Rebirth, no one believe that this is true. It was only a fiction and there's no way that this will happened in real life. And i also don't believe it was true. Yes, WAS, because right now, i believe it already.

Because I, Lavigne Alvarez died once and when i open my eyes, I'm already back at my younger self, I'm back at my 15 years old self. 

And this time, i would make sure to do all the things that i should done when i was alive at my first life. Since I'm given the second chance, i will make sure to use this life to fulfill all my dreams and not waste my years again. 

Whoever gave me this second life, be it the gods or the devil itself, i am sincerely thanking them for having this second life of mine.

Superhero.
Protagonist.
Story.
No matter, they all have one thing in common.
A boring life would dull the reader's interest, thus they always live their life to the fullest.
Just how many times do I imagine myself as someone who would do great in life?
Since even the first time I got to elementary school when I thought that I would reach at least the first ten class ranking, till after graduated from college and then hired by a giant company such as Coogle, and brag it out to my acquaintances.
Yet, why am I having a hard time getting a job even after reaching 26 years of my life?
If only I got a second life chance, I promise that I will do better than before...At least that's what I had been shouting on my mind whenever I am lamenting about my own pitiful life.
But, even then, I know of at least one thing.
If the so-called second chance actually is already given to me, and the birthday that I would celebrate today is the result of that second chance but with the price of erasing my past memories, then, isn't that mean that I need to change myself from today??
One week
That's the worth of my passion to better myself.
After that, I am unfortunately going back to the sloth life from the trash of society that I am.
Why?
I feel like the other people out there didn't have the same struggle as me.
I am not an idiot.
Multiple real-life examples already scattered about on the internet of how people change their life by forcing a new, productive habit that would make them better.
But, before I realize it, all of my efforts and will already drained without a drop left.
If only I had the power to stop time, I would learn a lot of things.
There is this certain novel where you are trapped in a world where times stopped, and then the protagonist learns a lot of things while there, and once the stopped time came back, he becomes the strongest.
Well, ain't that easy?
One simple luck that would change one life, one simple chance.
If only I got such a thing, I wouldn't become like this.
Celebrating birthday alone, parents disappointed of me, a reunion that I too ashamed to attend, love life that I am too scared to thread...a life where nothing on me that is worth mentioning about.
I know.
Such an excuse is what drags my growth.
Whenever I am feeling down, a novel where the MC become better, or one where they can do anything and everything to their everyday life, an action or slice of life story become my oasis in the shitty life inside the shitty world I am living in.
Ironically, that oasis is exactly the one that soars my expectations to the sky, making the disappointment more glaring and hurt my confidence.
Two weeks.
That's the time it needs to transform my passion into despair.
None even give me my blessing for my birthday, excluding my family.
Well, at least I got my fair share of blessing nonetheless.
But, I know that it actually a ticking time bomb, my birthday that is.
Once the happy mood pass, the question of job, love life, and status became one of the care they shove onto my face.
I appreciate it as much as I hate it.
Do you think that getting a job is easy?
When I had an interview call, they say that they didn't have money for me to go there.
When the money is available, the job ads and calls suddenly disappear.
When both available, the job that comes to me all are weird one.
I just one to work like a normal adult, yet not even a chance is given to me.
If only getting a job becomes easier.
No, if only I am a better person, then the job would come to me instead.
And before that, if only I am given a second chance, then I promise that I will live better than right now.
But, if such a thing really exists, just I said before, what if my life I am living right now actually the result of my self repeating my life?
Should I change myself starting today?
...
That fucking cycle just come back and forth, until I die at the age of 30 because of an accident.
Second life?
Reincarnation?
That sounds incredible if you ask me.
But, for someone like me, an excuse would devour me without restraint and the tragedy might repeat itself.
Living a useless life in a world where you might get killed in the fantasy world, sloth life in the scifi or advanced world where entertainment easily accessed, or a mob life in the slice-of-life world where your real worth judged as is, that's probably what I would do if reincarnation even exists.
Rom-com probably the only thing I can hope for but I am 100% sure the girls would be bored of me once they got to know me better.
I am confident to say that because I understand myself that much.
Truthfully, I am tired.
If a second chance really exists, one thing I want to get is not OP power, a beautiful woman as a partner, good luck where I can get things easily, or as simple as talent from my parents.
Just one thing
An unshakable resolve or will.
I want to change, from the bottom of my heart. A life where I have a goal to pursue, a meaningful journey where I enjoy the process, and the delight after achieving that goal.
120 kg, jobless, ugly, stupid... parent's disappointment.
None of that would come to me if I live such a meaningful life.
"Where is this place??"
That's why when it is seriously given to me out of the blue, I am delighted after a bout of sadness from leaving my family behind.
-Training Program skill is acquired-
Setting the system level to match the user's will...according to the user subconsciousness preference, the setting is changed from manual to automatic
Searching for the user's past history...compiling...creating a solution...*ding! A quest had been generated.
Do something productive for 1 hour straight.
Reward : None
Failure  : Death
 
...At least until I know that the system is more fucked up than I thought.
 
-Quest has failed-
You are dead
Reviving the user's body...progressing, revive complete.
*Ding
Quest had been reissued.
Do something productive for 1 hour straight.
Reward: none
Failure : Death of burned.

A system that will force you to do things.

But, as much as I hate it, I know that it's changing me for the better.

-Quest had been generated according to the user's will.-

Do something productive for 1 hour

Reward: None
Failure: Death of burned, Death of drowned, Death of poisoned.

The number of failures is already reached 4 times.

The user is recommended to do things seriously from now on or else the punishment will be increased 100%.

Mc: Dammit! It's just one fucking hour! Just how useless I am to fail such an easy task like this!?? System, change the punishment increase to 500%, right now!!

The change had been denied, system is under the automatic setting. Sensing a great will from the user...analyzing...*Ding, new rule had been issued.

Every failure would increase the punishment by 1000%, please be prepared.

Mc:...I only said 500% though?? Seriously, I like you as much as I hate you

-Thank you for the compliment.

Mc: It's not a compliment!!

But, it seems like I won't be able to get out of this place any time soon.

Hello I Myself Alton Dett died at age 24. In my old life I was orphan and I tell you one thing it is very hard for an orphan to live a life because in every step of your life there will be a scene where sometime people will pity you or either mock you.

After I died I have no worry because no one will care about me. In my previous life I was a merchant or you can call it businessman. I don't have any wife, but I am not virgin. I have live half of my life in slum so anybody can understand my circumstance.

In my second life, I was born as a noble in Dett Family. My grandfather was a Duke of Akta Kingdom and my father was first in line so inherited Marquess Title. My marriage was fix with Second Princess of Akta Kingdom.

I live my second life fully and I don't have any ambition because I thought it was not worth a fart. My relationship with my family is pretty good, so I don't have to worry about anything.

At age 15 Some mishap happens to me and I died again but I don't know how I died but I remember after 2 months was my marriage ceremony. I don't even remember my family face and it seems I am forgetting many things.
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In The Darkness of night there is silence in the whole place like there is no one living. There is a soul floating in air not to high from ground.

"Fuck I don't even know how much time I was In deep soul state. Now I will start my third Life. Now this is new beginning for me." Alton said to himself.

Suddenly he heard a cold female like voice.

[Host has awakened.]

[System initialize start.]

[System error.]

[System detect soul curse.]

'Fuck, what is happening? Where is this sound come from?' Like this many questions appear on Alton mind.

[Overwriting the soul.]

[Soul Curse has treated.]

'AAH.' The whole time Alton had been in pain he was screaming like mad. He was thinking what is happening to him?

[System initialize start 1%....100%.]

[System integration complete.]

Finally, Alton pain was gone and he stopped screaming. Then suddenly he remembered some memory from his life.

[Host memory is back. Congratulation Host for awakening.]

'Who? Where?' Alton was thinking as he is in his soul state. But now he remembered everything happen to him in his second life.

[Host it's me a System from Somewhere that you have no ways to know because you are weak, and I am in your soul meaning we both are one entity. I was all the time with you From your first life to this new life.]

'I am weak and what the hell you are with me from my first life? 'Alton thought to himself.

[Host when you get strong all your answer will be answered.]

Alton stop pestering him about and ask him 'What is your purpose? And What is your function?'

[Host my purpose is to be with you and help you achieve your all goal. Now I shall explain about my function. My function are as follows:-

Alton Dett has once again, reborn as a lowest level Demon. He has forgotten many things from his previous two lives. He don't even know how he died. With a mysterious system from mysterious source arrive at top of food chain.

Reborn to Live Without You

Short story inspired by Chinese translation (synopsis) Fei Pin Ying Qiang

He was once a Male bedwarmer for the Second Prince.  But he died, because of other's jealously.  So in this life, he simply wanted to live.  Even if that meant, he had to do it alone.

*****

Reincarnated as Wangfei Once More

Short story

The Imperial princes all must marry a gher as their princess consort or Wangfei as part of the race for the imperial throne.  I was married to Seventh Prince and expected to bear his heir before all others in order for him to become Emperor.  I refuse to take part in this farce in my next life.

*****

Warning; These stories are not fluffy or sweet.  These stories won’t have continuation chapters.  I may or may not add new short stories to these at random times in the future.  These stories can also be found on Wattpad under my name.  They are originals I have written and not translations.

Also, recently added;

In This Life, It Wasn’t Meant To Be (A three part story)

He was born as a lucky star, but the family chosen to adopt him did not appreciate him so fate became misaligned and it was his lover that paid the largest price of all.

The Immortal... (A three part story)

In his first life, he experienced a life worse than death and only when death claimed him did he regain his smile.  However, his death was not the end, it was just the beginning.

I died that all you need to know. I died to a very boring and stupid reason. I trusted the wrong person, and he killed me.
*sigh*
I looked outside my bedroom window looking at night sky and trying to justify I deserve a second chance in life and all I did before was better for everyone including me. But that's sound like a complete bullshit.
*sigh*
I tried scratching my head where my bandage was irritating me. 'Fuck this stupid head thing.' I screamed internally.
I fall back on my bed and said out loud 'I deserve a second chance in life, I deserve a second chance in life, I deserve a second chance in life. But do I deserve to be Lily Evans?'
I looked at my 5-year-old hands and tried again to reason I have earned merit, in my life to be given a second chance and to be give a boon of magic also.
'Am I really going to live in this magic world?' I felt shiver run down my spine.
'Harry Potter world Hummm, I have read countless fan-fiction.' But in fan-fiction there was a distinct type of MC being all good or all evil? You can tell that by reading about them from the start. How they go about approaching people and how they all have the halo of all going according to the plan. Rarely they have any issue with plot holes, like how can a baby defeat the power dark lord or how Defence Against The Dark Arts potion is Curse and no one was able to break it. There are multiple plot issue that was never talked by Rowling and it was taken up by fan-fiction society to manipulate as they want.
'Wait am a Main Character?' I sat up again with frown on my face. In the last 50+ year life I have all way like as I wanted and worked hard to get what I wanted. Money, Fame, lovers..husbands.
Should I just live it like that, or should I be like Lily even is going to be (according to the books or fan fiction). Goodie two shoes, know it all, good at charms, wife of Potter and mother to Harry Potter? Was there more to Lily Potter I mean Evens than that?
'OK stop this and start thinking as you. What would you do'?
IF I was Lily Evans then first, I need to remove the status of muggle born from me. This is trick and will make smarts and money but this NEED to be done. Second, I must decide should I connect with Severus Snape or not? I need to stay neutral in this war. 
'Should I leave British Isles?' No, I need to qualify as full grow witch and then I can do what I want.
Potter and Black, I know lot about them due to books and fan-fiction, what is true and what real that is what I need to figure out.
With all these thought I went to sleep having a weird nightmare of running while getting chased by dogs with knife in their mouths and running with ravens by my side.

Next morning my mother or Lily mother came in and start fussing over me. I just rolled my eyes and did what she told while thinking about my home situation. Helen and harry Evans are good and normal (eye roll and yes, I said that about Lily's) parents. Her sister on the other had is a stuck-up, stupid girl who things she is the best and deserve the best, Petunia Evans.
Normal, easy and muggle life. This is what Lily's I mean my life is.
I don't think Lily has met Severus Snape as they just moved into this house 2 days ago and Lily in all her hyper running got hit in her head by the door and fainted.
All TADA I appear in her body all 53 year back on time. Fuck.
'OK, calm down' I murmured starting hard at my breakfast.
'ahem ahem' I turn my head to petunia who was smirking at me. Bitch.
I stared at her and said 'what'? She smiled and said 'breakfast is getting cold and you should finish it quickly'.
I turned back to my breakfast and stared at it again and slow started eating.
Harry Evans ( I need to start calling his dad, I through) and started talking to Helan and Petunia about the upcoming school semester and how we are all going have good Christmas in this big home.

Wait do I even have magic. I screamed initially and standing up straight. All Evans started at me and I just stood there thinking hard. This body has no collection of magic or anything she has ever done.
 
Am I a witch or not?

I got reincarnated as Lily Evans. Is this my second chance? Am I an MC now? Let's find out. 

PS:- My first time writing novel. Not my photo and story are derived from the harry potter series.

"How come you are injured? Number Six, quick take out healing potions", Number One exclaimed in a worried tone.

Number six hurried to the storage room and brought some healing potions and passed them to TIan. All six brothers were worried about Tian, as they have never seen him injured.

Tian took a seat and calmly drank the healing potions, his wounds began to heal at visible speed. He released a breath and spoke calmly, "Some people followed me in stealth and I received these injuries during my confrontation with them. The other two guys committed suicide, he is the only survivor. I want to know who he is, why they were tailing me and who was behind this"

"I'll be waiting for your news, grandma will be nervous if don't reach home on time so I'll leave for now. Contact me when you get any information from him", Tian tasked the six brothers with recovering information from the expert and left off to his home.

After Tian left, the six brothers looked at the unconscious man with vicious gazes, he sure is going to have one hell of a time after he wakes up.

When Tian reached home he directly went into his room, disposed of his torn clothes and changed into new ones. Today TIan realized that he was really week to protect himself. If he didn't react on time when the bomb blasted or if he didn't have any recovery potions, then it might've been his last day alive.

Tian collapsed onto his bed and took out his mobile, he wanted to check how many funds he had. He wanted to make sure that such situations does not occur once again. Just when he was about to check his account balance, he saw a notification, 'Massive Change in Second Life! Only those above Energy Refinement realm can Enter Second Life!'

Tian was shocked with the news, he knew that there was something amiss with Second Life. He clicked on the notification and watched the news video.

"Just after 10 AM today, people all around the world were not able to logon to Second Life. There has been rumors that only those on Earth realm were able to enter Second Life, we now have Zhou Fan from Zhou Clan who was able to log onto Second Life. Let's hear what he has to say", the hostess Lia Lu said as she looked towards a fat young man.

Zhou Fan was round like a ball, he corrected his throat in a dignified manner and started speaking, 

"Well, it's true that only those who are at Earth realm or above are able to enter Second Life. When i entered Second Life today, the beautiful fairy NPC that i have seen during my account creation has appeared again", Zhou Fan had a huge grin on his face, even his ears went red.

"She talked with her godly voice, saying that Second Life has gone through a major upgrade and from now on i cannot change my appearance inside second life, which is actually a bummer if you ask me. Second life was the only place where i could enjoy my life. Now how the hell would i attract all those beautiful young girls, when they can see how i look like. I really want all those bouncy-", Zhou went on with his fantasies as the hostess Lia Lu's face went red.

"Mr. Zhou Fan! Let's stick to the topic, so you were saying that you cannot change your appearance inside second life now. Is that the only change that has occurred other than the cultivation level requirement?", Lia Lu said as she calmed herself down.

"Well, that's not the only change. She also said that by using our spiritual energy, we can also transfer real world items into Second Life. Although she didn't specify how we can do that and I also don't think those are the only changes that happened in Second Life. There's a lot more we don't know", Zhou Fan said in a serious and contemplating tone.

"As you can see, Second Life has really undergone some serious changes, but we don't yet know any official details about it. Various organizations are asking the world federation to give answers for this. As the capsules used inside the Virtual reality helmets are made by the World Federation and without those no one can enter Second Life. We will keep you updated with the latest news"

Tian was really shocked with all the news, he was contemplating on what is actually happening. Second Life has actually made his life simpler and let him keep his privacy. It was basically a world where he could do anything he wants.

He took the VR helmet and tried to see what was inside. He never imagined to find inscriptions inside the VR helmet. The helmet itself was like a machine made artifact. When he looked into the capsule that Lia Lu was talking about, he was really surprised with it.

The capsule looked like a small pill with tiny inscriptions on it. When he opened the capsule, he found spirit powder inside it. This thing was powering up the entire array of inscriptions. Tian tried to use the VR gear to connect with Second Life, but the moment he tried to connect, he realized that the inscriptions did not power up.

His energy as a Primary Energy Advancement expert was not enough to power up such a small array formation, this was utterly shocking for Tian. This was like a challenge for Tian, which he gladly accepted. His eyes were full of curiosity and wanted to see how the array works.

He was like a mad scientist with a problem that attracted his curiosity. He took a scalpel and injected spiritual energy into it, he started decoding the inscriptions, changing them and adding his own inscriptions where needed. He was working with full concentration. 

After having his rebirth, this was the first time that Tian didn't feel lazy. He truly wanted to explore, learn and create things. Little white sat there on the window looking at the deeply engrossed Tian, it opened its mouth and a wormhole formed inside his mouth, out of which a red ginseng flew out. 

Little white caught the ginseng and started eating it happily. Tian who was just a few steps away, didn't notice this anomaly. Right now, all that existed for him were the inscriptions.

After 3 hours, Tian stood up with a smile on his face. His entire body and face were sweating from the spiritual energy exhaustion. The thing in front of him was the new and modified VR helmet. Tian took a spirit recovery potion and his face recovered some color.

The Capsule and inside of the helmet were completely filled with inscriptions. They looked like little worms swimming all around their surface.

Tian put back the cover of the VR helmet and patched everything up. It was time for him to test his modifications of the inscriptions. He equipped the VR helmet and turned it on. The moment he turned it on, it started to absorb spiritual energy from his body.

Tian endured the absorption and continued to wait. Because Tian cultivated and opened his two meridians, the amount of spiritual energy he can hold was beyond his cultivation realm. After waiting for a few moments, TIan's vision began to fill with bright light and it went completely white. 

When he recovered his vision, he was greeted a spectacular view.

"I was born with broken meridians and was never able to cultivate. But i didn't give up, i started to master Alchemy, Formations and mechanisms. I had almost achieved my dream of becoming powerful, when i created an item that could grant me power.

But when the various immortal powers came to know about this, they chased me and tried to steal my creation. I Zhang Li would not even surrender to heavens, how can i let those immortals tarnish my creation. I detonated the item and died along with it.

But heavens are fair, they have given me another chance. I will live this life to the fullest and dominate the entire world.

But first i need to sleep........."

Follow the life of a lazy young master, as he takes over the world with his immense knowledge and lazyness

"It's been a while, Adeline."
"Yeah, it's been a while."
I came to the place that mentioned by him. In that place he was wearing ordinary clothes, like getting to do something after this.
He told me to sit next to him and we look towards the big lake. Her face looks so happy, but he suddenly turned around and the atmosphere became serious.
"The first time we met in this place. Our memories, everything. At that time you were still 6 years old."
"Yeah and you're old 17 years, haha." Adeline laughed a little.
"Haha, you're right."
It looks like I was wrong...I'm sorry, Cedric.
"Ade...line?"
He kissed my cheek then smiled with a flushed face. I was blushing too toward her. My heart was beating fast and because of that, I dare to say it.
"Today is the last time we'll going to see each other." He said.
"What do you mean?"
Why his face suddenly sad?
"I'm leaving this place...forever"
"What...?"
"It's my punishment."
He will go from this Empire? So this why you call me today? For say that to me? What did he say before? His punishment?
Cedric continue the conversation. "My throne will I give to Erwin. I will go far away from the Empire and never appear in your life again."
He touch my hair.
"How about it? Your second chance from this life?"
Adeline seemed surprised when he said that. She can't believe it.
"Is this...are you remember our previous life?"
Cedric answer by a nodded his head.
Is it that mean. I'm doing all my plan and he already knew since the beginning. How embarrassing! I even accused him of sexual harassment. But it was all to avoid the engagement with him. What should I do?
"You're embarrassed, huh?"
"Of course! Why didn't you tell me since the beginning?"
No wonder after I get this second chance. Everything feels strange. Moreover, his behaviour became different. Although it still sucks for me.
"If I tell you. you will hate me even more and I don't want that."
"Ah...that's right. So, can you explain everything from the start? Why you doing this?"
He looked towards the front and said.
"I'm doing for us. For the two of us. Remember when you died because jump off the balcony?"
"I'm remember."
"After that day...everything became more chaos than before."
Adeline jumping from the balcony makes the whole palace panic and scared. When she wanted to jump, I ran to her but it was to late. I immediately jump in the same position and check on her condition.
She died with smiling also tear in her face. I didn't manage to protect yourself. My life is ruined continuously crushed like broken frame. I'm also did the same thing, lock myself in a room, neither eating nor drinking.
The Emperor...My father scold myself for letting go of responsibility as the Crown prince. It's all over. A plan that I have done failed because your death.
The reason I accused Erwin as the killer. It because I hate her! He has made this misunderstanding happen and even take you away from me. At that moment, I met with my brother again. He offered me to work together and take back my glory.
To make Erwin suffer. I tell my father not to tell everyone about our engagement . After the war, is a right time to announce. Erwin...the Second Prince of the Empire. He was born to replace Zenista. He doesn't deserve to be in this family.
I'm so eager to get rid of himself and forget something important. You also get hurt. Because I don't want to see you tormented. I decided to kill Erwin and we'll start a new life. But all of that is vain because you're dead.
Is was a time where I learn the sorrow you have. Even Wires...your first love came all the way to fight me. His temper in front of me. I'm just listening, didn't care at all.
"How dare! How dare you make her die like that??!! You're a monsters. You don't deserve any of glory!"
This misunderstanding keep continues without stopping while you're alive. If I tell Adeline that the boy she met in big tree is me. What will happen? If I could start from all over again. If I can get a chance to get your heart? Will you be mine?
My responsibilities as the Crown prince. My father was so angry to me. He even pointed a sword to md. While my mother just looked at me without pity. Our parents is never loves Zenista and me. All of this happen because of them.
"Maybe this is the end of everything? No...this is not the end of everything." He murmured.
When my father want to kill me with his sword. Zenista suddenly come and kill him in front of me. I thought he wanted to help me. But my brother just laughed at me. He call me stupid brother.
"My plan is going well because of you. My Revenge to everyone. Listen to me, My little brother. The person you love is also a part of my plan. it's all to get you off my throne."
Zenista...my own brother betrayed me. So all of this is his plan? Adeline dead...? She died because of him. I never forgive, I will never forgive you!
God...if you really exist. Please grant my wishes. Give me a second chance to return and change everything. I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be like this again.
"Your time has come."
He killed him with his sword. Cedric keep hoping with something doesn't exist. He felt like a meaningless human. Has no meaning or purpose In life all this time. Why he have to live? Why he have to keep going? why should he love her? Why he still hope for an opportunity that will never arise?
Cedric felt his life had ended. His bitter life is finally over. But destiny said different things. At his death, he continued to think of Adeline even her voice.
"Our children has been try to living in those cruel world."
"Let's us doing for something you hope all this time."
"But in this second chance. You must give everyone happy life."
"We know you can do it, our precious child."
Someone whispered to me and fullfil my wish. They are the gods who will give me this second chance. Thank you for you guys who have heard my selfish wishes.
I'm going to change everything. Adeline...wait for me. I'll make sure in this life. You'll be have a happy life together with loved ones. Both of us can do it this trial. I believe on you, Adeline.
"I love you, Adeline Von Lawrence."
End Chapter 137


[COMPLETED] 

"Give me your body and soul."

Adeline Von Lawrence loves with the Second Prince, until the Emperor makes an announcement that Adeline is the Crown Prince's fiancé. Her life was shattered to pieces. The false happiness and pressure from the Crown Prince torments her. Adeline only wants one, which is to be The Bride of The Second Prince.

[cover by Aliyah_Jasmine]

PART 2
Death is a fortuitous event, unstoppable and cannot be undone. What death had taken, it could never be returned.
But what if you would be given a second chance to live?
A second life where there is no restriction except for one: You can never go back to the way your life had been.
Would this second chance to life be worth living?
Or would it be a sad new adventure that you'd unwillingly take as long as the breath in your lungs doesn't fade?

* * *

Some people would need a gun pointed right into their skull or a death threat before lying to someone they love. But me? All I needed was my fear and selfishness in order to justify what I did to Kate.

Well truth be told; I wasn't even supposed to see her. I wasn't even allowed to talk to her.

But I defied all those restrictions.

And for what, I guess the answer was quite obvious.

I needed Kate.

I needed her more than I did when everything was normal.

I scoffed.

Normal. I don't think I would be able to feel that way ever again.

From the moment I had opened my eyes and realized that I'm not allowed to return to life as I had known it, I knew that normal wouldn't be in my dictionary any longer.

My present felt so otherworldly like somehow something wasn't right.

I'm no expert in biology or in any workings of science. I do not believe in any hocus pocus things either. 

So I didn't lie about having no knowledge regarding the alteration of my fate. But I did wish to have some sort of answers for my own questions as well such as:

Why Krista, a cheerleader from Kansas who had taken a deathly fall and had really died was alive and Penny, a barista in New York who was shot in the head on accident and was also killed in an instant was still breathing and me who had taken the blow from a massive impact from a truck and had felt my heart stopped beating was also not dead.

I wasn't lying either when I told Kate that there was something that held us back which somehow made us cling to this life which we can't even call ours.

I sighed letting my feet dangle as I sat on the edge of the four story hospital rooftop.

I can say that this was still me. I still have my own body and my own mind, heart and everything else. But this second life belongs to someone else.

This second life doesn't give me the right to spoil it and just do anything I want. This second life has a purpose; a meaning and a desire to be much better than the first.

But all this undead stuff was making me lose sight of my sanity.

First off there was the Death Reaper who didn't look like the monster illustrated in pictures and movies. He actually seemed friendly and as Krista called him a "gorgeous dude" considering that he might be the servant of Hades, Greek god of the underworld.

But reality check he did wear a black cloak and carried his huge and deathly scythe and I'd say he was pretty much intimidating.

Imagine waking up a little shaken and wondering how the heck you were still alive when you were a hundred percent sure even if you add more zeroes that you had died; you felt it and then there was this guy who just suddenly offers a hand for you to take saying:

"I'm the Death Reaper and I welcome you to the world of the undead".

That was enough to shut me up and never mind asking about the things I was supposed to ask.

Second, there was this rule that we had to follow and it goes: No seeing, talking, meddling, calling or any sign of contact with relatives, friends, loved ones and apparently every single person whom we know.

I tried to reason that it won't be fair to them not knowing that we were still breathing but Penny explained that the persons mentioned had seen us die, had buried us and actually believed that we had crossed over to the afterlife so seeing us walking and alive would be a big joke on them.

Furthermore, the Death Reaper doesn't seem to like the idea that we had somehow cheated death.

Truthfully when he was around, the three of us tried our hardest not to make any single sound and pretend like each of us doesn't exist busying ourselves with stuff.

But even if the Reaper wasn't around, I could almost feel his eyes stuck on my back and it was enough to make me lose myself in a hallucination wherein he would be chasing me with his death scythe, accusing me of cheating.

If I was reading that in a novel written by some inspired writer, I would have been thrilled with the idea or get excited about what happens next and would even laugh about it.

But this is reality.

No matter how much I try to blink, none of it would go away.

So I needed something to hold on to, else I would simply lose my sanity.

I knew from the start that this would be a selfish scheme but as I have mentioned: I needed something to keep me sane and the only person I knew who would be able to do that was Kate.

My Katie.

It isn't justifiable, I know. It was the reason why an unanswered question had already formulated in my head: would she still stay with me, love me despite the awful truth that she would find out?

Or would she push me away and prefer to never see me again?

"well then emperor, in you're first life you wished for an healthy body, the golden rule, and the aura of an ruler."(Emissary)  

`this may explain my amnesia, if I got the opposite of an healthy body then I may not have been conscious or healthy, in my second life, i`m going to be so cursed.

"And you're coals were, to be at the head of an empire, either in the light or the shadows. Be wealthy, and to have an loving family."(Emissary)  

`huh, OK it appears I succeeded if it calls me an emperor`

"in you're first life, you were born as the second prince of an kingdom you were given land, which you nurtured into a kingdom of you're own, and later you allied with other kingdoms and conquered the ones you didn't ally with, and at the end of you're life you had united 89% of the world under you're kingdoms rule, you were remembered as the greatest ruler in history."(Emissary)  

`Well that's hard to beat, if you're stuck in bed for the rest of you're life`

"in you're second life, you were born to an engineer father, and a lawyer mother, but because of you're illnesses, you were in you're bed for the rest of you're life, drifting in and out of consciousness, however you're father wanted to help you and other children like you, and so he stared to make machines that helped many people, and you're mother funded the company that  mass produced inventions of you're father, and many other inventors, eventually expanding into science, medicine, agriculture and many other fields. Until it rose to the position of number one company in scientific advancements, in the world. The company was inspired and named after you."(Emissary)  

`My parent could have been the greatest parents a child could ask for, why cant I remember them`

"As for wealth, since you were a direct emperor in you're fist life and because of you're gift the treasures of the world, found there way to you. You were the wealthiest man on the planet, in you're second life, while you were an indirect emperor you could have gotten anything in the world had you been conscious enough to ask for it."(Emissary)  

`I have no real answer to that, sorry for being sick and not asking for anything.`

"and as for you're goal of family, you didn't succeed in you're first life, as the people you were surrounded by didn't really care for you, but everything you had or the person that you were, you were admired and desired but not loved, at least not in the way you desired."(Emissary)  

`well that sucks`

"however in you're second life, you were loved more deeply than anything, you did cause you're parents a lot of pain, however you were never hated for it, and you were loved more dearly than anything, from that love you're parents founded the company that rouse into an empire."(Emissary)  

`I wish I could meet my parents, and thank them for being my parents`

"As you have fulfilled all you're goals in lives, then you will be getting three blessings, however since you reached higher then all the other travelers in your life, you shall be given an option to travel in a new omniverse that was greater for the ##### ## ### ###### ## ##### ## ####### ## ####### ########."(Emissary)  

`I didn't get that last part, but maybe an new adventure wouldn't be so bad, and I assume I could keep my memories what little of them I have, anyways so lets to it`

"Do you accept?"(Emissary)  

"YEs"(`Talking is still hard`)

"very well then, I will send you to the administrator of that new world, good luck"(Emissary)  

"bye"(i`m getting better at this I think`)

I have a lot of ideas and story's in my head so I wanted to but them on paper. 

this is the story of an emperor and it speaks of hes rises and downfalls. 

I may do the story in random intervals and leave out a few worlds because I don't see or I am not able to write about it.

my second life novel

My Second Life

Miracle: Second Life

My Second Life Chance

Rebirth As A Demon:- The Ruler of Destiny

Reborn To Live Without You (and other short stories)

Lily Evans

The Lazy Young Master

The Bride of The Second Prince (English)

SORRY-NOVEL-WAS-DELETED

My journey in the omniverse HIATUS

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