You may have heard of “ghost stories” before, but I'm sure you’ve never read my exact writing style before, or maybe you have. I’m not an experienced author, as this is just a hobby. But, I’ll give you a briefing on this story. 

‘My boo’ is about a young girl, whose frankly never had it easy since being born. Being kicked out just adds to the list of hardships. Having to “grow up” since before knowing how to properly read, she knows how to find an efficient place to live. 

After choosing a cheap place to live, she starts to notice things change little by little, a cup being moved. Dishes being cleaned, laundry being washed, she starts to think she’s gone mad! But, that’s simply not the case.





credit: this is not my concept, this is a part of something I read transformed into something else. pictures used are not mine. I don’t plan to make money off of this, or expect for this to “make it big”. I just needed something to pass the time. Again. This. Is. A. Hobby. As of now, I have it set to short stories. I’m not quite sure how long it’ll be. Also if this somehow is read, don’t expect me to update every second, I’ll update when I can, I have other things to do as well!!

I hope you enjoy!

[HIATUS]
expect sensitive topics to be touched on.


ineffable meaning: incapable of being expressed through words

‘My ineffable lover’ is about a young girl, whose frankly never had it easy since being born. Being kicked out at 17 just adds to the list of hardships. Having to “grow up” since before knowing how to properly read, she knows how to find an efficient place to live. 

After choosing a cheap place to live, she starts to notice things change little by little.

She starts to notice that she’s getting a little bit more unwanted attention. Is it because she’s being more of herself and choosing what she wants?

After meeting a few of the most charming...well the only people she’s actually got along with well, do things change and lighten up? Or will it all crash back down on her, once again?

Who is this mysterious soon to be lover?

'The most ineffable is who caught my attention.'


credit:  pictures used are not mine. As of now, I have it set to short stories. I’m not quite sure how long it’ll be. Also if this somehow is read, don’t expect me to update every second, I’ll update frequently when I can, I have other things to do as well!!

I hope you enjoy it!


no copyright infringement intended.

"Tidak, aku bernyanyi demi uang dan ketenaran." (Gwen)

"Aku menyanyi karena ibuku memaksaku masuk ke sini dulunya." (Blake)

Sudut mulut Samael berkedut dan dia ingin berteriak, kalian seharusnya ikut serta dalam  percakapan tadi?!

Melihat Samael yang tertekan, Gwen dan Blake tertawa terbahak-bahak sedangkan Liz yang melihat ini sudah tidak terlalu tertekan.

"Baiklah, karena tidak bisa mengalahkanmu, paling tidak rebut posisi kedua atau ketiga, benar Liz?"

"Ya! Aku akan berjuang agar tidak menyeret Tuan Blake !!!" Liz menjawab dengan nada serius yang agak membuat Blake senang.

Blake agak menganggap Liz seperti anak perempuannya sendiri, dan itu ditunjukkan oleh perilakunya di setiap saat dia berbicara dengan Liz.

Bagaimanapun, sifat seseorang bisa dilihat dari mata, gerakan tubuh, dan ucapan. Itu area psikologi yang sangat dasar.

Setelah keempatnya berbincang seperti ini, Blake dan Liz akhirnya dipanggil di atas panggung saat kerusuhan "Istri Samael" agak mereda.

Tapi untuk bagian medis, mereka tidak tenang! Masih banyak yang belum sadar !!!

Di atas panggung, sosok Blake dan Liz saling berdiri berdampingan, dan layar di atas kepala mereka menunjukkan judul lagu yang akan mereka bawakan.

[My Boo — Blake Shelton & Liz Louis]

"Ya! My Boo, jika tidak salah, itu lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh Usher dan Alice Keys, kan?" Samael menoleh ke Gwen meminta persetujuan.

Gwen mengangguk dan berkata, "Itu benar. Tapi lagu ini, mereka menantang diri mereka sendiri. Blake adalah lagu gaya county yang lembut dan nadanya melengkung, sedangkan My Boo, ini lagu tempo cepat."

"Selain itu, jika peran mereka tidak terbalik, maka Liz harus menyanyikan lirik Alice, itu Rap..."

"Ahh, mari kita saksikan. Apakah mereka bisa melampaui batas atas mereka atau tidak."

Di atas panggung, Blake memulai terlebih dahulu...

"There's always that one person that will always have your heart...
You never see it coming 'cause you're blinded from the start....
Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see...
Oh baby, ooh..."

Pembukaan dari Blake membuat beberapa penonton agak mengerutkan keningnya, karena ada beberapa jarak nada yang seharusnya dinyanyikan pendek tanpa sadar dia panjangkan.

Ini memang kebiasaan yang susah diubah, tapi pada akhirnya pada lirik ketiga, nadanya akhirnya normal dan membuat Liz menghela nafas lega dalam hati.

(Yeah, uh, uh, uh) 

"You gotta rockaway to this one, c'mon"
"You will always be my boo"

Nada suara Liz ternyata agak gagah sedikit, dan itu memang cocok dengan lagu ini...

(See, I don't know 'bout y'all, but I know about us and, uh!)

("It's the only way we know how to rock!")

(I don't know 'bout y'all, but I know about us and, uh)
("It's the only way we know how to rock")

"Do you remember, girl?
I was the one who gave you your first kiss,
'Cause I remember, girl...
I was the one who said, "Put your lips like this"..."

Blake akhirnya mulai terbiasa dengan nada pendek dan lekak-lekuk nada lagu yang naik turun, bagaimanapun dia adalah professional.

Bahkan dia mulai membuat beberapa gaya dengan tangannya, dan artinya dia sudah terbiasa.

"Even...before, all the fame,
And ....people...screaming your name...
Girl, I was there...when you were my...baby..."

("It started when we were younger, you were mine...(my boo)")
("Now another brother's taken over, but it's still in your eyes...(my boo)")
Even though we used to argue, it's alright...(my boo)

Duet keduanya di lirik sangat pas, dan Samael dan Gwen di ruang tunggu harus bertepuk melihatnya.

Mereka berdua, melampaui batas mereka!

"I know we haven't seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo"

(I was in love with you when we were younger, you were mine "my boo")
(And I see it from time to time, I still feel like "my boo")
(And I can see it no matter how I try to hide "my boo")
(And even though there's another man who's in my life,
You will always be my boo...)

(Yes I remember, boy...
'Cause after we kissed, I could only think about your lips...)

(Yes, I remember, boy...
The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with...)

(Even...before...all the fame,
And...people... screaming your name...
I was there...)

("And you were my...baby...")

(I was in love with you when we were younger, you were mine..."my boo")
(And I see it from time to time, I still feel like..."my boo")
(And I can see it no matter how I try to hide... "my boo...")
(And even though there's another man who's in my life...)

("You will always be my...")

"Oh, my oh, my oh, my oh, my, my boo..."

(My oh, my oh, my oh, my oh, my boo...)

Pada menit kedua, akhirnya para penonton bergembira dan bersorak, karena mereka akhirnya tidak harus mendengarkan lelucon lagi!

Shakira dan Bliss hanya bisa tersenyum pahit, siapa sangka bahkan jika mereka membawakan lagu yang susah, Kelompok Blake akan membawakan lagu yang keluar dari gaya menyanyi mereka!

Ini tidak bisa dianggap sebagai keuntungan lagi bagi mereka...

Tunggu, bukankah keduanya ada di Grup A, kenapa repot-repot? Maka jawabannya harus repot-repot, karena juara ketiga akan dilihat dari perolehan vote di babak Semifinal!

Jadi jika semisal mereka kalah, paling tidak, harus mencapai juara ketiga !!!

Di sisi lain, di area VIP, Sean sudah meremas dudukan sofa mahal itu hingga tergores oleh kuku jarinya, wajahnya merah, lalu menjadi hitam!

"Kenapa semuanya lebih baik dariku !!!!"

Apa yang terjadi dengan Reinkarnasi, tapi tetap berada di lingkungan Modern? 

Apa yang terjadi jika kita memiliki Buku Permintaan yang mengabulkan satu keinginan tiap satu tahun? 

Apa yang terjadi bila Dunia ini melegalkan Polygamy? 

Apa yang terjadi bila Dunia ini karena adanya perang dunia ketiga mengurangi kebudayaan musik dan film? 

Ikuti kisah Samael Duodere, seorang reinkarnator yang memaksakan hidupnya ke jalan bergelimang harta tahta, dan wanita ini!
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Peringatan: unsur disini ada Incest dengan ibu atau bahkan mungkin adik perempuannya. jika kalian tidak suka harem besar dan Incest, jangan baca ini.

Gina Kim vs Minji Joo vs Ha-jeong Lee.
Instead of picking the winner, the judges picked the loser. And sadly, it was Gina. A lot of her lines had ended abruptly and she stuttered a lot, so it was no surprise. If she had a stronger mindset, she may have been able to deal with it better, so that really sucks. Personally, I thought Gina had been the best out of all three of them. Anyways, that concluded another rap battle. Now, it was between me and Mine Boo.
"Go, Sian…"
Christine said quietly as I got up from my seat. I tilted my head at her.
'Why is she suddenly acting like this?'
Well, whatever. That's not important right now. I stepped onto the stage, Mine Boo right behind me. We stood next to each other.
"Get ready to pee your pants, you brat," Mine Boo whispered to me. 
I just smiled at me. We'll see who ends up peeing in the end. 
"This is your first time seeing each other, right?" Jongmin asked us. The legendary 'Father of Rap.' But ugh, I wanted to burn that beard off.
"Yes, it is," Mine Boo replied first. I nodded.
"This is your first meeting and you have to diss each other. Are you okay with that?" 
This time, it was Hippo who asked. She's pretty famous herself. But what kind of a name is Hippo? A hippo. So is she saying she's a hippo or…
"I don't feel bad at all. Actually, I'm kind of irritated that I'm stuck with an amateur like Sian," Mine Boo said. Everyone gasped in shock. That had been pretty rude. The tension began to rise again.
"What do you think, Sian?" Hippo asked me.
"Hmm…let's see. Well, to be honest, I don't feel bad at all, either."
At my words, everyone gasped again. I continued, "It's just that…I'm worried that Mine Boo might really pee her pants. She might want to consider wearing a diaper…"
I was dead serious about that. I really am worried for her. If she were to pee on set, that would be so embarrassing for her. What if it gets so traumatic for Mine Boo that she can't rap anymore? Of course, I wasn't planning on scaring her that bad…
But of course, everyone else thought I was just talking smack, and they all gave nervous laughs. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Mine Boo glaring. Once again, she was not happy with me. 
"That's good to hear. It's great that you both are quite confident. We'll see who actually means it once we start. So, if you two could face each other, please!" Jongmin called out. 
Mine Boo and I faced each other. That girl was wearing way too much makeup and dressed up like a cheap skank. Although, if she asked for a hug, I would give her one.
The music started, and Mine Boo was up first. She began to rap. But as she started, I unknowingly began to glare at her. It must have gotten to her because she suddenly looked rather scared.
"Um…"
Mine Boo began to fidget, clearly having forgotten the lyrics.
"Take you time, Mine Boo," I said with a sweet smile. But my eyes grew colder. I wasn't even trying and the fury was just coming out of me. Mine Boo's pupils became wide and began to tremble, and my smile became wider. Being able to sense the coldness, Mine Boo began to step back. Her eyes looked at me like I was Satan himself. If I were to use just a bit more force, she'd be peeing all over the stage, but I decided not to. I had no intention of traumatizing her. I'm not that cruel (most of the time). 
To everyone else, Mine Boo's sudden behavior was rather confusing. I just continued to smile.
'I should pull back now.'
As I continued to smile, I pulled back some of my force…or at least, I meant to. Instead, I ended up putting in more. The effect was immediate. Mine Boo fell to her feet and began to visibly tremble, muttering that she couldn't do this.
"Huh?"
This was not what I wanted. I hadn't even gotten to diss her yet…
The staff and the judges all ran up to the stage, immediately ending the battle. 

 ***

"Hmm."
Mine Boo left the set with a few staff members, leaving the rest of us tense and silent. Her footsteps were loud as they hurried off. The staff had laid her to rest in the waiting room, but they admitted that they weren't sure what might happen. They were even saying she may need to go to the hospital.
'There's no need for that.'
She must have had a panic attack, but she would return to normal soon. Of course, there might be some lasting effects afterwards. Though I don't think I had been that forceful…her mental stability was more fragile than I thought.
"Hey Sian, what happened?" Christine asked me as I sat down. I looked at her and noticed the way she was staring at me. It wasn't in a friendly way. More like…a partner? I mean, it wasn't bad so I didn't say anything. But if a guy had looked at me that way, I would've poked his eyes out. 
"I don't know. I didn't do anything," I said innocently.
Even if I said that it was me, she wouldn't have believed me anyway. Not just her either, nobody would've believed me. It's not something they understand anyway.
"Really? Then why was she like that?"
Christine asked, tilting her head from side to side. Other people were also looking confused, wondering what had happened to make Mine Boo act like that.
'Hm, I do feel a little bad.'
In using more force than intended, I had inadvertently pushed Mine Boo too far. I felt sorry, but not really sorry. She's the one who tried to diss me, so she deserved what she got.
"She'll be fine. Don't worry too much," I said, giving Christine a pat on the head. 
And once again, Christine blushed. She really is strange. So I decided to just ask her myself. At this point, I was dying of curiosity.
"Hey, Christine."
"Yeah?"
"Are you a lesbo?" 

***

"A lesbo? What's a lesbo?" Christine asked, tilting her head. I couldn't tell if she really didn't know or if she was pretending.
"A girl who likes a girl," I replied.
"I like guys."
"Oh, so you're not a lesbo." 
"But I like girls more."
"…."
So was she a lesbian? She wasn't making much sense. So I repeated, "A girl who likes a…hang on."
I took off my mic and took off Christine's as well. I really am smart. So anyways, I said, "You know how when a girl loves a girl? Like, as a girlfriend."
"Yeah. I am sort of like that," Christine said.
My jaw dropped.
"Really?"
"Yep."
How was she so honest about it?
"What's the point in hiding it? It's not like anyone can fix it for me."
"It's not that…"
Yeah, this was Christine. But Koreans were still not very friendly towards gays and lesbians, so it would be better for her to keep it down low. There is one openly gay celebrity named Jeechun Hong who is still pretty popular, but that's because he himself is so squeaky clean otherwise. It's not like anyone can just have the public's favor like he does. Our country was still pretty backwards.
"Just don't be so obvious."
"I'm okay with it."
I felt a little uncomfortable at that.
"Still, you need to be careful. Don't be so arrogant. That's how you ended up losing to Gayoon and crying," I said, my voice unnecessarily harsh.
Christine recoiled.
"You didn't have to go that far." 
She slightly sounded like she was going to cry. Just an hour ago, she had been full of spunk and confidence, but now, she was a completely different person. Did she really have feelings for me? If she did…I mean, I'm okay with it. She's pretty. And I'm a guy. But…physically, I'm a girl, meaning I could be accused of being a lesbian. I'm a member of Lovely Girlz. I didn't want to cause any trouble for them. A celebrity's image is everything. Homosexuality. The best thing to do here is to just try and keep it a secret.
"Even if that's true, I'm saying it for you."
"Is it really?" Christine asked, looking hopeful.
"Uh…um…"
I stammered. Suddenly, I felt rather nervous. 
Just then, one of the female staff members ran over to us and help us put our mics back on. So I couldn't talk about that stuff anymore.
 "Sian, please stop taking your mic off. It makes it hard for us," the staff member pleaded.
I nodded. 
 "I'm sorry..."
 I wanted to try and act cute but I really couldn't. Well, anyways, the atmosphere soon returned to normal and the producer spoke up.
"Hey guys, thank you for being patient. We'll start filming again soon."
 "What's going to happen to Mine Boo?" I asked. I was slightly worried. I mean, it was my fault (sort of). 
 "She's fine. She's just going to stay in the waiting room for now."
 "What about the match?"
 "She says that she doesn't want to battle with you."
 "Oh, okay."
Just as I thought. People are sensitive to psychological attacks. Mine Boo wasn't going to be able to start something with me again. I kind of feel bad. 
 "Alright, we're rolling!" the producer said. 
 Jongmin took the mic.
 "Okay, guys, thanks for being patient. Since Mine Boo forfeit, we'll declare Sian the winner."
 Everyone nodded at that. But Lil Sniper looked far from happy. Lil Sniper – the one who had gotten into and lost a hair-pulling match with me. Whenever our eyes met, she would glare at me.
 "Keep your hair on."
I whispered with a smirk.  

 "The last battle is Lil Sniper and Ji-hyun. Come on out, guys!" Jongmin exclaimed. 
Lil Sniper and Ji-hyun walked onto the stage. 
 At 30 years old, Lil Sniper was bitchy and arrogant, but she was also recognized as someone skilled. On the other hand was Ji-hyun, who was the youngest but still overflowing with confidence. She'd occasionally snap at the others, but she's mostly pretty easygoing. 
 The two started and it was very obvious who the winner was. Sniper delivered a strong and intense performance, which seemed to have hit Ji-hyun right from the beginning. Confident and easy-going Ji-hyun was swiftly brought down to her knees. Sniper really was impressive. 
The battle was over, but Sniper had one more thing to ask of the judges.
 "I'd like to say something."
We all straightened up at that, so did the judges.
"What is it?" Jongmin asked. 
Sniper answered, "I know the battle is over but I'd like to request another one."
 "Ooooh~"
 Everyone reacted at her request. The judges all looked at each other, their smiles impressed.
 "Alright then, Sniper. Who do you want to do it with?" Jongmin asked with an amused smile. 
"Sian," Sniper immediately answered, pointing at me. 
Everyone turned to stare at me. 
 "Is there a reason you want to have a battle with Sian?"
This time it was Hippo. She was also smiling, obviously intrigued by this turn of events. 
 "I want to go against that bi…um, her. We don't really know her that way. Her battle with Mine Boo ended too quickly. So, I want to try it myself. See if she really is good enough to be put on this show."
 Sniper was clearly still bitter about me receiving special treatment. A special parachute the executives had given me. Fine, I wasn't going to hide it. But sheesh, it's not like I asked for it. This wasn't my fault. 
 "Okay. Let's see what Sian thinks. Sian?"
 "Yes?" I replied. 
"Will you accept Sniper's challenge?"
 "Yes."
 "So you accept?"
 "Yep."
 "Okay. It's going to be freestyle. Are you two okay with that?"
 "Yes," I answered first. 
"Of course," Sniper answered right after. 
I stood up. Christine gave my hand a squeeze and I gave her a pat on the head. Christine blushed again. Oh, Christine. She definitely was a lesbian. I walked onto the stage and faced Sniper. Lil Sniper. She was still glaring at me. I casually raised my middle finger up before slowly lowering it back down.

Lee Sian, the strongest person under the heavens in old china, was reborn as a very overweight woman.

Now, behold as you watch the change that is about to occur!

"She did not answer my call and messages. I think that's the reason". He stated. He still holding the hairpin and he put it on his pocket. I shrug my shoulder because it looks like he is asking me yet I don't know the answer. 
'Yes. She kept talking to me. Maybe she don't noticed that you call. She did not hold her phone". I clarify. He nods his head to me. "The couch is not mine, don't move it". I said then use a hand gesture. 
"I will call her later. Let me show her to you. I always call her just exchanging what happen to our day. Just friends. Nothing to think about". He added. He turn around then he open the door. He push all the boxes and he put it on the trolley again. 
"Do you want help from the personnel?". I ask. He shake his head and he says no. 'You know what Gab, I can carry those boxes until downstairs. No worries". I said and I even smile a little so he can allow me to carry even one box. 
"Noelle. Put it down. Just stay here and wait for me. I think I can put this on the car for just two rounds. Just stay here and look an eye on your things'. He said then he walk away. He use the elevator and then I wait here. 
While I am waiting for him, I look around and I saw someone standing at the other end of the hallway. I know its from the family that I hate, they are already familiar in my head. I look at him deadly and then I open my phone to call Gab. 
After I click the ring button, I heard a sound on my back. I turn around and I saw Gab's phone placed on the top of one box. I am dead now! Gab did not bring his phone with him. Jeez!
I sigh and I can feel that my heart beat is getting faster and faster. The man is not moving, he's just standing there like he is there just to watch me or us? He is smiling but he is so weird. I don't know what to react, I can't explain. But still, he look so weird. 
I am hugging myself and I even step backward. I am waiting for the elevator to open to see Gab. I am pretty sure that Tita already told this to him. Tita will let him know things. Five minutes passed by but Gab is not here still. 
"the hell Gab, please hurry". I said in the air as if Gab will hear me pleasing. The guy is now walking slowly getting closer to me. I am now freezing because of nervousness. "Gab, please, come one. Be here now. I badly want to cry". I said to myself. 
When the guy is almost half on the path going to me, the elevator sound says, 'tinggg' which means someone will get out and I am so relieved when I saw Gab smiling sweetly to him. 
"gab!". I shouted then I run towards him. "There's a guy over there!". I said then point out the side where I saw the man. 
Unfortunately, the man gets lost easily. He just disappear and I did not saw him anymore. "It's true, there is a man over there. He is staring at me deadly. I don't know where did he go but he is there. He is getting closer to me but you appear, good thing". I said like I am a five year old girl saying my rants to my parent. 
"Is that from the Nicola family, what do you think?". He ask me and then he pull me and hug me. He tap my head thrice like a puppy and I can feel his breath gasping like he is nervous too. I nod my head. "I think they still don't let your family to just pass by. They really want to ruin your life, your life and tita's life". He said then he look at the back. 
"Gab, I am scared. I don't know when will this kind of things will end. I already told mom that she can give the company under to their name and let just things happen. I just don't like to feel that we are not safe every fucking day. I feel unsafe Gab, always". I said then I try my very best not to cry.
"Don't be scared Noelle. From now on, you will live at me again. I can protect you like before. I know I am not a tough man like a body builder like other people but trust me, I can protect you until my last breath. It may be sound corny but I really do. I really do Noelle". He said. I can feel the he is concern about me and he is saying the truth and i want to say thank you for that. 
"Gab, thank you for everything. I mean, you still help me even though we had a bad times for the last month. But still, you are here helping me like I did not do anything to you that maybe at some point I broke your heart and I made you cry. I am really sorry and I am thankful because of you. Sorry again". I said then I hug him tighter as fuck. I don't know how can I show him how greatful I am but I really do. Having Gab in your life is such a blessing. 
We are now here in the car and we are ready to leave. The travel is kind of slow that's why Gab is asking me a few questions. "Are you still afraid on what you saw earlier? Will you tell it to tita?". He ask me. 
I look at him and then I bow down. "I always tell things to mom but I think for now I won't". I said that makes him look at me for a second with a confused face. "I told mom that we are already good and she is happy because of that. I don't like to ruin her happiness and I am good, nothing bad happen to me so please, don't tell it to mom and to Tita". I said then I smile at him. "Is that okay with you? Just for once". I said trying to figure out if he will let me. I think he would. 
I heard him sigh and let out a deep breath. "Okay dine, I won't tell it to them. But promise me that after we eat you will study, okay?". He ask me. 
That makes me smile, he really wants the best for me. He always remind me to study and I know that he just want me to have high grades because that is what we said to each other. That we will graduate with flying colors.
We had dinner and I go to my room and study. I miss the vibe of sitting here. It's nice to be back.
My Boo
Alicia Keys, Usher
There's always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming 'cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see
Oh baby, ooh (yeah, uh, uh, uh) (you gotta rockaway to this one, c'mon)
You will always be my boo
See, I don't know 'bout y'all, but I know about us and, uh
It's the only way we know how to rock
I don't know 'bout y'all, but I know about us and, uh
It's the only way we know how to rock
Do you remember, girl?
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
'Cause I remember, girl
I was the one who said, "Put your lips like this"
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
Girl, I was there when you were my baby
It started when we were younger, you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over, but it's still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we used to argue, it's alright (my boo)
I know we haven't seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo
I was in love with you when we were younger, you were mine (my boo)
And I see it from time to time, I still feel like (my boo)
And I can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo)
And even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my boo
Yes, I remember, boy
'Cause after we kissed, I could only think about your lips
Yes, I remember, boy
The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there
And you were my baby
It started when we were younger, you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over, but it's still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we used to argue, it's alright (my boo)
I know we haven't seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo
I was in love with you when we were younger, you were mine (my boo)
And I see it from time to time, I still feel like (my boo)
And I can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo)
And even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my
Oh, my oh, my oh, my oh, my, my boo
My oh, my oh, my oh, my oh, my boo
It started when we were younger, you were mine (my boo)
Now another brother's taken over, but it's still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we used to argue, it's alright (my boo)
I know we haven't seen each other in a while
But you will always be my boo
I don't know about y'all, but I know about us and, uh
It's the only way we know how to rock
I don't know about y'all, but I know about us and, uh
It's the only way we know how to rock
It started when we were younger
My boo


Noelle Tanya Nicaragua is a girl from rich family. Her wish is to have a simple life like other people who enjoy their teen age life until he met Gabrielle that gives Noelle her dream life. But there's a lot of obstacles they need to face along their way. 

Will they be together till the end? 
Will Noelle enjoy having a simple life the she always ask for?

Let's find out!

I have been out for nearly two days. I got infection in the sores on my stump and the painkillers the doctor prescribed for the agonizing pain has had me knocked out sleeping for most of the time.

I have not spoken to Isabella in these two days at all. I am sure she must be worried sick. I look for my phone on the side table but it is not there at all. I try to get up but my body is too weak.

"MATT!"

Matt come rushing into my room, "Bro are you okay? What is the matter? Do you need anything?"

"Where is my phone? I need to speak to Isabella."

"It's in the lounge but bro there is a problem."

"What? Did she call? Did she tell me to leave her alone?"

"No bro, no nothing like that. The thing is, she was very worried about you."

"Matt what did you do?"

"Your phone was ringing the whole time and she was worried because you did not answer."

"Matt what is going on? What is happening with Isabella?"

"Bro she is in the kitchen with mom. She has been here since early this morning."

"What!? Fuck! Does she know?"

"No we just told her that you had hurt pretty badly and that the doc said you must stay in bed."

"I guess there is no running from it now. Has she seen my laying like this in bed?"

"No she said she will wait for you to wake up. Must I call her for you?"

"Just help me up and give me that thick blanket so I can cover myself up."

Matt helps me to sit up straight and put the blanket over my leg, "Here you go. I will go call her now."

He leaves to go fetch Isabella. It feels like my whole world is crashing down around me into pieces. I can hardly breathe, my body is shaking and my mouth has gone dry. It feels like the pain in my stump is shooting straight to my heart.

Then there is a knock on my door. I can barely utter the words as I try to speak. "Come in."

She peaks her beautiful face around the door, "Hey my soldier boy."

"Hey gorgeous boo."

"You mind if I come sit with you a bit?"

"I would mind if you don't come here and give me a kiss."

"She moves slowly on over to my bed and gently sits down next to me, "I missed you, do you know that?"

"Sorry, I think I did kind of went all AWOL there."

"It is fine, your mom told me that you have been out for a bit but I am glad that you are back."

"Boo, you don't know how happy I am to see you here."

I wrap my arms around her shoulders and pulled her close. Despite the heaviness in my stomach, it flutters at the feeling of her body pressed against mine. Her touch makes everything better somehow. My lips seek hers and they lock in a passionate kiss. She tastes like vanilla and a slight hint of honey. I loose myself into her, the kiss turning into a deep desire and a burning hunger. I slowly pull away and rest my head against her forehead.

"Fuck boo, you have no idea how much I want you, but there is something we need to talk about."

"What's wrong soldier? Are you about to break this girl's heart?"

"Boo, I have a better chance of having my heart broken."

"I will never break your heart, I am too in love with your sweet ass."

"God Isabella, you making it hard on this man."

"Come soldier, just tell me, we can get through it, it can't be that bad."

"I don't know the best way how to tell you this, I am just going to have to show or let you feel it for yourself."

"Mmm show or feel? This sounds interesting soldier. I will go for feel, I am an all hands on girl."

"Can I just say one thing boo, that no matter what happens from here on, I have fallen just as hard in love with you. And I am sorry for lying and not letting you know sooner."

Before she can speak, I gently take her hand in mine, slowly moving the blankets away just a slight bit, I slip our hands underneath it. I take a deep breath and close my eyes, but not for long. Gently placing her hand at the top of my leg at my groin, I slowly start moving us down, watching her faces with every inch we crawl. Just one more slight stretch...

"Soldier what are you doing?"

"Boo, ssshhh, just one more second."

Then...

We at the edge and I stop. Confusion sets in her face, I slowly run her fingers over the bottom of my stump. Her face lights up...

"Boo...?"

It turns from confusion to horror...

"Boo...?"

She holds her hand there, she does not move. I see her close her eyes and a tear roll done her cheek.

"Boo...?"

She looks at me and slowly moves the blankets down my leg revealing my entire eighteen inch stump. There is terror and fear mixed on her now pale face, her hand is slightly trembling as she pulls the blanket back up to my waist but she keeps her one hand firmly in place on my leg.

"Boo please say something."

Then she speaks, "What happened soldier?"

There is pain in her eyes and I just know that I have just lost this girl.

"Boo..." I continue slowly and tell the same story I have told so many times over for this past week.

"Sort of like Mark but you just got home in one piece, well less a leg but still alive."

"Boo, I am so sorry."

"No soldier, I am sorry. How did I not feel this the other night?"

"Cause I got good at hiding things."

"Yes and now you are stuck in bed because you wanted to hide it from a girl, this girl. Soldier I am not worth all that pain."

"But boo, you are, I have never been so happy in my life than I was with you for this past week."

"Soldier, you hardly know me, why would you want to cause yourself so much pain for a few days of happiness?"

"Look in the mirror Isabella and you will find the answer."

We sit in silence as the tears roll down our cheeks. This is so not how I imagined the day would be when I will tell the woman that I wanted to be my soulmate that I am in love with her. As hard as this is killing me, I need to let her go.

"Boo, you don't have to stay here, you can go."

"Are you sure soldier?"

"Yes boo, I think I am going to sleep."

I feel as she slowly slips her hand off my leg and gently places a kiss on my cheek. I look deep into her watery eyes and I just know that this is the last time I will be looking into them.

"Get rest soldier, I will speak to you later."

"Boo...?" I stop her before she can walk off.

"Yes?"

"Thank you."

"For what soldier?

"Thank you for making this broken man happy."

"Soldier I will see you when you feeling better."

With that she is out the door and out of my life, I know that I won't be seeing her when I am better, I don't know if it is because I kept it from her or if I am a sore memory of what happened to her husband, I just know that I will never see her again.

I spent much of the rest of the day falling in and out of sleep, no nightmares of losing my leg haunting me but definite ones reminding me of what just walked out of my life.

The next morning I am wide awake early, strong enough to move around. I grab onto my new crutches as I hop on out of bed and make my way to the kitchen. For once, a very rare once, my father and Matt are not having a go at each other."

"Morning son," my father greets me with which sounds a heavy heart.

"Hey dad"

"Did you sleep okay bro?" Matt looks at me with a sad face.

"Why, did the yelling keep you up again?"

"Nah you were actually very quiet," Matt says.

I see a look of tenderness in my father's eyes as he reach on out to me, "Sit, let me grab you a coffee."

I signal for Matt to leave me and father alone.

"Listen dad..."

"Clay," he immediately stops me from carrying on. "I understand, you don't have to apologize. I have been an asshole to both you boys. You followed your dream and did your country proud and here I am bitching because you never became a doctor. I am proud of you son."

My dad pulls me into a big old man hug and I can feel his body shake as the tears stream from his eyes.

"Thank you dad."

We both wipe our faces and sit back in our chairs.

"So where is this medal of yours?"

"Hahaha. I was waiting for that one."

I hop off my chair to go back to my room and fetch it for him. I pause for a brief second and look at my phone.

There is no messages from Isabella. I sort of knew there wouldn't but still there was that little boy in me that is besotted in love that hope there would. Would things have been different if I told her from the start, well I have learned very early on when this happened that you should not dwell on the ifs in life.

I make my way back were mom and Chloe has joined dad and Matt in the kitchen.

"Hey my son, are you feeling better today?"

"Much better mom, thanks for looking after my stupid grown ass."

Chloe look a bit confused around but when she finally feels confident, she ask, "Can I be the only one that is going to point the obvious?"

"Yes babe," Matt smiles and winks at her. "We know, he is missing half a leg."

"Hahaha. It's more like two thirds man." I jokingly play along with them.

"Well," Chloe says. "I kind of think you look hot for a broken soldier and all."

Everyone burst out laughing but the tears are stinging in my eyes. Mom can see but she does not say a word. She moves around the counter and come to rest her hand on my shoulder. "Clay she will come around, just give her some time."

Mom I don't think I can bear being away from her for all that time. I have learned to know the fear and look in people's eyes and I don't think her fear will bring her back to me."

Mom pulls my head close to her chest like she always used to do when we were young boys. Her hugs used to be so infinite. In her arms I am safe and my worries disappear. In her embrace I am cocooned better than any butterfly-to-be. I feel her soft skin, I feel her warmth and the smell of freshly laundered clothes. No matter what, mom's hugs always used to take my pain away and they do still.

Clayton Jackson is a First Lieutenant in the Marine Corps. He joined the Marines at the tender age of eighteen and has never dreamt of doing anything else. After a fateful accident during deployment, Clayton becomes disabled and gets his ticket back home.

Isabella Jones, previously married to a Marine, runs away to the town where Clayton lives to get away from her past. 

Clayton and Isabella meet one day as they both seek the comfort of the outdoors to clear their heads. The connection is immediate, and their relationship is off to a quick start.

When Clayton gets the opportunity to return to the Marine Corps, Isabella is left to decide if she will go with him or stay behind.

Will Clayton become the ultimate soldier, and will he have Isabella by his side?

Eight in the morning we all gathered at the studio to talk about my stage name. 
"The name is a very important thing for a person. It is also part of your personality and your behavior." Alexis said.
"It is how the funs will recognize you." The rapper guy said whose name is Alan.
"I don't want Avery to have more followers than me." Roger said joking.
"Haha, we are group after all!" Luo Shanyuan said.
"Don't worry! I won't have more funs than you all! " I said directly to not make them jealous of me in any way. 
"Well, well... I think your stage name well be Boo if you agree all! " the producer said while he was whinking. 
"Of course we agree! We wanted to have a nickname like this! " Reginaldo said. 
"But... Why? " I asked whisperely. 
"I'll explain you that later" Roger whispered to my ear while he was standing next to me. 
"So Avery is that ok with you? To call you Boo, I mean. " Reginaldo asked again. 
"Yes that is ok with me! Even if I don't know the meaning of my nikname! " I said to explain me what my nickname means because I really wanted to know the story behind that. Also, I didn't believe what me buddy said to me because he always keeps secrets to himself what he was a small boy. 
"I with tell you we the time comes! " All said. 
"Now that we found Boo's name, " then all the guys started laughing and then the producer realized his mistake, as he continued saying; " I mean Avery's nickname! "
"Well, I want you to write all song for your first performance as a new Boo band that reunited since long ago. Now the name of the band well be... "
"Why don't we call it PUBLIC AURA? " Aldrich insisted. All that time Aldrich was in deep thoughts. What he was thinking exactly?? Is my nickname so weird?? 
"PUBLIC AURA is a good name! " Reginaldo said enthusiastically. 
"Yeah! Let's call it that! " I agreed without a second thought. 
"If our Boo and the drums guy agreed then I agree too! " Alexis said. 
"Then I agreed too! And don't call him our; is MY Boo, I mean MY buddy! " Roger said that because of his jealousy. 
"Relax bro! We agree with the name too! But not in extremely way! " Alan exclaimed that while he whinked. 
"Hey!  You don't know him! Because I've known him since my childhood! That's why I'm talking like that! " Roger stated somewhat annoyed. 
"Ok, ok. Don't get angry man! " Alan affirmed.
Then the producer saw me from above to below. 
"Well, now that Avery is a new member here,  we must buy him clothes to make him look good as you are! " The producer acknowledged. 
"But he will never be as good as we are! " Aldrich expressed.
"He will be as good as we are,  idiot! " Alan patted him on the head. 
We all then laughed because we knew  that they are good friends as Roger and I. 
One hour later, after hanging out all together to find good clothes for me that will be my new style as the new member in this cool and fan boy band, suddenly Alan started rapping and many girls gathered to see and hear him. 
"Yo! Lemme tell you what your stage name means, with all the respect is not mean,  for you 'cause the funs will absolutely follow you and you are you, after all, that's the point but this isn't all, that I want to tell ya. And the stage name is not bad for ya. It's for a guy like you and me, and it means cute! " Alan rappered.
"How cool! " Crowed the girls. 
"Please give me a more manly nickname! " I said with dissaturation. 
"So, you didn't like it? " Roger said. 
"Ah.. No! " I said unpleased. 
"Look!  These guys are hot! " They added. 
"Show off! " Roger whispered. 
"Look!  Look!  This guy is so cute! "  one girl said to each other while they were pointing on me. 
" I've never seen him again around here! " A blond girl confided. She was around at the age of 15.
" Boo is our new member in our reunited boy band! " Reginaldo introduced me and he put his hand around my neck. 
"Wow! Are you a new idol/pop group...? " Some girls asked. 
"We haven't introduced ourselves. And that's too bad if you don't know us! " Alexis expressed. 
"We are a new boy band here! " Luo explained. 
"Yes! And our name is PUBLIC AURA! " Aldrich declared. 
"Yes and we call our fans Goldens! "
"Wow such a nice name! " The girls shouted.
"So do you call us " GOLDENS""? One girl asked us. 
"Yes! Because your heart is made of gold to like and love us! " Alan winked to the girls. 
The blond girl approached me.  
"Hey!  Aren't you the guy who protected my bestie the other day? " The blond girl  recognized me. 
I was astounded! 
"How do you know that? Who is your best friend? Iris Harvey? " I asked. 
"Yeah! So, it was you! " The blond girl said excitedly.
"What's your name young lady? " I asked politely. 
"I'm Jeanne Sparks and I'm 15 years old and I think that you are so cool! " The blond girl introduced herself.  
"Do you do karate? " Another girl asked who was standing next to Jeanne. 
"Yes! And I have black belt in..." I tried to reply because of Roger. 
"Martial arts;such as judo, karate, taekwondo and... of course boxing! " Roger continued. 
"Really? Why didn't you tell us? That means that we must be scared by you? " Alan said amused. 
"No, but if you want any protection, I'll do it! " I said and the words just came out of my mouth. 
"Yes, Avery made some nice karate moves yesterday! He kicked the ass of a bad guy who was holding a knife! " Roger said enthusiastically. 
"Ok...We are friends anyway, right Avery?" Luo said who was standing next to him. 
"Ah..!" I gasped, "don't be scared of me.  Ok? "
"Whatever you said! " Luo replied. "I'm just kidding! Don't stare at me with that serious face! I am not scared of you at all!  Haha! " He added. 
I can tell that he was lying. Or maybe not.. 
"Well, Luo knows judo too! " Alexis supported Luo. 
"I'm from China,  you know.  I don't believe that you are so naive! " Luo said jokingly, "Then maybe, one day, if you want, we have to fight to each other..! " Luo added. 
"I hope that day won't come..! " I said. 
"Why are you afraid of him? " Roger whispered to me.
"No, but... As friends we don't have to fight! " I added. 
"Wow! That's a good theme for a song or we can add some karate moves too! " Alan said unexpectedly. 
When we came back to the studio the peoducer he had got for us a small present... A welcome party for us that we,  now, reunited as one! We had much fun and talk. At the end of the party, the producer gave us a piece of paper and he said strictly that we had to follow whatever was written on it...

Avery Masterson is a girl who lived all her life as a boy due to personal reasons. What will she do when her identity is reveled?

Kim Bi Bum and Kim Boo Ra are in an awkward situation now. 
Kim Bi Bum doesn't know what to do. So he turned towards Yan Shu and said "Yan Shu, did you get checked? What did the doctor say? Is everything fine?" He asked with a concerned voice.
But the poor being doesn't know he knocked onto the door of death. 
Suddenly he felt cold. He felt like the room is turning into Antarctica.
He roamed his eyes around the whole room. He saw certain three people are looking at him like he was a prey to them. He can see the nonexistent fire coming from their bodies. He gulped as he eyed them. No wonder his talkative sister stayed silent. 
He backed away but to his 'luck'. Those three people came stepped forward and surrounded him. 
"Tell us what happened to our baby girl?" Sara asked with a fire in her eyes. 
Kim Bi Bum gulped hardly. He turned his head to see Renji and Kai. They both had the worst expression on their faces. He thought he could ask his sister help. But she just shrugged at him and gave him a look. Her look said "I don't want to die young. Sorry, I'm helpless, "
Left with no choice he decided to speak for himself.
"Well, when she came to visit my Boo Ra. I noticed her face is pale. When I asked the reason she said she had vomitings today morning. And she hid it from everyone including Mr. Chen, " he said as he took a deep breath. 
Suddenly those three people attention shifted towards Yan Shu in a whoosh. 
Kim Bi Bum relieved and looked at Kim Boo Ra. She gave him a look. Her look said "Rest in peace, Amen" 
He is confused. Suddenly he felt two daggers are boring into his body. He shivered and turned around to look at the source of daggers. 
He found those two daggers belongs to Yan Shu. He saw her chilly death glare at him. Her look said "You just wait for your end, " he shivered uncontrollably. 
He looked at Mu Sheng but the later just ignored him. 
He sobbed without tears. He doesn't want to die young. Sobs. Someone save me, please. He prayed to God inwardly.
Yan Shu answered endless questions asked by her family. Finally, Renji turned towards Mu Sheng. 
"I'm disappointed with you greatly!" He said. 
Everyone in the room dumbfounded. They gave him a pitiful look. Mu Sheng decided to have a talk with his father in law peacefully for once. 
"I will talk to him. Yan Shu give company to mom and brother in law, " he said to Yan Shu as he looked at her. 
Mu Sheng left to talk with Renji. 
While Yan Shu looked at her mother and said "Mom, I need to talk to you. Can you come with me?" She asked.
She nodded and moved along with her but Kai also followed them. 
"Why are you following?" Yan Shu asked him scornfully. 
"You said you want to talk!" Kai said exasperatedly. 
"I asked mom. And we are going to have a women's talk. If you think you are a woman then follow us. I don't mind!" She said. 
"How can you treat me like this? This is unfair!! In the only brother you have!" He said dramatically. 
"Ayya, who said you are the only brother to me?" She retorted. 
"Then tell me who are the other brothers? I will break their legs and hands. And slash their tongues. " he said angrily. 
"It's Bum! The one behind you, " she said and dragged her mother but not before giving a victorious smirk to the Bum!
Her look and expression said to him "you are going to die. Hehe"
Poor Bum. He cried to himself. Why did all people are messing with him or he is messing with others? 
Suddenly, he renumbered his clash with So Juan. 
He called her a jinx. After bumping to her only. He offended Yan Shu and Kai. 
He decided not to bump into her in the future. 
Suddenly he brought into reality. By an intense stare. 
Kim Boo Ra felt sad for her brother. So she decided to give him a helping hand. 
"Brother, you are swearing someone when you are coming inside. Who and why?" She asked. 
"Oh, that. I'm returning to your ward I bumped into a crazy woman. She bumped into me. Since she is a woman I said sorry. But she didn't let me off. And continued to swear me. Finally, she asked for compensation. I gave her my business card and asked her to collect it from there. But when she saw me she swore on you. I was angered. But I don't want to argue with unreasonable women. So I left. But she said she will make us both suffer, " he said as he felt frustrated. 
Kim Boo Ra took her and showed it to him. And asked it is her or not. 
"Yes, she is the one! How do you know?" He asked? 
Kim Boo Ra narrated the whole story to him. 
"How dare she? She will make you suffer and kick you out from the industry? Huh? " he roared. 
Kim Boo Ra quickly held his arm. "Brother, don't worry. We should not act as a cheap bitch with a cheap bitch. We should be classy. " she said. 
"What do you mean?" He asked. 
" let's know her schedule and everything and crush her without her noticing. Hehe, " she said sinisterly. 
"This genius of my sis. Since you can make plans to destroy your enemy. How could you act so dumb and go into a crocodile swap?" He said?
"Broooooooooo.... I did that in a spur of the moment, " she said. 
"Next time control your emotions, " he said as he patted her head. He gave a slight kiss on her crown. 
But Someone in the ward is sulking at the love of their bro and sis. 
He is ignored!
And the most frustrating thing is he couldn't demand their attention!! Damn!!
Kai is sad. 
He cleared his throat to get their attention. Only then two people in the ward noticed his presence. 
"Mr. San, please sit." Kim Bi Bum said.
He sat beside Kim Boo Ra.she is dumbfounded. He can sit on the chair which is far away from the bed. 
Suddenly someone's phone rang. It's Kim Bi Bum. But he declined the call and set it aside. 
"What happened?" Kim Boo Ra asked. 
"Actually little one, a batch of supplies which have to deliver to our restaurants aren't delivered. The agro company which is supplying us is asking us to terminate the contract. And now we are lacking in supplies. Today I got a call from our supplier company. " he said. 
"Then why are you still here? Go meet them, " she said. 
"But how can I leave you alone? " he asked worriedly. 
"Brother, Yan Shu is there and her brother is also there. Or else I will call Mu Ke. He will accompany me. " she said. 
"Ohh, I wish you and Mu Ke, get together. I am hoping for that from the day I noticed you both being lovey-dovey in Yan Shu's mansion, " he said. 
Kim Boo Ra blushed at it. But the truth is different. "Brother!! Do you know it is an act? He asked Bai Ying too. But she refused him and made fun of him too. He wants to make Mala, the Indian girl in Yan Shu's house jealous. Bug our plan failed. That girl didn't even budge. Remember, I just see him as a brother. I love him but not romantically but as a brother. Next time say it again I won't hesitate to slay your tongue!" She said. 
"But Boo Ra, if you get together with him. I won't be worried. He is good. And I know him very well. I can't trust people" he said as he eyed Kai suspiciously. 
Why the hell he is getting looks!! Kai shouted in his mind. 
"Brother, stop thinking already. Go deal with your things. It's suspicious for your suppliers to asking to terminate the contract. Go away, " she said. 
"Yea, I will deal with it. But the worst thing is I contacted other suppliers to be temporary suppliers. But everyone declined. " he sighed. 
"Bro, why don't you ask Yan Shu help?" She asked. 
"I don't want to. She already has plateful if things." He said as he ruffled her hair. 
Kim Boo Ra thought for a while very hardly. 
"Brother!! I have an idea!" She almost jumped from the bed. 
"Woah, slow down princess. You might break your leg, " he said. 
She pouted as she hmphed at him. 
"Will you listen to me or not?" She said. 
"Tell me, " he said.
"Bro, Why don't you get your supplies from the farmers directly. So, that you can get your supplies for less rate and you don't have to worry about them betraying. And the supplies will be fresh also." She said. 
Suddenly, he got up from his seat and started searching for something. 
"What are you searching for?" She asked.
"My dumb sister, " he said. In return, he got a flying pillow at him.
He caught it and turned to Kai " Mr. San can you please give the company for her. Until I send someone, " he asked. 
Kai nodded. 
Suddenly, Kim Boo Ra had a eureka moment. She blushed in embarrassment. When she remembered all the things she did in front of him. 
Now only these two people are left. 
It is awkward for both of them. 
Very awkward. 


Lu yan shu a girl who is broken by her past is now the biggest business tycoon that no one would dare to go against her. 

She is known for her tactics, cunningness, ruthless and heartless actions. 

The past which she tried to run away comes chasing her. Her past is the biggest nightmare for her. 

At the time, a man from her past approaches her with the name of love. Because of some incidents, she is scared of meeting people from her past. She is scared of falling in love. She is scared of men. In her opinion men are fickle. 

But we have to see whether she will fall in with him or not? If so how? 
What she will do to the people who came to find her from the past? Will she take revenge? 
To know the answers we have to join her journey.
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" Do you want to take revenge? " he asked

" No," she said.
 
" Then? Will you kill them? " he asked again. 

" Death is an easy punishment. I will not dirty my hands. I will just make them pay for their sins. I will make them regret their whole lives. " She answered without any emotions. 

He smiled at her answer. 

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After all the preparation taken with the consideration of Lee Tae Hwan's crafty Ideas Song Hye Kyo was ready for the big day, the day of her engagement.

She stood at the second floor of celebration hall. She glanced at the Grand hall decorated extravagantly.

 'Sigh, it's just wasting money for the flop engagement.'  Song Hye Kyo lamented. 

She saw Lu Han, Kim Ji Wan, Hong and Jiayi were sitting together. Jiayi had a laptop sitting on his lap ready to take actions at appropriate time. But why does it feels like Jiayi is more excited doing this kind of work. 

Putting everything in the back of her head she took a deep breath before going down stairs. 

Looking at the girl in wearing a designer gown. It was strapless, long silk purple gown showing her perfect neckline. They started praising her. 

There wasn't much people only some close and important family members and business partners. Each and every person present at the moment was an important business personality. 

Moon Boo Suk came and offered his hands. Leading her towards the stage. Song Hye Kyo immediately started playing various versions of what to say after reaching the stage and what to do. 

On the other hand at the same moment Lee Tae Hwan already released some dark secrets  her had learned about in his previous life of Moon family business to their to their potential enemies. With the help of Jiayi's the master hacker's information. 

"Darling are you ready to spend your entire life with me?" Moon Boo Suk asked in low voice walking beside Song Hye Kyo. 

Song Hye Kyo flashed a smile. Just as she was about to reply a loud female voice sounded in the hall. 

"Stop!" it was Park Min Ha. 

Many people recognized her. Although she was new but a good actress. She face was a bit pale and she was wearing simple makeup but she still looked beautiful. 

Moon boo suk who was smiling a few seconds ago had an ugly expression. Hw immediately called for body guards but Song Hye Kyo stopped the body guards and aksed Park Minha to continue what she wanted to say. 

Park Minha gritted her teeth before reveling in front of everyone that she is pregnant with Moon boo suk. 

Before anyone could come to their senses she went forward and showed the video of the day of her proposal in front of everyone. 

Elders of Moon family and Song family had a dark face they immediately apologized to the guests and announced that the engagement is off. 

They could have continued the wedding if Park Min Ha hadn't said anything in front of everyone but after its reveled in front if everyone they could not continue with the engagement. 

Papa Song made a huge ruckus here asking for compensation and served all the ties from Moon family at the end. 

While Moon boo suk wanted to beat up Park min ha but Song Hye Kyo and Song Young Jin came forward to protect her and escorted her safely from the scene. 

... 

After a long day Song Hye Kyo was sitting in her apartment with Hong, Jiayi, Lu Han, Kim Ji Wan, Lee Tae Hwan and Song Young Jin. 

All of them were happy expect Song Hye Kyo and Jiayi. 

"Why You two are Sad isn't it happy occasion?" Kim Ji Wan asked Confused. 

Song Hye Kyo and Jiayi looked at each other for a second before bursting out in laugh. Which confused people more. 

Lee Tae Hwan, Song Young Jin , Lu Han and Hong all looked at them pondering for few minutes. Before realizing something. Only Little girl, Kim Ji Wan was Looking confused. 

"does things does not go as planned?" Hong asked the question which was in the mond of all guys. 

Song Hye Kyo nodded while Jiayi replied still laughing. "It was supposed to me playing all the dirty deals Moon Boo Suk made and Song Hye Kyo acting as a hurt lover before they exchange rings but Park Min Ha showed up suddenly." 

"Although we could not execute our plan but outcome was same." Song Hye Kyo said smilingly. 

Little girl Kim Ji Wan finally came to realization. " Oh, So Miss Park had her plans and she helped you guys unknowingly?" 

Jiayi and Song Hye Kyo showed a regretful face once again. As they do not get to play the bad here. Only they how hurtful it is. after making numerous plans they do not get to do anything at all. 

Lee Tae Hwan was more than happy and he also mocked Song Hye Kyo and Jiayi. " Poor you. But I did succeed in leaking Moon family accounts details to their enemies. You just have to wait and see their business depleting day by day." 

"Let's not talk about Moon family anymore let's toast for Song Hye Kyo!" Song Young Jin said happily. It was rare to see him so happy. "

" Cheers! " everyone clicked their glasses. 

...
 Few days later, 

After the incident, Moon family went to Park family. Asking Park Min Ha's Hands for Moon Boo Suk. 

Park Minha was pregnant with Moon Boo Suk's child and it was known to their close business friends too. Moon was sure that elder Park will allow the marriage. 

But they ruthlessly thrown out by guards. Park family declared that they will never allow their fmaily's daughter to marry such a crude person. 

Moon Boo Suk was planning to marry another women while taking their precious family's daughter as mistress. They could not accept such a person as their Son-in-law. Also Park min ha herself does not wants to marry Moon boo suk. 

... 

After one week, at airport of city X. 

Lu Han and team including Song Young Jin's girlfriend and decided to go for a small vacation. Coincidentally they came across Park Min Ha, who was going overseas for a break as well at same city 

Lu Han and party came in Jiayi's private jet, while Park minha took common airplane. 

Seeing her old friend Song Hye Kyo could not control herself but ask. 

"Aren't you pregnant? Traveling isn't good for pregnant women." 

Used to her friend's rare, and ruthless concern Park Min Ha does not get anger. She gave a mocking smile before replying. "Only stupid people will believe such thing." after saying this she walked away. 

The group heared the conversation as well but only Kim Ji Wan had a shocked expression among them. 

"Sh.. She was lying to everyone?" Kim Ji Wan gasped. 

"Of course, she wanted to ruin my plans!" Song Hye Kyo snorted and looked away. 

Lee Tae Hwan chuckled and put a hand around her shoulder. "Don't think about it we could make another plan anytime if want to play bad so much." 

"Who have time for it." Song Hye Kyo shook her head without any expression. 

Suddenly Lee Tae Hwan received a message from Kang min. 

It was a photo of wedding invitation card!  " Kang Min Weda Yu Sang haa" 

Similarly everyone received the same message one by one. 

Who's Yu Sang Ha? His mysterious girlfriend?

***

Yes this is the end. Of course there will be epilog.

I have to clear one thing to readers. Feelings is a story about people who had hard time to comprehend their own feelings.

After meeting their life partner they gradually start learning about their own feelings. And able to see their own flaw while Falling in love unknowingly.

I don't know if You guys get the concept or not. I know I'm not an experienced writer. I'm more like a reckless writer. So, I may not be able to explain it in my story properly.

This is ending of feelings there will be no further parts of feelings. This is a Goodbye for feelings. But yes I didn't stop writing novels. Currently I'm working on Falling in love with Male lead. It is completely different from my previous novels more like rom com.

Hope you guys like feelings and I'm thankful for your support 😘.

Aah.. Yes! Don't forget to read epilog it's more fun. 😂

A suicidal personality, a broken heart, a lone wolf and a longing person... 

Song Hye Kyo Kim ji wan, Lee Tae Hwan and Lu Han are four different people who only show one side of them... And hide their other slef form the world. All of them are from different backgrounds somehow came to know each other. 

It's just a coincidence or a planned meeting? 

Will they be able to open themselves or make a new start?

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"Okay," I said
So I got out the bed and get ready for another hateful day
"Okay," I said So I got out the bed and get ready for another hateful day
I walk downstairs and went to the kitchen where my parents are.
"Hey sweetie, "my foster dad said.
" Hey dad, where is my bro, he supposed to take me to school," I said.
"He went to the car, he waiting for you". Your foster mom said.
"Ok, well let me go, I love you guys".I said.
After that I walk out, I saw my brother sitting in his car waiting for me
Btw I don't have any friends at this school but One, everybody doesn't like especially the guy I like at the school, Ever since I moved in with my foster family and started school people look at me differently. I'm mixed with white 70%, Mexican 30%. My foster family is white.
"Sis snap out of it, "my brother said.
"Oh sorry," I said.
"You okay, come let me take you to school"your
brother said.
By the way my foster brother 21 and have his own place, he very overprotective over me
Couple mins later
"Now yn plz tell me what going in school," my brother said.
"Nothing everything is fine, I'm good bro I'm 18, I got myself". I said.
"Ok I'm trusting you, my baby sis and you mean the world to me," he said.
I looked at him and smiled and then said "awe bro, I love you too".
Hour later
We are in the second period, I'm sitting next to my only friend Lilla
While we in class I get a paper ball thrown at me and I look back I see my crush Dave
I turn back around and look at Lilla and then turn back to the front to pay attention to the teacher "Ok listen up class, we are going on a field trip for your senior year, we are going to ocean city we leaving tomorrow. And you guys will have groups, in that group, it will be 2 girl and 2 boys "your teacher said.
after she said that I froze and then look at Lilla, she looks worried too because we both get bullied toward our crush and other people
"So when I call your name sit next to your group. Yn, Lilla, Dave, Von
I and Lilla look at each other and then we looked back at them but we all are sitting together already "Ugh why just why"
Me and Lilla look at each other and then we looked back at them but we all are sitting together already
"Ugh why, just why". I said.
"Awe what the matter baby," Dave said.
"Don't call me baby, I'm not your baby "I said to Dave.
"Bitch are you talk to , fat bitch"Dave said.
I looked at him and tear up then slap him
"I fucking hate you, "I said and walked out .
I can hear Lilla screaming at both of them and then ran after me and then bell rung
"Boo where are you," Lilla said.
"I'm right here," I said that.
"Baby girl don't let him ruin your day, boo your not fat, your not a bitch but you are a bad bitch with thick size, "Lilla said
I started smiling
"Come on let go to 3rd period," Lilla said.
Days go by, and it the end of the day, so I and Lilla walk out of the school, and we saw Dave and Von and their crew.
"I really don't want to be in that group," I said.
" ik boo ik," Lilla said.
"wassup ma" dave said and hit you in the ass.
"Fuck off," I said.
" oh now Lil fat bitch is bold now," Von said.
" first of all she not fat, second why wanted you two to leave us alone," Lilla said.
" Dave why don't go choke on a dick and Von go fuck you, grandma," I said.
So I and Lilla walk down the stairs and toward my brother car
"alright ill see you tomorrow," Lilla said and hug me and kiss my cheek.
" alright boo," I said and got in the car. "hey bro".
" How was school sis" Jon ask
" it was good , i had fun but we have a field trip in Panama," I said.
"I remember going for a senior trip it was fun," Jon said.
" what was it like out there," I said.
" it was fun we had 4 roommate , it was two girls and 2 boys, everybody partied, etc," Jon said.
"I can't wait I really need a vacation," I said.
" aww my baby sis is growing up so big," Jon said.
" stop it," I said and started to blush.
hours later
i walk downstairs and see my dad on the couch
" hey dad" I said.
" hey, sweetpea," my dad said.
" where mom," I said.
" she went to work, I have to head to a business trip tonight I want to be back for 2 months and your mom is coming with me," he said.
"well that what i need to tell you guys, i have a trip to go to, and we going to be gone for about a month," I said.
" aww where are you guys going," he said.
" We going to Panama City," I said.
" our you going to have fun, but not so much fun," he said.
I started to laugh
" dad," I said.
Hours went by and now I'm upstairs
Dave pov
" aye yo bro where is my baby mother," I said
"I don't know but you have to bring Kairi with you," von said.
" nah taira is supposed to come to to to get some money for Kairi," I Said.
"That bitch is going to spend money on herself," von said.
Yn POV
Next day
I got up and got in the shower, last night my mom and dad left for a business trip, so Lilla is coming to pick me up .
Couple mins
"Bro I'm gone, I will see you later, "I said.
"Alright sis" he got up to kiss my cheek and help me with my suitcase.
We walk outside and seen Lilla on the driver's side and Jon put the bag in the back seat.
"Thanks, bro, "I said kissing his cheek.
After I got in the car and then he said to Lilla
"Lilla makes sure my baby sis is okay at all time, "Jon said.
"Jon you have nothing to worry about," she said.
In Panama City
"Ok student so we are here , you can do whatever you want , now go with group and find your condo " our teacher said
Dave POV
So I know you guys hate me, but it is something about Yn that I'm attracted to and von is the same with Lilla
"So what are we doing girls, ".dave said .
"Don't act like we cool because we are not , so fucked off" Yn said.
I walk up to her and turned her around put my hand around her neck
"Bitch who are you talking to" I said .
"Dave gets off her "Lilla said.
"Dave get off that girl , you no better than that " von said .
Yn POV
When he did that I got horny but scared, in my last relationship my ex was abusive and I start to tear up and once let go I ran up to my room and shut the door
"Boo opens up," Lilla said.
I walk to the door and then sat on the bed
"Boo you ok"she said .
"Yeah , it kinda freaked me out a little but you know I'm a little you know," I said.
"Aww it ok , and what do you mean you know " she think for a min then said "eww nasty girl," she said and laugh.
"Well it, not my fault I have a crush on him , you know that but anyway let go to the pool" I said .
A couple of minutes later
We walk out to the beach area and we see Dave and his crew all together with a bunch of girls
"Boo doesn't ok, "Lilla said.
"I can never get my chance because of the size I am, "I said.
"Girl that a fucking lie baby girl your beautiful and thick Hunny," she said.
We walk all the way toward the water we just stand and just talk
"Well you know your boo coming over here checking you out, "lilla said.
"No he is not he has a girl over there already "I said .
"Well who said I had a girl," Dave said.
"Well damn, you scared me, "I said and jump alil.
"Hey Lilla can I talk to Yn for a min, " Dave said.
"Why do you keep hurting her, "Lilla said.
"No, I just want to talk and von want to talk to you"Dave said .
"Alright I'll approve,, "she said ,looked at me, and winked, and then walked away.
"What do want Dave " I said.
"I wanted to apologize for everything I did to you," Dave said.
"Why do you want to apologize now , when could have apologized then, when we were friends but ever since you met your baby mother reputation was on the line, You bullied me for no reason "I said and started to tear up.
I look up to Dave as bother but every since he and his baby mother was together, he Changed completely, I was very upset because I lose guy best friend
"I'm sorry, ik what did was wrong , if I went back and change everything, I would," Dave said and walk very closed to me.
I looked up at him
"Why are doing this now , why would hurt me , to the point where my insecurities came out , I missed out on all the fun that I wanted to do all high school year, but I couldn't because people like you wanted to pull me down, "I said.
"Look at me and I'm going to say this , you are the beautiful, wonderful, thick mama I have ever seen, shit if I went back to the old days and nowadays I would have slapped the hell out them"Dave said.
"Why can't you do it now " I said laugh and smiled at him.
"You are pushing it, but I would, I didn't have a father figure in my life , so I didn't have that father to teach me how to treat a lady like you , and also if my mama was still alive, she would wiped my ass," I said and laughed, I put my arm around her waist. "but anyway would you forgive me"
"Well I'm going say this I forgive you but it going to take time to build up confidence and insecurities up but yeah I can forgive," I said looking at him and with a hand on his chest.
We look at each other for a moment, next min I know our lip is touching and him picking me up

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