These are poems or thoughts I’ve written (maybe even some my friends have wrote) and some poems from famous and non famous poets, sometimes there might even be parts of speeches or song lyrics. There will are also some quotes.

NOTE: Anything that says a different name other than “Nekozilla” does not belong to me. Do not steal my works, these are my own personal writings and nobody appreciates a writing thief.

A sad smile filled my eyes.  I fell in love again.  I don't think he's a terrible person anyway.  He looked at me
 "Are you scared?"  Why don't you run away?  I will be the same
 stopped.  I have a deep wound in my heart.  Remember me well.

 Starring: Kang Sylgi, Kim Ji-sung, Kang Sewon, and John Husog

 Genre: mystery sad, romance

A sad smile filled my eyes. I fell in love again. I don't think he's a terrible person anyway. He looked at me
 "Are you scared?" Why don't you run away? I will be the same
 stopped. I have a deep wound in my heart. Remember me well.

 Starring: Kim Jiseok, Kang Seulgi, Jung Hoseok, Big Madam,

A short story about Alzheimer's, death, and bonding between a close knit family. Not everything in life is all happy and rainbows sometimes hard times will come. This story is about as sad and as deep as it gets.

Some authors in chat talked about a book's worth. 

Most agreed that its value depends on the readers' willingness to pay for a novel. And the most selling here in WN are romance and h e n t a i.

Honestly, it is true in a sense that most authors who don't write these two genres or have the general audience receive lesser income to none. However, there are also other genres that are popular.

What saddening is that a story which has no s** will be buried deep in the list of books.

One time, a person told me that he won't read books without s**. I think you understand what I mean.

Sad... 

Those good literary authors will just choose Amazon. I totally agree with that.

But, is that what really makes a book valuable? So, the authors will just resort to writing stories with s**  since most will welcome it.

I feel sad if it is.

I've been reading and watching epic and classic stories like Mary Poppins, The Twelve Kingdoms, Fushigi Yuugi, The Vision of Escaflowne, Star Wars, Anne of Green Gables, Pride and Prejudice, Little Women, and others. 

These are great books but I'm not sure if the new generation is still reading them.

Hoping they are.

So, what is the worth of a writer? Of a person's storyteller's heart and creativity?

Will it just be buried deep in isolation? Will it just be following the flow of readership and abandon its desire to produce good stories?

I disagree. We still love good stories. There are still more readers who love good reads. In fact, these type of stories are more engaging and imploring. Those epic stories won't be called epic if no one reads them anymore. They are classified as such because their worth is beyond trends.

They simply go against the flow and create a tsunami, leaving people awestruck.

That is the type of book I want to write. I prefer to be remembered as an author who writes good stories without compromising the principles I believe.

Don't get me wrong. There are still good books with a bit of those s** things out there that you can read. But they don't focus on those scenes but on the story itself.

I am a person who never follows trends. And I care less what people call me. I will rather be true to myself than to follow the crowd and lose my self-respect.

In my opinion, the worth of a story is not only on the business side but also on how much heart and effort the author gives to his/her books.

To authors: Let us enjoy writing good stories. Let us be proud of what we write for not everyone can be authors. And not all writers can finish a book. The truth, most books here are unfinished.

To readers: Support good books and give the authors that confidence to continue writing good stories. Without your support, the authors might give up. If no one read good stories, then there's no point on writing one. But I believe most readers still love those type of books.
-----o----
Inspirational Quotes for Authors:

"I try to create sympathy for my characters, then turn the monsters loose." — Stephen King

"If you can tell stories, create characters, devise incidents, and have sincerity and passion, it doesn't matter a damn how you write." — Somerset Maugham

"Any man who keeps working is not a failure. He may not be a great writer, but if he applies the old-fashioned virtues of hard, constant labor, he'll eventually make some kind of career for himself as writer." — Ray Bradbury

"I have been successful probably because I have always realized that I knew nothing about writing and have merely tried to tell an interesting story entertainingly." — Edgar Rice Burroughs

"The unread story is not a story; it is little black marks on wood pulp. The reader, reading it, makes it live: a live thing, a story." — Ursula K. Le Guin
-----o----
Inspirational Quotes for Readers:

"Whenever you read a good book, somewhere in the world a door opens to allow in more light."
–Vera Nazarian

"Make it a rule never to give a child a book you would not read yourself." —George Bernard Shaw

"Great books help you understand, and they help you feel understood." — John Green

"The only important thing in a book is the meaning that it has for you." —W. Somerset Maugham

Books can be dangerous. The best ones should be labeled "This could change your life."
–Helen Exley

Have a good and fruitful day.

😁😁😀😄💖💓💞

I  invite you to read the short diary of my daily struggle as a writer. No clear update but I will try to write every day. Don't expect very long chapters.

Started as an entry for fun and submitted for writing prompt #63: One chapter post but still ongoing.

 Please add tags: #diary #drama #comedy #author #writing

Please read my ongoing story:
The Sorceress' Heir: Blossoming Youth and Power

it was the month of July, my exams were finished. And I got busy with my boring life, reading books and novel, posting sad quotes of my own on my facebook page "HAUNTED TIMES". That time i was reading a novel "THE BOY WHO LOVED" by "DURJOY DUTTA" sir. It was suggested by Riya, she is a very good friend of mine. In short she's my soul sister. spoiler alert..!The Boy Who Loved" is the story of a school going boy called Raghu Ganguly who lives in Delhi with his family. On the outside, he is just your regular guy – loving parents, good academics, a respectable family with decent means. But that is just a façade. Deep down Raghu harbours a secret guilt – that he had let his friend down; he had let him die.Raghu likes to show that there is nothing remarkable about his life - loving middle-class parents, an elder brother he looks up to, and plans to study in an IIT. And that's how he wants things to seem - normal.
Deep down, however, the guilt of letting his closest friend drown in the school's swimming pool gnaws at him. And even as he punishes himself by hiding from the world and shying away from love and friendship, he feels drawn to the fascinating Brahmi - a girl quite like him, yet so different. No matter how hard Raghu tries not to, he begins to care ...
Then life throws him into the deep end and he has to face his worst fears. So yeah it was an amazing story.

Days passed and life is going on. People are busy thinking of their problems and their moving steps. Depression, do you know the meaning of being depressed? 
Isn't crying off your mascara in the shower or sad quotes posted on instagram. It isn't about playing sad songs or not eating for days or not wanting to talk with people. Sometimes depression is about eating everything in your fridge or being around people for 24 hour. Depression isn't black and white, depression is keeping your sad feelings secret. Depression is like seeing the world naked, like nothing is worth keeping you alive, no dreams to hold you and no one to hug you, Like I'm alive but I'm not living ! 
" Tastes so sweet, looks so real. Sounds like something that I used to feel but I can't touch what I see, we are not who we used to be, we are just two ghosts standing in the place of you and me.." 
                                       -Two ghosts by Harry Styles 
Harry's words described me so deeply. When I look at myself in the mirror, I can no longer know that person who is staring at me, I'm not who I used to be. I changed a lot, there was no smile on my face and some black colored under my eyes. I'm not feeling happy with who I become.. Yeah Harry, I'm just trying to remember how it feels to have a heartbeat. People asked me why you are so depressed? It's not that I don't want to be happy, you don't know how hard I tried, you did not walk my path, you did not hear what I heard, I felt depressed and scared, I don't know how I should go out from the self-hate hole. They all blamed me for the bad results and my changing mood. But every time I asked for help I either be ignored or told to do meditation or exercise. And I kept telling over and over that my problems won't be solved in this way. I felt that depression is a disease that is affecting my life, education and relationships. Till this day and despite my best efforts to explain I was always met with blind hesitation. I am not enjoying seeing myself falling in this hole. I wish that my depression wasn't that deep. I was afraid of putting my prejudice down, maybe they will laugh at me or I will be judged at something that I cannot  control. That's why I hid my feelings and built the walls, to not let the world see my pains and to protect myself. For me living became a constant nightmare. Depression is like cancer was eating me up daily. 

Advice: Smile, don't care for their words and live your life in the way you want.

When I was born my parents were given a paper full of my name, gender, creed, age, ethnicity, address, and my parents' names. In the bottom. There was a written sentence in bold, red that warned: 

                 " PLEASE DON'T LOSE THE PAPER" 

Those red words have taken their role in messing up my life. Four years later, I started to read and write simple things like my name and age. One day while my mom was preparing papers for traveling, she took the paper and put it on the bed. I said my name and she said correct, I wondered and I asked: " Mom what do the red words mean?" 
-The Red Words by Asala Riziq

Pandemonium
The Immortal Couple Residence
Azief maintain his silence as he looks at Wil. Will certainly did not try to explain himself. He sighed.
Azief still did not understand what Will mean by for you and for me words he just said. 
He had seen what Will have seen. And as such, he knew of some things that even Loki did not know he knows.
It is clear that Loki had triggered a butterfly effect that is out of his calculations. 
If he knows, who knows how he would feel? Would he felt happy that the future is changing so drastically? 
Or would he be annoyed that the future he knows might not be as predictable as it has been before?
In a stake that involves all of creation, Loki would always prioritize his mission than his own feelings.
It is not a sad thing. The sad thing if nothing changes.
Azief come closer to Will and he too look at the painting that Will is looking. He is standing tall beside Will.
Will notice and he could feel the pressure of the Laws emanating from Azief body and he could not help but feel shocked.
Azief aura is almost the same as his teacher. It is only slightly inferior.
Azief look at the painting and he saw the sign left behind by its painter. XC
'Xu Cong painted this painting?' He asks. Will nodded.
'He is a painter after all. he paints' Will answer simply
'What's the title of the painting?' 
Azief ask as he too felt some charm of the painting when looking at it. 
Azief could not explain it but he felt attracted to to the painting. 
This must be because it was Xu Cong that paints it. He might have some magic that could attract people to his paintings.
Azief saw the painting and it felt incredibly lifelike. It almost felt like the monsters in the painting could come out form the painting and jump at him.
In the painting there is a gigantic serpent. There are angels with blackened wings pointing their swords toward the shining golden sky.
As he looks closer, he could see that in the corner of the painting there is a burning lake. And a person setting a stone. As he looks closely he could see the painting is moving. The person set the stone and a place emerges out.
As he averts his gaze from the painting, the painting seems like it had never moved. A still like image again like all he experienced before were all a lie.
It is quite interesting.
Because Azief felt life is contained inside the painting.
'Pandemonium' Azief muttered.
Will smiles and nodded
'You guessed it. That is the name of the painting'
'It is a beautiful painting' Azief said. Will only smiles
'Xu Cong got the idea from Paradise Lost' Will suddenly said
'I too got the idea of naming the continent Pandemonium form Paradise Lost' Azief said. Will nodded.
Will then ask
'Do you know what the story of Paradise Lost is about?' Azief hearing this and then he understood why Will is looking at the painting and why he asks such thing.
The story of the Paradise Lost could be interpreted in many ways. But there is one interpretation that Will and he probably knows and struggle about.
It is the interpretation that destiny and fate is set. 
'Is this painting the answer to my question?' Azief ask. Will smirks again. Azief bitterly smiles
'This time, it is you pretending being mysterious' Will chuckles
'I wanted to knows how it feels knowing I hold all the cards' he said simply. Then he added
'It is not every day that I know more things than you.'
Azief then said.
I never hold all the cards. I just pretend I do' Will chuckles a bit. There is another moment of silence between them
Then Will shakes his head.
'I guess we need to talk now. What do you see in the Time Tunnel?' Will ask. That was not the first question that Azief thought would come up from Will mouth which made him a little bit startled.
But he was quick to regain his calm and he said
'I saw myself getting betrayed and I saw myself betraying people.' Will then casually ask 
'Who betrayed you and who you betrayed?' Azief almost chuckles. 
The thing they are discussing now are serious stuff. But the way Will treat it very casually made him feel it is not a big deal after all.
So, he replied.
'I could not tell you who betrayed me until I am certain. But It could tell you who I betrayed. Will smiles and then before Azief could tell him the answer, Will said
'It is me, right?' Azief expected it thus he was not shocked. He could only nod his head.
'That is why I ask you, why do you stay? I try to delay meeting you. I try to give you a chance to run away from me. But here you are'
Will takes a deep breath and then said
'But, here I am' Then he chuckles.
It is not a laughing matter' Azief said. Will reply
'the only intelligent tactical response to life's horror is to laugh defiantly at it' Azief then said
'Is that another quote?' he nodded
'You know who is it from?' Will ask
Soren Kierkegaard' Azief reply easily. 
When they were stuck in the Otherworlds, there is some game they played. They played the quotes games. They spoke quotes from someone famous and one of them try to guess who spoke it.
From this it could be concluded that they nearly went insane. 
Only near insanity would force two men who are really serious to create such a childish game. 
The reason why they called it childish is because they both knew that they could remember every words they see so, there never is a winner between them
Azief himself was not as uneducated as he before. He in Earth two is a pretty successful guy with a business conglomerate. 
And that time he is already in Energy Disperse Stage and very book he sees is easily understood and he could remember every words if he wanted to recall back his memories.
That is why I laugh and why I smile' 
Azief did not take that as an answer as he said
'That still does not answer why you would stay'
Then taking a few moments, Will explain to him
'I stay because I choose to believe in you' Azief hearing this was shocked and a little bit touched. and then he chuckles.
'What if you were wrong?' Will smiling answer
'If I'm wrong, I am wrong. You treated me like family. And I would also treat you like one. We are sworn brothers after all'
'I thought you never cares that much about that oath' Azief said. Will smiles and then he added
'Words are just words after all' Will said. Then he added
'I am never one that trusted people easily.'
'Then why trust me?' Azief ask back
Chuckling, he said
'Because I know you. Why do you think I agree to be sworn brother with you? There is not culture of sworn brother in my culture. At least not to my knowledge'


In the aftermath of apocalyptic event, a man rises above the others to lead an era. 

With threat beyond the stars, as Supreme Beings of otherworldly star system watches over as Destiny and Fate work their way, an era of Gods descended upon Earth

And in his rise, lies a terrifying secret.  Read how he rises above it all, through all the complicated love life, his determination to push through his own fate and destiny and the Will that pushes him forward.

With all of this, could the Fate that was written be overturned? And will he truly rise to the top and survive?

A great battle for the fate of the Universe began.

This is the story of Lord Shadow.

Just then Father Shelton along with grandpa Shelton entered the banquet hall. 
Father Shelton rushed towards his wife and helped her to get up from the floor. 
"Honey, What is happening?" Mother Shelton asked
"It's board members decision and we have to follow it." Father Shelton said 
"But —" 
"Darling, This really helps our company growth and moreover we got a chance to collaborate with  Francis cooperation which is like a huge opportunity for us in this situation." Father Shelton said 
"Dad, what about me?" Erica asked 
Who was still sad and angry with the fact Lisa is getting everything and she is losing her identity in front of her.
"Shut up. Because of your stupid information, we falsely accused Lisa." Father Shelton snapped before walking away
Erica frowned and about to say something but grandpa Shelton stopped her.
He chuckled and said "I want to say I'm feeling very sad for both you but the truth I'm so happy, In fact, I'm so excited to see you like this. Heartbroken, jealous, anger, frustration words depict your situation right now. It is fun watching you like this." 
"Grandpa." Erica snapped
"Shhh, you have to be quiet and calm when you are in great trouble." Grandpa Shelton said
Turning towards mother Shelton, he said "I already told you that don't mess with my princess but you never listened to me. What happens at the end? You have done many things but you got any gain from your bitchy works? No right, this is want we call KARMA. And there is a popular saying called KARMA IS A BITCH BRO which suits you right now."
After saying this grandpa Shelton walked towards reporters.
Reporter 1:- Sir, why did you suddenly resigned for CEO position?
Father Shelton smiled and said, "I think I have to  give my daughter a chance."
Reporter 2:- Sir, there is news that you don't like your first daughter. Is it true?
Father Shelton wrapped his arms around Lisa's shoulder and said "That news is fake. Please don't write such articles in future." 
When reporter about to ask another question, Father Shelton interrupted him and said: "No more questions please, I have to spend some time with my daughter." 
When reporters nodded their heads and stepped away, Father Shelton turned towards Lisa and said "Can I talk to you for five minutes?" 
Lisa chuckled and said, "Do you think I will spare my five minutes for you?" 
When Father Shelton lowered his head, Lisa sighed and said "Father and daughter relationship that we used to share ended up just before half an hour Mr Shelton. Now I'm CEO of Shelton cooperation and you are a respected board member." 
After saying Lisa walked away with Ryan while Father Shelton smiled and thought 'You are exactly like Daisy, Sweet at heart but rude at the mouth.' 
..... 
"Babe, where you want to do it?" Andy asked
"What?" Amy asked who has no idea what he was talking about
"Making babies" Andy shamelessly said
Amy rolled her eyes and said "Stop being shameless Mr Francis" 
Andy pouted his lips and said, "Babe, I think I need a time machine." 
"Why?" Amy chuckled and asked 
"I want to forward this time babe," Andy said
Amy helplessly shook her head and said "You are unbelievable sometimes." 
"Babe, I think we should prefer bed first and then we can try different places like couch, wall and many more. You know bathtub and car is also a good option." Andy shamelessly said 
"If you won't stop talking shamelessly don't blame me if I cancel this honeymoon." Amy glared at her husband 
"But darling —"
Cutting him off Erik whispered, "Everything is ready." 
Andy smiled and nodded his head before turning towards Amy. 
"Babe, I will be back in two minutes," Andy said and walked away along with Erik
..... 
Outside the banquet 
"Kat—" 
"I prefer Kathy," Kathy said in a very firm tone
"Who is that man?" Leo asked
"He is Daniel, my family friend," Kathy said 
"Thank god, I thought he is your date," Leo said while hugging her tighter
Kathy pushed him away and said "Who said he is not my date? We are seeing each other for almost one month now. I think he is the best choice for me and for my family." 
"Babe, you can't —" 
"I'm not your babe Mr Leo." Kathy snapped 
"What happened to you, honey? We love each other right? my heart will prick when I see you with another man." Leo said while holding her shoulder tightly
"Cut your crap," Kathy shouted 
When Leo lowered his head, Kathy sighed and said: "Our relationship got over Leo, will you please come out of your shell and lead a happy life?" 
"But Kathy, I still love you," Leo said 
"I don't love you and I don't want to lead my life  with drug dealers like you." Kathy snapped 
"Babe, I know my profession is illegal but I never done anything which is unethical." Leo tried to explain himself 
"Why did you hide your identity?" Kathy asked 
"I thought you will leave me but I never thought to hide my profession will create this much differences between us," Leo said
Kathy chuckled and said "So you purposely did everything? You purposely lied to me about your real identity. You know, I felt like a fool when my dad showed me your deadly videos. How can you kill a woman mercilessly? How can you —"
"Wait? What did you say? I killed a woman mercilessly? Do you think I can kill someone just like that without any reason?" Leo asked 
"I don't think what reasons you have but I hate you for doing such things," Kathy said
"Kathy —" 
"Stop it, Leo, I hate you and I don't wanna marry you. I don't want to see you around me again in the future. I hate our presence, it makes me suffocate." Kathy said and walked away from him
Leo stood there in a daze and closed his eyes to control his overwhelming emotions. How could he explain to her that he killed that woman because she tried to harm Kathy? How could he explain to her that he is not that bad person how her family portrayed him to her? How could he explain to her that she is the only woman in his life? How could he explain to her that he can't live without her? 
... 
Wedding banquet
Andy took a deep breath before walking towards the Central stage. 
Andy smiled and looked towards Amy while holding a microphone in one hand.
Just then Amy's candid pictures along with their childhood photos flashed on the big screen of the banquet hall.
Andy smiled and said "I want to say many things. I wrote and memorised many quotes and sayings to dedicate for you but now I feel those are nothing in front of you. I never believed great sayings like 'love is composed of a single soul but inhabited by two bodies' but I started believing sayings and quotes when you are around."
Pausing for a while Andy said "I think many of you doesn't know how we ended up being together. After committing so many mistakes and walking into the wrong way, I finally realised my love towards her and she is my wife now."


"Sir, we have an appointment with Mr Jones within fifteen minutes," Amy Miller said

"Cancel it, I don't want to be late for my own marriage," Andy Francis said

"Wait? What? Are you getting married? With whom? Why we are not informed?" Amy asked anxiously

"I think I'm the boss," Andy said

"Sorry sir," Amy said and lowered her head

"Okay fine, let's go," Andy said before holding her wrist

"where?"

"How can I marry without a bride?" Andy said while moving out of the office with Amy

.....

Well, Do you ever have a crush on anyone? If YES, then to what extent you went for him?

Amy Miller who was smart, intelligent, hardworking women has a hard crush on arrogant, overbearing, cold and aloof CEO Andy Francis since childhood but has no guts to express to him. 

Will Amy proposes him? What if they both got married? Will Andy loves her?


Ps:- This cover doesn't belongs to me.

Rose POV
Ang pinaka ayaw kong basahin ang sad love quotes 
Naalala ko kasi ng panahon na  ndi pa ako mahal ng aking asawa
Ng panahon na sakit lahat ng nadarama ko 
Pero ndi ko mapigilan basahin ang ibang sad love quotes
· "There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment." – Sarah Dessen
· "Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own." – Robert A. Heinlein
· "Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." – Anais Nin
· "He is not a lover who does not love forever." – Euripides
· "To love is to burn, to be on fire." – Jane Austen
· "Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up." – James Baldwin
· "In the end we discover that to love and let go can be the same thing." – Jack Kornfield
· "Pleasure of love lasts but a moment. Pain of love lasts a lifetime." – Bette Davis
· "To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable." – C.S. Lewis
· "Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." – Paulo Coelho
· "Love is so short, forgetting is so long." – Pablo Neruda
· "Love is a thing that is full of cares and fears." – Ovid
· "Love is not love until love's vulnerable." – Theodore Roethke
Sabi nga nila Broken hearts create some of the worst pain in life

“Hanggang kailan ba kita mamahalin Sir Miguel? Hanggang kailan ako magpapakatanga sayo? Hanggang kailan ba titigil ang puso ko sa pagmamahal sayo, Hanngang Kailan ba? Pag ubos na ubos na ba ako? Hanggang kailan ko ba tatangapin na hanggang panaginip lang kita? Hanggang kailan ba ako magpapanggap na ako na ang mahal mo na hindi lang ako panakip butas?” Tanong ni  Rose kay Sir Miguel

“Wag mo akong mahalin, sinabi ko bang mahalin mo ako, YOU jump into my Bed tapos magdedemand ka ngayon na mahalin kita, Una palang sinabi ko na sayo wala kang mapapala sa akin, pero makulit ka, Alam mo hanggang ngayon mahal ko pa rin ang aking asawa” mabalaksik niyang sabi,habang sinasabi ni Sir MIguel yunparang kandila akong nauubos, parang ayaw ko ng mabuhay pa, ang sakit ng mga salita niya, sino ba naman ako para mahalin ng isang milyonaryo, isang lamang akong mababang uring babae dahil katulong lang ako sa kanilang mansyon at sabi nga nya mahal niya ang kanyang asawa na matagal ng patay, ang sakit sakit parang hinhiwa ang puso ko sa bawat salitang binibigkas niya.

Siguro tama na yung narinig ko para magising ako sa katotohanan, kaya bago ka pa akong mabaliw sa pagmamahal na meron ako para sa kanya, mas mabuting umalis na ako sa mansyon.

Paano makita mo ang dati mong boss makalipas ang tatlong taon, Ano ang gagawin mo?

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