Until now I lived in a small town. But I had to move. Why?
I never went to school. I was an outsider ...

First day in the new school
-My mommy.
"No luck, but a miracle I need." I murmured.
A little later ...
The lady went to the desk, left the bag and asked,
-You are our new student, right? Come on.
- My name is Christina Nelson. I think it does not concern you where I come from. They chased away from my old school, because I broke a boy's nose.
All eyes were in me. A girl came into this memo. It looked like an awesome Angel. Her lady signaled to sit.
"Do you want the place to be free?" She asked me.

That's how it all started ...
Love, hopes, dreams, fear ...

Balin school went, as usual, people were whispering again and some were bold enough to say on the face, some people liked my mother's personality. After coming to my dorm I simply felt to see something else I am too much addicted to the GOH show, so today I watched cartoons whole evening and again I got a pop up of the show it was a gossip column, they were headlines about Conrad and Brenda Rauch that how these days they have become close, then they wrote about 80's romance vs today's romance. I twitched my eyebrows. They were comparing them with Sukhwinder and August, no wonder in the morning one girl asked me how my mom was when she was young. In the comment section, most of the people felt that my mom doesn't go near him on her own accord but neither disapproves Kent's approach, below that line the blogger had rounded on the photo of Sukhwinder and Kent where both of them are seen talking and if you look closely the rounded part, Kent was playing with my mom's dupatta (a long scarf). I hit my head against the pillow what the hell they were thinking.
Then on the show, two actors and director of the upcoming Bollywood movie 'Madhya Ratri' came for promotion,  they gave a simple task for fun, they all have to form pairs on their own and create the scene of bride and bridegroom in their own style. Everyone made their own pairs, Conrad paired with Brenda and they both simply just wore the costume and cuddle with each other. Megan Covington being a horror movie director paired with Daniel LIn where she wore a white bridal gown and did the makeup of a zombie and Daniel wore his chef costume, the scene was like this that Daniel is standing with a large spoon and Megan had hugged from behind making the chef scared. Same way Angella Brooks holds her paintbrush and Dilljit Gill took the microphone in his hand, they made a scene where Angella is painting and Dilljit is proposing to her by singing a Punjabi song. Anjali Reddy paired with religious guru Amit D'Souza both played the role of intercultural marriage where Anjali wore a typical Indian bride wearing a red saree and Amit wore a black suit, Vishal Mathur and Amy Calvert both of them wore the gothic style wedding dress and both of them posed on a bicycle, Kent and Sophie Miller paired up both wore normal wedding outfit showing simplicity and elegance, Kento Kimura paired up with Sukhwinder where he dressed as a nerd playing with a dupatta of Sukhwinder, Keiko Nakama paired up with Satomi Toda as lesbian pair, Eito Oguri paired up with Adam Birrel as a gay couple, Peter Kadoje with Benu Mensah as 1 and 0 couple.
The winner of the game was Vishal Mathur and Amy Calvert for their gothic style, while the first runner up was a tie between gay and lesbian couples. As Vishal and Amy won the game they were chosen leaders for the next segment of the next episode.
The comments were nasty towards Japanese artist Keiko and Eito for portraying lesbian and gay couples, especially Keiko got a lot of vulgar comments for being a porn movie producer. Many people even criticized Japanese culture, but there were people who spoke that lesbian and gay couple is reality and it is a good thing they have portrayed them.

Synopsis
“An International reality show where two exes accidentally arrived having their own motives.
One had come for fame and others because of a bet, will they be able to achieve their goals or past emotions will ignite.
Will they overcome their emotions or start a new relationship? 
Let’s follow their journey in the game show where will you be able to see reel and real  romance”
Disclaimer: Credits for the picture goes to my sister. Don't copy without my permission. Don't post my work on other sites.



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Ickapoo is lonely. But to transcend his solitude, angst and alienation, he must learn to love- both temporal beings and the eternal Divine.
Eric Khoo’s Be with me is a meditation on the vulnerability of being in love. All the characters experience love as an absence in some form, an old shopkeeper for mourns his terminally ill wife, two lesbians who have a short lived romance, an obese security guard who longs for a high flying executive but who knows deep down she lies beyond his reach, and Theresa Chan, who is sealed off from the world by her condition of being both blind and deaf but somehow still manages to give love by teaching at a school for the disabled and performing a lot of charity work. It is implied that in our modern urban setting, alienation is more dominant than fulfilling relationships and connections and at the heart of the urban condition is loneliness and loss. But this seems only half the story as the film is illuminated by the presence of Theresa Chan who is by her condition of being blind and deaf unable to experience love but somehow manages in place to be a giver of love to those less fortunate than her.
	The lesbian romance captures the idea of puppy love and the idea that experimentation with homosexuality is a phase which does not last into adulthood. The two teenagers involved do all the romantic things couples are meant to experience- chatting online, going out on dates, making out, shopping, clubbing and generally enjoying the warmth of each other’s company till Samantha falls in love with a male and starts brushing Jackie off. This of course breaks Jackie’s heart as she was truly and deeply in love with Sam. 
However the film does not end the segment on a note of despair as though Sam breaks Jackie’s heart and Jackie attempts suicide, she is shown surviving the suicide though she kills the love lorn security guard in her suicide attempt, perhaps signaling that her time on earth is not up and there are perhaps greater things in store for her beside doomed lesbian relationships, perhaps she will eventually find love with someone who treasures her more, it might even be a man rather than another teenage girl. 
The fact that she kills the security guard however might be an event of divine punishment for his hubris in seeking and longing after things that are out of his reach such as the high flying executive who would probably be stopped cold in fear at the fact that he is stalking her. It is probably a punishment for stalking and an indication that this is an unhealthy thing to do which will probably end up in some kind of crime on the security guard’s part if he continues his habit of stalking her.
Another novel by Winterson examines the lesbian choice. Winterson’s novel Oranges are not the only fruit celebrates the lesbian choice, but does not seem to be mindful of the consequences this choice has for women. Indeed to Winterson it is the authentic choice. But to become a lesbian is to be alienated many times over, from the church, from society, from one’s family, there is a high price to pay for non-conformity, and it seems that Winterson romanticized the liberating thrill of escaping societal norms without considering the high price to be paid for living outside those societal norms. Indeed in her introduction to the book Jeanette Winterson describes herself as living in poverty and extreme decrepitude. 
	She manages to escape this poverty by writing a bestseller that is semi-autobiographical, but how many lesbians can make the same claim to fame and success? The ugly truth is that for most lesbians, they live in shame and secrecy at the fringes of society without the glamour and fame Jeanette Winterson enjoys. Hence while Jeanette Winterson may have successfully escaped a life of slavery to a man, she has chosen a path that is dangerous and unfulfilling for most others who choose it because of the high amount of rejection one faces from society as a consequence of that choice.
	Indeed, Winterson writes that oranges are not the only fruit, meaning that men are not the only choice, but to me it seems that she has exchanged one form of servility for another. Servility to a man might be demeaning, but servility to a woman risks the loss of one’s reputation and respectability as well as rejection by the whole church and all of society.Indeed Winterson does not seem to realize she has just chosen a different master. Her new master is woman rather than man. 
Escaping servility to a man does not necessarily mean escaping servility when one becomes involved with a woman. Indeed, the fear, loathing and rejection with which most of her female lovers treat her with after being confronted by the church shows that she has chosen servility to females at the price of her name and mental health, which is why she is reduced to working in an asylum. So indeed, Jeannette Winterson’s novel does come across as highly political and polemical, but it is also blind to the fact that the alternative she chooses might not be as glamorous as it seems.
Hence Winterson’s novel may be viewed as a diatribe against the hypocrisy of the Christian faith which endorses heterosexual love while profaning homosexual love when heterosexual marriage in Jeannette Winterson’s novel is depicted as something of a sham. Her adoptive parents barely love each other, and the women in the novel are all complaining of the trap that marriage has lulled them into, leading them to marry drunkards and gamblers. At the same time one wonders if Jeannette Winterson, being led by her lesbian politics, has depicted heterosexual marriages fairly. To be sure, not all heterosexual marriages are as dysfunctional as the ones she describes. There are genuinely loving heterosexual families, and men who do not seem to be merely beasts or simply desire sex objects and slaves in their households, yet all this seems glossed over by Winterson in her desire to glorify the lesbian choice.
Jeanette Winterson thus seems to be writing with the political purpose of creating a lesbian utopia, a utopia in which all the men as beasts are expelled from the paradise of women living together with authentic passions. But indeed again, one would highly question if only lesbian passion is authentic passion. To be sure, the high amount of rejection each clandestine lesbian relation ends with ends up with a highly dystopian form of love instead. Winterson’s utopia of lesbian love might be ideal in her eyes, but cannot come into fruition as long as most of society is heterosexual and heteronormative. 
Indeed, Winterson has accurately observed that it is religions like Christianity which uphold the heterosexual norm and oppress the lesbian alternative. But Winterson does not seem to dwell on the consequences for choosing the lesbian alternative, shame, secrecy, rejection, God’s wrath, madness and so on. Living on the fringes of society might be extremely romantic to Winterson, but not all women are willing to pay that price.
Having said that, Winterson has indeed written a compelling critique of the heterosexual norm in societies and the religious orthodoxy that reinforces it. The hollowness of orthodox marriages in the novel in contrast to the fiery passions she finds in the arms of women seems to reinforce the idea that homosexual love is more authentic than heterosexual love. It is also true that because of Biblical scripture, women in heterosexual marriages experience a high degree of subordination to men.
 Women are commanded to bear children and be domestic keepers while men can have all the alcohol and affairs they want while seeming to get away with it, and thus it would not be surprising that Winterson finds women receiving the losing end of the bargain when it comes to marriage. Indeed the very institution of marriage is something of a joke in the Winterson household.
Hence it is this servility to men Jackie and Sam wish to escape in their fling, but perhaps the film Be with Me comments that due to the social stigma that goes with being lesbian, these relationships are unable to last. Jackie and Sam are happy being with each other only when they are alone in each other’s company, but the highlight is that they are alone when they are in each other’s company, shut off from the world and in the meantime stigmatized for being homosexual.Indeed it is not so much a lack of romance that kills the relationship as the stigma which accompanies it and thus making it unsustainable for the long term because society has so much against homosexual relationships.
 While strides in the gay rights movements have legitimized homosexual marriages in some parts of the world, the religious backlash against homosexuality remains strong and will always be at odds because it is scripturally forbidden by most monotheistic religions. The film is not a disapproval of such relationships but a comment that due to the high amount of stigma such relationships suffer, these relationships lead to heartbreak and suicide. The film as such is not a moral condemnation of such relationships but a comment on the high amount of existential difficulties such relationships face.
Perhaps the greatest statement that the film seeks to put forth is that self-serving relationships will always lead to despair. Hence, the lesbians fall out of love when one party loses interest due to preference for a more socially conforming relationship, and the death that stalking a person out of your social reach leads to. However in place of these self-serving relationships is the remarkable story of Theresa Chan who does not so much seek to take love from someone as give love unconditionally even when she is impaired by her circumstances from doing so.
Born blind and death, Theresa Chan’s story is similar to Hellen Keller’s, about the indomitability of the human spirit and the perseverance to overcome all odds despite being physically disabled. The amount of courage and sacrifice that goes into Theresa Chan’s daily living makes the lesbian plot look shallow and insipid in comparison.
 While these two girls selfishly seek romantic fulfilment from each other which is short lived and conditional on maintaining the other party’s interest, Theresa’s bold love for humanity is unconditional and seeks to give where she experiences hardly any from society as a handicapped person. Courageously, Theresa conducts lessons for disabled students and even despite her disabilities does charity work around the world for those less fortunate than herself.
This is the paradox of Christian charity, it gives and takes the place of sin and wrongdoing, in response to wrongdoing, one is told to turn one’s cheek, in response to one’s enemies, one is told to forgive, in response to debts accumulated and owed, one is called to cancel one’s debt and forgive, it is a giving in place of receiving, taking the place of he who has sinned and replacing indebtedness with forgiveness and cancellation of debt. 
While this may seem impossible to worldly eyes, Derrida precisely views Christianity as an impossible religion. As Christianity is essentially an otherworldly and spiritualized religion, it is impossible to conceive of a material Christianity or a Christianity separate from the transcendental beyond that it is essentially premised upon. Derrida’s intervention is not that Christianity is an impossibility but an impossible possible enabled through differance and iterability.
 	Theresa Chan’s life is an embodiment of Christian sacrifice.Perhaps the film’s greatest comment is that true love lies in giving rather than receiving, it is Theresa’s unconditional love of humanity despite her experience of rejection from the world for being handicapped, which is the greatest love of all.
It is the impossibility of Christ’s incarnation and forgiveness of sins that makes the law possible as Christ came to fulfil the law rather than to defeat it. Derrida’s injunction to forgive the unforgiveable and move into a Derridean third space of thinking the impossible forgiveness of sins and holding one accountable to the death penalty for transgressions committed is an extension of his meditations on hospitality and forgiveness, extending Christian charity, forgiveness and hospitality as a move that exceeds the law and exceeds the thinking of the possible but it is precisely this impossibility of grace, mercy,Christian charity and forgiveness which makes the law possible just as the exception is necessary to thinking the rule.
Hence perhaps Theresa’s greatest gift is forgiving those around her and extending hospitality to those around her where she has experienced rejection and cruelty. As a citizen of God rather than of the world, Theresa extends charity to those around her regardless of her own circumstances and gives where she hardly receives. This is much akin to Christ’s act of giving sacrificially of his own life for atoning our sins without receiving anything in return but mockery and scorn instead. Hence perhaps the greatest statement of the film is that love is a gift which should not expect anything in return and be unconditional.
Thus Ickapoo could relate to Others by loving them, giving, forgiving even without receiving any love in return. Give without hope of profit, love without reciprocity or conditionality.

It was the year 2046. In the distant and faraway planet or Yr lived a lonely alien named Ickapoo. It had no friends as all its species had been vanquished from a meteor storm. In its solitude and misery it pined for a companion.
Yr was a bare and inhospitable planet. With winds blowing at 150 km an hour, it was virtually impossible to see past the blizzard and storm. Ickapoo yearned for friends and company. Many a time he fiddled with his transistor radio, sending out messages and hoping for a response. He sent fire launchers and rockets into space, hoping that some space traveler would find out about his existence. Ickapoo was an alienated alien. In the same way humans wondered whether we were the only species to inhabit the universe, Ickapoo felt estranged and isolated from the rest of the cosmos.  Join Ickapoo on his escapades across galaxies and worlds in search of company.
Ickapoo the lonely Alien, 2046 is created by Chung Chin-Yi , an eGlobal Creative Publishing Signed Author

11:42 am
Oh. My. God.
Lots of things have happend and one thing in particular that i am very happy about.
So thing is that I confessed to my crush just yesterday. And turns out she likes be back in return! Yes, I am a lesbian. I love this girl with all my heart and so does she. Now I just can't stand it. COVID is putting so much distance between us and it is so fucking hard. I haven't seen or heard her in 9 fucking months. *insert_me_whining But no matter what happens, I will always love her. I am literally checking my messages every 2 mins to see if she texted me. 
Quote Zelan from Freaking Romance in Webtoons, "You can push me a mile away, I'll run to you always. Put us universes apart, I'll still find you somehow".
[A/N: GO read it now! I love this story sososo much! You can find it in the Romance section]
But one thing I worry is that I hope our parents will accept us. I know most LGBTQ+ communities support people like us, but I just our families accepts us. Currently we re keeping this a secret for now until we fell that we can tell our parents.
A/N: I hoped u guys like this chapter! Yes this part is true for me. :D
 I will try to update often but sorry if I update late            I <3 luv     ;3

~"I want the weight of my shoulders lifted, the lid on a closed jar opened."~
The diary of a girl in this time period experiencing difficulties in life. Her story is here, waiting to be read. 
A/N: Just saying guys, this story is made up. And pls read at ur own risk. There is some violence involved, but not a lot. Also this story will be like u r the one experiencing all of this. So when I type 'y/n' it means your name. Others: e/c - eye color; h/c - hair color. [i will add more here as the story goes on] Yet I will write the story as in "I" perspective.

⚠️ 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 ⚠️

•  Thoughts of self harm / suicide

•  Homosexual relationships / lesbian romance

•  Graphic violence / gore

•  Smoking / drinking

•  Romantic / sexual scenes

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→  I can't put an age limit on maturity, but if you feel uncomfortable with any of these topics, please visit a different profile !    I understand if this book is not the right one for you c:

I curled into her arms, shifting my body to be against hers. My nose grazed the soft, warm skin of her throat, and I hummed at the sound of her blood pulsing against my lips. I planted a gentle kiss under her jaw, and she inhaled sharply at my touch. I grinned.

"Not so quiet now, hmm?"


Cat from the Book told its story yet it could not help but glance at Fina with unstoppable love. It sometimes moved its body around. Its fur was as white and soft as snow. If it was a normal cat, Zhang Zian was sure that thousands of cats would fall in love with it… well, maybe not, because its name sounded like an imaginative Elfin. 
After hearing its story, Zhang Zian felt sorry for its owner. What an experience to be loved by a lesbian cat! She had to pretend to be lesbian to increase the cat's friendliness… Oh no… Maybe she wasn't faking it. She could be bisexual. Or maybe she thought she liked girls and then her Mr. Right showed up and she realized she was wrong.
This Cat from the Book was 100% lesbian because it left its owner after finding out that she fell in love with a man. Although it was only a thought, Zhang Zian felt that he was getting a hint. 
Also, Zhang Zian realized something he never thought of – Elfins didn't belong to a certain owner. They had their own wishes and willpower. Reaching a certain friendliness didn't necessarily mean a secured relationship. The pet could choose to leave if it wanted. 
Cat from the Book was impatient, "Are you done questioning me? Get out of my way, stupid!"
"Nope, I am not done yet." Zhang Zian pointed at the area it was laying on and it contained lots of luxurious items, "Did you have those cats steal these expensive items?"
"Yup. So what?" Cat from the Book obviously didn't feel ashamed.
"Stealing is what bad kids do!" Galaxy interrupted. 
"Bad kids?" Cat from the Book raised its head and giggled, "I am not a kid!"
Zhang Zian started thinking about how to handle the stolen goods. At first he thought there was a person behind the crime so he was prepared to report that person. Now the story just didn't go along with his imagination. What should he do with this Elfin?
"Why did you steal those things?" he asked again. 
"Why?! There is no why! I like them! I had nothing to do!" It turned around to look at those normal cats laying on the ground. "I like it when other cats get jealous and fight for me. What is it now?"
Zhang Zian was shocked. Fight against each other for jealousy?
Now he understood. Cat from the Book was not as powerful as Fina, who could command all the cats. It used the love from other cats to steal for its benefit… However, this cat was smart to use human's love towards cats so the cats could steal anything, anywhere they wanted. 
Zhang Zian thought about it over and over. He knew that this elfin could not be reported to Captain Sheng. He had to lie about it, otherwise the whole secret of the Pet Hunter game could no longer be kept. 
He wanted to negotiate with the cat, "Well, those items are of no use to you. Why don't you return them to the original owner? I will let you go as long as you do that and pretend we have never met. The cops are coming pretty soon. If you stay, I don't know what they are going to do to you."
Cat from the Book stretched its neck and found that Fina was staring at the shiny jewelry. It immediately knew that Fina liked the jewelry so it said gently, "My Queen, do you know why I collect them?"
Fina looked at it, confused, "So you also like shiny things?"
"Shiny things?" Cat from the Book smiled blinking its eyes, "You are the shiniest thing to me!"
Oh no!
Zhang Zian couldn't help but laugh. He knew that it was a miss for Cat from the Book. Honestly, its words were as sweet as honey, but Fina didn't like girls. If Cat from the Book admitted to liking shiny things, it might have a word with Fina. 
"Screw you! Why are you laughing? Did you see the romance going on?" Cat from the Book stared at him angrily. It was still pretty even-keeled when it was mad. 
"What romance? I only see that Fina isn't interested in you," he said. "Stop your daydreaming."
Cat from the Book raised one paw to scare him and then said to Fina, "My Queen, if you like those things, I will give them all to you. I am willing to devote myself to you forever and ever."
"Excuse me, those are not your things. I have to return them to the original owners," Zhang Zian interrupted. 
"Why? These are presents for my beloved Queen," Cat from the Book didn't like his idea. 
Fina looked at the shiny jewelry again. It was moved. 
"My Queen, please take them!" Cat from the Book once again persuaded Fina. 
"No! This is ill-gotten wealth," Zhang Zian said seriously, "People love money but get it in a good way. I love money but I will never steal. You stole all these from other people… in other words, these are all used items. Fina, you don't like used stuff, do you?"
Fina paused and showed disgust towards the jewelry, "Are they all used?"
Zhang Zian relaxed. He hit the nail on the head. 
Fina was a neat-freak and didn't like used stuff. It could not share anything with anyone, including its food and water bowls. It was willing to accept the diamond ring from the store because the sales rep handled the ring with gloves on and didn't touch it. Otherwise, it wouldn't take it. 
Cat from the Book was astonished. It glanced at Zhang Zian angrily and then spoke softly, "My Queen…"
"Stop it!" Fina said proudly, "I don't like used stuff. Get them out of my way!"
Cat from the Book was scared. It kept begging, "My Queen, please! Please give me one more chance! I will…"
"Cut it out." Zhang Zian interrupted it and said, "Fina loves shiny things but not all of them. Things like this, ill-gotten wealth, is too dirty for Fina's honorable status."
Old Time Tea nodded. Zhang Zian only had had the b*tchy bird for a few days, but it had already learned well how to lick Fina's shoes.
Fina was happy, "That is right. I love shiny things, but not all of them."
Cat from the Book was even more confused. 
Zhang Zian continued, "All in all, Fina won't take this jewelry and you don't like them. Just leave!"
Cat from the Book thought for a second and said, "I am not going anywhere. I will follow My Queen wherever it goes."



1. Download a suspicious game
2. Catch a few magical pets as partners
3. Go through interesting daily routines and lead the pet shop to a whole new level

I won't be putting any of my work on here anymore this is the only book that I will leave displayed. That is all I am saying on here if you wish to find my books, well, guess you better get to looking because I am not doing this anymore of people putting me down because of what I choose to write and how they feel doesn't make them comfortable. Until you have written stories and published them then you don't need to be attacking writers. I dare you to put ****, bullies, mental health and more in books. My story are what I make of them. But, I am not doing it anymore for this site. 
Thank you to those that have read my books and the continuous support. 
Amber M. Kestner Author of Lesbian Romance/Fantasy Fiction

A time and place for a new spark of romance. Amber felt lonely when she lost her wife Sarah to cancer. That all changed when she met this redheaded woman Natalie that brought everything pure light into their new found life. Amber suffers a lot of problems that leads to Natalie being unsure and where she would stand in Amber's life. Until they are both met with one big problem, Sarah is alive and is on the verge to ruin everything both Amber and Natalie have worked for to stay together. 

Love, Lie, and Trust are built into this book as we discover what lies ahead for our ladies on this wild adventure into the Country.

"Hm~! Hm~!"

A humming sound could be heard. It's cheerful and happy, sounds like someone singing something. While sitting and the table being tapped by someone finger, as a smile curved on the figure lips. We can see the figure looks closely, it's become clear.

She is breathtakingly beautiful with long and shiny black hairs and large sapphire blue eyes. Her skin is spotlessly fair and her height is tall with a straight and disciplined body posture. Even her figure is curvaceous with huge, heavy-looking breasts which are covered by her white sundress and juicy looking round and meaty butt giving out its shape under her dress.

Some men lock their eyes to her. She became men attention, which she barely notice and still focus on what she's currently doing. Her soft yet little fingers swipe her smartphone layer, few times she shows different face but most is affection. The weather is currently good, no gloomy clouds that gather in the sky, make the sun able to shine bright, although it's not so hot. Accompanied by her black coffee, she's currently busy and focuses about reading; yes, a book. It's an e-book also known as a digital book.

Many men in this café have pervert smile, it is shown on their face as they look at the heavy-looking breasts, beautiful face and skin, also her juicy looking round and meaty butt. Some of the women, maybe girlfriend or wife, jealous because of the look their men give to the women. Because she is eye-catching by them.

Swipe-swipe-swipe.

She keeps swipe her smartphone, but slowly and not in rush. The women try to take her time and enjoy the free Wi-Fi that's provided by the café. This place is café that specializes in coffee, also a bread. Coffee without bread? It's like asking tea without sugar. For a policeman, they enjoy coffee with a donut, because the bitterness of coffee is a perfect match with the sweetness of donuts.

"Ah… so interesting."

She finished, she's done with the book she's read. And placed down for a while her smartphone while drinking her coffee again. It's bitter but she's like it, consider it as adult flavor.
Stopped drinking, she sighs in a disappointed face.

"Drama and conflict… why there is always exists those two in romance? Even in yuri…"

She always annoyed and disappointed with that fact. For her, that two must be removed, its existence should perish and doesn't dare to come back again. She knows it to make the story more interesting and their relationship is good, but she just really care about the girls' interaction, like their moments alone. She's like yuri or lesbian relationship, she also likes girl.

'Although I have to hide it… lesbian is considered as a mental disorder, disease or anything.'

It's hurt. She felt it, her freedom to love is only limited to men, to her opposite sex, not the same. People will saw it as a disease or mental disorder, they will have disgusted or pity look on their face. Most will against it, they will oppose.

Only fiction that makes her felt alive. It's just like… she saved because of that.

At the moment she's turned ten, her view changed. Her romance or love interest isn't a man anymore. She's not feel anything romantic towards them. It's not her fault to begin with. She's just like everyone, she is the victim in here. She began to develop a romantic feeling towards a girl when ten years old. She saw them not just as a friend but potential love interest.

What's more, she influenced too by manga. Capitalism products of Japanese people. That… thing, success corrupt her more into this degree. Although she can't be seen like typical otaku and she's not fujoshi, people who like a man-to-man relationship, she's into woman-to-woman only. Her taste will never change, except before she turned ten.

She isn't very otaku-like. Maybe her looks from outside are considered as… riajuu? Yeah, something like that. And also, she's not pure, not one hundred percent pure as she sometimes read adult or mature manga that contain girl love or GL. People, especially the otaku, may mistake her as one of that so-called riajuu.

'But unfortunately not.'

A chibi imaginary image of her sticking out her tongue with a childish and joking manner appear.

She just hopes that the rule of this country is changed. Allows LGBT and she can marry the same sex. Some people, mostly otaku, says that yuri or lesbi is the purest form of love and she believes that but not too extreme like… "OMG! Those girls are 5 feet near each other, that means they're in love!", yeah. That. She's not like that.

She doesn't dislike or hate men but can't saw them as a love interest or romantical figure. If she hates men, that means she hates her father, cousin, and family. She not have a problem to talk or interact with them but just not see them like a normal girl does.

Finishing her coffee, she then stands up from her chair and walks away from the café, of course after paying the coffee she drinks and go somewhere. She doesn't care very much about the gaze of the men, as long they didn't try anything to harm her, she's fine with it. If that happens, she just can do self-defense act and report it to guard or police near her location.

She's not weak, that makes her always seek help or being helped by others. If she thinks it something she can't handle, then she will give it to the person who can handle it.

Although she loves yuri stuff, she also loves normal stuff other than yuri. Recently, she's quite hooked to an anime, romance and harem that called 'Saekano: How to Raise a Boring Girlfriend' or in Japanese is called 'Saenai Hiroin no Sodatekata'. It's a slice of life, school, harem and romance series.

"Megumi is very cute… although she is like a ninja because has a low presence."

Katou Megumi, the main heroine of Saekano, she is like her. She considers her as a favorite character and maybe… waifu? Yeah, that otaku term. She using that term too and consider Megumi as her waifu, one of hers. She has a lot of waifu. She's really like Izayoi Miku from Date A Live that loves a girl and want to make a harem of girls.

She quite like Megumi despite her lack of presence and considered as an ordinary girl, unlike Kasumigaoka Utaha or Sawamura Spencer Eriri, which is different than her and designed as stand-out characters. Also, these two have amazing talent, it's cliché settings. And moreover, Megumi is a kind and soft-spoken girl that wants the best for others. That's why she likes that and she's beautiful and cute despite supposed to be ordinary.

Moving on from that, she also loves Tsugumi Seishirou and Onodera Kosaki. Seishirou moe-gap is good despite she's have mixed tsundere-sadist? personality. Kosaki is like Megumi but very sweet girl and the one who can be ideal wife all of Nisekoi's heroines. There are many female characters of anime she loves, too many and somehow she has to write it down on a note or something similar like that.

Arrived at her own house, she's softly open the door handle and go inside. Despite living alone, she able to support herself to this extends. Her job or occupation gives her high salary and she's quite multi-talented, after all. But not to the extends of worthy being called genius. Hardworking is one of the things she always does.

Her paying is quite stable for these past years. Also, because she has two occupations. One is illustrator and writer of a book. Because of that, she able to become a freelance illustrator, light novelist, and mangaka. Fortunately, her light novelist and mangaka date, meeting or deadline, don't collide to each other. Her editors knew it well, so they offer her a time when she at least can be free.

Some people may think that a person who's work as these three will have lazy, unattracted, dull, and has a bad atmosphere. Turn out, they are wrong. She knew that and have to keep her own body, her appearance, so people will at least believe what she said. People said, "To gain more trust, a good look is necessary,"… because that's common sense.

Besides, what kind of person that wants to give someone a bad impression? There is none. Only a fool and a dense person who will do that. They aren't aware of their surroundings and their quality. A businessman always does this and that's why they always put on a description that they need someone with a unique or interesting look and maybe well dressed.

"Well-behaved is must if you want to start a business."

Not only in business, but you can also apply it too in everyday life. Have good manner and appearance, it's a jackpot. The path of success will be closer than you've ever thought. Carrier and life, it will become a success if someone learned to be well mannered and has a good appearance.

But asides from that, she's a bit satisfied with her current life. She has a good relationship with her friends, nothing wrong with that. She also got some good connections, acquaintances and has a good relationship with her family. People may call her a perfect woman and envy of her life, they wish that she want to replace her position with them.

Dumping herself to the sofa, she lazes around and turns on the TV.

'I wonder, what interesting thing inside the TV?'

"Harem King? You want to become Harem King without bang your harem members? Heh, better you watch out or I will steal your harem to be mine, because I will be Harem Queen! Only women is allowed to my harem!"

Given a chance by some Random Goddess that introduce herself as Goddess of Women, she call herself Lily, and then she offers a chance to someone who's already filled the survey that being provided by her company; which is Divine Company.

With the ability that she got and the chance she have, she will enjoy her new life without trouble and can relax with her harem in her laid-back lifestyle!

Trouble come to her? She will blast them away! C'mon, you do not dare do that to me!

P.S: This is trash and porn or sex story for real! Really bro, I'm not kidding and you can leave this if you're not like it. I'm not lying this time.

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This is a work of fiction that draws heavily upon various anime. Please support the official release and know I claim no ownership or credit regarding the existence of pre-existing characters or content.

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Okay, I will use this lame excuse. English is not my native language and I'm from Indonesia, so expect the bad grammar as I already edit it with grammarly free version since I'm still student and not working to able affords such luxury.

This applies to all my novels.

The Ds-professional love is a detective series formed around different parts of the world but mainly the United states of America in the city of Los Angeles..

Its though a love stories in a lesfic genre but yet a thriller with a mystery to solve around the many.

This book will be published in series. Each season a book of it's own.


Character mining

The Ds-professional love is about a lesbian detective Jessica carriewhite whose family was murdered by franklin moonlight during her time serving in the military. She then returns forcing her way into the los angeles police were she is hired as a homicide detective to solve whodunnit cases yet her aim is to find the murderer moonlight whose Identity is a mystery.

During her work with the Los Angeles police, she meets a lady forensic Science specialist Vivana Carter whose curiosity about Jessica's plan led a bad start with there relationship and threatened any chances of getting along at all in there work together.  A problem when  Jessica been assigned to work with Vivana who can hardly be kept a secret from.


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This book series evolves around crime.... and supernatural.

All rights of it are reserved to the author.

all copy rights are completely reserved.

not images, videos or screen shots are to be taken out of this book unless authorised otherwise.

Its atotal Lgbt relation and if you find yourself uncomfortable reading it. Then please just dismiss.

Little erotic and little romance to it.

The Ds-professional love is about a lesbain detective Jessica carriewhite whose family was murdered by franklin moonlight during her time serving in the military. She then returns  forcing  her way into the los angeles police were she is hired as a homicide detective to solve murder cases yet her aim is to find the murderer moonlight whose Identity is a mystery. 

During her work with the Los Angeles police, she meets a lady forensic Science specialist Vivana Carter whose curiosity about Jessica's plan led a bad start with there relationship and threatened any chances of getting along at all in there work together yet Jessica being assigned to work with Vivana who can hardly be kept a secret from. 

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