There was once a boy who was destined to die for no reason other then being born, but the mother of all existence decided to give him a chance, and also help a child who's been ridiculed, mocked, tormented with depression, and who has all but given up gain another chance at hope- I'ma be real the first time it was in the novel section but now I'm back and better then ever

It happened when they were 16. Almost all of the good friends Noah made changed school to a nearby town and he was left alone back at school. 

His friends developed many bad traits like drinking alcohol or smoking weed which was not something Noah was interested in. This resulted in separation even with his former best friend Dennis with whom he had spend almost every day the previous few years with. 

Once Dennis even waited for Noah at his home while Noah was at the hospital because of a check up . 

Loosing all friends caused him top fall into a deep depression which resulted in him endulging the pleasure of Anime and Novel. 

In addition to that his school fucked up his courses that he selected for his graduation. Once the courses are selceted you need a selected amount of bad grades to be able to restart a year. This resulted in him staying at home and watching anime and other things for a whole year. 

Previously he was very athletic and did sports like Tennis, Volleyball and Football in a club but when he stayed home for the whole year he did nothing to keep his fitness. 

His depression only grew stronger the longer time went and after finally finishing school he started to work. 

It only took a few more months until he finally broke down and had to go to the hospital. During his three months stay he was literally experimented on becuase the doctors could not find a medicine that worked for Noah. All medicines they tried had strong side effects like drowsiness or headaches. 


In the end they still did not find a medicine that worked for him but still decided to dismiss him from the hospital. 

Currently Noah is waiting for a place at another hospital while trying to  distract himself from thoughts such as killing himself. 


Thx for reading. Maybe I will add a further chapter when my life progresses on and I defeat of lose to my depression. 

Good Luck to everyone that things that they fight alone, you are not alone out there.

This story is for myself. I speak about everything that has happened to me during my life up until now. 

I know there are many people out there who have it even worse than me but this story is supposed to help me get rid of my depression.

Thank you for reading, btw english is not my ative languague

Aurora spent 3 days with Nyx. Everyone in Nyx's place was worried for Nyx. Kira checked in once a while but Aurora didn't let her enter the room, she only told how Nyx was doing to Kira.



In those three days, Aaron and Nyx were both Clingy to Aurora and Tessiana. Both of them were silent only hugged Aurora and Tessiana didn't speak, had to be fed.




Erisviel was concerned about, why didn't they come to school.


 Aurora notified her about Nyx and Aaron, and also told her that she is with Nyx and Aaron is at home with their mother tending to Aaron.





After a week, slowly everything went back to normal.



Both Nyx and Aaron started to act normal but Aurora knew that wasn't the case. They both once more put up a front, gone back to hide their feelings once more, creating an illusion in their mind that everything is okay and let the facade continue.





Aurora took a mental note to keep both of them in check and don't let something like this ever happen again.



They started going to school once more.



In school, they hung out more. Skipping classes and as Aurora promised to Ian teaching him how to fight and properly teach him Martial Art's.





Ian also confessed to her that he never learned Martial art's, he just copied everything from Movies and Anime.


For real Anime!!! that doesn't make sense, Anime logic and physics doesn't apply to IRL.


Learning this Aurora beat him up a little.


Ian completely relied on his Instinct. Which surprised Aurora, he was a Raw gem to her. With only Relying on his Instinct he was this strong! Aurora, couldn't imagine how strong he will be after learning how to fight properly.



So Aurora trained Ian with Martial Arts.



Not only that with Aurora's knowledge of past life and all sorts of martial art books she read she created a unique Martial Art just for Ian combining it with his Instinct.




Ian was so happy he literally cried tears of happiness, asking Aurora to teach him was the best decision he made in his life.




On the other side, Erisviel was also happy but she didn't let it show. If one were to look very closely and observe her they will notice her left ear twitches whenever she is happy or thrilled.



Aaron and Nyx taught her many things regarding hacking and stuff.



Aaron and Nyx taught her skills that in their previous life he/she learned from their friend who was a genius hacker.



Learning so many things Erisviel surpassed Aaron and Nyx in terms of Hacking but she is still a lot behind on techs.





Slowly life for both of them started to get normal.

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Kira notified Rodney about Nyx.



When Rodney and others heard about Nyx fell on to depression. They were shocked and deeply hurt.



Aurora schooled Kira on about what has been going on with Nyx and how they treated her.



Kira was shocked that the treatment they have been giving to Nyx was the cause of her depression.



Rodney and max both of them wanted to go visit Nyx. But Kira held them off.



Reason Aurora blew a fuse when she learned that Rodney and Max will come.



Kira was scared of their Lady Nyx's friend so young but so menacing, she looked at her with eyes that said 'you are already dead' she was shocked the first time that she screamed in her mind 'what!'.





For three days, she saw Aurora tending to Nyx, she even fed her food personally and Nyx was very attached to Aurora.



Kira can see Aurora was sincere and genuine with her care. She even once thought Aurora is their Lady Nyx's sister for real. The concern and sincere genuine feelings she showed Nyx after only been met a couple of weeks ago baffled her. It hasn't been a month and they are this close.



She really hoped and prayed to god that Aurora always stays true to Nyx.





Rodney and max too heard from Kira about Aurora and her concern for Nyx.



They both didn't believe it at first so they decided to do a thorough background check on her.



Not only they found that Aurora is the oldest twin of the Blood siblings and the daughter of the patriarch of Blood family.





They also found out that same time Nyx was suffering from depression, her brother Aaron Blood also was going through the same thing that their Ladyship was going through. Instead of being there for her brother, she decided to stay with their Ladyship Nyx.





Learning everything on Aurora, they were glad and felt grateful towards that young girl. They also prayed to god for Aurora to stay true to their Ladyship Nyx.



 After being reprimanded by Aurora, Kira talked for a long time to Rodney and Max, she told them to reflect on themselves of how they have been treating Lady Nyx.





Finally regretting they decided to better themselves but still chose to not tell Nyx about their parents. Not now, after all, Nyx was still in depression they decided once Nyx becomes of age they will tell everything to Nyx.





And they also gave Nyx her freedom, but that doesn't mean her security is to be lessened or anything.



(A/N. Stubborn bastards, they never learn their lesson properly tsk. Don't mind me just keep reading I'm just commenting on my feelings here (*-^)√ here.)



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It has been a month since both Aurora and Nyx recovered from their depression.



Ian, Erisviel, Aurora, Nyx and Aaron both were hanging out in an abandoned building couple of streets away from their school. Tomorrow school is off cause it's the weekends. So they are here skipping schools talking about stuff and practising martial arts.



Only Ian and Aurora were practising while Aaron was working on with some stuff on how to recruit loyal people for Aaron, Nyx and Aurora's organization.



Nyx was reading web novels in a corner and Erisviel was practising her hacking skills.





They found this place not so long ago. Currently, it's ownerless and it's abandoned.



They cleaned up the basement and moved some furniture here and there, really decorated this place from a rundown smelly stinky and disgusting place as Eris described at first when she first came here.

From a dirty basement into a clean underground basement den for their hangout, it was quite a cool place to hang out now.





While working on his next step Aaron found out something and his eyes narrowed, frowning he checked up a few things before giving out a deep sigh.





He looked at Aurora who was sparring with Ian. No, more like she was beating up Ian.





Shaking his head, he said in his mind to his sister.





"Aurora, we got a problem."



Hearing that Aurora was caught off guard, Ian saw an opportunity landed punched to Aurora,

Or so he thought.


Before the punch could land he only just felt her skin, Aurora twisted his arm knocking him down and said in a deep cold voice that made Ian almost piss in his pants.



"100 push-ups now." Aurora told Ian before walking towards Aaron.



Ian nodding said "Yes!" And went in a corner to do his push-ups.





Aurora now standing beside Aaron looked at the monitor on the laptop.



Her eyes narrowed and she muttered a curse.





"Mother f*c*er son of a *it*h."

Ian reincarnated into a world without magic.

Soon, he found himself in a dilemma.

One consciousness operating two different body, one male 
and one female.

Ian cursed with laziness and passive idleness, how is he going to live his life operating two different bodies. 

This is a story about a person, who operates two different bodies trying to live an idiotic and lazy but abnormal life.

(A wild older twin sister appears.)
Aurora: Don't forget about me!!! I am cute and Awesome too.

Aaron: Oh, will you shut it! I'm the MC FFS!!!!

Nyx: I am you and you are me.

Aurora: Ignore both of them, I am the best girl!!! 
(*w*)/Teehee~!

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The cover of the book is not mine, I took that from pixiv.

I'm an amateur at this. This is my first book I'm young and inexperienced, so if there are any mistakes? Please, help me improve it and let me know.


[Current weakly chapter release is at 5 chapters a week, from Wednesday to Sunday. Might raise up release in the future.]

And enjoy the book. :-)

Since you are reading this line, I will be assuming that you have either read part of the novel or more likely than not, have watched the anime. Without further ado, I will tell you what happens next in the story that had prompted me to write this. This was from the user aa786 on https://myanimelist.net/forum/?topicid=1755524. If you would like to check out the original place where I found this spoiler please click on that link. So to summarize, after the scene of the princess asking Ikta to join her in bring more influences culturally from Kioka republic, Ikta agrees to help the empire lose the war just to the point where the empire could learn from Kioka cultures yet not be completely taken over. After a few insignificant battle and skirmishes, the King and Prime Minster goes missing. There were two factions that came out from these events. The the Igsem faction and Remion faction. The Igsem faction has Yatori, while the others sided with the Remion faction and the princess. Which created tension and fighting to the point of nearly killing Torway and Matthew. Ikta tries to stay neutral but eventually joins the Remion faction as they secure the missing King and Prime Minister. It was found out that it was all planned by the King and the Prime Minister Trisnai who was the real master mind, in order to get rid of both Yatori and Ikta. Yatori was given orders by her father to kill Ikta. Of course, as said from the anime, she decides to kill the Yatori within her and is left only with the Igsem. War breaks out between Yatori and Ikta, while the Prime Minister hires snipes to kill both of them. As the final battle ensues, the sniper was ready to kill both Yatori and Ikta, but Yatori takes the bullets for Ikta. Yatori dies within the story from there on, although it was said that a spirit freezes her body at the moment of death. She was never able to relay her feeling to Ikta even at the point of her death. Ikta falls into depression after the event, while trying his best to revive Yatori, which he was unable to. Two year passes and the princess becomes a tyrant while Ikta was not seen for two years by anyone beside the princess. During this time it was also said that Haro was a double agent called the Phantom Corp sent by the Kioka republic. Ikta gets over his depression, after realizing he can't just spend his entire life mourning. While the princess once again asks for his help after the instability created from the tyrannical rule of the princess. Supposedly Ikta and the princess also gets into a relationship. Ikta fights Jean (the radiant sleepless commander) and starts wining for the empire. In the final battle Ikta tries to lose in the way they had planned, where the empire would still be able to retain its culture while incorporating Kioka's. He ultimately succeeds in wining against Jean, but yet the empire loses the war. The empire starts to change with Kioka's influences. Ikta and the princess was put on trial, even with the military pushing for their release, they were ultimately sent to be executed. They apparently spend the night together before the execution, as the story end with the execution. The light novel was dropped in translating for a while was because of this. A lot of fans also dropped the novel. With no second season of the anime in sight.

Have you read Alderamin on the sky? Have you watched Alderamin on the sky? If you have, do you know why Alderamin on the sky's anime ended with only one season? Well, without spoiling for you. I will rewrite it, to become the story it was always meant to be.

Disclaimer: I do not own the cover, I only slightly adjusted it. I do not own the original idea of the novel, if you want to go read the original please feel free to.

As I saw the looked around I saw a tall old man with a staff for a moment I thougth it was Gandalf but I saw him staring at me curiously with a smile 

As I was about to speak he spoke with a booming voice.

YOUNG EMIYA  YOU ARE ONE INTERESTING MORTAL SOUL YOU KNOW ABOUT ONLY 1% PERCENT OF THE PEOPLE HAVE A SOUL LIKE YOURS ONE FULL OF....EIGTH GRADE SYNDROME BWHAHAHAHAH!!!

As I saw him laughing I thought my dude please stop it your bringing my memory back of when I tried to imitate some anime characters in my young age,all I could  feel was embarrassment.


Kamisama or God could you know tell me what you gonna do with me?Honestly I wanted to say old man but the guys could Smith me to dust with a thanos snap!!

UMM NO DON'T WORRY ABOUT ANY PUNISHMENT SO FAR YOUR KARMA IS POSITIVE IT SEEMS YOU HAVE AFFECTED SOME PEOPLES  LIVES HUH.YOOOOO!!! YOU SOMEHOW MANAGED TO  INSPIRE A RANDOM STRANGER TO MAKE A A VACCINE FOR THE CORONA VIRUS.YOU EVEN MADE SOME BILLIONARE CREATE AN ORPHANAGE IN YOUR NAME WITH THE ORPHANAGE CALLED-

 !!KONO DIA DA!! IN RESPECTS FOR YOU'RE PERSONALITY ...TRUELY AMAZING I HAVEN'T SEEN THESE THINGS HAPPEN SINCE GHANDI AND MARTHIN LUTHER KING BEGAN THIER  MOVEMENTS!!!

ALL RIGTH 4 WISHES CHILD WITH THE DESCRIPTION YOU WANT HOWEVER IT CAN'T BE SOMETHING TOO EXTREME.


Alrigth Kami Sama my wishes are to 
 1.Be able to go to any anime I wish to go too without limitation or restrictions .
2.I wish for a gacha system which every day will summon a random characters from any anime,manga or  the subordinates rank from 3 ☆☆☆ to 5☆☆☆☆☆ but they can of course surpass the strength of their original characters also in order to just snatch important  characters make a clone  with thier appearance somewhat changed with thier memory solely  just knowing I'm thier master obeying me.
3.I want to be immortal to not be able to die no matter what invent a plot armor if it ever comes to it hehehhe the restriction shall be to no be somewhat of a pacifists who will only defend themselves when facing hostile targets
4.I wish have rimuru's appearance and power of course just when he was in the beginning. I'll be able to develop in the same way as him.

That is all kami-sama 

Wow I see I'll allow it. 
The world you will be reincarnated as will be  spin the wheel oh will it be fate,attack on titans,noruto,akame ga kill !oh! it landed on Re Zero 

As I hear him say that my face paled I believe after all I was just a soul but Re Zero !!!

Chotto mate !! Yamero nooo please..

GOD:GOOD BYE AND ENJOY YOUR JOURNEY CHILD ALSO I HOPE YOU DON'T GET DEPRESSION IN THIS WORLD ALSO THEY ARE A BIT MORE STRONGER THAN IN THE ANIME BWAHAHAHAH!!!







Dying in a robbery at home Emiya was was killed.

However god granted him 3 abilities and 3 talents of his choosing.

but later realizing he was reborn in this world how will our protagonist survive oh wait he has the ability to go to another universe to escape this atrocity of horrors




I don't own Re zero nor any of the characters in the story characters 
I only own the character Emiya

Also this is my first time in writing novels so any pointers are welcomed hell I migth even turn it later to a slice of life later

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          "Because we are having a Slumber party." Rena exclaimed in a low voce, she was still embarrassed by what just happened. 
Liam glanced at Rena in surprise. Rena glanced back at Liam and Liam moved his head back when their eyes met. Rena also brought back her head. 
        "W-what slumber party? I am not staying awake till midnight here." Liam complained in a coarse voice.
          "No you don't have to. You will have to stay awake after the midnight." Rena explained in a calm voice. 
          "No way in the hell I am going to sleep." Liam declared barked at Rena. Liam got up from his seat. Took a pack of Doritos and prickles that were lying on the sandbag. 
He was moving out of the room. Liam crossed past Rena.
'This is strange.' Liam thought, 'Every time I do something against Ms. CEO's mind she always forces me to do that anyways.' Liam doubted Rena's action. 
'Maybe I am lucky.' Liam giggled inside his mind. 
Just one step and Liam was out of the den. He was hoping that Rena would have stopped him or something but she didn't. Rena just sat on the couch with her hands on her lap. 
         "You are not going anywhere." Rena's cold and enraged voice made Liam shudder. He felt a sharp and warm tight grab on his wrist.
His eyes moved up. He trickled his wrist because of the pain Rena was making Liam pass through. Liam moved his head to see Rena.
He was covered in fear after seeing Rena's fearful glare. Liam's body started trembling. 
        "Come now I am going to start the anime now." Reena ordered. Her eyes were full of anger. "The anime is your favorite isn't it Liam? Are you just going to leave it?" Rena demanded.
'I don't' want to sit near her. I don't want to be with her.' Liam started freaking out. This was way too spooky for him. HE was just a fragile skinny boy. Only 14 years this was more than enough for him to get scared. 
'I will just leave this episode of anime; I will watch it tomorrow on web not a problem.' Liam swallowed hard. 
         "No! It is okay I am feeling sleepy anyways I – I think that I will sleep." Liam lied. He gave a fake yawn. Moving his left hand to the mouth.
         "Okay then." Rena decided. She let go off Liam's hand. Moved back letting her back get some back-rest. Her hands were folded crossed her chest. She closed her eyes.
'Am I safe?' Liam thought happily. A smile spreading on his face. He took a step and was now out of the den. 
         "I will go now, Rena." Liam announced, turned his back and started heading upstairs. 
         "It is only 9 O clocks." Rena exposed Liam's lie.
         "I – I am feeling a little sleepy today." Liam's words cracked while making them out of his throat. 
         "Good but you won't be able to be my secretary anymore hence no payment and that will eventually lead to N.O. money for you." Rena pestered Liam.
          "Eek!" Liam murmured biting his lower lip. His neck moving slowly cracking turned behind his back. A scared and awkward look on his face. 
Rena opened her only one eye and glanced at Liam with a smirk. 'Here it comes.' Liam thought. He was not able to stop the anxiety in flowing through his body. 
         "What to do you want to do now?" Rena got curious about Liam's answer.
'Not helping it.' Liam sighed. He let go of all the stress that was covering in his head. 'It is the question about money! There is no way I will let go of my money that easily.' 
Liam sighed, "It was good when mom and dad were around, and at least they gave me a good monthly allowance." Liam complained under his breath but that was loud enough for Rena also to be heard. 
         "Which anime are we watching today?" Liam made his way back to the couch. His head down in disappointment. There was nothing that poor thing would do against his fierce acting sister. 
         "That is my cute brother." Rena sassed Liam. Her eyes followed Liam as he moved around the sandbag and tea-table until he sat on his seat. 
         "I think we will watch….. Hm~. ~" Rena fell into deep thinking. Her eyes; lifted up from Liam and were now looking at the ceiling.
         "I will get going." Liam declared. Well that would be pretty obvious considering that not getting a single reply even after 5 minutes of thinking.
         "UH~" Rena snapped her fingers, straitening her body in an upright state. "We will watch 'Boku no Pico!' Yes!" 
Liam's expressions turned into hunted expression. He was shocked by Rena's such thought. 
'Hey hey what kind of sister is she?' Liam sarcastically asked him. A chill ran down. 
Rena ran to the T.V. the screen gleamed as the T.V. started. 
Rena ran back to Liam. Her eyes went on Liam she brought her left hand forward to Liam. A soft smile on her face which makes her looks more beautiful. 
Liam gazed at the hand of Rena. Lifted his eyes at Rena. He was confused what Rena was meaning to do? Or what she was asking for?
          "The remote you fool." Rena grinned at Liam. Emphasizing the 'fool' Liam came back to his senses. 
        "A – Ah!" Liam moved his torso to the right side searching for the remote he sat on. 
Taking the remote out of his pocket Liam turned and passed that remote to Rena.
         "You didn't tell me where you got the remote." Rena took the remote from Liam's hand. She clicked some buttons that made the option of 'Anime' come on that T.V. screen.
          "Um~ I was just moving my hands through the side of couch when the remote touched my hand." Liam admitted. Rena gave him a nod. 
         "Uh! I guess we will just complete the 'Hyouka' anime. Rena declared. She was afraid to tell her brother that 'Boku no Pico' has been banned in their region, so watching it was not possible.
         "Hyouka, Hm~" Liam said nodding his said in a slow up down motion. "Uh! Hyouka? Hey this is not a joke. You say finishing that 24 episode anime?" Liam started panicking. His hands were stick to the couch in surprise. He moved his head towards Rena.
         "Nope, it has only 23 episodes; if we leave the extra then it will be of 22 episodes." Rena was clam as she corrected Liam.
         "But still…" Liam stopped. Moved his body forward. His eyes were big Liam brought the 10 finger of his hands and then started calculating… 
One ep. Is of 20 minutes at average. Then if I calculated it for….. Uh….. I guess 22 ep. Of each 20 minutes then the total time required to finish the series will be…..
Liam gasped. His body went back with his gasp. "I – it will be- se-seven hours!!" Liam's body started trembling with that thought. 
         "Ah! It has started Liam!" Rena screeched in amazement. Liam was suddenly feeling gloomy now. 
There is no way I can stay awake till 4 in the morning? It is going to be a pain in the ass. Liam was feeling all hopeless now. His both the hands were holding the hard skull with flesh of Liam. 
His eyes were going wider and wider. He was just moving into the deep world of depression until Rena slapped him.
A tight thud on Liam's back made him come back from the world of depression. "It has started you fool." Rena snapped. Liam glanced at the T.V.  Japanese words coming out as the English titles were showing and going at the bottom of T.V.
Liam's went to see Rena. Rena's all focus was already taken by the anime now there was no way she would listen to Liam.
'Maybe I should also enjoy the anime.' Liam went back to the seat. He was sitting straight leaning against the cushion able back of that couch.
The first episode was over, the second came it was also completed, the third came and went.  
         "Hey!" Rena broke the silence which was continuous for at least 1 hour. "Where is our crooker spaniel?" Rena came to a sudden realisation that their dog brook a cooper spaniel was not with them.
         "Where else?" Liam boasted rudely, "Must be lying somewhere in the corner lifelessly." Liam completed. Liam is not so fond of their dog. 
         "Hey~ don't' be so rude." Rena complained. The anime has paused by Rena keeping the fact in the vision that Rena was missing her dog. 
Rena frowned her head around the den to see if she could find Brook. Nope. The cooker spaniel was not in the sight. 
         "Oh~ my poor thing where did you went?" Rena muffled in a cute voice.
         "Cut it our already!" Liam was getting annoyed with her, "He just a dog, he must be inside the house there is not a single chance that he will get out of here." Liam comforted Rena. 
By hearing that Rena felt a little relived by that. She sat back at the couch making her comfortable with the position.
       "Are you going to start the anime or shall I got to my bed." Liam cajoled Rena to start the anime.
        "Oh!" Rena remembered that they were watching an anime as that she had paused it because of the concern about Brook, "Sorry sorry." Rena apologised moving her head to the T.V. and then staring down at the remote buttons Rena started the anime.
        "Jesus. What a sister." Liam complained he also made sure that it is not heard by Rena.
After watching more 11 episodes it was now past midnight now. 14 episodes were over.
Liam was feeling sleepy for real now. He yawned four times in only 5 minutes.
As science states, seeing the one near you yawn also makes you yawn just by thinking or see that person. It happens to 90 percent of people for sure. 
Rena also started yawing opening her mouth big enough for a grilled sandwich to enter in it. 
         "I can't hold it anymore." Liam confessed. His eyes were all drowsy because of sleep. 
          "No you can. You can't sleep now! Eaaat some chocolate let some sugar enter your body." Rena suggested with her mouth opening big again.
          "All the stock of chocolate is over now, only chips and snacks are remaining." Liam reported with his head moving like he has been drunk or what?! 
        "Then eat it but keep yourself alive for more just 3 hours." Rena snapped as if 3 hours just 30 minutes for her.
           "How can you say that even when you yourself are falling asleep?" Liam pointed out. Rena was not even having the energy to blush or feel ashamed. 
         "Woof." A small cute squeak made Rena snap out of her sleep. 
         "Huh?!" She snapped out of her half-assed sleep. Her eyes opened big after hearing the small cute moan, "Ow~ Brook~" Rena fell head over heal for that cooker spaniel.
Spreading her hands forward calling the dog into her hands. But as always Brook ignored her pleading and just stood there in front of Rena and Liam. 
That made Rena sad. She made a pained face by bringing her eyes contrasts and her forehead wrinkle.
         "Eh! Wait!" Rena thought of something at the instant movement she was out of her sleep totally now. 
Liam took as effort to at least look at her, his eyes were still sleepy. Brook was making a scowling face at Rena. His cute puppy eyes made Rena drool over him.
          "Did I forgot to give you your lunch?" Rena asked that poor dog in an excited voice. She was much panicked after she realized that Brook was not having anything in his small stomach.
         "Shame on you~" Liam muttered in a sleepy mood. Rena glared at him but found his eyes closed. Rena gave him a good shove on the head that made Liam go to the other side of couch.
          "He is really sleepy." Rena thought. Rena took a remote after moving her gaze away from Liam. "I will pause the anime until I come and feed Brook."
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It took me time... to figure out that this mobile is an RPG System! I can't believe I can level up in real life like it is a real-life VR Game. But, why does this System brings the Undead in front of us and wants us to finish them? We can't kill them.... right?
Only if we complete all the Quests assigned by this Paranormal System, it says it will help us find our parents. I wanna find them but right now I just wanna Level Up!
I kept getting Quests to kill the Undead or to save someone from the undead, etc. I was leveling up quite well too. Until this one day... when my elder sister left aboard for her studies and my friend dropped the System from her hands- like seriously?! The mobile fell, its screen shattered and..... the system rebooted. Yeah, now we gotta do everything from the start.
We started our first year at the high school... everything was fine since I was not getting any quests to complete till this day:
[Find fellow System users in your school.]
We all System users gathered. Everyone from different classes, and different... Races. We started getting the same Quests, we started working together but with different goals. 
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My social media handle in the Profile
Join my discord- https://discord.gg/GbE7xwuEJj

I only started writing this because I couldn't access the internet freely and I am somebody who suffers from depression so I thought it better to painstakingly keep this as close as possible to the anime to pass time as doing so kept me busy and not thinking much. However, I decided to read the manga and now I'm going to be doing something more original.

The game of Yggdrasil is coming to an end and a long time player finds himself alone... Until he isn't when the game doesnt end.

Hello, human form Earth,

If you are reading this letter, then that means I succeeded in delivering this letter to Earth. Now I know what you're thinking and I must implore for you to NOT immediately rip this up. You might wonder:

"Why shouldn't I?"

My answer would be:

"You would explode!"

Haha yes, I have indeed placed attached a bomb to this letter with a timer of 5 minutes. Now if you want to disarm said bomb that you will have to simply answer the 5 question quiz correctly.

Simple, right?

I normally would not resort to such barbaric tactics, but unfortunately sending letters across dimensions takes a great deal of energy.

So just make sure you pay attention and ace that quiz. Now then, how should I begin to explain?

I guess I'll start with my backstory.

You may not know it dear reader, but there are legitimate demons in your world. I won't get into the messy details of our origins, but just that we exist.

Demons in your world are created through many means, but generally, if there is a lot of a single negative thought in one area, a demon will form. For example, I was formed when the first human died, there was a lot of despair swirling about then, so I just poofed into existence.

So... I am the demon Despair, and if I must say so myself, I am quite powerful.

So powerful that I could single-handedly plunge the entirety of North America into bottomless depression. You see, demons in your world have two powers. One is the ability to cause a human to feel the emotion-specific to the demon.

In my case, I can cause humans to feel overwhelming despair.

Demons' second power is a magical one. Each demon has control over one element, and their power with it is based on how much of their specific emotion is in the air.

My element is fire so I'm a little bit of a pyromaniac.

You might consider us having more powers, as all demons do have super strength, speed, and everything else, but that's a given.

Anyways, I spent most of my time either causing depression or lighting fires. BUT THEN, manga and anime happened. It was just an ordinary day for me, I was passing through Japan when BOOM, I see a teenage boy walking by holding a picture book. Next thing I knew I was investigating said pictures books and my mind was BLOWN. Who could care about wars and fires when there was manga to be read!

The invention of manga was the greatest thing happened to me since lighters. I would sit around for years mindlessly reading away. Amazing right?

Wrong, because all that just made me realize how boring Earth was.

So I decided one day to transmigrate to an anime world.

Guess what...it f****** worked.

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My plan was to reincarnate as a 15-year-old in Japan, one year before the main events of Blue Exorcist begins to take place. I will not get into the details of how I pulled it off, as your mind might break from the information, but just know that I did it.

Anyways, I should probably tell you my looks as I am literally devilishly handsome. My height is 5 foot 8 inches, or 173 centimeters, and I have a slim figure. I have a slim figure with silver hair and pink eyes. I actually do have a tail that I tuck away and some fangs that I tell humans are a birth defect. I might have even gotten a demon girlfriend with my looks, but they were put off by my...pyromaniac tendencies and obsession with manga.

Whatever, don't you dare judge me human!

Back to my story though, as I'm sure the bomb will go off any second now if I don't hurry up.

As stated before, my plan worked perfectly. I poofed into existence at the right time, place, AND dimension. Unfortunately, I lost my clothes on the journey, but I reincarnated in an empty alley and stole some clothes from a laundry line.

I instantly knew I was in the right dimension because of the cute little Coal Tar floating around. Then, I checked the location by finding the nearest map and going to the church that Rin and Yukio lived in with Shiro. 

It was there that I had my first conversion with an ACTUAL anime character.

Me: "Are you, Father Fujimoto?"
Shiro: "That would be me, kid. What do you need me for?"
Me: "ACTUALLY!!"
Shiro: "Yes?"
Me: "Wow! You are SO awesome!"
Shiro: "Are you…on something kid?"
Me: "Wooooooow!"
Shiro: …
Me: …
I was subsequently escorted out of the church.

I do admit, my socializing skills might need a touch-up. It is very hard to practice socializing whilst reading manga. Anyways, I wanted to establish a foothold on this new world I was in, and the best way to get power is money.

Soooooo I robbed a bank. Nothing much really, my powers were already recharging from the amount of despair in the air, so it was just a simple matter of causing everyone in the bank to feel so much terror that they pissed their pants. I had some bank workers walk into the safe and put everything into bags which they then loaded onto a van that I had…liberated. They took their time to do this, but I suppose that loading hundreds of pounds of cash while wearing piss soaked pants is hard.

By the way, I was wearing a mask, so don't go throwing a fit dear reader.

I think I will sit on my pile of cash for a few weeks before I make another move, but now I had the resources to establish a foothold. The next logical step would be to secure a place of residence, which I had a tiny sliver of an idea for.

Buuuutttt, your timer seems to be running low so you better take that quiz soon.

Don't die, dear reader, because I suspect that I will be writing to you soon.

From,
Despair

What happens when a demon gets reincarnated as the son of an exorcist. Hmmmm...will he join Satan as a Demon King? Maybe he will kill Satan and take his place? Nah...he's actually a lazy bum who watched too much anime in his past life. 

Follow our demonic imposter as he attempts to follow his favorite anime protagonists whilst not getting executed by the Vatican.

*I do not own Blue Exorcist or any of its characters.

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