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Guys are you very negative thinker 
Because I am .....

Im Raia Franchesca Quijano,  18 years of Existence in ARMY. 

Past: 
I am really an army. It started when I was literally 9 years old. My sister and I hang-out everyday. We are watching TV  and I don't know what she's watching so  you will expect that I will be asking what she's watching. 
She told me "This is Kpop Raia. " 
I told her "Oh what is Kpop? "
"K-pop (abbreviation of Korean pop; Hangul: 케이팝) is a genre of popular music originating in South Korea" She told me. 
Then I asked her "How many groups are they? "
She told me "They are so many!  They have boy groups ang girl groups. "
Then she showed me some groups. 
I said to her "They are all good looking! "
My sister like EXO but the one that I fell
inlove with is BTS because they are good looking and the fact that they all have great performance at stage. 
I ship them to blackpink so I call them Bangpink. That's when I started to be an Army.  I collect Albums, pictures of them,  downloading videos of them at my phone, my laptop and my room is filled with pictures of them. BTS is my inspiration at school and at home. 

I remembered when they have new songs and album. I will save money and put it on my piggybank. When Im in school I always drink water because I don't want to buy some snacks. To save money. When I go back at home I do all my chores when Im done I will watch some of their videos.  My bias is Jungkook. He is my bias because he's good looking, a good singer and a good dancer but I love all of them. 
To Reality: 
Im working to My Cafe called Bangtan Cafe. It's not successful because I have 3 little brothers to take care off. My mom is now dead and my Dad left us. My sister is working abroad. We are left here. My 3 little brothers are triplets. They are at school. My life is so tough but I didn't give up. I work Monday to Friday and I have sidelines too. My hardwork is worth it because my cafe became famous. My brothers are all graduated.That's all because BTS inspired me. My brothers full fil their dreams and now I will full fil my dream to go to South korea. Meet BTS and this is every fans dreams. 
 Meeting BTS is my dreams and not only me but all the Armys are. So for all the Armys support BTS. Be positive and don't be negative. Back then IM always negative but my sister said to me "You can't full fil your dreams if you're always negative" when she said that I changed to negative to positive. I guessed people change. There's nothing wrong to have a dream. All people have dreams. Be hardworking, when you are at school study hard and if you are at work ,work hard. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. 
The End

Raia Franchesca Quijano
Sister
3 little brothers
BTS members: 
V 
Jungkook
Rap monster
Suga
J-hope
Jin
Jimin



I love being alone, but sometimes I love being around people. Especially if it's people that make me feel loved and that aren't around to judge me. I am not going to lie, sometimes what people say to me and about me still affects me. But not the way it used to in the past. I am learning how to stop letting negative people have a say in my life. Yes everyone adds to my life, good and bad. But I have learnt to appreciate life more now and to stop looking down on myself. Too many times we are affected by the negativity of this world. And day by day there will always be negative moments, but you can still turn those moments into positive learning achievements. I used to be so suicidal when I was younger because I was so easily affected by what people said and what they wanted for me. I remember how one of my aunts tried to get the other one to support my business when I just started out as a nail technician trying to make money while doing what I love. 

Guess what her reply was? "No I only go to professionals." Thank you aunty dearest, because of the comment you made I pushed myself really hard and went for a nail course and got my certificates. And today I am a qualified nail technician with her own business. . . Yes I am not where I would like to be yet, But I am working on it on a daily basis. And even though there are always going to be challenges. At least I have something that is mine and I don't have to depend on anyone to give me money. I go out there and I achieve my dreams with the people who are willing to support me. I would like to say to everyone out there who is afraid of achieving their dreams because of someone who is in their lives who always has something negative to say, we all have our weaknesses. But you need to stay strong and prove to yourself that you can do whatever you set your mind to. 

The internet is so advanced these days, do a lot of research and study as much as you can. Find something you love and go out there and achieve it. No matter how small or impossible it may seem. Don't let anyone determine your future for you, only you have the power to stop yourself. Too many times I have met youngsters who have so much potential but are scared to go out there and chase their dreams. Don't stop until you are where YOU want to be. Life is too short to sell yourself short. . .

This is a true life story about all the challenges one faces in life told by a 27 year old woman. Everything from family issues, to relationship stress. Depression and dealing with work related anxiety. How God stepped into her life and sent her a partner who she shares he story with. Although she still faces challenges in life, she now has someone who motivates her to stay strong and to always put God first in everything that she does.

Proverb Expansion TRUST YOURSELF TO GET SUCCESS To achieve your goals and get success, you must believe and trust in yourself. Unless you belief and trust yourself, true success may not happen for you. Most people fail in life because they don't trust themselves. They have made many resolutions and set up many goals that failed and so become disappointed. They listen to the pessimistic opinions of their family members and friends. Stay away from negative people who enjoy telling you all the time why you'll never succeed. Seek and associate with positive people who have the same ambitions in life like you do. Think about both sides of everything before doing it. Have big dreams. Let your imagination soar high to the blue sky. No matter what happens to you in life, don't give up on yourself. Never give up on your dreams and aspirations. Some dreams may take a short time to become a reality while others may take a long time, but all the same they will come true someday, if you keep moving on. One becomes what one dreams to be, only if one can be persistently diligent and determined. Self belief and self-efficacy are the two most basic elements for one to move forward.

This book is a collection of inspirational quotes and passages on success .

What are dreams? The question we always ask ourselves. Can they come true like in the movies or fantasy? Can we have more than one girl or can we have superpowers that can make us cool or just all above? Dreams are something that can make you escape reality itself and create your own world but what if you have limits to your dreams. It Sounds crazy to believe in something that is imaginary.
     Amber Wave is a young light-skin girl that is a regular high school teenager that struggles with everyday life like every other teenager. The year 2040. One day Amber's world was changed but she wasn't the only one that had their life change but she had gathered her dreams and nightmare together. 
     The Goddess of dreams and play had created a world for people that dream and enjoy life as they know it and dream of anything that doesn't exist in real life and their fear is nowhere to be found but there are play cards that they are given to four people that is blessed by the goddess of dreams and play.
     These cards can give the cardholder ability that only works in their dreams by them activating it but there is no limit but it is the negative effect that will happen during the effects of the cards. Nightmares will be unleashed if they overuse their cards and then they will have to face their nightmares head on.
   If they survive the nightmare then their fear will be overcome and if they don't face their fear then they will die.
  The dream world is connected to another realm and so people can live in the dream world as a superhero or a rich man and something as a higher being.
  This is a life that people would want to live and call the life but as the dream world being able to accept people every day it has to be overrun and the eight cards of the 52 cards of the deck had been pass on from person to person but only one had their card when they were just ten years old.
  That person today is still in the dream world and hoping to find the reason why people run away from their fear. This is a story about dream vs reality and magic vs science.

What are dreams? The question we always ask ourselves. Can they come true like in the movies or fantasy? Can we have more than one girl or can we have superpowers that can make us cool or just all above? Dreams are something that can make you escape reality itself and create your own world but what if you have limits to your dreams. It Sounds crazy to believe in something that is imaginary.

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This isn't a romance novel it is a adventure novel.
I don't know why but it won't change?

We are people with dreams and goals in life. We face people with a smiling face like we have no problems, but in life, it's not just happy times, even when reaching for our dreams and goals in life, we will face hardships or what we call obstacles. Obstacles are something that makes it difficult to do something or blocks your path. We face obstacles, in life, when facing our dreams and some dreams are not easy to achieve, you need to shed blood, sweat, and tears, achieving your goals in life can be a bumpy ride, but it's so good if you will overcome it and just like smooth sailing to you if you will achieve overcoming it. Life has its ups and downs. It's not that easy. It's not a rolling stone as if you are a happy-go-lucky person.
As a student, we face lots of obstacles. We might feel sadness, anger, and all the emotions we might experience during the process, and this could disrupt when overcoming obstacles. It's normal to feel that way because sometimes it makes us frustrated but does not think of giving up. Giving up is like giving up all your dreams and goals. Giving up is not the best decision because it only means that you are weak, but some person does not define giving up as weak, but, they just can't handle the hardships. I've experienced a lot of obstacles in my life as a student. In Senior High School (grade 12), making a thesis is the worst because you have a lack of sleep, and all your members are struggling, but for me, I'm not good at making a thesis, but I managed to find ways on how to make it. We defended it in front of the principal and our teachers, they approved it, and when we're done defending our side, it feels great and I can breathe calmly because it's done and I graduated from Senior High with flying colors, but not all obstacles have the meaning "not giving up"  there are times that we need to give up because of some particular reasons. When I was in 1st-year college, I studied Industrial Engineering. My goal is to become an engineer someday, but things got complicated, I face lots of obstacles in the process, I heard voices in my head saying I should give up, I made a self-assessment of myself and I've come to a decision that I would give up engineering because it's not good if I continue, it's not good in my mental health because I say a lot of negative thoughts already, I cannot take it anymore that's why I decided to give up and shift to another course. Now, I'm fulfilling my decision of becoming a Psychometrician and hopefully become a Psychologist one day, in God's plan.
When facing obstacles, you need to:
·         Accept your emotions. It's normal to feel emotions, but accepting it is good. Just unwind, go to a place where you can soothe all your emotions. This method is to let your emotions stop you from doing anything bad and negative.
·         Acceptance. We have goals, but we need to accept facing obstacles in the process.
·         Think of possibilities. Sometimes our mind would tell us to quit or do something that is not good but think of ways that would beat those negativities.
·         Seek meaning. When facing difficulties, seek meaning you can question yourself and think that there's a meaning to your obstacles.
·         Asking for the opinion of others. It's good because you are open in telling your obstacles to others, and maybe by telling it to them, that can help you in overcoming it.
·         One step at a time. Facing obstacles, it's not that you will achieve it immediately, you will go to the top, but take one step at a time, slowly overcome it, it's like walking a staircase, step-by-step.
·         Tell yourself that mistakes are normal
·         Re-evaluate. Sometimes we might change our plans, but it's good because you have another caught up in mind, which is better than the first one.
When facing obstacles, we need also to take care of our mental health because it's connected. Some people are having a hard time coping up and overcoming it that they can't control their emotions, and that could lead to a mental disorder, and we don't want that to happen. They develop a mental disorder probably because they can't handle the frustrations and hardships. Some have suicidal thoughts already. It's best if they would try to open up with other people. I think it would be good. Their parents should monitor them, ask them how their day today was. Mental health has a large impact, mostly on teenagers today because of stress, anxieties, and pressure, but just remind yourself all the time to not give up and be positive all the time.
Some people see their obstacles as a stepping stone towards success. Just take one step at a time, slowly but surely, and it's like a staircase for them to step on level 1 up to their goals and achievements in life.
Obstacles are in our nature. We face it in our lives, we need it because life does not just up, and we need downs to go up. Accepting failures and mistakes are important also in our emotions, and also accept that there are obstacles that we might face when it comes to achieving our goals. Do not be taunted by fear because fear can also disrupt our dreams. It also blocks our path in achieving it. It's ok to face obstacles on your own, but don't hesitate to seek guidance from others. Be open to them. Obstacles are just challenges in our life. We need to face it and overcome it.
 
"Obstacles are those frightful you see when you take your eyes off your goal,"
                                                                                                                     -Henry Ford
"Obstacles are designed to make you stronger. Only the weak avoid them,"
                                                                                                         -PictureQuotes.com
"Obstacles can be your launching point to propel you,"
                                                                                                           -www.wow4u.com

This book is about my life.
 In this book, it tackles about facing different stages of life. It's not mostly about my life but anyone can relate to what I wrote in the book. 
It's about who you are, saying what you feel, and being real and honest.

She resolved to confront him. She had decided to tell him about how she felt. She would tell him that she had a dream last night. A vivid dream in which she precisely saw someone and felt as if it was real. This dream was unusual. Never before had she seen anyone particular in her dreams. Even her parents had been a shadow in those dreams. But this time, she saw him. He, who was so real, so lifelike. His presence was so realistic in that dream that she had no other option but to believe it to be real. She saw him standing there and beckoning her. How could she not follow that strong lure? As if the pull was a complusion, a drive. Something she could not evade. Then suddenly with a jerk, she woke up. She shook her head, amazed by the details she could recall about the dream. Even this was new to her. She could hardly ever remember her dreams next morning, but this dream stuck to her as if it was recurrent.

She braced herself, and gathered up her courage to face him today and tell him about her feelings. Maybe she would lose him, but she could not justify herself without expressing her emotions. She got ready, picked up her bag and headed towards the office. Today was the day to confess a lot of things. Her heart thundered as if it had to rush and complete its remaining heartbeats before the outcome of the revelation. It had doubts whether or not it would be able to beat if the outcome was negative. With all the courage she could muster, she opened the door to his cabin. There he stood by the glass window, looking lost in some thought of his own.

Xie Yuansheng took his car and drove all the way to Luciano's house. The drive that should have taken half an hour was finished within twenty minutes. Xie Yuansheng made the driver sit on the back seat of the car and poor one was rolling around as the car turned through various streets. He was hoping to reach in one piece and cursing the person who made his master drive in such worry. 

When Xie Yuansheng reached Luciano's house, he parked the car at a distance and saw that Feng Xinying's car was parked right in front of Luciano's house. He got out of the car and stood with his one foot inside and one outside. He leaned against the door, took out his Ray Bans and started tapping them on his thigh. He wanted to barge in through the front door and drag Feng Xinying out of that place but he refrained himself to a great extent. He remembered that in his past life, she used to go and meet Luciano, as they were great friends. However, she wasn't so attracted to Luciano this time, so why did she have to speak a lie to him and come to meet him. What would she be doing at this time? 

He started thinking all the negative issues that were once only a small fraction of their relationship. Those negative memories started overwhelming his positive experiences and he began to think that she was perhaps again betraying him. All the promises and dreams that he was weaving with her during the past few days seemed to pan out. All his insecurities, fear and jealousy returned in those five minutes he was standing there. He felt insecure and scared that she still wanted to be with her. He thought that she wasn't over her and that she would fall into her old relationship with him. Was there sexual tension again between them? It had started to really make him crazy. 

He started thinking all those negative issues that were once only a small fraction of their relationship. Those negative memories started overwhelming his positive experiences and he began to think that she was perhaps again betraying him. All the promises and dreams that he was weaving with her during the past few days seemed to pan out. All his insecurities, fear and jealousy returned in those five minutes he was standing there. He felt insecure and scared that she still wanted to be with him. He thought that she wasn't over her and that she would fall into her old relationship with him that he had witnessed in his past life. Was their sexual tension again between them? It had started to make him crazy.

The thoughts were so agonizing that he wanted to see what was happening inside. While thinking he got an idea and contacted his top IT guy. He sat inside his car and waited. Within the next five minutes, his IT guy hacked into the CCTV of Luciano's home and gave the control to Xie Yuansheng. 

Xie Yuansheng started scanning as to what was going inside. He could see some servants walking around with trays full of food and exotic desserts to a room. Were they going to the bedroom? He felt nervous. However, they turned to the living room where he saw Feng Xinying sitting on a sofa right across Luciano. The servants kept the food in front of them and went away. Xie Yuansheng focused the camera on her. 

When Feng Xinying received the call from Luciano, she was uncomfortable. Even though Luciano had helped her tremendously during her modeling career, it was time that she asked him to stop contacting her. 

Once the servants went away, she said, "Luciano, I don't see that you are ill, why did you call me?"

"Baby doll, I haven't seen you from such a long time and I was missing you. You wouldn't have come otherwise. I am happy that you came to meet me as soon as you heard that I was ill," he replied. 

"Even if you hadn't lied to me and spoken the truth, I would have come," she replied. 

Luciano was ecstatic. "Really! Aw, my baby doll still loves me!" he exclaimed sitting upright and clasping his hands. I knew that you would have come to see me. After all we have very deep connect that goes long back in time and beyond words. We are friends forever. I think we just miss each other a lot, isn't it baby doll?" 

As soon as he finished saying that, suddenly, the speakers of his music system started blasting very loud music, which was song from latest movie. Luciano looked at the music system and the ear-piercing music coming out of it. 

"You cannot steal my girl
I will kill you for that
You cannot steal my girl
I will kill you for that

Your time will never come
You will succumb"

Luciano was shocked. The song was such an anti climax to his current love profess. He was in an extremely awkward position. How could his music system play that kind of a song? He was a man of extremely refined taste as far as music was concerned and he stuck to playing classical instrumental but the song that was blasting out of his system was so bad that he sprang up from his sofa and lowered the volume. Confused as to how could this song even play, he again changed the setting to soft music at a low volume just enough for a romantic time with Feng Xinying. 

He sat back on the sofa with a nervous smile and said, "Perhaps some bug is there in the system. I don't like that kind of music." Then he paused and said, "What were you saying darling?"  

Feng Xinying cringed at "darling". "Luciano, I came here to say that I don't want to see you anymore. Next time don't call me. This is the last time I have come to even meet you."

Luciano's face fell. "What? No baby, don't say that." He got up from his seat and crawled on his knees to Feng Xinying with his hands pressed as though he was praying to his goddess. "Baby, you can't do that. We have been together for so many years. Both of us have been friends. I want to take our relationship further."

Outside someone said, "If you touch her, I will drop a bomb on your house!"

Feng Xinying was an heiress of a billion dollar empire. She was a model by profession, a celebrity hailed by all as a winner in life. 

Suddenly she found that all she had was but an illusion. Upon her father's death, her company fell into the hands of Xie Yuansheng, leaving her with nothing but a fiery anger and indignation. And Xie Yuansheng was no easy man to deal with. 

Forced to be his secretary, Feng Xinying was fuming mad, never wanting to compromise on her career. 

Unfortunately, things were not going as she planned, and while she was hostile towards Xie Yuansheng, he was eager to mark her as his. 

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Before he was reborn, he loved Feng Xinying crazily and all he wanted was to make her his for the lifetime. But she hated him to the core because he mistreated her, caged her and didn’t let her go anywhere. He was suspicious of her movements. He knew that she hated him, and so he only tightened his control over her. 

After his rebirth, he looked differently at her. Xie Yuansheng was ready to make all amendments in this lifetime. 

From being the worst husband, he became the best that would dote on his wife. This is a story of how two people came to meet each other. She hated him first and then fell in love irrevocably. 

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The story will take you through the upheavals of emotions and situations that will make you cry, laugh and hate! Stay with me for this Sugar and Spice saga and you won't regret!

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Other two novels by me:
Two Contracts: My Lover is a CEO (completed)
Feral Confessions: Adrianna and the Alpha (Completed)
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