Nikah sama Aldo adalah anugrah terindah buat Luci. 

Aldo itu cuek tapi care!

"You can't change me, I don't care who you are" I warned him and a dangerous tone "If my brother finds about this, he will kill you" 

He looked at me, his eyes full of lust as he looked at me. 

"Let him then"

"You can't change me, I don't care who you are" I warned him in a dangerous tone "If my brother finds about this, he will kill you" 

He looked at me, his eyes full of lust as he looked at me. 

"Let him then"
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I've been living my life for sixteen years not knowing anything about my true self, my dark past hidden from me by the person I trust the most in the world. Everything unravels slowly with time and I begin to figure everything out by myself and with that...I begin to trust no one.

Why would they keep this from me? 
I can't take these lies anymore...I just can't and I won't
I deserve an explanation
Why don't they trust me?!

"Then kill yourself," the voice in my head tells me 

"No!"

I just...I can't do that to my family, I love myself too much for that.

Previously Aditi doesn't think much about self-care, she thinks that she doesn't need to do this, first, she doesn't have time and also not have money, after rebirth she started to take care of her body and skin, and she thinks it is the self-care, but now she realized that self-care means to take care of your body, your skin, your mind, your relationships, the place where you live, and most importantly our soul. Lots of the time we forgot that our journey with this body is limited and what is gonna remain after our death is our soul nobody is also sure about that, but yup this is what she heard from her elders, that body get destroyed but the soul remains and it will eventually get a new Body.
               Basically, everyone knows how to take care of your body, like doing exercise and eating healthy food, drink more water, taking proper rest are best. for skin it is applied less chemical things on the face, apply some nutritious face pack, again eat good food, and do exercise, drinking more water is a must. For mind, doing meditation, writing, are good. For our relationship, lots of people think that how can relationship with other are part of our self-care, but every person have 2/3 relationship which affect their life like relationship with parents, relationship with a spouse, friends children's, etc and our external world is a reflection of our internal world, we can take care of anyone one the other things start working well, we needed to change both internally and externally, if we think positively but kept negative habits, nothing gonna change, so it is important to take care of your relationship for your better heath.
                     The place where we live and the place where we work is important for us because a normal person spends at least 8/10 hours at home, that's why Vastu Shastra and Fengshui are known to everyone. We at least need to keep it neat and clean, making it beautiful or not its is own choice but try to make your place as good as you can, because it is gonna affect you, same goes for the workplace, and now last but not the least is our soul. Finding a hobby which can distract you from your problems is the best soul care, like cooking or painting or anything which you like from the bottom of your heart. Our soul wanted to express itself through the arts. It is not necessary to make a masterpiece it is also not necessary to spend a lot of time on it, just for some time, let your soul feel its existence. Also walking in nature is consider a soul therapy but what to do if we don't have a garden, it is enough if we have a little garden in our house, one or two plants are also sufficient, also keeping a pet is also useful, plants also have soul, and they are godly soul because they are giving everything they have to us without any expectations. In Hindu religion we worship plants and animals because every living thing is the part of God, he makes us, So spending time with them without worrying or thinking about a thing makes us realize that there is God who is our father mother and friend, we start and end with him.
                    Aditi realize all the things lately, she is so busy in previous days that she doesn't reflect, or do any ruminating but now while she is thinking this she decided not to rush, Previously she doesn't understand the importance of self-care, but now when she understand and have enough time and money then she will try to practice as much as self-care as she can.
                     Aditi like cooking very much, after marriage she tries to cook as good as possible because she wanted to impress her in-laws and husband, and after rebirth, she uses it as her talent, but she neither consider it is a hobby or art, previously she thinks that cooking is the survival skill which lots of people know. but yesterday their teacher tell them that if we practice a skill or anything for 10,000 hours then we become expert, Aditi start cooking at the age of 12 because her mom work outside and she wanted to help her as much as possible, when she is 17, she learn lots of the things about cooking, and from 17 to 29 she does cooking at least 4 hours a day, it means she cooks for 4*365*12=17520 and in this, she doesn't count the age after her rebirth, so she is a pro in cooking. now she decided that she will experiment in this area, as a self-care, she also likes to read, and write, now she is doing this every day. Also in her childhood she likes to draw. Her Grandpa is a painter so he also teaches her some painting techniques, but after that, she doesn't continue, now she wanted to continue it. After sorting her thoughts she makes her new schedule which she is gonna apply from next week. 
                  When Suman and Naina come home, Aditi tell that she is now fully occupied so, for now, can they help her in manning business, and also they will start the business on name of their nanu ( maternal grandfather) and also they both are going to manage this so they are the big boss of this business, first they refuse but after Aditi insisted they agreed, they wanted to help Aditi but later they are enjoying this, but they can understand that this is Aditi's dream, but after Aditi's explanation they guilt freely stared to enjoy the adventure name business.
                   For Ani and Pranita' anniversary party, there are not many things to do, they decided to throw a party at one of Mahendra's hotel because here their parents and Also Pranits's parents and some other relatives are coming also the food is gonna made by staff, Aditi just decide the menu, for gifts, after lots of brainstorming they realized that there is nothing which they lack and also they need, so they make a beautiful video of there journey using as much as photos they can found, also every member in their group decided to make a special greeting card for them in which they mention how much special they are for them. Aditi also makes a little cake,  and yup they also make a certificate for them for nominating them as the world cutest couple. 
                     After all these preparation the day of there anniversary come, but the people who wanted to surprise Ani and Pranita themselves going to surprise.

This is the story about self-discovery, self-accepting, and self-improvement. After getting the chance to go back in time, she wanted to live happily and protect her loved ones. With the system, her journey of self-improvement to help the people who are in need starts. But why did she meet this handsome man wherever she goes, is this destiny? 

Disclaimer: English is not my native language. Also, this story has romance, but it is very slow-paced. Also, some chapters are about her past life and her character development. This story is something which I wanted to write for the time being so please give it try. Thank you

  The cover does not belong to me, will be removed if the owner wanted.

In front of Lou is a cute middle school girl with red eyes and very long, light coral-colored hair that is usually tied on both sides with ribbons in a variety of colors called the twin-tail hairstyle. She also has an ahoge that sticks out on the top of her head. school girl with red eyes and very long, light coral-colored hair that is usually tied on both sides with ribbons in a variety of colors called the twin-tail hairstyle.

She wears black ribbons to tie up her hair, a red coat over a white uniform like a cap, a black-tie with red sidelines, a red skirt with white cloth-like sticking out, and a pair of long, black boots that reach up to half her thigh. And a lollipop[ on her moth to make her more naughty.

"So girl, what are you doing inside of my dorm?" Lou helplessly asks.

From the aura and the image of this girl, for sure she brings a bunch of problems for Lou.

"I came here to personally see you, but I'm disappointed, just like in the report, you're a big bad wolf that will jump any cute girl near you," The girl said.

"Excuse me, the thing just happened is an accident, I did not want that thing to happen okay?" Lou said.

"But you still see it, and you even blur it out, I can sentence you as a big pervert, a lolicon for sure," The girl seriously said.

"But it really is a red stripe," Lur murmur.

"What do you say?" The girl angry asked while showing her tiger tooth.

"I said nothing,"

"Pervert,"

"Tsk," Lou look at her and ask," So who are you, what are you doing here, and if you want to eat, we don't have an extra bowl here,"

"My name is Kotori Itsuka,  13 years old, my favorite food is sweets, and I'm the Commander of Ratatoskr," Kotori proudly said looking at him as if waiting for his praise.

Lou lazy said," Continue,"

"Tsk,"

"Ratatoskr is an organization created for the purpose of saving Spirits, the cause of Spacequakes, through peaceful means without killing the Spirits."

"We are the opposite organization of the Japan Ground Self-Defense Force also known by the abbreviation of JGSDF, is the main branch of the Japan Self-Defense Forces responsible for the land-based military operations."

"The organization known as <Ratatoskr> is only known by the upper level of the government and high-ranking military officials. The <Ratatoskr> Command center is on the airship <Fraxinus>,"

"Right now the Fraxinus is floating above this house so if you try even single of your pervert dilution to me, get ready to be crush"

"As if your puny little ship can crush me," Lou murmurs. He then asks," So what are you doing here in my humble abode?"

"I came here for one mission, and that is to invite you to join us!," Kotori said with a commanding tone, she even stamped her little feet on the table while greening Lou.

"Can you neven ask in a modest tone? I never see someone asking in that kind of tone." Lou asked.

"So what? I'm asking you are you going to join or not?"

"And if I said no?"

"Then I'm going to use my finishing move to you." Kotori devilish grin.

"And that is?"

Kotori took her phone from her pocket and dialled a number, then removed her block ribbon and changed it to a white-colored one.

*Tut!

*Tut!

*Tut!

*Ding!

"Hello, Kotori-chan? What's the matter? Did you find Xin-chan?" Lou then hears a jolly voice from the phone, he then realizes that it's his mother.

"Oka-sama, Niisama don't want me, i think i should go back to my original home…" Kotori said with a pitiful tone as if she is the saddest girl in the world.

Lou taken back and see that side of her, she looks "weak", a delicate little sister who is very dependent upon her family.

Lou even wants to jump and spoil her just from her pitiful look, but Lou brags himself, he still his heart and tries to suppress his inner self.

"What do you mean? Lou-chan is a good boy, he never going to dislike you, when he still young, he always begs me for a little sister, but when i get Mikan his personality slightly change, I'm sure that he just misunderstand you,"

"But… but…." Kotori doesn't know what to say, she looks at Lou with a pitiful look as if she looks harmless.

Lou who holding his self explode, he jumps and hugs Kotori while touching his head," Okay, my little sister, who said that I don't want you, Oniichan like you,"

Kotori taken back seeing Lou's personal change, he looks like a big brother who wants to spoil his little sister.

"Is Lou-chan there? Lou chan, take care Kotori-chan okay? He just came yesterday and she needs a family to take care of her," His mother's voice rang inside of the phone.

"Don't worry Mother, I will take care of Kotori-chan!" Lou said while grinning foolishly while petting Kotori like a pet cat.

Kotori wants to push him away but her weak side is too weak for Lou's over-protective care, so she helplessly said," I'm Kotori Itsuka, and I'm your foster little sister."

"Really you're my sister? Wow, I already have Mikan, but adding you is not bad, let Onichan take care of you~," Lou cheerful said.

"Then please… take care of me ….Oni-chan,,," Kotori flustered said.

Kotori has two different personalities depending on the situation at hand, her character changes according to the color of the ribbons she's wearing. While wearing white ribbons or not wearing any, she is that of her "weak self", a delicate little sister who is very dependent upon her big brother; and when wearing black ribbons, she becomes her "strong self", a charismatic and sometimes cynical leader able to successfully command the airship, Fraxinus.

According to experts, the Kotori with white ribbons is the one that can honestly say how she feels, which would mean that the Kotori with black ribbons is only putting a strong front because the situation requires so.

But Lou is like him, there are two different personalities of Lou, it depends on what kind of people he is talking about.

If he talks to a Lolli, whenever underage or legal Lolli, Lou's brother instinct triggers or mostly daydreams and transforms him to an all time brother, but his personality come back after a couple of minutes after he snaps out.

become I dont like the ending of a certain manga, I made this fun-fic and i want to re-write what happens.

.............

what will happen if you transmigration to another world where all kinds of anime character are in same world.

Sister is Mikan Yūki from To-Love-Ru

Mother is Yasuko Takasu from Toradora

Childhood friend is Rikka Takanashi from Chuunibyou demo Koi ga Shitai! 

The teacher is Gozaburo Seto from My bride is a mermaid

While he has a bunch of finance that his grandfather decides for him.

The world is full of aliens, demons, angels and another extraordinary being that normal in this world.

Where people have the ability treats as a genius while normal people become cannon fodder.

How can he survive the world if he only has System Summon that is i responsible?

Mc: System, why my summon, is only a Lolli vampire? wheres the sexy oneesan?

System: You just need to help the Lolli vampier to grow and transformed her into a sexy oneesan.

Mc: System why every time i summon my minions I always get a mini version of them?

System: What do you mean host?

Mc angry shout: Lolli Vampier, Lilli Mermaid, Lolli Dragon you even summon a tuns-tuns Lolli Princess! are you going to make me a father of all of this kids!

System: Host please help hem grow adn evolve to god-like being!

Mc smash the table and angry shout," Godly being!! after that happen I'm already dead!!

System warning! The host need to help them to grow strong if not the system will reduce the size of host bird!

Mc: !@#@$@#$%

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Note: The cover is not mine, i only copy it in google.

Qingfeng had caused a huge commotion. Around him, thousands of self-cultivators and immortal boats turned to look towards him, everyone appeared to be shocked.
"Who is the man, how could he be so powerful? He killed so many self-cultivators and Immortal boats with a single slap even though he is quite far away, have we seen him before?"
"I know him, his name is Qingfeng Li, he is the Number one devil of the Universal Saint Realm. Not too long ago, he killed numerous half-immortal masters, even the Five Elements Patriarch was defeated by him. But why is he here?"
 
 The surrounding self-cultivators discussed animatedly, there was a flicker of shock in their eyes. Some people became fearful after recognizing Qingfeng.
They had arrived here after listening to the Void Demonic Snake's words and the rumors spread by other powerful self-cultivators, so they were here just to obtain the blood of Xue Lin, Ruyan Liu, and Little Apple.
No one expected to meet the number one demon of Universal Saint Realm.
He was a murderous existence who had killed countless of great elders, none of the surrounding self-cultivators thought that they were a match for Qingfeng.
Qingfeng looked at their expressions coldly, with anger in his eyes, "You all deserve to die, how dare you come to my Crimson Fire Continent to attack my wife. Don't think of leaving here alive today, you shall all die!"
 
 When they heard Qingfeng's words, the surrounding self-cultivators became fearful and scared.
Before they recognized Qingfeng, they were still very arrogant and smug. But after recognizing him, they were all so scared that some even passed out.
Qingfeng Li's name was too powerful, even babies would stop crying when they heard his name.
Some self-cultivators said loudly, "Qingfeng, please forgive us, we didn't know that your wife was on the Crimson Fire Continent. We were lured by the Void Demonic Snake to capture the Phoenix bloodline and Immortal blood."
Qingfeng's killing intent was set. He didn't care if these self-cultivators were tricked by others, he only knew that they wanted to steal the bloodline from his wife and Little Apple. They all deserved to die!
Qingfeng channeled his immortal vitality and released nine-colored thunderbolts which flashed brightly as they encircled his body, he looked just like Thunder Immortal.
Qingfeng then released the Thunder Immortal sword and slashed it ferociously in front of him.
The Thunder Immortal Sword contained nine-colored sword energy, which spiraled together with the thunder to slash through everything in its path.
In the blink of an eye, thousands of self-cultivators died before his sword, not one had survived. The surrounding powerful Immortal Boats also exploded into numerous pieces.
Of course, some self-cultivators used their strongest treasures and armour to resist. However, under Qingfeng's powerful attacks, their resistance was nothing and they were instantly killed.
After three breaths, the surrounding 10,000 self-cultivators and more than 100 Immortal Boats were all extinguished into ashes. Only the Void Demonic Snake was still lying there quietly.
The Void Demonic Snake wanted to escape, but Qingfeng had locked its surrounding space, so there was nowhere for it to go.
These self-cultivators all spent tons of effort to reach the half-immortal master step, but they were all killed by Qingfeng in an instant.
Qingfeng killed even more people this time than at the Universal Saint Realm. Self-cultivators from neighboring planets who did not come to attack Crimson Fire Continent quickly retreated when they saw the sight.
They were all thankful that they did not come to Crimson Fire Continent, or they would be dead souls under Qingfeng's sword.
The Sect Leaders and Elders of these planets warned their disciples to never anger Qingfeng.
Some even closed their doors to stop their disciples from leaving to prevent them from causing unnecessary trouble.
After all, Qingfeng was too strong, he would kill anyone who opposed him and would not listen to any bullshit.
Far away, the Void Demonic Snake was also stunned. Qingfeng wasn't so powerful when it last saw him, so his powers must have improved by an astonishing level in just a few days. Even the Void Demonic Snake's powers could not compare to him.
The Void Demonic Snake looked at Qingfeng and said, "How dare you lock the surrounding space to trap me? Do you know who I am?"
Qingfeng smiled coldly and said, "Why do I care who you are? Back in the void, I already let you go. But now, you lead self-cultivators to attack Crimson Fire Continent. You must think I'm easy to bully."
Two beams of black and white light shone out from Qingfeng's eyes, it was the light of yin-yang. The light slashed through the void and landed on Void Demonic Snake's body, instantly causing blood to pour out from the two bloody holes on its body.
 
 Even though the Void Demonic Snake was a powerful Immortal Beast, it could not compare to Qingfeng.
Qingfeng had reached the level of an Immortal, he was invincible against anyone who was the same level as him. Unless he met an upper-grade Immortal or a peak level Immortal, no other Immortal could defeat him.
Ahhh…
The Void Demonic Snake opened its mouth to scream pitifully, its scales, skin, and flesh were all pierced.
Even though it was an Immortal beast, it could not block the power of the light of Yin-Yang. Furthermore, the power had become even more powerful after Qingfeng tempered with it.
The Void Demonic Snake sensed killing intent from Qingfeng, this young man definitely dared to kill him. Qingfeng was someone who would do whatever they wanted, the tens of thousands of self-cultivator bodies surrounding him was proof of that.


Qingfeng was known as the Wolf King, a legendary mercenary that had mastered peerless martial arts and the sophisticated art of medicine. He originally wanted to just live a peaceful life, but his arranged wife, who is a CEO, thinks he is a loser and wants a divorce. The cold war between husband and wife began.
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<Hayate P.O.V>

My name is Tanakaichi Rai, or commonly called Rai. I am just an ordinary teenager, and I am a teenager who has a lot of shortcomings.

I am a boring man and a lazy man.

I am a man who has a standard face, I am a man who can not have a friends, I am a man who can not help the work of other people properly, and I am a man who always has a bad fate or luck.

It feels like... my whole existence, always messing things up.

What can people expect from me if it's not the feeling of disappointment, the feeling of anger, the feeling of hatred, the feeling of disgust, and the feeling of... failure?

Every day, I always think, 'When... I can be free from this boring and disgusting world?'

This world, Earth, the place where we live, will and always be filled with a lot of complicated theories and also filled with a very complicated knowledge.

Therefore, this world has a lot of people who always very ambitious, although there are some people who are the same as me, at least they have some dreams and some goals that they want to achieve and have with their talents.

But what about me?

Is predictable, right?

The answer of that question is a big 'No'.

It's not that I'm not smart or uneducated, honestly I am very smart. Maybe I am a genius, considering that I have a high IQ?

Well, yes. I am a genius, but the people around me and the people that I see every day, always can find their dreams and find their goals in their life that they want to achieve or have. And somehow their view of this world, Earth, always change every day.

As for myself, I never have a dreams or a goals that I want to achieve or have. I also could never change my view of life and change my view about this boring and disgusting world.

That's why, my intelligence and high IQ isn't that important. If I never have a dreams or a goals in my life, my intelligence and high IQ isn't that important, right?

Every day, and even almost every hour, I always say to myself, "I Want... to have a better life... like everyone else."

Since then, I always try, try, try, try, and keep trying to become a better person. But the results are always the same, I always stop in my halfway, stopped in my halfway, or even stop at my first step.

I failed, then failed! Then failed! Then failed!! Then failed! The failed! And ALWAYS FAILED!!!

It feels like, the word 'Failure' and 'Failed', always stand in my path. Even sometimes, I feel that I will always live together with the Failure itself, for the rest of my life.

"The fate and the destiny of someone are determined."

Ever since I heard that sentence, every day I always think:

'Am I destined to be a person, who always fails? Am I destinied to be a person, who always unlucky? Do I even care, about myself?'

"Opportunities will always come to someone at the right time."

And again. After hearing that sentence, every day I always think:

'But why? Why I always miss the opportunity that given to me? Why I never receive that opportunity? How can I never receive that opportunity? Why? Why?! Why?!?! Why?!?!?!WHY?!?!?!'

Since then, I always fill my empty life only with a boring things and a lot of complete failures.

But, there are quite a few things in this boring and disgusting world that interest me. The only things that interest me are Anime, Manga, Manhua, Manhwa, Movies, Games, Novels, and of course some other books besides a textbooks.

It's quiet interesting to me. Only these things, that makes me want to enjoy this boring life of mine.

I also admit. Admit that those things are my form to escape. To escape from this world and my painful reality until... until I die?

Truly... I'm really disappointing, right?

How about a family?

Well, like other people in this planet, I also have a family. My family is still alive and completely healthy, but there is something wrong with my family.

My family, always look at me with a lot of hatred, anger and disgust in their eyes.

From my mother, my father, my big brother, my big sister, my cousin, my aunt, my uncle, everyone! Everyone always look at me with a lot of hatred, anger and disgust in their eyes!

That's why, I never see them as my family, relative, or anything that human always call 'Family'. I only see them as a stranger, because I believe that they see me as a stranger too.

How about a friends?

Yes, it is true that having friends will make us happy, because friends will always help and support us, when we have difficulties or have unpleasant experiences.

These things will only happen if we have a friends. 

NO!!!

These things will only happen if we have a REAL friends!

I still remember when I tried to have small talk with a number of people from my class and also from other classes. Honestly, at that time I just enjoyed it and I started to think of these people as my new friends and first friends.

But, once again... I was wrong!

I never have a friends, because I was too naive and stupid to realize that. People who talk lightly with me and who I consider as my friends, are not my real friends.

From the beginning they never considered me as their friend, they only acted or lied to become my close friends. Their behavior and gaze is clearly visible when I try to interact with them for the second time. Those, whom I call a real friends, can laugh more freely with their own friends and even a strangers. While they can only laugh awkwardly and think of other things when they are with me or try to find other reasons to stay away from me.

Am I too boring to talk to?

Is my face too ugly? Or not handsome enough to talk with?

It is because of my lazy attitude?

Am I not worthy to have a family?

Am I not worthy to have a friend?

Am I not worthy to be happy?

Am I not worthy to be loved?

Is this my destiny?

Or, is this my... karma?

I realize one thing when I remember my past self. I truly understood that my past self was very different from my current self. The past me is a very cheerful person, the past me is someone who always cares about other people and the environment around me, the past me is someone who has many friends and can always laugh freely with them.

But now, I have become a quiet person and rarely socialize with people around me, I have become someone who does not really care about anyone or anything, I have become a lazy and boring person to talk with, I have no friends and always avoided or ignored by other people around me.

I was well aware, my past self was very different from my current self. I really want to erase the part of me that was wrong in the past, but I realized that without the past me, then the current me would not be able to see the world, as I see it right now.

And if I can erase my past self, can I bring out my past nature again? I don't think so, because I already used to my current self, and I don't care about this world, maybe sometimes I feel and act like I really care about this world, even though in reality I don't care about this world at all.

Even, I, myself, could never remember the reason why I could turn into my current self.

Maybe because I always fail? Maybe because I always unlucky? Maybe because I'm too depressed? Maybe because I don't have a handsome face? Maybe because I don't have a real family? Maybe because I don't have a friend? Maybe because the world is too boring? Or maybe because of puberty?

I have no idea...

Alright, enough with the... chit-chat?

In the end... I'm already... tired of this boring life.

Because of that, I have decided to kill myself.

Hmm... I hope, my coffin is comfortable enough for me. I hope, my coffin is very clean. I also hope, the color of my coffin is white.

Hmm... Where will I enter after my death, huh?

Maybe, I wil enter Heaven? Hell? Underworld? Maybe, Hell and Underworld isn't as bad as people say? If I enter the Underworld, which Underworld will I enter? Norse Underworld? Greek Underworld? Egyptian Underworld? Mesopotamian Underworld? Māori Underworld?

Hmm... There are a lot of Underworld from different religion. I wonder, what is the difference between them?

Maybe I will enter Purgatory, so my soul will be purified before entering Heaven? Maybe I will enter the Astral Plane? Maybe I will die again in Limbo? Or maybe I will enter the deepest part of The Void and will turn into nothingness there?

Hmm... I don't care about it though.

... Okay, I care about my coffin. Only my coffin.

Alright, stop with this killing-killing dialogue!

However, I still want to enjoy my life because there is a lot of entertainment that I haven't watch. So, I don't have any plan to kill myself, yet.

I will let the fate or the destiny, to be the one who decide my death, beside I never care if I die or alive.

For me, everything is simple. If I live, then I'm alive. If I die, then I'm dead. Very simple, right?

Unfortunately, the fate or the destiny already decide my death. When I was in my third year of high school, my big brother kill me.

He kill me by forcefully push me in front of the speeding truck when my big brother and I, waiting for the traffic light to become green, so we can cross the road safely. But, my big brother forcefully push me before the traffic light become green, to make me being hitten by a speeding truck.

I believe that my brother did it on purpose. I also believe that all member of my family already knew that my brother will kill me today, considering their happy expressions when they saw me in the morning and when my brother forcefully drag me to go out from our family's home to have a little chat near the street.

So, basically, everything already planned. My death already planned, by my so-called family.

Actually, I heard my big brother yell out to me after I got hit by the truck. Which was kinda funny, considering that my big brother was the one who push me to get me hit by the speeding truck. And I believe that my big brother should have known that I would be just too lazy to resist that.

I believe that he already know that I doesn't really care if I died or not. And I'm not going to resist his push because I just too lazy to do it.

For some reason, in my last moments... Well, at least, it was supposed to be my last moment. I believe that I already dead, until I feel a strange... vacuum-like feeling overcame to... my body?... My soul?

After that strange vacuum-like feeling disappear... for some reasons... I can feel my body again!

No One's POV-
"What?!" Cane stares wide-eyed at Yuna and Maya shifts in her bed weakly smiling at Cane.
"Cane?" She props herself on her shoulder and looks at two terrified faces.
Cane quickly walks towards his weak sister. Yuna lowers her head in shame not knowing how to help and still guilty.
"Yuna is that you?"Maya's hazy eyes look at Yuna and she smiles.
"Maya! L-lay down!"Cane signs this to Maya as he yells.
"Cane I'm fine!"Maya tries to stand up but as soon as she tries to stand up she falls on her face cartoonishly.
"Urgh... Caaaaaaaane heeeeeeeeeelp, pleeeeeeeaaaase" Maya extends her hand up for help but Cane refuses to help.
"Well you did do this to yourself, I told you to not do it now look at you!" Maya giggles and wobbly stands up thanks to a wall near by.
"You're so mean!" She almost falls again but Cane helps her sit down on the bed.
Yuna shuffles a little nervous as if she's being watched. Cane turns his attention back to Yuna, sits beside Maya, and pats his little sister's head.
"Back to the subject... where is Notru?" Cane sits next to Maya.
"I put him in a temporary cell at the entrance." Maya smiles at her and she looks away fiddling  with her arm.
Cane keeps petting Maya's dark red hair and realizes something.
"Shit! We have to go!" Cane takes Yuna's hand and waves good bye to Maya so she understands at least half of what he's doing.
Maya does the lenny face at him and she laughs at his blushing face. Cane slams the door closed and then Maya frowns laying back on her bed.
"If only I was normal..." Maya sighs and closes her eyes falling in a deep sleep... or some could say the last step towards meeting death- her last day was coming and she could feel it. But she prayed for a miracle still having hope.
~Over with Notru~
Notru's POV-
A few minutes after our fight we sit back to back from each other exhausted. Me not having wings like my other self, I try not to lean on him too much.
"Woah are you actually being considerate and not hurting me?~" My other self relaxes onto me, his tail laying right next to mine.
"Hey... Notru, have you ever thought of being 'human' again? Or thought of ruling hell?"My other self looks away from me.
My other self relaxes onto me, his tail laying right next to mine.
"Why do you ask?" I honestly don't care anymore but he makes things interesting. My other self is like the part of me that's accepted being a demon... while I just don't care.
"Just asking I guess..." He sits in-front of me and looks at me with a hint of sadness.
"Ruling hell... never really thought about it and becoming human again... it's not possible..."I shrug as I say the last three words and lay on my back. My other self being shorter than me, do to no ageing, lays beside me with his white demon wings spread wide open. He looks at me with a familiar cheshire smile- but this one was a friendly one.
"Sometimes... I wish I could be human ....or save our people from being... killed." I look at him dead serious and silently question his reasoning.
"Our people? Didn't they hurt us? Almost kill us? Save them? What are you thinking?"I sit cross crossed and he does the same but I then poke his demon mark. "They did this to you... us... they made us full demon."

"You should have listened to the stupid lectures... they were the history of our people! They don't deserve anything of what's happening to them today! I should've known..." He scuffs and gets up to leave. "You don't care... but remember I still do... even though they..." He tears up and flies away into the unconscious part of my mind.
"Am I that... numb?"
As I hear bangs on something metal and I open my eyes. I hear more banging and open my eyes to see I'm in a cell and that a pissed off guard was trying to wake me up.
"Wake up freak! We have to take you to the interrogation room!" I stare at him as he takes off the cuffs on my hands and put on heavier one's on. Another guard walks in and escort me to the interrogation room.
As I'm sat at a wooden table another guard walks into the room wearing the royal guard armor like Yuna.
"So demon..."The guard slams his hands on the table breaking it,"Tell me the truth why did you attack!"
I sigh and let my other self take control knowing that he's better at these 'social interactions'.
"Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance then~?"
No One's POV-
"I'm asking the questions here! Are you Notru?" He looks at Notru with anger.
"Nah- he's dead assassins came in and tortured him till death, lowly royal guard..." Notru lies almost perfectly but somehow the guard knew it was a lie.
"You are telling lies... tell the truth or suffer the consequences."The guard takes out his sword from it's sheath and points it at Notru's face.
"Fine I'll tell the truth- sike, I'm a demon you damn idiot! Like hell I would tell the truth!"Notru sticks out his tongue and the guard throws his sword at the wall as if it was a dagger.
"At least tell me where Aria is, if you know her... or tell me- where is the 3 demonic card keeper..."
"What the-"
The door then slams open and Notru is given back control.

A boy named Notru is the only related demon to Satan but tries to hide it as long as possible, failing miserably. When he was young he made a promise to Satan that if he cried once in his lifetime he would stay with him for the rest of his life. Unfortunately in an event he cried and got stuck in Hell/Underworld. His dead mother guides him through his time in hell and helps him escape with a plan to kill Satan. During his adventure he meets old friends and grows in power to defeat his father, but 

Will he turn to the darkside 

or 

Will he stay true?

 His journey is long and filled with magic, fantasy, and action. Enjoy and the cover is not made by me. I don't know who made it.



Prologue 

"Well I don't fucking care or give a goddamn shit about your asshole self sir. You could go to hell for all I care with your filthy money and beat down company. The only reason I've been putting up with you is because you sign my paycheck. Who do you even think you are? A demigod? Your damaged mindset would surely ruin your company. Oh wait,it's beat down already. You're a perverted asshole who plays sick games. I fell for them but not anymore. You're sick in fact and need to be put in an asylum. Maybe you're an escaped wild animal? I think that's more suitable. You're an animal because you're so heartless!" 

I made to go but remembered something I've always wanted to do. Something I failed to do before now. I retrieved hundred pounds change from my wallet and threw it at him. "Buy a heart so you wouldn't rot in hell,Mr Hilton." 

And with those last words,I exited the company with few of his puppets called 'employees' gaping at me like I'd gone insane. And yes,I had. I mean,I just told off London's most powerful man in the business world! 

Nana always say,'Weigh the pros and cons of decisions before taking them. Go for the one with heavier points'. I wasn't sure I always did that but this time,I did. 

Pros. Humiliate his cocky self in a crowd thus reducing his self esteem. Mark out a point from my wish list. 

Cons. Get noticed. Get attacked from different angles because obviously,he had fans 

Surely,the con's had more weight than the pros but just as my impulsive self always did,I made the wrong decision. Again. 

I couldn't apologise. That would be too embarrassing. But hey,he was the one at fault! I could save my ass though by leaving the country. I couldn't risk staying in London...not anymore. 

But what brought me to this life threatening situation with London's most loved on my heels. And how the fuck did I get acquainted with him!? 

It all started four months ago.

Being faced by your bad past isn't friendly at all.

Regina Worth has lived quietly all her life. She wasn't the type to create unnecessary drama unless it involved her best friend,Debbie. And that of course meant the fun type. Everything changes when she meets a new girl,Erin who introduces her to a past she had totally forgotten about despite the nightmares it caused. One she would kill to hide from. What is this big secret of hers and how would it change her life?

He loved power and control. He loved being in charge. He was London's most wealthy and eligible bachelor. But also the guy whose career could go down the drain if Ice opened her goddamn mouth. And just like old times,her name weakened him. Chase hated drama and this girl sure loved making them even when she was unwilling to.

Do you ever wonder what it's like being a supernatural being? or what it's like to have some sort of power or shifting skills unknown to the human species? well for one thing...I don't have to wonder. why you ask? because i am the last descendent of the first great werewolves. and this is how I found out what I was

ERIC'S POV:
" come on Eric...it's not that bad!" my friend joshua exclaims as he points to an abandoned building. i furrowed my eyebrows in disbelief." not bad?! dude this is not only trespassing BUT also breaking and entering...so tell me how the fuck that isn't bad?!!" I slightly yell , clearly getting frustrated.

he sighed and snarled at me before stomping off. I swear he is a bitch sometimes. if he doesn't get what he wants he stomps off and pouts, he is low key worse then the females in my family..and god are they assholes, especially THAT time of month. " seriously? why do you two argue all the time? what's the soul purpose of this petty fucking arguing about something a little civil conversation can take care of???" jasmine said rolling her eyes and continuing to play on her phone.

I rolled my eyes in disgust , knowing she does have a point. I mean why not have a civil human conversation to sort things out with instead of being a pussy pink princess all the time? " jas , do you know the word civil doesn't really exist in his mind?" she looked at me confused and tilted her head a little bit ." and by that you mean what?" she said furrowing her brows." what I'm saying is...he is self observed and doesn't care about no one but his self."

With a blink of an eye , a sting pain has found it's way to my face. before I even began to process what the hell just happened I snapped and I black out .

JOSHUA'S POV:
With an aggravated grunt , I sat down on the tail gate of the truck , hurt yet possibly the only one to blame for all this misfortune to happen. I mean if it wasn't for be trying to pressure Eric into doing something so reckless , that stupid argument wouldn't have came up." what I'm saying is...he is self observed and doesn't care about no one but his self." I heard Eric say. unhappy tears flooded my eyes , spilling over onto my cheeks. 

I cover my cheeks and wipe away the wetness from my face . I then hurt a loud pop , I hurried and quickly got to him to see what happened , only to see jasmine hovering over him , smacking his face nonstop." jasmine what the actual fuck?!" I say jogging to her pushing her off of him." what the fuck were you thinking jas!!" she scoffed." I was protecting your ass!" she said spitting venomous words as she walked away.  

ERIC'S POV:
I held the sore part of my face and look at joshua , seeing his outstretched hand just waiting to be held. I grab his hand with my free as he helps me get up without a problem." Thanks bro" I say hugging him. he nods in response and takes my hugs as a final agreement.

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