Hi, you know, you must learn how to love yourself.

Never love people when your not ready to accept the fact and never make yourself comfortable with anyone because when the time come that everyone leaves you thats the moment you'll realize that no one will stay for you 
Because the only one will love you till the end is yourself

That was one chilly night...

"You belong to me", He said.

"Yeah, I do belong to you, and this child too", She said.

"Anu, I want you but not this child. Try to understand", He mumbled.

"But why? You love me right? And this baby is the sign of our divine love. So why not?", She let out a sigh.

"You remember? We always dreamt of having babies and we even thought of what would be their names when they are born. What happened Jeet?"

"Because, I can't marry you", He announced.

"What?", 'What did you just say?', She wanted to ask but her words are choked inside. She fell silent. After some time she gathered some courage to ask, 

"Why? Have I done anything wrong?"

"No!", He said.

" Am I not good enough?", She inquired.

"It's not like that!", He replied.

" I am not that pretty?", She asked.

"No!, He exclaimed. You are very pretty. You are thinking too much."

"Then? What is it? Just tell me", She pleaded.


"No.Umm. It's, It's just that", He stuttered. 

"Say it", She has a bad feeling about it. It felt like her whole world is going to destroy in the very next moment.

"It's just that, I think I don't love you anymore", He announced.

The plate in her hands fell on the ground to break into pieces. She felt her heart breaking into millions of pieces. It's like somebody is squeezing her heart and she is drenched in her blood. It's such a suffocating feeling. She struggled to make a sentence but failed.

Silence.

She bent down to gather the broken pieces of glass plate and in her miserable state, she accidentally cut her forefinger. The blood drops started falling on the floor.

"What are you doing? You'll hurt yourself!", He rushed forward but she gestured him to stop.

Just a hand gesture but it broke something inside him. 

She went to the basin and hold her finger under the tap water. Her blood is oozing out of the wound. Then she pressed on the wound to prevent the blood from coming out.

"Say something. Please.", He pleaded.

"Get out", she muttered.

"What?", He whispered.

"I need some time alone. Go away, please", She sobbed. 

He frowned. But said nothing. He took his keys, turned around to take one last look at her, She is still there in her place looking pale as a sheet of paper and the grief all over her face. 

Don't know why but his heart ached at the sight. With heavy heart, he went to the door and as the door slammed shut, she collapsed on the floor. She cried and cried hard.


She cried her heart out. She cried until midnight. 

'I loved him so much. He also loved me. So, where things went wrong? Or the thing is he never really cared? Am I not good enough? I am not that pretty? I am not that smart? I loved him from my core. I only wanted one thing from life- his Love. Am I not worthy? Don't I deserve to be loved? I am loving him for the past 8 years and I am madly in love with him. So what happened to us?', she thought.


She reminisced everything from their first date to the first kiss. From their silly arguments to their loving cuddles. She remembered everything. When they become childhood friends to best friends, when they started liking each other, when he first proposed to her when they were in college and when she said yes. 

She is having a hard time believing that he wanted to end everything. She just can't digest the thing that he doesn't love her anymore.

 'How could that be? I love him with all my heart. I can't let him go. My heart is aching so bad just by the thought of losing him. Doesn't he feel anything about me?', 

Her thoughts started to run wild. 


'Did he love me? Maybe he doesn't love me at all. Maybe I am not that beautiful. Maybe I am not good enough. Or it's just that he wants someone better? What is it? Why this is happening?', She wanted the answers. 


Her mind is a mess. She needed to clear her thoughts. She went upstairs, opened the closet and took out a lovely notebook. That's her diary. The thing that always helped her to clear her vision. That's her best friend - her diary. 

She opened it and started writing everything that came to her mind.


'Dear Anu, Let's be honest with yourself my love. You gave your all to this relationship. You loved him with all your might. Every day you woke up with his thought. Every night when you slept he was always on your mind. You are always daydreaming about him, about your future together. No matter how hard you try to balance things, in the end they all shattered. And now that he is gone it seems he squeezed every drop of blood from your body and now there you are. Your heart is drenched in your blood. No, he didn't do this to you. You did this to yourself. From the very beginning, you always knew he doesn't love you the way you love him. You still chose him over and over again. It's not his fault that he has disrespected you. It's your fault you allowed that to happen. Let's be honest. You always knew that things are not like what they seemed to be. He is not the one who kept hurting you. The worst part is you kept hurting yourself. Let's be an honest girl. In the process of loving him so madly, For Your so-called 'first love', you destroyed yourself. He never destroyed you but you destroyed yourself. He is such a nice guy. He is the one who taught you self-love is important. And here you are. If you are unable to love yourself properly how could you love anybody else? It's not his fault. It's yours. It's not him, it's you. Maybe for being a girl he would like, you became somebody else than yourself. Any guy would always love the girl who is herself, who loves herself, who is independent, who doesn't need anyone's assurance in anything. The free-spirited girl, the girl who lives her life to the fullest. Maybe that's why he doesn't like you anymore. What quality do you have that he will love you forever? No. Nothing. You have nothing, my girl. You are so naive. Be worthy of yourself. Be the best version of yourself. When you become happy with yourself, you won't need anybody. When you will become confident, you don't need anybody's assurance. When you are happy with yourself then you can keep everyone around you happy. So tell me one thing Anu, Are you happy with yourself? And if the answer is 'No', then how could you claim that you can keep Jeet happy? Maybe that's why he left you. You are not happy with yourself that's why you are incapable of keeping him happy either. Jeet is such a nice guy. He always supported you. But maybe he eventually realised that this is not the relationship that he wants. Now, be the girl you would be proud of. Be the best version of yourself. Change yourself. Don't be a crybaby. Now, grab those shattered pieces of your heart and mend them. You don't need anybody else to do that. You and only you can keep yourself safe and happy. I know it's going to be extremely difficult. You loved him so much. Jeet is part of your soul. But, life has to go on. With or without him. You are a fighter, my love. And now there is also someone who needs your care and attention.'

She closed the diary and put her pen down.


 The thought of their baby snatched her back to reality. Her eyes filled with tears. She didn't eat anything for the whole day. And her baby needs her care. She grabbed herself and went to the kitchen.



Mine Forever


"Hey! When we get married, we'll build a house as big as a mansion," She said.

"Of course, I'll build that for you my love", He replied.

"I love you so much", She said.

Anuja Sharma, A simple girl in her twenties who loves to dream. Her wheatish complexion, those dreamy brown eyes and a dazzling smile can attract anyone's attention. 

He held her hand as she rested her head on his shoulder. 

"I love you too", He whispered looking at her endearingly. 

Jeet Chahal, A Cool boy in his twenties who wants to conquer the world. His smooth fair skin, masculine body and perfect facial features can drive any girl crazy.

These two are madly in love with each other. And like any love birds they are happy in their own little world.

Until one day, they wake up to realise their World is flipping upside down.

Hey, l0Ve YoURsElf more because there's no guarantee that other will love you just as much...
Instead of expecting others to love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much, love yourself thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much by yourself.
Everyone's different and unique on their own. Even you'd be bored if a show contained the same characters with same features, same motivations, same point of view, same talents and 'no standing out speciality' whatsoever.
You are allowed to be different. So cheer up.
Be proud of who you are, and not ashamed of how someone else sees you.
If you're searching for that one person who will change your life, look at the mirror.
You were born to be real, not to be perfect.
To fall in love with yourself is the first secret to happiness.
If you're not willing to accept yourself, you'll always be insecure about your looks, actions, etc. You've to have this kind of confidence where you can say -
"If there's one thing I'm willing to bet on, its myself."
Accept who you are and love your true self because you are the only one who knows yourself inside out.
People point out on your mistake and attack you with your dark stain leaving a deep scar inside. Use your self confidence and self love as the scar removal cream. Trust me, it helps.
Seal their mouths with your abilities and win over them with your strive for improvement.
Be yourself. If nobody loves your true self then be it. They never deserved you anyways. Hiding from yourself and ignoring the reality is the biggest mistake you can commit. Rather, you can fall for yourselves and strive to become a better version of you.
Love yourself. It is an easy task if you really wanna do it.
- Walnut_aura63

Learn to become savage!
Learn to start a conversation!
Learn to appreciate yourself!
Just learn everything and anything.
Just kidding. Not about the first three lines though.
For you only, I did the hard work of searching for contents in the internet.
(It was pretty easy though)
:-P 



- You Won't Forget Me

Let yourself love yourself 
let yourself breathe 
you've got to forgive yourself.
sometimes you've got a leave.
 ~Gather the courage and say 'no'
it's time to go 
for me.
It's not selfish do you have needs you're not a burden to exist. 
Whoever said that-STOP 
and listen to this~
Let yourself love yourself, let yourself breathe. You've got to forgive yourself. Sometimes you have to leave. Gather the courage I know you have, and say no. It's time to go, and I got to say, finally, 
It's me.
It's not selfish to breathe, you're not a burden to exist. Whoever said that-STOP 
And listen to this,
Forgive yourself,
Let yourself love yourself,
And breathe.

~Love yourself by Me
9.1.2019 6:37 PM

Cami's collection of poetry, care to join the book and sit down with a cup of coco? Eh, never been one for hot chocolate, but I'll take the book. ;)

I looked at my face in the mirror. There was a scar on my cheek. Tears were flowing down from my pluffy eyes. 

Slap!...Stop being shameless. You are a boy. You can't wear this shit stuff. You can't wear jewellery. You should be strong. Be manly. 

My dad's voice is scaring me. His voice is making me cringe my soul. Why! Why! Why me?

Why can't I wear a saree. Is it sinful to love girl's attire. Why can't I wear this beautiful jewellery.? Will it make me weak. Am I not strong? I don't want to be a man. I want to like what I like, not what others want me to like.

I looked at my fragile body, which reminded me of my mom. Mom! She was fragile. But she was the most strongest woman. She always stood up for rightful things. She never gave up on me. She loved me for who I am.
Though she looked weak but she was the tigress under the dawn.

You should love yourself first. If you love yourself then no one can make you feel down. You are the bestest form of yourself, baby.

Yes! Mom I will love myself. 

°°°°°°°°°

Hey guys. Today I am going to talk about beautiful people, the wonder of God's creation.

Honestly, I love them. 

They are called as LGBT's.

I've seen many people around me who laugh when I support them.

Why do they laugh! Because their minds and heart are filled with shits.

I didn't know about their existence. I know a friend who was different from us. They use to tease him. I don't know what it was at that time, as we were getting bullied. Me for being dark. My friend for being fat. My another friend for being too thin. 

As I grew my sister thought me that it isn't what we think. 

It just a gender nothing more to feel awkward or make them feel awkward.

Before I wasn't introduced to these values so, I wasn't seeing them as one of us but differently.

My point of view was like this because I grew in a atmosphere where they are seen as aliens.

If my thinking is like this then I am influenced by someone closer to me.

If you are doing this, then please stop it. They are one of us. They are humans like us. Before judging them, take a look at yourself first...

For my lovelies,
If you are feeling bad about yourself... Then please don't. Love yourself how you are. Yes! I agree you are different. Different in a beautiful way....in a unique way. I love you all. If you are weak... Try to be strong... Stand for yourself....love yourself.... because no one is going to if we  ourselves Don't. If anyone is making you feel awkward...then try to talk with them. If you don't want to then avoid them. Because they are shits. Love who you want to. 

Some people can never change....so don't feel like what they will think n all....live your life freely...

No God has ever taught us that they should be treated differently or should be outcast. He created them with us equally. And who the heck are you to differ them from us, or bully them or tease them.

Our gender was never our choice. I'm a girl but my gender was not my choice, but it was a grace for us from god. 

Life doesn't give another chances.....so don't destroy your life for others.

Live the way how you want to....love the way for how and who you are.

I'm different. You are different.... everybody is different...

No one is same. God created us all in a unique way. 

And honestly, I love the way when you guys are being sassy. I love your lifestyles. Please love me also.....
(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤( ꈍᴗꈍ)

If you feel offended then please forgive me guys. (For my lovely friends)

And for others... If you feel offended...then feel it please....

Because what you are doing is wrong... Don't try to make them feel awkward... And bullying them doesn't make you machos n famous. 

Let's love eachother.... let's love Everyone for their unique ways...

Love me for being sarcastic....and also badass... hahaha...

Love you lovelies...

Hope you guys understand what I've written.

And let's make a beautiful society where we are free to do what we want, free to love anyone and free to be ourselves.

Special thanks to my lovely friend The_earthly_being

My friend helped me with this chapter. 

Hope you can follow my friend and love his works.

Please read his works...I hope you will get a better view of this issue.

°°°°°°°°°°°°°°

Hey,guys. It is a book of short stories. It will be filled with mystery, romance and the beautiful journey of life.

Every story will not be longer than a chapter. 

Hope you guys like it.

You hated yourself 50% and Your Love hate you another 50%
Now that's 100% congratulation ,that's good because that what school teaches you, another place that hate you and your parents but we will leave that for another time you probably know how useless you are already
You hate yourself and your love hates you just a little less and you think that's good enough, It isn't
You love them so you change to become more like them but they hated themselves now they hate you, they leave 
You got yourself a love that not like you because you hate yourself, you leave, seem you don't love anyone 
Looks like Your Love just thought up something better to say in the last argument you all just had before, so now they are trying to argue again to say it              
Leave Your Love now!
But you wouldn't leave, you love punishing yourself.

I'm trying to tell a story here also Life only have true meaning seconds before death.



Note:

I am writing this "novel" for me and the other people which is probably a few that like this style 

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