Los trastornos disociativos son trastornos mentales que suponen una desconexión y falta de continuidad entre pensamientos, recuerdos, entornos, acciones e identidad. Una persona que sufre trastornos disociativos escapa de la realidad de formas involuntarias y poco saludables, lo que causa problemas con el funcionamiento diario.
Por lo general, los trastornos disociativos aparecen en reacción a un trauma y ayudan a mantener los recuerdos difíciles controlados. Los síntomas, que pueden ir de la amnesia hasta las identidades alternativas, dependen, en parte, del tipo de trastorno que tengas. Los períodos de estrés pueden empeorar temporalmente los síntomas, haciéndolos más evidentes.

«Hagas lo que hagas, no puedes escapar de el»

His name was ***** ****** He died with 39 years old and became the main personality of Hikaru Hyuga, Hikaru Hyuga developed the dissociative personality disorder due to the abusive training of his father Sharino Hyuga.

Sky Matthew, ready for her finals, but what if she ends up in 2025 and meets Noah Kim, a popular pop singer with borderline personality disorder. What if Noah's life changes when Sky steps into his life?

This story follows Kai, a laid back, 21 year old, college student who has recently developed borderline personality disorder (bpd) because of his abusive ex girlfriend, and the stress of college.There have been many reported cases recently of extremely violent murders in his area. Kai fears that the murders might be due to his other personality, Victor,  that comes out roughly every week, which lines up with the 24 murders that have occurred in the past 6 months that were attributed to a murderer given the name the Murderer of Maria Valley.

CHAPTER I
 
Saturday, 2:00 pm in
Bosnia and Herzegovina time zone.
 
A drop-dead gorgeous, dark hair young man walking down the stairs heading towards his car. His car looks expensive.
 
His long black coat glistens in the late afternoon sun. His appearance reveals that he belongs to a wealthy clan. Probably his a billionaire.
 
His face displays a strong confidence but in his eyes there is a deep sadness.
 
The moment he reached his car his cellphone chirped and vibrated in his pocket. He pulled it out and stared at the screen.
In his messenger. " ? "
The message contains only a question mark.
He nodded. Trying to recall who the message sender is and what is the missing link. And as far as he remember, it is just an inquiry about his post on social media which at present he is no longer connected. Then he decided to reply.
"You inquire on my post and that was years ago" he replied.
"Sorry but I don't remember your post, what is that all about?" the sender replied.
"No worries, I'm no longer connected to that business, not anymore." he replied.
"Okay. Where are you from?" the sender asked.
"I'm from Bosnia and Herzegovina" he said.
"Sorry, I'm not familiar" the sender replied.
"It is in Europe." he said.
"Okay." the sender said.
"How about you where you from?" asked the young man.
He get inside his car while waiting for the reply.
Few minutes had passed. Still no answer.
He decided to go for his friends are waiting for him at the nearby restaurant        .
 
 On the other side of the world,
In the country where the sender resides is already evening.
They have different time zone.
The message sender is sleepy now and decided not to reply that's why the young man got no reply from her.
 
The massager is a woman. A woman who is older than him. She decided not to reply when she read the young man's country name. For in her mind there are flashes of memories which she cannot explained. As if she's been there before, but what she knew is not and that is impossible. 
And when she open the profile of the young man and saw his photos, he looks familiar but she cannot remember where or when and how they met. And maybe not. Or maybe yes but a long time ago that she can hardly recall. She's unsure.
Suddenly, because of that thoughts she got headache.
She decided to get some sleep to ignore her thoughts about the young man.
"Those things are impossible. It never happened." she whispered.
And then again she is talking to herself.
"I'm just a little unwell today. I have to get some sleep and maybe tomorrow might be good."
And then she fall asleep with that thoughts in her head that result to a bad dream.
It's not so surprising that she behave like that for she has a psychological disorder which is called personality disorder.
 
 Personality is the way of thinking, feeling and behaving that makes a person different from other people. An individual's personality is influenced by experiences, environment (surroundings, life situations) and inherited characteristics. A person's personality typically stays the same over time.
 A personality disorder is a way of thinking, feeling and behaving that deviates from the expectations of the culture, causes distress or problems functioning, and lasts over time. Personality disorders are long-term patterns of behavior and inner experiences that differs significantly from what is expected. The pattern of experience and behavior begins by late adolescence or early adulthood and causes distress or problems in functioning. Without treatment, personality disorders can be long-lasting. Personality disorders affect the way of thinking about oneself and others, the way of responding emotionally the way of relating to other people, and the way of controlling one's behavior.
There are specific types of personality disorders. One of them is the so called Borderline Personality Disorder. Person with BPD have trouble regulating their emotions effectively. They may experience splitting, which is a term that refers to seeing things as all good or all bad.  Frequently sees things in black and white terms, which means things and people are seen as either all good or all bad.  They don't believe good people can be bad sometimes or can make mistakes, which can lead to becoming consumed with anger toward people.  For them, things, experiences, and people were either all bad or all good, totally wonderful or totally worthless, completely positive or completely negative. 
Splitting is considered a coping mechanism that helps a person with BPD avoid getting hurt. It allows them to discard things and people they have decided are all bad.
Splitting is an unconscious attempt to safeguard ego and prevent anxiety. A defense mechanism commonly developed by people who have experience early life traumas, such as abuse and abandonment.
In essence, people with BPD are often terrified that others will leave them. They have an intense fear of abandonment. However, they can also shift suddenly to feeling smothered and fearful of intimacy, which leads them to withdraw from relationships. The result is a constant back-and-forth between demands for love or attention and sudden withdrawal or isolation.
 Intimacy avoidance describes the degree to which an individual withdraws from close emotional contact from a relationship partner.
As a result an intimacy phobic person, even if she or he did stumble across their ideal partner, they wouldn't choose them. Intimacy phobias are after one thing, and that is to avoid being hurt.
This suggests that romantic relationships with people with BPD are more likely to end in a breakup.
People with borderline personality disorder (BPD) often have rocky relationships, both romantic and platonic. 
They experience constant changes in emotions.
In short, in a person have BPD, everything feels unstable: relationships, moods, thinking, and behavior—even identity. 
Self-image, goals, and even likes and dislikes may change frequently in ways that feel confusing and unclear.
 
In addition, people with BPD often experience a profound lack of self-image and self-concept. They may feel like they don't know who they are, and their perception of their own identity may vary widely over time. They might even have trouble seeing their past self, present self, and future self as the same person. They change who they are depending on their circumstances and what they think others want from them. Their thoughts and feelings change to match the current situation.
And sometimes they has experienced mild forms of dissociation from time to time. The experiences that go along with dissociation, includes amnesia.
 The type of temporary amnesia that last hours, days, weeks, months, or longer. It involves wandering or unplanned travel, in which the person may establish a new identity in a new location very different from their old life. This involves people being unable to recall specific information about themselves, often due to a traumatic event or intensely stressful situation.
And that is exactly what happened to the message sender. She wandered and developed a new identity in her new home which is very different from her old life.
So maybe or maybe not the young man is part of her past but she cannot recall who he is, how they met and where the specific place is.
She can hardly recall.
But maybe there will be a chance that she will remember her past for all is temporary.
And then she fall asleep with that thoughts in her head, about the young man that result to a bad dream. Her dream is about what happened a long time ago in her life ….

His determined enough not to let her go again. So he take all his courage to say these words to her.
“Why can’t it be? Why can’t it be the two of us? Why can’t we be lovers? Only friends?
Her psychological condition is the main reason.
Her emotion is always splitting. 
The young man belongs to a wealthy clan, he is a billionaire who had a dark past unknown to the society where he belongs at present. Only the lady knew his deepest secret, his past. She played the big role in his life long time ago…
When they meet again, the memories of his past comes back to him. Then the billionaire hope that maybe at present time they can be more than just friend but then again the lady wants to say goodbye to him.
Would she stay? Or would she say goodbye?
 Will can they be lovers? Or will can’t be?

"One down, many more to go."
Deb Oh stared at the result of her final exam, the screen displayed a set of numbers.
=942.80 out of 1000=
"The God of shinning light has descended! I got a big fat A! For the first time I got an A! What the heck!"
Deb Oh was overjoyed by her final result from the maternity nursing course that she just completed. This indicated that she had passed the first half and was left with the second half to clear.

"Term 3! This is it! I can't wait to sing 'I am delivered praise the Lord!' a testimony is bound to come out of my mouth for days to come!"
Deb Oh continued to stare in disbelief at the score that showed that she was among the chosen to move forward in the nursing program.

"Time to order some Banda Express! This is cause for celebration! If I wasn't fighting with my uncle I would have called him to share the good news!"

Deb Oh had not spoken to her uncle for over 3 weeks, the two quarrelled over him not picking up her call. Unknown to Deb Oh she was already exhibiting signs of those that were in the Borderline club a.k.a Borderline Personality Disorder.

Deb Oh had a blank look in her eyes, as the words kept ringing in her head, "I want to live, I want to be happy but why do I want to die?! Why?"

Her mind flashed back to when she got her first car accident which left her vowing never to drive anymore. The shock coupled with the embarrassment of causing the car accident wrecked her world, leaving her with the diagnosis of PTSD, OCD and a moderately severe depressive state.

Adamant against seeking medical treatment, the 21-year old promised to fight her demons alone, but how long will she hold on before succumbing to her inner demons?

Deb Oh must level up or risk losing everything!


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My whole life I have dreamed of being normal. When normal is impossible for me. I am Amelia Jane Gray and I have 24 mental illnesses consisting of; Depression, Anxiety, OCD, Ring of fire ADHD, bipolar disorder, anorexia nervosa,PTSD,schizophrenia,Panic disorder, psychosis,borderline personality disorder, dissociative disorder,schizoaffective disorder, body dysmorphic disorder,dysthymia, cyclothymia,somatic symptom disorder, and binge eating disorder, the list goes on. I have never seen the outside of this mental hospital where I have lived since I was 7 because my parents couldn't handle me. This place is like prison, uniforms, inedible food, locked in a room, and limited social time, so I can only see my therapist, Julianne. She listens to my issues and forced me to get a brain scan, that's how it all began. My therapist noticed something was wrong and I had many mental illnesses so she told my parents she would pay for my neuroimaging, that required me to stay in the hospital for seven days where they put me in a machine and I couldn't close my eyes, they took a half a gallon of my blood each day and gave me tests before and so much more. A few days after I was sent home, we got the results in the mail, my mom opened it as I could see her legs shaking and her having trouble breathing. She gently opened the envelope and there was a whole list of mental illnesses which are a chemical imbalance in your brain. She grabbed me, pulled me in, and started sobbing telling me" honey, it will be ok". Little did I know that night she was really finding mental hospitals. The next day, she sent me away, a seven year old girl, alone,scared, taking 17 pills of xanax. The moment I got there, I felt the most love and hate, well the hate was from myself. The nurse came, took my bags, and escorted me into my "cell". Group was terrible and I could feel the judgment pointed at me, so I ran out and went back to my room and played with my fidget toy. Moments later, I couldn't breathe, I was crying, and screaming, the nurses rushed in and asked what's wrong! Under my breath I responded with " I-I- can't breathe, the nurses were very comforting and told me I was having a panic attack and held me til I could breathe again. That night, I got a visit from who you might be wondering, well it was my father telling me how much he messed up as a parent and how he wanted to get me out but my mom said no. We talked for 30 minutes and then the nurse escorted him away as tears rolled down my face. Why did God make me this way I wonder and why did he make me this way? Am I a mistake I asked myself before bed. 

 It's Friday, Karmina usually had her morning tea in the garden But this time, she received her documents that can't be seen by anyone. At the moment, she's staring at the photos of the girl who was living her life in luxury after she nearly killed her daughter. The girl has something in her head. She was diagnosed with OLD or Obsessive Love Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. 
 The Obsessive Love Disorder is the patient condition (probably mental illness) with an extreme obsession where she thought that she was in love, protective, and very much control on the lives of certain people while the Borderline Personality Disorder was closed to bipolar disorder, but it's characterized by disturbance with a self-image couple, that caused severe mood swings, anxiety, and depression. The girl was crazy enough to kill too. 
"Soon, I'll have your neck around my hand," Karmina mumbled. "Go ahead and be happy about stalking my daughter and her husband. You can't threaten us in the same way." She clenched the photos in her hand. Her heart was racing, but she managed to calm it down.
 A soft knock on the door made her freeze a little bit. She put away the photos and hid them under the pillow of the window seat. 
"Come in." She said aloud as the door opened. Alex entered in his pajamas and robe. His hair is disheveled but he smiled at her. 
"Well, I have to go back to the city and arrange for the engagement since it'll be in two weeks." 
"Do you need my help?" She asked. " Your wife has been locked in that room for days now." She shrugged. 
"Hm, I know that you could help me, but then, I have other things to do that you might get bored." 
"I'm already bored." She shrugged. "Your wife wouldn't think wrong about us, wouldn't she?" She took her teacup gracefully. 
"It doesn't matter at all." He approached her and kissed her forehead. "Good morning, Mina. If you want something to do then, you are free to go with me." 
"That's great. I'll get my clothes ready and I'll stay in the penthouse of the kids." 
<><><><> 
 She knew that there's something wrong the first time she saw her. Keira couldn't think of the place where she saw the lady who visited her husband again. She knew well that this girl is very much crazy over her husband like other women. She also heard from Adamson that there were a lot of girls who got crazy toward Alessandro than them. Well, at least on them, the girls only wanted money, sex, and their sexy bodies. She shook her head as Adamson exaggerated the words 'sexy bodies'. Sophia cringed about it. 
 Sophia, one of her best friends, was used to bullying the dominant husband. Somehow, when she learned that she's pregnant, she started demanding him on such things and the man was happy with it though. He mentioned that they had more sexy scenes and sweet scenes. It's four in the afternoon and Adamson had to leave his wife with her. Sophia was a big help as an audience while they watched movies and listened to music. 
"I liked more of your compositions." She said. "I also listened to Arianna's raw songs and it was beautiful. It didn't need to auto-tune at all. It's just flawless. I think the two of you should work together." 
"I was planning on that." She smiled as they ate the fruits together. "But, with the work as the President and Chairperson, it's quite hard." 
"You are rich, you can do anything you want," Sophia said. "Me? All I can do is to be healthy, take care of my hubby and baby. Then, cook for my hubby, take care of the house…" 
"Shopping?" She grinned. Sophia chuckled. 
"I don't do much shopping. I don't plan to waste my husband's money." 
"It's your money." Keira took the juice and gave it to her. Sophia sipped on it. 
"Nope. It's my husband's." 
"He married you to have it. Well, that was what Adamson said to me." Keira mumbled as she reached for her juice and sipped on it. "He said that he wanted everything for you. That's how much he loves you. Our men can show love through giving gifts, money, and mostly, attention, Sophia." 
"I know, but I don't want to spend much because of his parents and I am not used to spending money." 
"Nah, don't mind them." Keira chuckled. "Let's just get ready for tonight. Party and eat more." 
"My baby could handle that." Sophia giggled. 
<><><><> 
 Alessandro was sipping on his martini while peeking through the glass window of the VIP room and listened to the conversation of Zachary and Allona as they made her drink the truth serum. He felt bad as Zachary sounded so mad while Allona told them everything. Zachary was raging to kill her at that moment, and if he was Zachary, he would feel the same and do the same. 
 When Allona thought that she'll be sleeping with Zachary, they set up a man to sleep with her and her horny self. At the moment, Andromeda didn't know this plan and now that Zachary found it out, he was mad and uncontrollable that even his brother-in-law couldn't handle him. James was also mad at that moment and both men are miserable. 
 Once they sent them out, Alessandro, Adamson, and Travis went to the hotel room that they rented for the girls. They were having fun even without Andromeda. They were busy drinking wine and juice and eating. Alessandro's face brightened seeing his wife laugh so hard with Sophia. 
"You did what?" Keira asked Sophia ecstatically. Arianna just arrived with them but when Keira told her about it she started laughing hysterically like Sophia and Keira. 
"I only told you this to you!" Sophia covered her mouth. 
"What is it?" Adamson asked as he approached his wife. 
"Nothing." Sophia shook her head. The girls looked at each other and burst into laughter. 
"Oh, what's this. Leaving us out of the fun?" Travis asked as he reached the pizza and took a bite on it. 
 Alessandro sat on the sofa as he patted her lap. Keira got up as she giggled and sat on her husband's lap. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her cheeks down to her neck. Keira held on to him as she listened to Adam and Sophia. 
"Now, you have secrets?" Adamson carried his wife. 
"It's for the girls only," Sophia mumbled to him. 
"So, what happened?" Keira asked as she let her husband hug her like a big teddy bear. 
"Well, Allona finally said everything. Zach and James are outraged." Travis said as he sat on the sofa just right in front of them. Then, Arianna sat with him and cuddled. 
"So, that Allona planned it all along?" Keira asked. "She had a very big imagination for dreaming Zach," She scoffed. "And she still has a gut to cling around after she killed the baby?" 
"Well, the woman is crazy as hell," Travis said as he rolled his eyes, feeling aggravated on what they witnessed. "We can't force the two to move on. They are still on that stage, grieve." 
"I feel sorry for them, but they will be blessed with many things in the future," Sophia said as the girls agreed to it. 
 Suddenly, Alessandro was hunted with the thought of her being taken away from him. Thinking that Wendy could do extreme things, he knew that he should protect his wife more. Although he was too cautious and had the thought to lock her up so she would be safe, it wouldn't be enough. Besides, he can't lock her and keep her away from everyone. 
"Let's not talk about that. We'll just wait for their plan." Travis smacked his wife's cheeks with his lips. "We are off to our honeymoon suite."
 Keira watched as the couple left and soon, Sophia and Adamson left with goodnight. Alessandro quickly lay her down on the sofa and started undressing her. 
"You didn't receive fun from the boy's night's out?" She giggled as she pushed her panties off. 
"Nope. Not at all." He cursed when he forgot to remove his shoes and he kicked them off. "I just want to be with you quickly." He mumbled. 
"By the way, I brought our toys." She giggled as she slipped off the sofa. She closed the curtains and she rushed to the cabinet and rummaged on her things. "Tada!" She lifted the box. "Let's play, hubby. I want you to make me come so much. Then, we'll practice making babies." 
 He looked down at his lower part and he swore that every time he mentioned 'making babies' or 'making her come', his lower part would always respond hard as a rock. She put the box beside him as she lifted her dress and removed her brassiere. She was stunned seeing his soldier saluting her. 
"Oh, hubby." She giggled and teased him. "Our friends just left and yet you are like that?" 
"I only get horny toward you." He reached her beautiful curves and he bent down and kissed his navel. "Lay down baby and I'll make sure that you'll be drained tonight." 
"Hurry, I'm horny too." She said childishly and kissed him passionately.

Warning!!! This novel contain scenes that are not suitable for children. That includes on killing, suicide... torture... and R-21 
scenes

Keira Del Carlo sold her virginity in the auction to save her mother and a billionaire bought her for more than 4 million dollars. Her life turned upside down when she signed the papers that the billionaire gave to her that night after she gave up her innocence. 

Alessandro De Alegre was a vicious billionaire when it comes to business. But behind that merciless attitude, there's a soft spot that only meant for her. 

He has been searching for his first love for a very long time until he found a lead that she's in an auction. He took advantage of it to have her back and made her sign the marriage contract while she's not herself. She didn’t even recognize him, and that’s when he found out that her memories with him had been erased. 

All her time with him, he gave her everything including the Golden Age Entertainment that should belong to her. She lives with him without knowing that she's married to him the night he took her innocence and imprisoned her in his villa. She lives thinking that she’s the mistress.

P.S. Book Cover Not Mine, got it from Pinterest. Kudos to the original creator of the image.



TIMID. Lacking courage or confidence. Noah Black was the definition of timid despite being a fourth year resident of the department of psychiatry. His cute brown eyes had often times avoided making contact with Anna's hazel ones, especially when she had directed a question at him during their department meetings.

The whole Psychiatry department had a total of six residents; five males and one female. Anna had three males assigned to her, Noah being one of them.

"How's granny Ann's condition?" Anna asks Noah for the second time with a small smile playing on her lips. She was seated at the farthest corner of the room that had the presence of her fellow professors and residents. They were to give feedbacks on their patients well-being and Granny Ann just happened to be one of her in-patients who was diagnosed with Alcohol addiction.

"She's complaining of being nauseous and having little appetite," Noah replies, his eyes fixed on the notepad in front of him. His timid acts sometimes made Anna wonder how he was going to cope when he started seeing patients personally.

"How many times have we changed her medication?" Anna questions once again, this time around to no one in particular but the residents seated there.

"About twice now," Ava, a third year and the only female resident with a short brown hair and gorgeous green eyes replies. One thing Anna admired about Ava was how outspoken she was. She was the only third year resident amidst fourth year residents but was still always trying to keep up with their pace.

"Have the nurses reduce the quantity of her drugs for now while we monitor her condition." Anna speaks up after much contemplation with Lucas, one of her fellow professor.

After a few minutes of silence, Dr Malcom, the chief of their department stands up and walks to the center of the room, holding a few documents in his hand. His blonde hair was perfectly gelled to the back and Anna often wondered how his wife let him leave home, looking like that.

He was a smart doctor who she always looked up to, but from the few months she had spent in the hospital and under his guidance, she knew fashion wasn't his specialty.

"A new Psychiatry Center would be opened soon and the higher-ups requested we do a presentation on a personality disorder. I was thinking between Borderline personality disorder and Bipolar disorder. What's your suggestion?" Dr Malcom says as he places the documents he had in his hands on the table in front of him while eyeing everyone, one after the other hoping to start receiving their suggestions.

"I've been interested in studying more on Borderline Personality Disorder," Ava quickly speaks up with interest in her green eyes as she looks sideways, hoping no one said otherwise.

"I think Bipolar disorder is more preferable as it's not as complicated as BPD," Ruby, another fourth year resident under Anna speaks up, a smirk appearing on his face as he glanced at Ava's direction.

"How about we do a presentation on both. We could present on their differences as some people still consider them the same." Anna says as Dr Malcom also nodded in agreement.

"That settles it, so Dr Davenport will head the presentation but which of you will work on it with her? It would be quite beneficial for your thesis." The chief of their department diverts his gaze to his residents who all had their hands up in the air.

"Since Ava is still working on a research with Dr Lucas, Ruby and Noah should work with Dr Davenport on this presentation. That'll be all." With that, Dr Malcom exits their midst and the meeting came to an end.

From there, most of the doctors headed straight to the cafeteria to have lunch but Anna just went back to her office to complete the reports she was behind on. In about thirty minutes, she lets out a sigh of relief that she was up to date with, and as her grumbling stomach didn't give her piece of mind, she hurriedly wears her white coat and rushes out of her office to satisfy her undying hunger.

When she arrives at the cafeteria, most of the doctors in her department were done eating already, so as usual, she had to sit alone as mingling with unfamiliar faces wasn't her style. Anna fills her tray with food as she walks towards a corner of the cafeteria to get seated, while sending friendly gestures to some of her colleagues so as not to come off rude.

She gets seated and brings out her phone from the left pocket of her white coat, dropping it on the table next to her tray before packing her hair into a messy bun.

She unlocks her phone to read the messages sent by her mom when a shadow and a loud bang on her table almost made her drop her phone into her food. What the hell was that? 

Anna looks up but couldn't believe what she was seeing. Dylan Blake was seated in front of her and most importantly, he had a smile on his face. It was like her sight was messing around with her.

"Are you here to ruin my morning a second time?" Anna looks away from the captivating green eyes back to the food in front of her that was mostly carbs.

"I ruined your morning?" The guy in front of her has a blank expression on his face like he had no idea what she was saying and that was just about to start pissing her off. She gives him a place to sleep over, he says hurtful words at her and then acts like nothing had happened. Who the hell was this man?

"Dylan sorry I meant Mr. Blake, why don't you go find somewhere else to seat. I'm really hungry and I feel like I'll be losing my appetite soon." Anna takes a sip of her orange juice not daring to look up and make eye contact with the oddly silent person in front of her.

The Dylan Blake she knew would have made a nasty remark back or even tried starting up an argument. When he still says no words, Anna slowly looks up to meet his gaze as he has a glint of amusement in his eyes.

"I see my brother must really be giving you a hard time." The figure speaks up with a small smile and Anna tried to make sense out of it. If he wasn't Dylan, did Dylan have a twin?

Truth be told, she had noticed a slight difference in the facial expression of the person in front of her as it was the opposite of what she had often seen on Dylan. The later always had a scowl on his face and his eyes rarely reflected any emotion around her.

But the person seated in front of her seemed worry-free and more jovial and that got Anna more curious about him.

"Brother?"

"Yes. I'm Liam, Dylan's twin brother." Liam had his hands stretched forward to Anna hoping she grabbed it for a handshake but Anna just stares at him, still trying to figure him out.

If he wasn't Dylan, why had he approached her?

Now she had a clear visual of Liam, she could already see a little difference in him and Dylan. His brown hair seemed a little shade lighter than Dylan's own and those green eyes of his were darker, making it seem more captivating to her.

Her mind could only make sense of one reason he had approached her. She looked like Hannah, his brother's ex, so maybe he wanted to confirm for himself.

"I think I'm done here." Anna picks up her tray and stands up to leave when Liam grabs her hand quickly to stop her from going any further.

"So soon? Did I say anything to offend you?" Liam had stood up to match Anna's eye level, though he was still a lot taller than her and she hated how she had to look up to meet his eyes.

"You think I'm her too don't you?"

"What? No! I just thought you looked alike and was curious about you." He sounded sincere but the eyes don't lie. And from experience she knew words didn't convey as much as the body reaction and expression.

"The way you look at me, is how Dylan stares at him. Were you in love with your brother's girlfriend?" Liam's eyes widen as he stares at Anna in disbelief not knowing the right words to say or even how to deny it.

"What's going on here?" The voice that often sends her blood boiling in reaction speaks up and Anna knew Dylan was right next to her. It was best she stopped here in her conversation with Liam as she didn't want to be the cause of any misunderstanding.

"Good to see you too, Mr. Blake." She flashes Dylan a fake smile before breaking her hand from Liam's grip, sending him a glare and turning away to leave.

Dylan Blake just watches Anna increase the speed of her heels as she disappears from their presence.

"What were you guys talking about?" He asks his brother whose attention was still fixed on the direction Anna had left through.

"Nothing serious, we were just getting acquainted. Does it not bother you that she looks so much like Hannah?" Liam asks as he shifts his attention back to Dylan who just stares at him with a blank expression.

"I don't think we're close enough for me to answer your question." He replies with a cold tone as he turns around and headed for the cafeteria exit.

"Don't be like this Dylan, you're the one always pushing me away." Liam defends as he tries to keep up with his brother's pace. 

"You should return back to work. Enough playing around." Dylan stops walking as he has a stern look on his face, telling Liam not to follow him any further. Contented his message was well passed across, he continues walking till he was in the familiar environment of his office.

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It was starting to get a little dark when Dylan parks his car in the driveway of his apartment. Instead of heading straight for his door, he found his legs turning sideways towards the direction of his neighbour's apartment.

He was curious as to what conversation she had with his brother earlier on and maybe, just maybe he might apologize for his outburst this morning as it seemed she was still keeping a grudge against him.

He rings the bell to Anna's apartment twice but got no answer. Maybe the heavens were giving him a sign that it was a bad idea and he should just retreat but he didn't.

One last time, he promised to himself before ringing the bell again.

The door opens swiftly but instead of the familiar red head he was expecting to see stand at the entrance, he was face to face with a male in his mid-twenties who annoyingly only had shorts on with no shirt. All Dylan could feel at this point was his insides turning and his pulse rising.



He is an egomaniac and a self-centered human who only opened up to his dead ex.

And she is a young professor of Psychiatry who once had everything she ever dreamed of.

She looks like his first love.

And he reminds her of her fiancé.

They cross paths and are drawn to each other for two different reasons. Firstly, Anna thinks Dylan has a piece to her past while Dylan thinks Anna is his first love. 

In fixing the misunderstandings between themselves, they begin to see reasons why they were mistaken or not.

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