. Honestly, my nerves are sending distress signals through out my whole body right this moment but I need to act calm and unaffected so that he won't sense how panicky I am right now.

After saying that, I nonchalantly picked up my sketch pad and pencil. I then calmly took a step forward but was abruptly stopped by Neo. He forcefully pulled my right arm, my body spun around in a 180° turn. I was not able to balance myself in time and due to the wet grass beneath our feet, I slipped and fell butt first.

Ugh... My tailbone hurts!! I wanted to massage my aching butt but the devil is still gripping my right arm! My arm feels like it will rip any minute now. "Let go of me." I said with indignation. I gritted my teeth and angrily yelled "FADJIE BAR! LET GO! NOW!!" 

"No" Neo said, his voice livid.

I stubbornly pulled my hand free from his grip but his slender hand is like an iron rod coiled around my fragile flawless arm. I am sure that bruises will turn up on it later. I then tried kicking him using my right leg but he already figured out my plan and intercepted my move, he brutally pushed back to the ground my right leg. A frail 'thud' sounded followed by a shout of pain which came from my lips as I winced in pain.

I felt anxious and terrified when he suddenly knelt in front of me. Water droplets dripping from his body drenched my clothes and bare skin.

Since today is Wednesday, a no uniform day, I am currently wearing a pair of black shorts, white printed v-neck shirt and a cardigan. It feels awkward to see Neo kneeling near my legs when I am only wearing a pair short, his grip on my hand only worsened our position. I braced myself and bravely moved my legs sideward to gain more distance from him and my beautiful legs, but because of this my upper body is now closer to his body.

I can now clearly see the water sliding down that sexy adams apple of his. The sun shone over him making the water droplets sparkle over his pale white skin. My cheeks feels hot as I imagine our awkwardly intimate position at the moment.

Those black orbs of his studied my every movement. I told myself to focus and not get distracted by the devils assets. After my inner pep talk, I bravely glared straight into those bottomless black orbs of his, unwilling to admit defeat.

"Why did you push me into the water?" Neo said, his face inching closer to mine.

"You pervert! Why were you on my lap?" I spat back at him.

"I was sleeping." Neo said.

"What?! Do I look like a pillow to you?" I said in irritation.

He eyed me from head to toe before a sarcastic smile formed on his lips. "You won't pass as a pillow. You're too skinny for that." he said without any reservation.

"Then why were you sleeping on my lap then??!! You pervert!!" I yelled at him. Not minding if his eardrums gets damaged or not.

"I don't have a choice. You stole my spot." Neo nonchalantly said.

"Why didn't you wake me up then?! This is such a huge place! You could have chosen somewhere else to sleep." I said to him, irritated by his lousy excuses.

Due to my anger, I can't feel the soreness on my body anymore. All my senses are focused in making the demon king pay for hurting me and taking advantage of me as I slept like an angel earlier.

I read in novels tons of romantic scenes of two lovers under a huge tree living in their own worlds. The leaves would rustle above them following the direction of the wind as the two underneath it would happily converse about the life that they have shared and would share in the future. Leaning  ones head over the shoulder of the other as they happily and comfortably intertwine their hands as they lean over the tree trunk staring at the clear blue sky.

A must have scene in every school romance novels, but what is this?!

Tree - ✓
cool wind - ✓
clear blue sky - ✓
wonderful weather - ✓
rustling of leaves - ✓
a beautiful and young maiden - ✓
a comfortable and sweet conversation - X
a handsome gentleman - XX
love - X X X X X X X X to the nth power!!

Ugh... I didn't expect my first under the tree romantic scene would be together with this devil and in such a weird and awkward situation too. 

"Are you telling me to waste my time on waking up a log from its slumber? You looked like a gorilla who decided to sleep after exhausting itself, swinging from tree to tree." Neo sardonically said.

"A what?!" I exclaimed. I was about to retaliate but for some reason, Neo suddenly swayed and in seconds his heavy body is over my lap again. I also almost completely fell to the ground if it wasn't for my left hand supporting my upper body.

"You're hot--" I blurted out.

"She's my ex and I still love her."

I was walking in the hallway towards the girl's comfort room when I heard those lines. I looked up and my jaw almost dropped to the floor when I saw a slender white finger pointing to my face.

"You're lying!" a small fragile voice sounded. It seems like she is on the verge of crying but is keeping an effort to suppress her tears.

Oh please Lord God tell me I am not in the middle of a love quarrel. I am a loyal member of the "NBSB" club (No Boyfriend Since Birth)! This is nonsense!!!

note: the cover is not mine. credit to the owner.

The next morning, when Wen Xinya woke up, the people around her were still deep in sleep.
She liked to sleep in, but Si Yiyan's body clock was extremely punctual. Most of the time when she woke up, Si Yiyan was already awake, so this situation was rare.
Sleeping Si Yiyan was just like a full and resting cheetah, revealing a state of laziness and harmlessness and exuding charm.
Wen Xinya took a closer look at him.
Si Yiyan's eyebrows were slanted into crescents. When he was asleep, his pair of long eyebrows were like freehand drawn Danqing strokes, quaint and indescribably beautiful. His narrow and deep eyes were closed, long and dense. His eyelashes projected a row of elegant shadows at the bottom of his eyes. His tall nose bridge resembled an ax carving on a magical ax, giving him a fresh and elegant appearance. His deep features gave him radiance.
Wen Xinya's eyes fell onto Si Yiyan's jaw and his slightly narrow mouth.
She noticed that stubble had appeared on his usually pale and flawless jaw. Although she admitted that this look on Si Yiyan was sexy, full of masculinity, and eye-catching.
But—
If she touched the skin with stubble, it would not feel as smooth.
Lost in her thoughts, the corners of Wen Xinya's mouth raised. She could not forget last night when Si Yiyan's stubble scratched her skin, the hard scratchy feeling allowing Si Yiyan to raise the goosebumps on her skin delicately. She could not stand such stimulation and was engulfed in pain and happiness.
Hmph! She was unhappy!
Si Yiyan took her into his arms. "Was it nice to look at?"
In fact, the moment she woke up, he had already awoken. The reason why he pretended to be asleep was because of the look she had when her eyes fell on his face. He could see the appreciation, praise, and love, which greatly satisfied his ego as a man.
"You should have asked 'Satisfied with what you see?'" Wen Xinya could not think straight and was just surrounded by bliss and happiness.
"Oh, why must I ask like that?" Because he just woke up, Si Yiyan's voice had a lazy and husky tone, just like the sound of a string being plucked on a pipa, mellow and long.
"Because this sentence has a 99% appearance rate in romance novels, the male protagonist will always say this sentence to the heroine. It is listed as one of the top 100 classic lines in romance novels. Extraordinarily charming and unique."
Wen Xinya was overwhelmed with happiness and was using the male hero standard to test if Si Yiyan was up there.
Si Yiyan's did have the requirements of a hero—family history, status, power, wealth—but he did not have any of the characteristics—such as temperament, personality, etc.!
Si Yiyan's face darkened. Sometimes, this little girl's brain circuit really went against all his usual compliments. "Satisfied with what you see?"
"Hahaha…" Wen Xinya burst out into laughter. Such classic lines coming out of Si Yiyan's mouth somehow did not sound right, but it was way too funny.
Was this sentence really only suitable for the dazzling male leads?
As for Si Yiyan…
Alright!
Although his own conditions were quite in line with the configuration of a male lead, his character was a little… hard to say!
Si Yiyan rubbed her cheek with his jaw. "Laughing on an empty stomach hurts the spleen and the stomach."
Si Yiyan thought back to last night when he rubbed her delicate, creamy skin with his jaw. She shivered and shrunk, sobbed and begged. He wanted to punish her. This behavior made him helpless against the little girl.
He rubbed his stubble against her face, making Wen Xinya's cheeks tingle slightly. She subconsciously avoided it. "Stop it, your stubble is uncomfortable."
Although she thought that Si Yiyan's beard was very sexy, she honestly did not like having affection with him.
"I thought you liked it very much…" Si Yiyan buried his cheek in her neck and deliberately used his stubble to scratch her.
In particular, rubbing the stubble on the skin showed the natural physiological differences between men and women. Hardness and softness forming a sharp contrast, making it more exciting.
"Don't… your stubble hurts…" Wen Xinya's trembling voice stopped him, but her sweet and soft voice was more like a welcoming rejection.
Si Yiyan had always had the habit of having "morning fortune" with her. Compared to the romantic night, Si Yiyan in the morning after a night of rest and recuperation was just like a fully charged battery. Whether it was his mentality, strength, or stamina, they were all extremely amazing, at the highest point they would be in a day. At this time, Si Yiyan was braver.
A man's wilderness and dominance were fully reflected at this time.
"Does it look good?" Si Yiyan asked in a husky voice, still wanting an answer to the previous question.
"Yes… Good!" Wen Xinya was a little confused.
"Do you know the meaning of 'The plan of the day lies in the morning'?" Si Yiyan's eyes were like pure rubies exuding magnificent.
Extremely beautiful!
Setting the mood!
This was the best portrayal of Si Yiyan!
"What does that mean?" Wen Xinya's body, brain, rationale, and senses had long been completely dominated by his body. She completely followed his mind. His curved body was like a flower, opening little by little, blooming to show his most beautiful and charming side.
Si Yiyan chuckled. "In the morning, everything is awake, and the yin and yang are alternated. The day is when everything is most vigorous, the liver and kidneys of the human body are also most active in function at this time."
Wen Xinya's thoughts were dispelled in waves. She only remembered the keywords, yin and yang alternating, everything awakened, vitality, liver and kidneys…
Si Yiyan kissed her and whispered in her ear, "What we are doing now is the exchanging of the male and female yin and yang, bringing them together. So, baby, we need to thank heaven and earth for giving us this good time."
This sentence "the plan of the day lies in the morning" represented the need to cherish time. It had been misinterpreted by him to act in indulgence. Did this even mean that time was short?
Wen Xinya's thoughts were completely scattered.


Originally born from a wealthy family, she ends up leading a vagrant life for fifteen years. However, when she is eventually found by her family, she falls into another devious plot and eventually dies tragically. 

Fifteen years after her rebirth, ravenously raging for revenge, she tears down the hypocritical mask of the foster daughter who had taken her place, and reduces her greedy stepmother and stepsister back to their original sorry states. 

To the jerk's profession of his deep love for her, she only has one thing to say, "Get the hell out of my life. The love you speak of humiliates love!" 

Regardless of the appearances of you monsters, I’ll take in it my stride with my capability, building a business dynasty of my own, sitting in the depths of my riches, bathing in the glistening limelight of the world. 

A certain rich empire's CEO: "Don't mind me. I'm just leaving my mark here to declaring my possession rights; I’ll wait patiently for you to grow up!" The queen's mighty return with commercial warfare fully within her grasp, she navigates the power struggles with skill and verve. When it comes to scheming conspiracies, all she has to say is, "Who are you again? Don’t even bother!"

[Hostess it's time to wake up! Today is our big day, the day when I will be able to see the male god, her future husband!] 
Xiao Ai spoke excitedly as her "physical" form bounced excitedly on the bed next to her hostess who was trying to go back to sleep. Until Su Lily woke up completely when she digested the words of the system. 
"What do you mean my future husband?" Su Lily asked in a shocked and irritated manner. 
[Of course, your future husband, hostess, do you really think that just a blind date will pay off your debt to me? Of course not! That is why you must go on this blind date determined to accept if the male god shows interest in marrying you. If not, we may well think of a plan to win you over / kidnap you, take you to the civil affairs office and get a marriage certificate.] 
Su Lily was paralyzed lying on the bed while looking at the ceiling of her room, when understanding the words of the system she cannot let herself feel depressed, she did not want to get married! But she also could not refuse any of the requirements of the system, until at least it was satisfied and consequently paid off its debt. 
So after rolling from side to side for a few minutes in bed, she let out a frustrated breath and left her worries behind, after all she had already come to the conclusion that any price would be worth it to be able to live a healthy life with her grandparents, she owed it to herself in another life and to her grandparents that even though they didn't know about her having committed suicide and died, yet that was the debt she owes to those who raised her and loved her as long as she can remember . 
Most importantly, she never wants to go back to limbo where she could only live with the memories of her two lives in eternal loneliness and regret. 
She finally got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower before breakfast with her grandparents. when she was finally done she went downstairs to the dining room and found her grandparents already seated in their respective places, and she soon sat down in her place. 
"Good morning, Grandma, Grandpa." Su Lily said as she sat down with a slight smile on her face, as she didn't want to worry them by showing their inner conflict to them. 
"Good morning Xiao Fú!" Both replied together, and soon the three laughed at their attunement, really being married for so long, probably ensures that the couple even knows what the other is thinking.
They drank coffee in a relaxed and calm way, while talking about what each one would do on their day, Su Lily said that she would go for a walk through the branded stores, looking for something appropriate for the meeting, her grandmother looked at her with surprise, since she believed at first that Su Lily was not really interested in this blind date. But before she gave birth to her thoughts, Su Lily spoke again. 
"I just want to feel like I did enough to not regret it after my first blind date" She said with a slightly ironic smile, in fact she would only do that due to the system's insistence on making her irresistible. 
And anyway, Su Lily had decided today that she would live this life more fully than she has been living until then, and the first step is to learn to socialize with people, and this blind date can help with that, second and not less important is to do all those little things that seemed irrelevant before she remembered her past life, but which has become something of extreme importance to her now, like going out to shop, in a place full of people, without worry. 
After finishing breakfast and alleviating Grandma Su's worries about going blindly, Su Lily left the village with her car and went directly to the city's luxury shopping center. 
…
[Hostess, this dress is perfect, definitely the red looks deadly beautiful on you… What? too early to make this comparison? So ignore that last host comment, and just focus on the fact that you look wonderful in that dress.] 
Xiao Ai spoke excitedly as she tried to calm Su Lily's temper, which still had her face in a dark and irritated expression since she told her little joke. Su Lily couldn't help but roll the words out of that stupid system. But she had to agree, she was a blast in red. 
"I never really thought it matched that kind of sexy outfit, don't you think my temper is no closer to a classic romantic style?" Su Lily asked the system mentally, being careful not to speak out loud and call the attention of the salespeople who were bringing her various dresses. 
"Miss Su, you look so stunning. Your body is perfect for this tube style dress, this princess neckline makes you bold, but the mermaid skirt of an appropriate length down to the calf makes it even more attractive, after all you have all the right curves. Now we just need to find the right shoe for this look. " The saleswoman described in detail the perfection of the dress on Su Lily's body, and soon left excitedly after a perfect shoe.
[You're right, hostess, I also planned to dress her up in an innocent romantic style, but this saleswoman has good eyes, you look spectacular, if the male god doesn't want to kidnap you and take you immediately to get married, he must be blind or have an extremely low EQ.] 
Xiao Ai spoke knowingly, after all she read a lot of novels and saw a lot of dramas, that is, only with a low emotional quotient to not understand the message that this sexy clothing is going through, it was not the impure message, but it is only leaving Of course, Su Lily is open for a relationship, showing how much she spent to prepare for that meeting. 
In the end Su Lily bought several sets of clothes, for keeping up with the saleswoman's and system's excitement, as well as matching shoes for each fitted look, she had never spent so much and never spent so much time carefree outside the home, and even he had fun with it, he could certainly get used to this particular activity. It is not a lie when they say that every woman loves to shop. 
After spending that long time away from home, she came back an hour before the date to really get ready, finally deciding between the sets and dresses she bought to use at the date. 
Finally she ended up not choosing the red dress and chose a high-waisted social skirt set that outlined all her hip curves, along with a white muslin blouse leaving some buttons open leaving a little cleavage showing, but nothing much evident, that is, she was still sexy by the words of the system, but a little more restrained, whatever that means. 
The system also said that it should leave the red dress for another occasion, probably at another meeting, if the male god had a lower EQ than what she had recorded. 
So now she was totally ready, even she was surprised to look at herself in the mirror, although she knows she is beautiful, after all she looks like her grandmother when she was young, but she never bothered to get dressed, she preferred the comfortable style, and she almost never put on makeup only moisturizers and sunscreen, but now fully dressed, she felt different from herself, but she couldn't deny that she liked what she saw in the mirror she felt good about herself that way.

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Hi! Nice to meet you, welcome to my story!
Yes, my story I even appear in the title, can't you still know who I am? So let me introduce myself, I call myself the System of Love, for those closest to me can call me Xiao Ai. This story that you will read is the backstage of the best drama created by me. So you must be weighing it, so the system is the main character and narrator? of course! That no, unfortunately I had to depend on the author who gives the story to write it, so unfortunately it is narrated from the point of view of the "AUTHOR", but don't worry, you will have enough of me, also of the supporting actors that appear, I will tell you a secret one of them is a MALE GOD.

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See you in the next chapters !!!


Muah! : *

jay pov

I prefer slim fairer girls with little boobs like models, everyone knows that but looking at this tan curvy woman with brown eyes that is staring into my soul is making me to change my preference in women. The way she is so tensed and still shaking her booty on me with this little confidence in her is making me think that I should man up and change my preference. This lady is beginning to grow on me and it's not even up to 2 hours yet. I can tell that she is shy around me with those lustful stare that she is giving me is making me want to stop dancing and take her in this studio but I can't do that she is looking so innocent and sexy in that little outfit that she is putting on. her ass has been jiggling like she didn't wear pants underneath. damn I will soon be in trouble staring at her ass and her boobs. I feel like a pervert but I don't care cause I haven't felt this hot for a lady before, this lady is beyond gorgeous. I really should care because this can affect my career and my goals that I have tried to build up since the past 5 years. I just started becoming famous I needed to be more focused cause I got a lot of competitor around the music industry. Any small flop, then you are off the billboard. Right now my song is number one on the billboard in the whole of Asia and I am proud about that. finally all the hard work paid off.

"put your hands around my waist" she said shyly and I did but she is so tensed and trying her best not to look at my face.

"why are you tensed" I asked 

"what!! am not" she replied so fast with a little frown, looking up at me with does mesmerising brown eye, that I am beginning to get lost in. I struggled to look away.

I smiled and put my hand on her waist, then we slowed danced together. "what do you like doing apart from dancing". Trying to start a conversation with her.

"I prefer reading romantic novels, travelling and watch movies" her eyes stared at my bare forearm at a moment, I was beginning to wonder if I have anything there. I finally got her to relax.

"do you believe in attractions or faith" she coughed "don't answer that, it's is just my thoughts voicing out herself again" she stated in a rush and missed a step. I caught her in time before she fell down.

"Attractions" holding her a bit closer than before, easily forgetting about the contact of my hands on her waist. It just fit, like it was meant to be there. I heard a little grumbling of her stomach. 

"we got to feed you" i chuckled and she stepped away from me, shaking her head in No responses. I cocked my brows a bit up "why".

"Hmm...I got to get home fast, today is my bestfriend birthday" she is lying, I know that. 

"ok___, let me drive you there" I immediately offered, hoping that she will agree this time. I don't no why I feel this augur to be closer to her.

"i brought my car, don't worry I will close the doors after you, see you tomorrow" I looked at her once again before turning back, she looked a bit tired but still beautiful with that charming smile.

What will you do, if the man you fell in love with is a celebrity?

Rachel can't sleep. Every time she tries to close her eyes, she sees the image of earlier when the two of them kissed. She unconsciously touched her lips. When she realized what she had done, she immediately withdrew with her face burning red. 

She took a long breath, "Stop thinking about it." 

On the other side, Theodore can't stop himself from smiling. Rachel's lips were soft and sweet. It is intoxicating. He can't wait to taste it once more. 

In the morning, Rachel decided to wake up late because Theodore always goes to his office early. But she wasn't expecting him, calmly sipping his coffee when she went downstairs to eat. "W-What are you still here?" 

Theodore guessed Rachel's thoughts. "Why? Is it wrong for me to stay in my house?" He calmly asked. 

However, Rachel wasn't listening because her thoughts and attention were in his lips. "What's wrong?" She came back to her senses. 

She coughed loudly, "N-Nothing." 

She sat down and immediately finished her breakfast. "I'm done." When she was about to leave, Theodore grabbed her arms. But because of the lack of focus, she lost her footing and fell into his thighs. 

He caught her and hugged her waist. "W-What?" She doesn't know what to do. 

Mr. Young thought that her clueless and innocent face was cute. He leaned forward that made Rachel close her eyes. She can feel his warm breath on her face. She was waiting for his lips to touch hers but she only felt something soft on her forehead. She opened her eyes, "Good morning." Theo's voice was gentle. 

Rachel almost stopped breathing. When she realizes what's happening, she immediately leaves his embrace. "I'm going." She runs away to her room. 

At Haeli. 

Rachel slapped herself in the face. "What are you doing?" Eliza looks at her friend weirdly.

When Rachel saw her friend, she immediately ran towards her. "This is a disaster." 

Eliza frowned, "What happened?" 

Rachel took her to the sofa. "We're getting divorce but he kissed me." She said. 

Eliza's eyes widened, "Mr. Young?" She asked excitedly. 

Rachel nodded. "How is it?" Her face turned red by the question. She slapped herself again when she started to think about the kiss. 

"Stop, okay?" She covered her face with her palm. "We're about to divorce but he keeps on making things hard for me."

"Why is it hard?" Rachel stopped. "Don't tell me, you're starting to like Mr. Young?" 

She immediately refuted. "Nonsense." She scoffed, "How could that be? I'm just a bit confused." 

"Rachel, my dear. You don't have to try so hard. You just have to let him sign the papers. Besides, what dog shit of man will only chase his wife after attempting to leave. You've been single all your life so you don't know. Men are all dangerous creatures. For a man like Mr. Young, a successful businessman, he must think that you're a challenge. Mr. Young is the type of guy who wants to get everything he likes, right? That must be it. It's not a month passed when he's still cold and indifferent, you, asking for divorce might be a trigger to his ego." Eliza said. 

Rachel gave it a thought. Eliza's reminder and explanation about the nature of men is plausible. "Is that it?" Although her mood is a bit strange for a while, she immediately recovered. 

"That's why you must not fall for it. What's good with men? It's good to have money of our own to shop." She said. 

Rachel laughed, "You know what, last time, you said, I must not divorce him because he is Mr. Young. Now, men are all jerks. Stick with only one philosophy, okay? I'm afraid you won' t find yourself a husband." 

She humphed, "I'm telling you, I won't get married. Over my sexy, gorgeous, stunningly amazing, dead body. Why would I want to stress myself with a disgusting word such as marriage? I'm pretty good right now. I feel really happy just flirting with every cute little guys out there."

They chatted for a while before Eliza left for her new show. Rachel went to the rooftop to get some fresh air when she heard a helicopter. It landed perfectly at her rooftop. The door opened and Mr. Young came down. 

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"Let's go on a date." Without hearing her answer, Theo pulled her closer and carried her to the chopper. 

When they got inside, Theo was still holding her in his arms. "Date?" 

"It's a surprise." A few minutes had passed, and the helicopter landed on the airport. "Let's go."

"W, wait. Where are we going?" She asked. 

"I told you, surprise." Theo is getting weirder and weirder since their anniversary when she mentioned divorce. 

The Theodore Young she knew would never waste time on things like this and especially, won't have an EQ like this. 

Aren't you curious where Theo is getting all his ideas from?

A few nights before his surprise. 

Secretary Qiao knocked on the door but Theo was busy watching something. "Sir?" 

"Come in." Theo said. 

The secretary glanced at his boss. "Who's the writer of this drama?" Mr. Young suddenly asked. 

The secretary looked at his boss' laptop. He was watching a korean drama. "Why does he have to do that to the second male lead character? Call this writer and I want him to rewrite the plot. This is nonsense." He said. 

Secretary Qiao has been working for Mr. Young for twelve years and this is the first time he saw his boss watching a drama. "Sir, it was a part of the drama. If the writer rewrites the plot, it will not be the same anymore." 

"Whatever. Do you have the books?" He asked. 

His secretary put the romantic novels he asked. "Thank you. You may go." 

Present day. 

He watched a lot of korean dramas, chinese dramas, and romantic novels for days. He got hooked and it gave him some good ideas on how to chase his wife who's about to leave him. 

After reaching the airport, both of them got into Mr. Young's private jet. "Tell me, where are you taking me?" 

"If I tell you, it won't be a surprise anymore." He planned this trip for days. 

In the dramas he watched, once the characters went on a trip, they would fall in love with each other. 

"I have a job. And you, you should be in your office to review some documents or go on a business trip to earn money and to expand your business." She reasoned. 

Theo stared at her face. "You know, my wife, you're angry but still pretty." 

Her face immediately turned red. "Shut up."

How can he say such a flirtatious line while his face looks like talking with a business partner while negotiating about a cooperation? 

"I already called your secretary in advance so you don't need to worry about work. And about mine, don't worry, I can still support my wife." He said. 

"Don't call me that." She said firmly. 

"Call you what? Wife?" He asked. 

"Yes!" She answered. 

He smiled, "Yes, wife." He playfully said. 

"How come I never knew you're so annoying?" She asked. 

"No, you knew. That's why you always curse me." He said. 

Her eyes widened, "What? Are you monitoring me?" She asked. 

Theo's eyes widened, "I'm just bluffing but you actually admitted?" He asked.

She coughed, "That's not it." 

He covered his mouth dramatically and looked at his wife like as if he was aggrieved, "How could you? For seven years, I treated you with respect but I didn't know you're such a person. Cursing me behind my back." 

"I told you, that's not it." She said. 

"Such a vicious woman." He said. 

She was speechless. "You're so shameless." She said. 

Hours have passed and finally, they have arrived. "Welcome to Korea, Mr. and Mrs. Young." 


After the seven long years of fake marriage between Rachel and Theodore, Rachel suddenly ask for divorce. From now on, she will live her life to the fullest as a rich young woman. However, her ex-husband just won't stop chasing her.

A middle-aged man named Yan is walking towards his workplace. It is currently 8:30pm in the evening. He was a call centre agent. Last week, his boss assigned him to the graveyard shift. 

At 38 years old, Yan had already broken up nine romantic relationship he had been in. Each woman he dated had broken up with him for the same reason, he was boring to be with. He didn't like exciting things or anything new. He also didn't want things that can affect his lifestyle. Even at 38, he had never thought of marriage. 

His last latest girlfriends dump him for nonchalantly answering 'being married is like being in a cage'. Honestly, he knew his lifestyle was also a kind of being in a cage, he liked this cage. He doesn't want change. 

But his last girlfriend he almost changed his mind. He loved her very much. She was beautiful, sexy, smart, witty, and a very caring. She was perfect. She always take care of him. Actually, he planned on marrying her but one day, she confessed that she had cheated on him in a one drunken night. She confessed that it happened last weekend at an office party, the same night he thought of marrying her. 

When he ask her why, she replied that she had been very lonely. She was always taking care of him. She loved him deeply but at times she thought that she was being taken for granted. She was always loving, always taking care of him, always giving her all. But she felt empty, like all her efforts were useless to him. 

One night, when her workmates asked her to drink with them, she declined at first. But she remembered that her boyfriend doesn't really care about her, she went with them. She got drunk. On a drunken stupor, she kissed her male coworker. Though it only end there, she still felt very guilty. 

Says after she thought about it, shhe realised that if she can do it once, she can do it twice. 

'Do I still love Yan?'

She answered her own question moments later. 

'I did. But I don't anymore.'
 
It took days but ultimately, she decided to end things with him. 

That was two years ago. Yan still felt depressed about the breakup. He hated himself for not appreciating the love she had shown him. Two weeks ago, he had discovered that Maria, his last ex-girlfriend, had already married to the very same coworker she had kissed on that one drunken night. 

It turned out that the guy went to apologised to her the morning after. He felt sorry and guilty for taking advantage of her being drunk. He took responsibility for the kiss and confessed that he had been in love with Maria for a long time.

When Maria was depressed by the breakup with Yan, the guy did all he could just to make her smile. Everyday, he would prepare food for her food during work, visited and took care of her when sick. 

She would always tell him that he should stay away from her. She did not have romantic feelings for him. But the guy's determination  never wavered and continued to court Maria. 

It took quite some time for Maria had finally accepted his feelings for her. She realised how it felt good to be taken care off for the first time. After over months of courtship, Maria became his girlfriend. A year later, when they discovered that Maria was two months pregnant, they decided to get married.

Yan wanted to hate Maria and her husband but he can't blame them. He was the one who wasted Maria's love and effort while the guy was genuinely in love with her.

Midnight, Yan is currently at his workplace. Like a creepy guy, he stared at the screen of his laptop. He was currently staring at the pictures of Maria's wedding. 

Unknowingly, a tear fell from his right eye. Feeling to moist in his face, it was only now he realised he was wrong.

'I loved her and I love her still. Why did I let her go? When she confessed, she kept looking at me. She looked like she was waiting for something.'

After a moment, his tears fell like waterfall.

'She...she waited for me. She was waiting. She kept on waiting. Waiting for me to fight for her. I didn't. I...I was stupid and blind. I took her for granted. I took all of them for granted. But now I'm too late. I always was. And always will be. The past, the present, and maybe also in the future.'

It was the first time Yan hated his own guts. He hated his boring lifestyle. He hated his pride. But most all, he hated himself. 

His tears kept on pouring. It fell in to the keyboard of his laptop. 

"I'm pathetic."

Unknown to him, his laptop got short-circuited from his tears. Sparks flew from his laptop. 

BOOOOOOM!

His laptop exploded. The explosion was exaggeratedly huge. Before blacking out, Yan saw a white light flashing from the explosion. It was only then that he realised he's going to die. 

'To die a pathetic man. Haa. Rae, Rosella, Meg, Anna, Karenina, Ellize, Leyla, Olivia, and Maria. I'm sorry. I am very sorry. You loved me but I wasted it. I'm sorry for loving a pathetic man like me. Maybe in the next life, if we all ever meet again, I'm going to marry all of you.'

- - - 

"Pathetic indeed."

"Waa..what?"

Yan woke up from loud voice that was clearly insulting him. 

"What the hell? Am I alive? I'm pretty sure I died from that explosion." 

"Pathetic human, you did die. But I, as a magnanimous God and one of the major Gods of this galaxy, gave you a second chance of life. I shall let you live in another world. I can see that you hated your previous life. I shall let reincarnate in a world full of adventures and wonders! A world where strong preys the weak and the weak dies without knowing why.

In this new world, you shall struggle, you shall fight and kill! And most of all, you must do everything you can to survive.

Powerful dragons, beautiful elves, the great machineries of the dwarves, magnificent sea-folks, ferocious beastmen, cruel monsters and evil demons are resides in this new world. 

I remembered you've broken the hearts of many women in your pathetic past life. Fortunately for you, In this world, polygamy is legal! But only for those who possesses the strength and ability to charm and conquer women. Hahaha!"

"Wait! What did you just say? Who are you? Where am I? What the hell is going on?!"

Yan asked the self-proclaimed God frantically. The moment he had woke up from his deafening voice, the self-proclaimed God went on an endless monologue.

'Maybe what he said was true.' Yan thought. 'To have him live in a new world.' 

The voice kept on talking without giving Yan a chance to asked for an explanation. 

"Pathetic human. I am God!" says the voice majestically. 

"What?! Are you really the God? If so, what would a God like you, want me to do? I really can't think for any reason for you to resurrect me and live in another world. From I've now heard, you want me to stay on a world that's very dangerous and chaotic. It's may be all fun and games until someone tries to kill me. I am but a powerless, middle-aged man. I really can't do anything there."

Yan explained helplessly. 

"Pathetic human, of course I am God! I am but one of the major Gods in the galaxy! But you are wrong for one thing, I do want you to do something for me. I command you do to something for me!"

'What a boastful God! This guy is full of himself!', Yan thought.

"I can do anything that I want. I snap my finger and kill half of the galaxy. Hmmp! But I am also magnanimous. I don't want to do that. But this particular world had me interested. There is something brewing in this world. Something of malice is birthing. 

Even though I handle it with a blink of an eye, but it would be too lowly of me to deal with the matters of mortals. But when I saw you dying pathetically, I've decided to bring you into this world and using you to deal with that evil thing. 

Think of it as me giving you a second chance of life and also me having an amusement for you worthless struggles. Hahaha!"

'Fuck! What kind of God is this? He just a lazy bum. But me being alive again is a good thing!'

Yan paused for some time to think. He decided to give a second life a try.

"Okay, God. Thank you! I shall do this bidding at your command. But I have many problems. As you said, I am but a pathetic and powerless man. Can you help me have something to have to that I can your bidding easier?" 

Yan grimaced. He was really weak. 

"Fine. For I am a magnanimous God, I shall grant you three wishes. What do you want to have?"

Yan was angry with the number of wishes. 

'Shit. Is he God or a Genie? If your so powerful, you can grant me as many wishes as I want! Don't you remember that I will do dangerous things for you?!'

Though he was angry, he never dared say it out-loud. He feared of angering this God. 

When he was thinking on what kind of things to wish, he suddenly remembered light novels he had read when he was bored at work. He read many novels and he remember OP skills that the protagonist had.

"Okay, God. My first wish is to have all my stats present and to be gained multiplied to 777 times!" 

"Second, I would like to have the very best cultivation technique and system in the Universe."

"Third, I want the very best weapon! I'm sick of heroes having swords, daggers and bows in novels. I want the best two-handed hammer in the Universe!"

"For I am a magnanimous God, I shall grant you these three wishes. Go now. Live and fulfil my desires!"

"Thank you, God, for giving me another chance to live my live! I shall live this life to the fullest. No regrets! No hesitation! No backing down!"

Yan proclaimed as he became a vanishing light particles.

In a world where dragons, elves, dwarves, sea-folks, monsters, demons, and polygamy - lives a young boy dreaming a journey of a lifetime with his giant hammer in hand with his wives at his back to support him. Conquer dungeons, raid bosses, seize treasures, and of course have a harem! Journey into the world of magic, blood, gore, and wonder! This is the start of a young man in his journey to become the very best. The tales of the Paladin begins here!

*Book cover is not mine.

We decided that instead of attending an event we would spend some time with the kids in hospital then simply spend the rest of new years at home.

We do a bingo game with the kids, we play until everyone has won a prize, including the parents, things like gift cards, everyone seems to be having a good time, we play some other games and staff brings out dinner, we all eat pizza, and do our own ball drop, then visiting hours are over and only parents can stay, we wish them all happy new year and head home.

My nieces take a nap so they can be awake come midnight, Amber and I swim, Dad's playing a card game online and not sure what Tony and his misses is up too.

After finishing our swim we start preparing snacks so we can all watch New year's on TV, one shows some events around the world and there timezones, the girls woke up and watched for a little but feel asleep around 10 pm.

We enjoy the concerts, the the fireworks and different styles of ringing in New year's, the time approaches and we counted down 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3..2..., finally I have some to kiss at midnight and it didn't disappoint, bringing in a passionate new year's.

I have no idea how long the kiss was, as it was intense, I felt myself thinking this is the perfect you may know kiss the bride kinda kiss, not exactly a let's start the honeymoon kiss just a sweet intense passionate kiss, it wasn't that long but felt like it was, we both smile at the end , each kiss dad on the check, hug the other two and head to my room.

We lock the door, she pushes me against it, I like this, she pushes her body against me, here we go again not sure I can resist the urge to be in her but the last time we manged to satisfy each other and not break the wait for the honey moon to truly consummate.

I like letting her have the lead, she is wild, deep kissing and her hands go down my chest and back up removing my shirt, my turn, I move her towards the bed removing her shirt before I lean her back, there I stand at the edge of the bed, wanting to know what it feels like to be in her, I have removed my pants, she takes off her bra, she grabs me by my hard erection, pulls down my briefs and sticks me in her mouth, now this is my kinda ball drop.

She sucks hard and lays back bringing me on top her her. How hot is this she released me from her mouth her hand moving my tip on her nipples, then squeezing my length in between her breasts, is this how she'll feel when I finally enter. 

Driving me wild, my lust getting the better of me wanting to cum on her but I move down pausing my pleasure to satisfy her, kissing her on the nipples, little links, then sucking, finger her in the mean time, she whispers to me "turn around, I don't what to make noise while you eat me", "as you wish" she opens up I open those soft lower lips, kissing, licking, sucking copy her sucking on me, matching her, if she grabs and jerks me, I place my finger inside and pump, she slows, then so do I, matching, our unspoken language of sexual communication, she surprises me and flips us over, she we are on our sides, then I roll but instead of me moving back on top she is, seems her lust is deepest right now, she moves a little she's cum a bit already , I have sum pre cum she shows me with opening wider her whole pink cliturios glory my tongue licks it, she moves away to suck me as deep in her mouth as she can get it, she's riding me tongue she's got me ready to burst, I grab her down and suck that sweet spot, digging my face in, I feel her clich, she lifts and glorious cum squits out of both of us. 

What a way to start the year, now we shower, still touching each others naked bodies, should be cold water, I get out and say sorry, getting erection again, "sorry baby, I don't want to lose control and completely take you now" she pouts, "maybe I don't want to wait any more" I dry myself off, "Then maybe we should start planning the wedding and honeymoon, I can't explain it but I want to be married before I enter you that way"

I have have left the bathroom and put on pants, I hear the water turn off, why did I feel that strongly about that, why didn't I just give in to lust, was I so rare to want it to be for love, to save that as a gift only my wife would receive, not that I ever felt the urges that much, my own pleasuring days were nerves or stress relief.

"I am sorry, I have never been like this, it's like you drive this desire, maybe I read to many werewolf novels but it's like your my mate and I can't help it." is it normal to think this is sexy and cute, the towel wrapped up in her hair and the one wrapped around her body, her admission.

"Not that I read those novels but the feeling of needing you in my life is the same" I confussed.

"What about valentines day? Is it a Saturday this year?" as she gets dressed.

"I'll check" I go grab my phone from the dresser, tap on the calendar app, "yes it is why?" if she is thinking what I think she is it could be a valentines day theme wedding.

"Do you think we could pull off planning a Wedding that quickly all things considered? I know your trying to pick a date for the invitational but do you like the idea of giving ourselves to each other in marriage would be more romantic that way?" she comes to seat with me on the bed taking my hand in hers.

"Then I guess we have some things to look up when we wake up, I like the idea, now let's get some sleep and dream more about our wedding and life together " after I kiss her once more we get into bed, cuddle and drift off to sleep.

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