Motivational speeches for someone who's struggling with mental health, from someone struggling with their mental health.

I then went to the car and sat in the passenger seat and Jason sat in the driver's seat and turned the ignition to my Camry and the car revved to life as the lights turned on and just like that, as if a light switch was flipped, I broke down sobbing uncontrollably and I wailed and wailed loudly, I distinctly remember wailing and screaming as someone rubbed my back, my tears streamed down, mixing with my snot as I wailed and sobbed harder and harder. My chest heaved and sobs wracked by body as I cried harder and harder, my emotions were drowning me all around and it hurt so much to be all by myself now that she was dead and gone forever. My chest hurt with the screaming I did, my eyes felt sore and red all over from the crying I did and yet, my eyes felt like a spigot that seemed to never stop spouting off water all over the place and Jason was patient with me, driving us slowly through traffic, and all the while I was crying my eyes out, wetting all the Kleenex tissue paper I had in the car console.

Jason soon pulled the car to a stop and then I realized it was the Forlini's bar, the same bar where we had our first date and we held hands as we watched the sports and we chatted, I was very nervous talking to her, she was a very wise woman beyond her years and she was a kind and loving and every bit of her made my heart flutter, she made me believe in love in a world where love did not exist for anybody at all.

Love is an emotion like no other, it fills your heart with a light and feathery feeling like nothing in the world could ever go wrong and that everything is finally, for once, going right, and that for once, you might just have that fairy tale ending that you read of all the time and that someday, maybe just someday, you too, can have a little slice of heaven on Earth. But no, the universe doesn't give a fuck about you, your mental health or your happiness for that matter, in fact the universe revels in your agony and pain and the misery that you endure in everyday, mired in grinding mediocrity forever, because in the end, none of your efforts in the grand scheme of the universe matter, because nobody cares. I once was told 

"Ed, don't tell anybody your problems in your personal life because 80% of the world does not give a fuck and the other 20% are the people shoveling the shit in your way and are enjoying it."

My father told me that as he was recovering from the fallout from divorcing mom and I realize now how much he was right and he had some other bits of wisdom that he shared with me as someone who was an Atheist. He tried incredibly hard to tolerate my mother's religious beliefs, but in the end, he found it intolerable to live in the same house as her while she kept her preaching going on all the time. 

I then schooled my face and then drank booze and listened to her siblings deliver speeches and I listened to her co workers from the Vice division talk and deliver speeches. Soon my co workers from the Narcotics division delivered their speeches and they mourned the loss of someone who was brave and always ready to go and get the job done and was always ready to lend a helping hand to anybody who needed it.

I listened to them speak and soon I drank and drank, I didn't care much for delivering speeches or pretending to even have the energy or the formalities to do so and I was not getting out of this bar stool until the room stopped fucking spinning. I shook more hands and talked to more people and I heard from someone that I was getting another medal, well fuck, I wasn't even thinking of getting a medal, and on top of that, someone wanted me to take the test to become a Sargent, I wasn't sure I was ready to move on just yet from the job of being a detective and moving onto becoming 1PP, I didn't want to leave behind the memories of working alongside a TO and talking with them and interacting with them. Becoming a Sargent meant that I would become more independent and that I would no longer have a partner by my side anymore.

To be honest, I was more afraid than ever to be alone, and knowing that my brother was going to go back to Seattle after this amplified my insecurity, I said things I probably should not have said, and to this day, I will never forget the pain and the sadness in Jason's face when I spat out 

"Everybody leaves me! Why don't you leave as well Jason? Mom and dad both have emotionally and...and to a degree, physically have left me! Naomi was murdered! Why is it that everybody leaves me? Why? Am I really that evil? Am I that detestable that people must leave me so soon? Why do I deserve to be alone and miserly like this? Tell me why!?"

I blacked out soon after, drunk and dizzy from drinking so much vodka and wine and beer and scotch that I fainted in Jason's arms and I closed my eyes, where the darkness seeped in and there was no pain.

I woke up the next day, heavily hungover and heartbroken and tired, I ran to the toilet and threw up the contents of my stomach, my stomach was empty afterwards and I threw up some more. Jason sighed and said 

"Here's a hangover cure my aunt once made me when I stupidly decided to drink all the beer on a dare when in University of Washington. I can tell you that what you did was not a wise decision, you're lucky I took your pistol and car keys away from you as it was even before the wake. So...there's that."

He sighed and added "You really need to get therapy Ed. You're hurting a lot more than you think you are."

Before Ed Tucker became the brash, no nonsense, hardened man, he was once a green, idealistic officer who had dreams of changing the world as a young man. All it took was a sexual assault and the loss of so many close loved ones to make him shut down and build up walls high, never to let anybody through. 

This is the story of Ed Tucker's self destruction from beginning to end.

"They don't ask why I'm so broken...That's fine, they'll never know."

50
The moment I met you,
I knew I was in love,
Like an angel had sent you from up above.
The connection we share grows stronger every day.
A strong bond that no one can ever take away.
I love everything about you, baby.
I love you so much and miss you like crazy.
You are the one who holds my heart's key,
And you know that we are meant to be.
You make me feel happy, content, special and free.
If I could, I would do anything for you;
There's nothing that I wouldn't do.
Every time you look at me,
My hands go clammy, legs go weak.
When you laugh and smile,
My heart skips a beat.
You are my world, you are my everything,
My own fairytale, my handsome king!
I always have and always will be yours,
Until the end of time.
I want and need you to be forever mine.
You are sexy, funny, sweet, and kind,
And you are always in my heart and in my mind.
When we are apart, I miss you so much,
Your look, your smell, your ways, your touch.
Now I've got you, and I'll never want anyone new.
I promise you, baby, I'll always be true.
I cannot wait to settle down in our home,
To become your wife and have children of our own.
The day you become my husband and I become your wife
Will be the happiest day of my entire life!
You are the light of my life,
The air that I breathe.
My world would end if you were ever to leave.
You and I are meant to be.
We were brought together by fate,
And I know that you are my true soulmate. ~Kaylie
It's morning and Genesis is sleeping by my side.
My poor mate didn't even get to sleep next to me.
Bo hoo.
"Good morning nahla"Genesis says with a sleeping tone.
"Good morning nes"I reply
"I miss Silver"Genesis mumbles to her self. And I pretend that I don't hear her.
"I miss Zion"I say.
There's a knock on the door and the door is opened.
"My queen,it will soon be time for you to leave to the vampire kingdom"the man says. And I wave my hand in a dismissive tone.
"Why are we going there?"Genesis asks.
"For our moms berial,there's no soil here to bury them. So that's about it, let's get ready."I tell her. We both get ready and we packed our suitcases.
"Let's go"Genesis says and I nod.
We go to meet our mates in Zion office and I hug Zion.
My baby.
"Are you sure you don't want us to come?"Zion asks.
"Yes,we are sure,and you can't neglect your duty as king and beta"I tell them.
"Bye mea lux"Zion whispers into my ears.
"But handsome"I say, and Genesis and I leave their office. Now it's time to enter the car. Genesis and I enter the car that will take us to the vampire kingdom. My dad and brothers already left.
And then.
I noticed some on Genesis'neck.
A mark. O m g. She has been mated.
"Genesis?"I ask
"Hmm?"she replies
"When did you get mated and can I get the details?"i ask her.
"The night before your coronation"she replies. What?
How come I didn't notice that?
"Okay details"I say
"Well he (I leave you to your imaginations. Good luck),and that's how it happened"Genesis explains. I am so happy for her.
We get to the vampire kingdom and everywhere looks so gloomy.
Genesis and I head to my room and prepare for the burial.
We are both dressed in black.
We walk to the burial site and I see Zena being lowered to the ground and my mom also being lowered to the ground. Gabriel is crying and my dad is just mute like a statue.
"Now it's time to say speeches"someone announces.
A lot of people talk about Zena and my mom. And now it's Genesis turn.
"Hi,life has never been good and I guess we weren't good kids. You treated those drugs like your kid. When I was little you left me here. You fell prey to drugs and I miss you mom. I am so sorry. I love you. Please come back to me . I promise that I will be better just please come back.
 [Sobbing]
Aunt,you were always there for me. I miss you and I love you. So so much. Why did you have to leave? Why did you have to end this and your life? I had so much fun with you and so many things to tell you. Please come back. I miss you and I love you" Genesis says and Liam (Nahla's bro) hugs her. He looks dead. Please don't die on me.
Now it's my turn to talk.
"Hi,aunt Zena,I miss you. I Know you didn't want Genesis to know that you are her daughter but I miss you. Why did you have to leave us? I had so much fun with you and so much to tell you. I miss playing with you, singing in the rain with you, I miss you so much.
Hi Mom, I miss you, why did you leave me? I need you! I need you to teach me how to be a good queen like you. I love you. I miss your hugs,I miss us cooking together,even though it was a hot mess, I miss your kisses,I miss your smile,I miss you. You are my second mother but you were the only mother i knew. We had out rocky situations but please come back. Dad needs you,Genesis needs you,my friends need you, Gabriel needs you and most importantly I need you. I am so sorry mom please forgive me. I love you Mom" I say then I get off the stage. Others say their speeches but I just look at my mom's beautiful and peaceful face.
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It's morning and Genesis is sleeping by my side.
My poor mate didn't even get to sleep next to me.
Bo hoo.
"Good morning nahla"Genesis says with a sleeping tone.
"Good morning nes"I reply
"I miss Silver"Genesis mumbles to her self. And I pretend that I don't hear her.
"I miss Zion"I say.
There's a knock on the door and the door is opened.
"My queen,it will soon be time for you to leave to the vampire kingdom"the man says. And I wave my hand in a dismissive tone.
"Why are we going there?"Genesis asks.
"For our moms berial,there's no soil here to bury them. So that's about it, let's get ready."I tell her. We both get ready and we packed our suitcases.
"Let's go"Genesis says and I nod.
We go to meet our mates in Zion office and I hug Zion.
My baby.
"Are you sure you don't want us to come?"Zion asks.
"Yes,we are sure,and you can't neglect your duty as king and beta"I tell them.
"Bye mea lux"Zion whispers into my ears.
"But handsome"I say, and Genesis and I leave their office. Now it's time to enter the car. Genesis and I enter the car that will take us to the vampire kingdom. My dad and brothers already left.
And then.
I noticed some on Genesis'neck.
A mark. O m g. She has been mated.
"Genesis?"I ask
"Hmm?"she replies
"When did you get mated and can I get the details?"i ask her.
"The night before your coronation"she replies. What?
How come I didn't notice that?
"Okay details"I say
"Well he (I leave you to your imaginations. Good luck),and that's how it happened"Genesis explains. I am so happy for her.
We get to the vampire kingdom and everywhere looks so gloomy.
Genesis and I head to my room and prepare for the burial.
We are both dressed in black.
We walk to the burial site and I see Zena being lowered to the ground and my mom also being lowered to the ground. Gabriel is crying and my dad is just mute like a statue.
"Now it's time to say speeches"someone announces.
A lot of people talk about Zena and my mom. And now it's Genesis turn.
"Hi,life has never been good and I guess we weren't good kids. You treated those drugs like your kid. When I was little you left me here. You fell prey to drugs and I miss you mom. I am so sorry. I love you. Please come back to me . I promise that I will be better just please come back.
 [Sobbing]
Aunt,you were always there for me. I miss you and I love you. So so much. Why did you have to leave? Why did you have to end this and your life? I had so much fun with you and so many things to tell you. Please come back. I miss you and I love you" Genesis says and Liam (Nahla's bro) hugs her. He looks dead. Please don't die on me.
Now it's my turn to talk.
"Hi,aunt Zena,I miss you. I Know you didn't want Genesis to know that you are her daughter but I miss you. Why did you have to leave us? I had so much fun with you and so much to tell you. I miss playing with you, singing in the rain with you, I miss you so much.
Hi Mom, I miss you, why did you leave me? I need you! I need you to teach me how to be a good queen like you. I love you. I miss your hugs,I miss us cooking together,even though it was a hot mess, I miss your kisses,I miss your smile,I miss you. You are my second mother but you were the only mother i knew. We had out rocky situations but please come back. Dad needs you,Genesis needs you,my friends need you, Gabriel needs you and most importantly I need you. I am so sorry mom please forgive me. I love you Mom" I say then I get off the stage. Others say their speeches but I just look at my mom's beautiful and peaceful face.
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"To pay off a gambling debt, my father'sold' me to Alpha Hades."



Vincent growls, "I'm going to count to three," and then stops. The rest of it is up to him. Without my presence, he will find me... and I will regret it.

I'm familiar with the game, and the only way it can end is with shattered bones. Mis wolves will take over and make me pay if I don't show up. Even if I do as he commands, his wolf will still seize control and I will be the one to pay the price.

'One!' He snarls, his tone stern.

I dig my nails into my palm till they bleed as a tear slowly slides down my cheek. Even as I write this, my bottom lip trembles with the weight of more tears. I want Logan to understand how much he's causing me pain.

Vincent counts to two as he gestures for me to come over to where he is. I can feel his excitement building. He craves the number 'three,' and he's hoping for it.

"Ah, you're here."
The headmaster sounded a little distressed. Rosalie had to keep herself from giggling.
She finally got a clear look at the boy and instantly recognized his chiseled features. It was the boy from last night!
'That's Christophe?!'
His hair looked like it was carelessly brushed back with bits and pieces sticking out. His clothes were crumpled and looked sloppy with his sweater vest hanging off one side of his shoulder. He looked like he was chased by monsters on the way here by the state he was in. Yet, despite all that, he would still be considered good looking by most people's books.
Once he finally got up onto the stage, he swept his hair back in an attempt to fix it, then wiped some of the sweat off of his face. Rosalie swore she saw hearts flying out of the student body's eyes.
"Oh my god, the school's prince is here!"
If people stared any harder, Rosalie swore their eyes would pop out. The thought of the nickname "school prince" was enough to bring Rosalie to tears. Could they not have thought of anything else? It was just too cheesy.
From the stage, Christoph was basking in the attention of everyone. He had the top entrance exam marks, best looks and on top of that, he was rich. He knew he was impressive which completely inflated his ego.
His speech started.
"Ahem, welcome fellow students. As you all already know, I am Christophe Niel, 2nd son of the Niel estate. I congratulate everyone on having the opportunity to study at the same institution as myself, that is how you know you will achieve great things in life. I look forward to studying with everyone who worked hard to become a part of my student life here at Wexcombe Academy. That is all, you're welcome for the speech."
"Whoooo! We love you, Christophe!!"
"You're the best!"
"We love you!!"
The students were cheering their lungs out.
Do they seriously not see how he is praising himself? Rosalie was astonished. He acts the same in real life as online "Tophe". He was not using a persona after all. Her eyebrows scrunched up a little in awe, like finding out a cute nickname like "trash pandas" was given to small creatures with fingers that rummage through your garbage can at night.
Rosalie could see the physical regret of the headmaster's limp body at his seat. He made a note to approve of student speeches from now on.
Christophe's speech was proceeded by addresses by the head of each department. The gist of the speeches pretty much all the same. Basically, congratulations on getting in, this is a great school, and work hard. The status quo of most orientation speeches.
All in all, the ceremony lasted for about an hour and a half, but it felt more like five from the teachers that just wouldn't shut it.
At some point, Rosalie zoned out and stared into the school emblem plastered onto the back wall of the stage. She took a closer look at it and concluded that it looked absolutely horrible. Who was the graphic designer they hired to create that abomination?
The mascot of the school was a llama. Rosalie hadn't thought of this before, but the founding headmaster had unique tastes.
Since the school colours consisted of blue and yellow, whoever designed the school emblem thought making the Llama blue was a good idea. The yellow was used in the background to depict a rising sun with light beams coming out from the center.
The academy's motto was written on a collar around the llama's neck.
"aut neca aut necare."
Rosalie knew Latin from one of her obsessions with a game that used Latin as magic spells. She ended up memorizing and learning Latin for the sole purpose of improving her gameplay.
The motto literally reads as "either kill or be killed."
How was this applicable to a school setting?
While Rosalie was lamenting over the hideous emblem, the final speeches were given.
"That is all, we hope everyone enjoys the opening festivities and club fair, aut neca aut necare."
It was a school tradition to state the motto after every ceremony.
To say the least, Rosalie thought this was hilarious.
Making her way to the courtyard proved to be very easy. Christophe was in the center of the crowd with all the students trying to get a word in with him. It made sense, many of the students here were from influential families that owned large corporations and members of the government, a connection to the Niel family would be invaluable.
The courtyard was full of stands with students advertising clubs and selling food. She stopped by a candy stand and bought a pouch of sweets. She couldn't help it; she had a severe sweet tooth and the bright colours plus the sweet scent was irresistible.
She walked through the stands munching on an egg tart she bought earlier.
There were all sorts of clubs trying to recruit freshmen. Their faces were fierce with passion, almost demon-like with the intensity they were going at with the flyers.
Rosalie stopped by an interesting club stand that seemed to be killing two birds with one stone by recruiting while operating a game with prizes.
"Hi there! Would you be interested in giving it a go? If you get it in the hoop, you can win one of these prizes."
A boy that seemed to be a third-year was asking her. He was tall, not as tall as Christophe, but tall, nonetheless. Maybe around 6ft. It made sense, it looks like he's the head of the athletic council by the look of the stand banner.
Usually, Rosalie would just ignore it and walk past the stand, playing would be too troublesome. Yet, the prizes were large plushies and Rosalie was weak to cuteness.
She had always wanted a plushy but knew it would be hard on finances if she got one and all the other kids followed suit and asked for one as well. She kept it to herself, but she always wanted to own a cute fluffy stuffed animal.
"Sure, how much to participate?"
"Just 2 dollars!"
The boy grinned at her holding two fingers up.
Rosalie reached into her pocket and pulled out some change and handed it to the boy.

Rich, handsome, popular, Christophe has it all, or does he? 

Rosalie enters the picture like a wrecking ball and destroys his perfect image.

Grades?

Athletics?

Games?

She manages to one-up him in every subject.
What will happen when Christophe goes to crazy lengths to defeat Rosalie in anything while she just wants to quietly graduate from school. What weird and wacky situations will they get into after an awful first impression?


"AH!"
The boy yelled in her face as he toppled backwards out of the window. Rosalie sat there silently trying to keep a straight face at the sight.
"What the? James told me that this room was empty, the heck. I'm gonna kill him."
He whispered to himself while brushing off the dirt from his pants.
From the moonlight, Rosalie could make out a familiar face.
"It's you!"

My mother had woken me up when I first fell asleep during her boring speech about how to be a real princess and act like a real princess and blah blah blah. I didn't care about being a real princess and all that. I wanted to roam free and do whatever I want, not sit around a dumb castle and do nothing.
             My name is Arina, Arina Butterfly. I'm the princess of the butterfly kingdom. I've counted all of the boring speeches my mother's told me. There were 152 speeches. She'd given them throughout all of my childhood.
         My mother wants me to be this perfect little girl, while on the other hand, my father wants me to follow my dreams, my dream is to live in a log cabin. in the woods with my soulmate. 
          My best friend, Cassidy Stone, is also a princess. She's more to me a fake friend than anything else. I've sometimes escaped to the town village to read books in their library because all the books we have in the castle is about how to be a princess or spell books for the wizard. 
         As I was waiting in my bed, waiting for my parents to tell me they love me and goodnight. They didn't come in so I knew something was up. I walked quietly downstairs and saw someone dressed in all black. "Who are you?!" I yelled. 'Your worst nightmare" the person in all black said. The it pointed a gun at me.

The third person who is going to join in CBI is the one who is so close to alastair comparing to others.

His name is Thomas watson. His mother is a psychology professor in Harvard and father is a policeman in the London city Police services.

Inspired by alastair, thomas joined in the same department but chose to be a CBI officer. 

After graduation all these people are officially going to join in their respective fields as interviews were already completed for them.

Thomas and Bellatrix interviews are the hardest ones they will become government officials.

The head of the Harvard University came on to the dias while everyone clapping for him. He started his speech with the grand history of Harvard.

All the students sighed to themselves as they don't have any other option apart from listening to this lecture.

Unlike students, parents are so attentive and are listening to the head so enthusiastically after all not every child can attend a prestigious university like Harvard.

The bunch of friends were seen playing pranks on each other like any other students in the graduation hall.

It's an usual thing for them, all the professors are fed up with them and only because they are brilliant students no professor had the will to punish them. 

It took totally an hour for the head to complete his speech and then he welcomed and congratulated all the students who are graduating this year along with their family.

Every one cheered him up by clapping for him. The other professors also gave their speeches about what students should do after leaving the campus.

The students started getting bored and were chatting among themselves after all no one will have mood to listen these lectures when they were about to venture into the world to pursue their dreams.

The head of the university specifically came this year to present the graduation sheet and shield to the students.

All the greetings and speeches are done by 10:50am. Giving a break of 10 minutes professors left the dias.

While the students were seen interacting with their parents explaining and giving answers to their questions, alastair is seen dozing off in the chair slightly leaning on it's back.

Thomas shaking his head shook him vigorously asking him to follow along with others. 

Bellatrix unable to stop chided him "come on alastair can't you be more attentive, how can you doze of in your own graduation ceremony."

Alastair shrugged his shoulders saying"why not..? Like all other people, i can doze off because these speeches are so boring. Don't look at me like that i am no one to blame.

I will never understand what will they achieve by these speeches after all who doesn't know about this university." Thomas nodded his head agreeing to what alastair said.

"ooh dear bella, unlike you who love to listen these lectures, we love to gain practical knowledge. Before you open your mouth to protest i know theoretical knowledge is also important.

But we are not going to gain any experience with their speeches unless we face them, be in that situation to feel the things. You understand..?"

Of course other two persons nodded their head in approval of what thomas and alastair said. looking at them alastair gave a victory grin.

They went to have some refreshments and cool drinks before the ceremony starts. At a corner a person is seen fidgeting with her phone in her hands thinking what should she do.

Her face is all drenched up with sweat but no one noticed her, after all in a busy place like graduation ceremony who will notice whether any one is tensed or suspicious. 

The students themselves are tensed thinking about their grades and future while their parents comparing their own children to others asking them to learn from them.

Some parents are seen boasting their children's skills where some parents are disappointed with their grades even though their grades are good.

Alastair looked at the bunch of students along with their parents engaged with other people. He giving a small smile commented "look at these parents, all set to teach their children to be stronger.

They completely disregarded their children dreams and goals. For them only positive results matter, i am not saying they are wrong but their thinking is twisted just like others to fit in this society.

In this competitive world only success matters it doesn't give a shit about either your hard work or your talent. 

No one even notices how you will be successful, the stronger will have all the rights to bully weaker."

Bellatrix shook her head not agreeing with him "not every parents like them alastair, look at my parents, look at thomas parents, they never forced us to do anything that we don't like."

"That's because not making our parents worry about us, we choose our majors according to our wishes which are also their's that made them happy. Right alastair..? Henry asked snaking his shoulder.

The other two friends in this group are Reyan Drake going to be a neurosurgeon and George Lucas going to establish his own company once he receive his degree. They both not knowing whom to support just kept silent.

This gang of friends is well known in the campus. The 10 minutes is completed and the ceremony began with honouring the students of computers department first only because it is leading in the current competitive world.

When the host called george on to the dais alastair woke up from his sleep, the head of the university handed him the gold medal along with the masters certificate. 

Out of curiosity he said "dear students, Mr. Lucas here is not going to join any of the companies who are here to recruit. Can you let us know why is it so Mr. George Lucas..?"

George walked towards the podium then leaning slightly towards the mike said "no offense dear recruiters, i don't want be a slave in your companies. 

I only want to establish my own company with different rules unlike yours. I thank you honourable head of the university for presenting me my shield and certificate."

Even though many of them felt repulsive for his words they clapped for his guts and bold remarks about the way the current companies are working.

This graduation ceremony only for the masters students. There are less students in the medicine background. The host called for bellatrix to com onto the dais.

Her juniors and seniors clapped for her while her friends group whistled for her, after all her achievements not any joke. 

For a woman choosing a forensic branch is no less than not getting married in this society and living free life. 

She deserves the honour and respect people are showing on her. But there are people here who are gossiping as if she is their daughter and she is disgracing their clan.shirt

Her group of friends welcomed her and hugged her  patting on her back. Especially thomas is so proud of her. 

Likes this everyone received their shields and certificates. When it was alastair's chance. 

The head just hugged him nodding his head and handed the shield. He didn't make any special announcement. 

Handing the shield and certificate he only asked him "alastair I only want you to live your life freely and get your happiness. 

I know you don't remember anything about what happened to your birth parents, but I sincerely hope you find out and bring justice to them."

The head was one of the closest friends alastair's birth parents had when they were alive. 

Alastair cheerfully accepted the shield and certificate thanking each and everyone present there. 

Even though he is not a caring person, he never failed to show gratitude towards who helped him in the past. 

The graduation ceremony completed by 1'o clock. Since it is lunch time they arranged lunch for all the visitors along with the students. 

Arranging lunch is a tradition Harvard is following from ages. Some students went to attend their last round of interview, while some went to attend them freshly. 

While every one having lunch suddenly one of the students fell of her chair unconsciously. Her family stood there shocked. 

Her father shook her "my dear daughter what happened to you suddenly, come on get up."

Her mother started sobbing "my dear sheela what happened to you. Come on get up don't scare us. 

I know you like to be mischievous but this is not the time dear. Wake up now, this is your graduation ceremony."

Everyone just stood there as if spell bounded. Bellatrix who saw this from a far 

"Thomas look at the small crowd gathered up there, it seems something is wrong. Come on will go and see."

Everyone agreed with her and they stood up to go nearer to the place and see what exactly going on there. 

Alastair who already out of his suit jacket and hair is messed up turned his head looking sharply at the scene where commotion is happening.

A freshly graduated student in the private investigation department, Alastair, going to the real-world to make it a better place for human beings. 

Whenever there is a crime that either CBI or police department failed to solve, Alastair solved all of them with ease.

But he is unable to crack his own parent's death mystery. It's been years when they died, which looked like no less than an accident.

Just because he is in a detective profession, Alastair is not like a cold-blooded person. 

Will he able to succeed in bringing new changes to this current world..? Will he be able to catch his parents murderer..?

Weirdly enough, Ariel did not attend an academy. She had private tutors coming from the academy to her home every day to personally teach her. Very spoiled, very loved. Just like in her world, money can do anything.
But regardless of whether Ariel attended school personally or not, she graduated with the rest of the students. The graduation party was supposed to be a day filled with congratulations and joy, but for Ariel, it was a day of sadness. Instead of a magnificent graduation, she got a grand annulment. In front of all the future leaders of the kingdom, she was disgraced by her own fiance!
Only she knew the betrayal she felt at the sight of her very own love wrapping his arms around another. At first, she felt anger. An engagement wasn't just something to willy-nilly annul here and there. It was something decided years ago by both families! It wasn't something she just asked for and was given; there was mutual interest. Then she felt sadness. After all, she spent years harboring this love, years of training to be future Queen, and years of devotion, love, and respect. That all crumbled to dust on that very night.
Avina knew tonight was an important night. It was a night when all schemes would surface and where it was the deciding factor whether her mission would succeed or not. Of course, she had utter confidence it would succeed.
On the night of the banquet, Hector offered himself to personally escort Ariel. When Avina asked why, he only laughed and said, "I can't even escort my precious baby sister to her big day?" With nothing left said, Avina had no reason to refuse, and the two went off to the Academy.
During the ride, 5025 was mega excited. Its host said that the mission was almost finished, and it can brag to all its friends about it! Of course, it was excited! The long ride was filled with 5025 constant chatter.
'What do you want to do once we are finished? Should we hang out in the mission world a little longer? I heard that some hosts in the white space gained abilities and would practice them before the next world.' 5025 was flipping through its mini data pad filled with all its system dreams. Ever since it was a small data line, it dreamed of doing so many things with its hosts.
Avina felt 5025's excitement and was influenced too. The mission was nearing completion but she hadn't figured out what to do next. With all of 5025's great ideas, she imagined herself staying and continuing to be pampered or practicing new skills. It was all so exciting!
Hector, sitting across from Ariel, had his eyes closed. However, years of sword and martial arts practice allowed him to feel the change in the air. At first, it was a calm swaying carriage ride, but slowly, he felt Ariel's growing excitement. Every once in a while, she would restlessly move in her seat. He opened a small slit of vision and looked at his sister grinning widely, happy and enthusiastic. The corners of his own lips started to rise as well. 
The moment the carriage stopped, Avina knew they were at the academy. When Hector led her out, she stared in awe at the large building. Comparable to the palace, it was massive but with a scholarly aura. Several students were walking in and out of the campus, this time dressed in beautiful attire instead of uniforms. There were students holding hands, carrying flowers, letters, or gifts.
Hand and hand with Hector, the two of them walked to the ballroom. Like any large institution of high-class education for the wealthy, there were various classes available and special rooms for said classes. The ballroom, as it can be inferred, was to help students practice ballroom dancing. 
Mandatory, Ariel was well trained in the skills of the crown princess including diplomacy, manners, dancing, etiquette, and so much more. At some point, Avina felt she could never achieve the things Ariel did. Both were the same age, but the difference in skills was immeasurable.
Once they arrived at the ballroom, Hector allowed Ariel to play all she wanted. He would keep her safe no matter what. So Avina did what every girl would do and headed straight for the snack bar. It was filled with beautifully arranged pastries and treats from left to right. At another table were drinks and savory bite-size dishes. 
In her memories, Avina did not find a mention of a close friend, so she did not purposefully interact with the other students. Instead, she gorged herself on delicious food while watching the other students talk and dance. Occasionally, there would be a couple of people who would come and greet her. Only then would she put her greedy hands down and greet them back. A small polite conversation would begin before ending, and she would return to enjoying herself. 
Finally, it was nearing the end. At the end of every graduation banquet, the Royal Family would arrive and give a little speech. Then the Principal, top student, top teacher, and so on and so forth would too give their speeches. At the very end, the prince and his fiance would dance together.
Trumpets sounded and the whole dance floor was cleared. Walking in slowly, the Royal Family arrived in majestic attire. At the front center was the King, His Royal Majesty, with his red velvet cape flowing behind him. At his left was his wife, Her Royal Majesty, in her exquisitely crafted and glimmering gown. To the left was the one and only Crown Prince, His Royal Highness George.
The King started his kingly speech and Avina's mind started to wander. The speech was nowhere close to ending, so she placed her attention on the monitors. The entire time she was eating, she was watching live entertainment. Obviously, Amanda and Earl John were scheming like foolish rats. Rey and Jane had a night rendezvous in the Academy garden. The boy finally got the courage and confessed his feelings. Jane, embarrassed but happy, accepted and now the two of them were a couple. And Hector stayed at the corner watching the party with uninterested but cautious eyes; he was wonderfully guarding Ariel.
Speeches and more speeches, Avina just focused all her attention on the monitors. Finally, it was the last dance. The crowd of students slowly moved to reveal a path between George and Ariel. George walked slowly towards Ariel and bowed down extending his hands. Avina lifted hers ready to place it into his hands.
However, the sounds of the doors opened harshly sounded. Scaring the students, there were yelps of surprise before everyone turned their gazes towards the doors. Standing there were 2 people drenched in sweat with condescending looks, Amanda and Earl John.

| WPC #153 World of Villains Gold Tier |
How great is it to actually get a system and transmigrate to different worlds? But how unlucky is it to transmigrate only into villainesses...

Avina is a good girl with good grades, good looks, and good friends. Only thing is that she has princess syndrome. And now faced with an unfortunate, unwanted, undesirable death, she has a system and has to transmigrate into different worlds in order to live once more!

Hmph! This Princess is so good looking and beautiful! I have no reason to waste my precious hands to push a peasant!
I am so beautiful and talented, how can I hang on one tree! It’s not him who doesn’t need me, but ME who doesn’t need HIM!

System: Host, shouldn’t you flatter the target and gain good will?
Avina: It is beneath me to flatter a hooligan. Hmph!

[SCHEDULE]: the author dares not to set expectations ;-;, Author Intro./Diary has more info

Kyson POV:
I couldn't get my mind off the events of today.
I was worried about my sister.
I knew there was something bigger going on. And I'm almost 100% sure that Olivia was lying about there just being whispers in the dark when Amber casted that spell.
There were so many secrets going around between the ranking families. It would put the governments around the world to shame.
I just hope these secrets do more good than harm.
Conner walked up to the stage and clinked his champagne glass to get everyone's attention.
"Good evening everyone." He smiled warmly at the crowd.
"As you all know we are here to celebrate the crowning of the new ranking wolves of the Shadow Howlers Tribe." The room erupted into cheers.
We smiled back and nodded.
The Alpha chuckled. "Well, per tradition; the leaders give speeches after the coronation. Now is the time for those speeches. So gentlemen; can you come up here please?"
We made our way to the stage as everyone cheered and clapped.
We decided that we were going to go backwards in rank. Starting with Trevor; ending with Sage.
Trev, Tyler and I gave our speeches and everyone cheered.
Sage stepped up and grabbed the microphone form Tyler and cleared his throat.
He looked out into the crowd like he was searching for someone.
'Who is he looking for?' Darian; my wolf asked.
'I don't know.' I answered.
Sage's eyes stopped in the direction of Todd, OJ, and Zayd.
Sage began his speech. "Good evening everyone-" The crowd cut him off.
"Good evening Alpha."
Sage smiled. "Well… first; I wanted to say thank you for accepting me as your Alpha. I plan on doing the best I can to take care of all of you while working side by side with the other guys up her, to keep this pack at the top of its game and make sure everyone is well and cared for. I will do everything in my power to fulfill my Alpha duties." His eyes were looking around the room again. He stopped on OJ.
'Is there something going on there.'
Sage continued. "I know a lot of you want to know if I have found my mate yet."
The wolves in the room perked up. We all wanted to know who our precious Luna would be.
The Luna of the pack was one of the most cherished pack members. She would be adored by many. She was also the one who needed the most protection. A lot of enemies attacked by taking or killing the Luna's of packs. It was a tactic to weaken the Alpha. It would also weaken the packs structure and power.
Everyone would protect her with their lives; without hesitation.
"Well, I have good and bad news regarding my mate." The room erupted into a series of questions and false conclusions.
My heart dropped. Did something happen to my Luna already?
Sage shushed the crowd. "Okay firstly; I need everyone to calm down. She is not dead, nor has she rejected me… yet."
There was a weight lifted off the room when he assured us that she was still alive. However, it came back when he said 'yet'.
"So, what happened? Where is she?" one of the twins from Carmen's group asked. I think her name was Sadie.
"She's here in this room." Everyone gasped and started looking around the room frantically.
"Settle down por favore, please, please. Yes, she is a part of our pack; but she and I are not on the best of terms. It is entirely my fault; but I did what I had to, to keep her safe." Sage said quieting the room once more.
"What did you have to do?" Bradly, one of the warriors asked.
Sage exhaled a grave sigh. "I had to break her heart. It was not my proudest moment; but I had to do it in order for her to be safe. I can't really get into the details. Since she is in the room; I would like to say a few things to her…" He paused before looking around the room and lingering a bit on the area where our siblings were standing.
"Firstly, I'd like to say that you look…. Wow." Sage smiled. The pack laughed.
"I can't even put into words how amazing you look right now. You took my breath away when I first laid eyes on you tonight. I have never seen any woman look as amazing as you. Secondly; I want you to know that I am so, so, so sorry for everything that I said to you that day tenshi. Everything that I said to hurt you, I never meant any of it. I love you with all of my heart; and I hope that very soon I will be able to hold you in my arms again. I promise you I will make this right. I just hope that you can forgive me love." Everyone in the room swooned; even me.
***
Olivia POV:
It's funny… I'm and Empath; yet I can't even handle the emotions I'm feeling right now.
The simple fact that Sage went in front of the whole pack to announce that he was sorry meant so much to me; on so many levels.
My heat swelled with love; but also with fear.
I was still madly in love with him. But; I was afraid to get my heart broken again.
"I know you hate me right now. So I won't crowd you. Nor will I force my presence on you when you don't want me around… Just know that I will always be there for you, if you ever need me. I also promise that I will tell you the truth; very soon. The truth that you deserve." Sage looked me in the eye. "I love you. So much; and I have never ever lied to you about that."
Tears threatened to spill over. I felt like he was projecting his love onto me through his eyes. I don't know if I can handle this.
He turned his eyes away from me quickly before anyone could follow his gaze. 
He continued; "I hope you all give her and I time to fix the issues between us before you bombard me with questions about who she is, and what her name is. I would like to keep it a secret for now until she turns eighteen. Which is in a few months. Hopefully you'll meet her soon. I can assure you; she is the most perfect woman anyone will have the pleasure of meeting. Trust me… All of you will love her. Now; let's get back to the celebration." Sage smiled. The crowd erupted into cheers.
Todd nudged me. I turned to him; my mind foggy.
'You okay June?' he linked.
'Yeah, I'm okay Todd.'
'You sure? If the speech was too much for you; you can take a breather. I can cover for you until you feel well enough to come back to the party.' Todd looked genuinely concerned.
'Thank you; I could use about five minutes to myself right now.'
'Okay… take the exit to my left. It will take you to the garden. It should be quiet enough .' He nodded towards the black double doors with gold accents.
'Thanks TB. You aren't so bad when you're not being a dick.' I joked.
He playfully growled. 'Go before I change my mind pipsqueak.'
I smirked
I eased my way outside into the gorgeous garden.
There were flowers and bushes everywhere. Fairy lights hung over the area by the light polls. There were little statues here and there.
In the center to the garden was a light gray gazebo. Past that, was a huge fountain with Koi fish, lotus flowers and lily pads floating about. The pathway was made of circular gray stones. 
I walked to the gazebo and sat down on the bench, resting my arm and chin on the wooden railing. My eyes studied the water of the fountain. I watched the fish swim around and admired their spotted patterns.
The sound of the water calmed me. The white fairy lights added a beautiful relaxing aura.
My eyes narrowed when I saw something move near the tree line a couple yards away. I squinted to get a better look.
There was a huge chocolate colored wolf. It had the same tribal pattern as the gray wolf tattooed on my leg. They had the same purple eyes. The wolf had a shiny golden pattern, and there was a wind symbol on its forehead in the same golden shine of his pattern.
The wolf seemed familiar.
I sat up and the wolf turned around and sprinted into the forest.
I got up and ran after it.

Olivia (June) has so much on her plate with her eighteenth birthday and her first shift two months away.
Her heart was nearly healed from a tragic heartbreak and she was doing fine.  
All she wants to do now is graduate and work in her mom’s bakery. 
Unfortunately; her plans come to a stand-still when Sage Bellissimo comes back to claim the Alpha title and her heart after he broke it two summers ago.
More pressure gets put on Olivia when she finds out that everything she knew about herself, her family, her pack and her existence was all a cover up for the truth.
Olivia tries to get to the bottom of everything; but everyone, including Sage is keeping major secrets that could affect her life drastically; especially her mom.
She doesn’t know who to trust anymore and she can’t tell anyone what she’s holding in because she gave her sacred word not to.
Olivia is already struggling to keep her head above the water with all the secrets and lies, when another love interest that she would have never expected comes into the picture. 
What is Olivia to do when she can’t find anyone to turn to for help except for people that she was told were dead?
And who the hell are these four girls that she keeps seeing in these random visions? 
There is way more than what her mother is keeping from her. Only this secret is something no one; not even her mother knows about. 
Ms. Weathers does though.
Have you heard about the tale of the five druids?

What will Olivia do?

Read to find out!!!

Book 1 of the Elemental Maidens Series

MAMA 2018 HongKong
BTS won another Daesang but you couldn't believe what one of the members mentioned as they were giving their speeches.

Hoseok: "ARMY... Before we came up on stage, I was really worried. We are always wanting to show you our best sides, ones who don't make mistakes, so everytime we come up on stage, I clench my heart and prepare for the performance. This award... is really... *starts tearing up and cry* I really think.... I would have cried whether we received this award or not this year. Because we recieved so much love this year, we wanted to give back with this award, seriously. Thank you so much. And to the members here together in this moment, I want to say Thank You so much! Thank you, I love you~"

Jimin: "ARMY~ Thank You! Ahhh... As we went through this year, you know how there can be tough times too. Well as we went through those, I think there were times when we gathered together and talked and reflect back. Through that, we realized that there are really many people who are behind us and beside us. We wondered why so many people appeared by our side. We had those thoughts even if we had struggles, we were able to gain strength and be happy again. To you ARMY, I want to show you our love and gratitude. And also we really want to recieve this award again. We always say that the pride you have for us is because you are our pride as well. And next year we will return and show you our better side. *Looks back at Namjoon and smiles* And we will pay your love back with this award. Thank You! I love you~"

Taehyung: "Well yes.... Firstly to the members families, thank you so much for raising us. *Starts tearing up* This award... I really can't believe we are able to receive this award. We'll work hard to become better artists to live up to this award's name. Even if I died and came back to life, ARMY is truly an irreplaceable gift to us. Thank you very much. I love you so my!"

Yoongi: "Yes... Thank you, everyone. We're so happy to recieve the 'Artist of the Year' award. To every ARMY who is always watching us, you gave us this award & with you all in mind, we'll work even harder. Also to the parents who gave birth to us 7 brothers, I want to say thank you. 2018 is the year I was most happy and I wondered if I could ever be this happy in my life.  I will make 2019 a more wonderful and exciting year. Thank You!"

Seokjin: "ARMY~! The beginning of this year came to my mind... Earlier this year, we had a really hard time mentally, so as we talked together, we considered on disbanding. *Taehyung starts crying even more* But we got a hold of ourselves, and to receive such great results, I think it's such a relief. To our members who got a hold of themselves, thank you. To the members who are always loving us, and ARMY who are always loving us, thank you so much."
Then everyone pulled each other into a group hug. While watching this you started crying. Knowing that they thought of disbanding because of all the stress hurts you so much. You just wished for them to rest well even if you go through pain yourself. Any time you watch this clip you would just start bawling your eyes out because it's one of the most emotional award speeches ever and has a lot of meaning behind it. 

[Skip Time] 

2019... So close to ending 7th grade. You want to leave school already because 7th grade wasn't your year. You've gotten hurt so much but always showed the good side. You cried almost every week to yourself. You still have self insecurities and still doubt yourself. You wanted to change yourself, losing weight, changing your personaity and almost everything. You felt so lost. April 12th. The day BTS has their comeback and their comeback stage will be in LA. Coming back with 'Boy With Luv', a new rendition and story to 'Boy In Luv'. Halsey is featured and her voice was amazing. BTS has recently also ended their 'Love Yourself World Tour' and another tour was announced in late February. You really wanted to go since it was on a weekend. But you just weren't doing well in school. You were struggling mentally and physically. You're doing your best in school but you just can't get any better. After having many important people leaving your life, school work and family problems, your mind is just a huge mess. Recently you've been losing contact with your best friend from 4th grade, Nick. He knew that Kevin ended your friendship and he made you feel better being your only best guy friend but now he's been so distant. You feel as if you two are even close anymore. With everything going on in your mind, you've recently distanced yourself from everyone you were close with. You wanted to be gone...forever.... 
You don't even know if you would ever find your real persona.

If I ever really come to understand what love is, I hope it will be quite different and better than everything I have lived to date.
I know little or nothing about love, and if I really know anything I believe that my concepts still need to be polished, edges need to be polished ... I bring with this my first contact with the world of writing, poems.
Poems that are out of the standard and common structures of a literary text, seek to convey emotions that I lived, I have lived, but that some I intend not to live again.
And as speeches are not my forte, as I have a tendency to start rambling, I hope you like "My Different Ways to Talk about Love - Prose: Me and My Thoughts".

RCVRD - RICVRDO

I decided to put together a set of my poems ...
These poems that represent my different ways of talking about feelings

Translated version of my first book "Prosas: Eu e os Meus Pensamentos".

love speeches novel

The Real Struggle

Forgiving Tucker

The Legend of Hades

I Suddenly Became the School Prince’s Rival

Princess Arina

For the Betterment of the World

Good Villain

Rise of an Empress

Once In a Life Time Happened

Prosas: Me and My Thoughts (English Version)

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