Aku keysha, ini kisah kehidupanku dengan kakak ku yang bernama Kenta. Aku dikenal sebagai seorang playgirl karena seringkali berganti-ganti pacar. Sampai suatu saat setelah aku putus untuk yang kesekian kalinya, Kenta mulai berubah semakin protektif terhadapku. Kenta selalu melarangku untuk berada didekat pria lain selain dirinya, dan itu baru aku sadari saat aku mulai kembali membuka hatiku pada pria baru setelah setahun putus dari mantan pacar terakhirku. Dan ternyata pendekatanku dengan pria itu tidak berjalan mulus, dan saat itu Kenta mengambil langkah yang sangat berbahaya. dia hampir membunuh pria tersebut. Aku mulai merasakan ada sesuatu yang aneh pada diriku. Aku baru tersadar bahwa ternyata aku sangat sayang dengan Kakak kandubgku itu. Tidak. Ini bukan rasa sayang sebagai seorang adik terhadap kakaknya tetapi rasa sayang seorang wanita terhadap seorang pria. Hal ini mengakibatkan perasaanku menjadi aneh setiap dekat dengannya. entahlah. Apakah ini yang dimaksud dengan AWKWARD (?)

Ini perasaan yang tidak baik, lalu sekarang aku harus bagaimana?

Aku keysha, ini kisah kehidupanku dengan kakak ku yang bernama Kenta. Kakak ku selalu protektif terhadapku, dia selalu menjagaku. Saat itu aku merasa wajar. Tapi aku baru menyadari persaanku yang aneh saat pendekatanku dengan pria baru setelah sekian lama putus tidak berjalan mulus. Sehingga aku mengalami patah hati lagi dan kak Kenta lah yang lagi-lagi ada disisiku. Disinilah aku tersadar bahwa ternyata aku ada perasaan sayang dengan Kakak kandungku itu. Tidak, ini mungkin berbeda dari sayangnya kak Kenta terhadapku. Ini bukan rasa sayang sebagai saudara tetapi rasa sayang seorang wanita terhadap seorang pria. Hal ini mengakibatkan perasaanku menjadi aneh setiap dekat dengannya. Entahlah. Apakah ini yang dimaksud dengan AWKWARD (?)

Aku tau ini perasaan yang tidak baik jika diteruskan, lalu sekarang aku harus bagaimana?

A book about my awkward life about my crush??

"I can see beautiful angels here," Mary exclaimed before walking towards Elsa and Ava 

"Happy anniversary mam." Elsa smiled and said before giving a bouquet to Mary 

"Didn't I ask you to call me aunt?" Mary sighed and asked 

"Yeah mam- I mean Aunt," Elsa said 

"That's good, you have to call me Aunt." Mary patted her cheeks and said 

"You are looking stunning honey." Mary smiled and said 

"Thank you, Aunt." Elsa smiled back 

"Arthur, she is—" 

"Elsa Williams, I know," Arthur said with a huge grin on his face 

"Good evening Sir." Elsa politely greeted Arthur Lewis 

"How did I become sir when Mary is aunt? Am I not your uncle?" Arthur raised his eyebrows and asked 

"Sir—" 

Cutting Elsa off, Arthur smiled and said "Uncle, you have to call me Uncle." 

When Elsa nodded her head, Arthur turned towards Ava and said "It's been a long time honey."  

"Yeah Uncle." Ava smiled and said 

Clearing his throat to mark his presence, Joe asked "Ava, Am I handsome?" 

"Yeah uncle, you are-—" Ava stopped saying when she observed the scowl face of Arthur 

"Hehee, you both are handsome." Ava smiled and said 

"I am more handsome than him." Arthur scoffed 

"Says the man who used to ask beauty tips from me Joe." muttered 

"You—" 

"Arthur." Mary snapped 

"Fine, I will not argue." Arthur placed his finger on his mouth and said 

Just then Calvin rushed towards Elsa and grabbed her hand. 

Startled by sudden attack, Elsa snapped "What's wrong—" 

"You are stunning." Calvin sighed and said 

Elsa widened her eyes in shock and quickly took her hand back. How can he say it before his family members whom she met for the first time? They were in an awkward position when his mother first saw her and now, he told her she is stunning when she first met his father. What's wrong with this man? Why is he behaving like a dickhead?

Calvin pouted his lips and frowned when she took her hand back. Didn't Nick say complimenting a woman is very important?  Did I say anything wrong? Should I say more than just you are stunning? Is she angry because I didn't sound romantic? 

Looking at everyone who was equally shocked like her, Elsa awkwardly lowered her head. She is feeling so embarrassed and her hands are itching to kill the person who put her in a tight spot.

"Did you hear that? He just said 'You are stunning' to Elsa." Mary jumped in excitement 

"Amelia, did I just hear it from Calvin or did my ears are damaged?" Joe scrunched his eyebrows and asked 

Ignoring all the comments, Calvin asked "Elsa, did I say anything wrong?" 

What is she supposed to say? If she says NO, wouldn't it look more awkward? 

"Should I say No? Wait, what if his family thinks lowly of me?" Elsa pursed her lips and thought 

Nick helplessly shook his head and thought "I knew it. Is it necessary for him to make it awkward?" 

"Cal—" 

"Nick, did I say anything wrong? Why Elsa isn't speaking?" Calvin murmured 

"I—I have to take this call," Elsa said and rushed outside when her phone started buzzing 

"Cal, is it necessary to make things awkward?" Nick frowned and snapped 

"What did I do? Didn't you said to give a nice compliment to her?" Calvin asked 

"Yeah but not in front of the whole family." Nick sighed and said 

Pausing for a while, He said "Look, she is meeting your father for the first time and aunt for the second time. Aunt already spotted you both in an awkward situation that day in the office, wouldn't it be awkward to her when you give her compliment in front of your family? Doesn't she get scared?"

"But—"

"God Cal, you seriously know how to make things awkward?" Nick groaned in frustration 

"So, is she angry because I made it awkward?" Calvin asked 

"Yeah, you have to give her compliments personally to make her special and happy." Nick sighed and said 

Looking around, Nick said, "I think she is outside, you talk to her." 

"What if she ignores me?" Calvin asked 

"Don't get scared like a five-year-old kid Calvin, behave like a man with dick." Nick frowned and said 

"Fine, I will talk to her," Calvin said and walked outside 

"What will happen to Cal if I am not his best friend?" Nick helplessly shook his head and thought 

"Wait, where is Ava—" Nick frowned when he looked at a man who is talking to Ava 

He then scrunched his eyebrows when the man touched Ava's hand. 

"That's it." Nick frowned and rushed towards Ava 

"Babe, let me introduce you to my friends," Nick said before holding Ava's hand 

"Is Nick your boyfriend?" The man asked Ava 

"Yes, do you have any problem?" Nick frowned and said 

"Boss—" before Ava could say anything, Nick took her to the room in upstairs





  




"There's no love like the first." 
 —Nicholas Sparks

No matter to whom we get married, first love will always remain constant and give a spark in our hearts while you think about it. No matter whom you are, you must experience a cute, sweet first love story which is so special to the heart. But when we talk about reality, Someone's first love will be a happy ending and someone's first love will end without a proper start. What will you do when your lost first love enter your life again? Will you embrace it?

Well, like everyone Calvin Lewis, CEO of Lewis corporation has a short and sweet love story but due some reasons he has lost it before he completely feel the sweetness of it but still remembered the beautiful memories he shared with her.

What happen when he crossed his path with his first love? What will he do when he finds out that his first love is his employee? Will he able to win her back? Will he able to win her heart like he did in childhood? 

...... 

"Why dad? I want Elsa back." Little Calvin said before while tears started flowing down his cheeks 

"No champ, you shouldn't cry like this." Arthur sighed and said before wiping his five year old son's tears 

"Dad, Didn't you told me that you will get us married once I become CEO of our company?" Calvin asked 

"Yes champ, you can marry her—" 

"How can I marry her when she is not with me?" Calvin asked in between his sobs 

"I am missing her dad." Calvin said 

..... 
 
"Babe, Did you ever thought I will be back in your life again?" Elsa asked while snuggling closer to him 

"I believed you will come back to me in childhood but as years started passing away, I realised you will never come back but —" giving peck on her lips, he added "You came back." 

"Thank you for everything cal and I love you so much." Elsa smiled and said 

"I love you more honey." Calvin said and pulled her to his embrace.

....

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There was an awkward silence between all us.  
   "Um... this is awkward so, I'm going to go get ready for my next class!
   "No please stay, I wanna know some stuff about how you two know each other and stuff, please I don't want to make this awkward,". Eric replies. 
  *You already did,* I thought.
   "Wait, how do you two know each other?!" Vicky asks.
    *oh boy, here we go with drama* I think.
     "We met in the hallways and are now friends," I say.
     "How do you know Vicky?" Eric says. I roll my eyes.
      "Look I really got to go, but Vicky can tell you!" I say nicely, even though I felt awkward.

A girl, goes to a new college, and bumps into this cute boy.  They like each other, but something gets in the way.

- MCND - {Castle J}
I told Seongjun how I felt in front of top media last week and he's been ignoring me.  Every time we bump into each other it's awkward.  Lexi awkwardness is so thick you could slice it and stab it like your samurai with a katana cutting through person. 
"Hey noona, when are you going to come back to the dorm and see us all again?" I turn around to see the maknae of my world. With his cute little mint hair. 
"Will you let me play with your hair then?" I love putting his here in a little ponytail right on top of his head.
"Okay, you going to come later or now?" The boy asked and I just smile.
"You heading there now?" I asked and he nodded.
"Okay I'll head back with you." I smile then he yelled a bit from excitement and I just laugh.
"Yay! Noona is coming home with me! That means we can watch movies on Netflix right?" I nod and pet his head.
"Whatever you want to do is okay with me Junhyuk."  WIN is his stage name but I like to call him by his actual name. 
I don't know what it is but he looks so happy when I do so cute little happy seventeen-year-old bouncing around like a baby. 
"Ok."  Me and Junhyuk head up to the dorm and when we walk in I see Minjae and Seungmin.
"Is Huijun and Cj not home yet?" I asked him big shook his head.  Good no awkward...
"Huijun is that practice in CJ just disappears so...who cares?" Minjae shrugged his shoulders and I smile.
"Noona let's go watch the movies." Junhyuk said pulling me to the couch and setting his laptop on our laps.
"You want to watch a movie or a drama noona?" I thought about it and remembered the newest drama that I wanted to end up watching with younger.
"Itaewon class??"
"The newest one?"
"Mhmm."  I hum and he quickly finds it and starts to play it.  not far into it everyone came into the living room as they heard the door being opened.  I was going to start hiding in case it was CJ but it was Huijun so I calmed down.
"Huijun, open the door you overconfident brat you know I have groceries." His voice so amazingly calming to me.  Huijun laughs and opens the door showing a struggling boy.  I run up and grab some of the bags and quickly set everything in the kitchen.
"T-thanks DJ..." He said and I smile Nodding. 
I loved when he called me DJ.  It's short for my full name Dong Jinsoo.  He came up with it and I came up with his nickname CJ, which was short for his stage name Castle J. 
"Hey you don't have to help me put up the groceries." CJ mumbled and I smiled shaking my head. 
"No, I'm putting them up so the babies out there can find them." I said trying not to be awkward but I obviously failed cuz we both went silent letting the awkward silence settle over us.
"Hey noona me and-" Minjae stopped in his tracks visibly cringing as he cut through the silence. 
"Okay, bad vibes are not allowed.  Hyung I'm a leave and if y'all don't talk about it within 10 minutes I'll do it for you got it?" CJ silently nodded and Minjae left the room. 2 minutes passing didn't say anything so I took my chance. 
"CJ I don't think he was playing... Plus we really do-"
"You want to know that bad?" he asked while putting away two bags of rice without looking at me at all.
"Yes! Why is it so awkward now?" I asked and he kind of slammed the cabinet scaring me a bit.
"Get on the counter, sit on it."
"Why though?"
"I'm 22 you're 20 do I need a reason?  Just listen." he demanded a jump on the counter without much more reason to. He placed his hands on the counter right beside my thighs and look straight at me.
"Because every time I see you-" he pushed his lips on mine and rested his hands on my sides I slip my hands on his shoulders and kiss back.  After what felt like euphoric eternity, CJ pulled away and said one thing that made my heart skip a million beats.
"I've been wanting to do that."
"How long did-"
"I've had those urges since I first met you... DJ I felt awkward cuz that's just my personality.  I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier." I listen to each word put me back to one thing.
"CJ kiss me again..." I mumbled but he heard because he quickly connected our lives once again.  We started to make out in the we heard cheers making us jump and quickly separate. 
"This will be fun." Seungmin chuckled and I look down and laugh.
"My ship sailed!" Minjae said with a big smile.
"A top media rookie Idol Castle J dates jyp entertainment trainee... I can already see the headlines now." Huijun send I quickly jumped down from the counter. When I stood still CJ's hand snaked around my waist. 
"So no more awkward?" Minjae ice and I shook my head with a soft chuckle.
"No more awkward."
-Mayji

Vulcanes:
That stupid kid, she disappeared again. Always gotta leave me to clean up her mess,tsk.
The forest was frozen solid. My crystallised breaths danced in front of me as I shivered. Our new prisoner's pale faces and worried expressions made my heart weak. If only they didn't invade our home, it wouldn't have been like this.
Breaking the silence after calming down from the frozen mess in front of us, Luxiel began," Well, now you see what we are capable of, I suggest you all stay obedient." No reply, they just bowed their heads in either submission or fear. "Good,"Luxiel smiles with a sigh of relief. she walked away, probably inside for the warmth. Why does everyone always leave me to clean up their messes? Silence. This is extremely awkward.
One of the prisoner's stomach growled causing their face to flush bright red and disturbing the awkward silence ,it was the archer. "Seeing as none of us have eaten yet,we might as well eat now," I laughed. No reply, this is extremely awkward. Where the hell is that brat when you really need her? And with the awkward silence again following us, we went inside.

Groups of people ,the number of them hasn’t been identified, stuck in an unfamiliar world with no memories of their past lives. Life sure as hell got them hard. Anyway , I’m new to this so don’t expect this synopses to be the greatest thing in the universe-but whatever just crack on and read the goddamn story with hella short chapters: they’re not that short to be honest.

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Alam mo ba 'yung feeling na may new friend ang friend mo at dahil umabsent ang friend mo ay kailangan mong ma-stuck kasama ang friend niya? Ni hindi mo sure kung magkakasundo kayong dalawa dahil ang totoo, hindi naman talaga kayo close. At paulit-ulit mong ipinagdarasal na sana ay matapos na ang araw na ito para matapos na ang awkward day mo kasama ang friend ng friend mo. 'Yon ang feeling kapag kasama ko si Ashton. Hindi ako komportable at napaka-awkward ng atmosphere sa pagitan naming dalawa.

Ito ang unang beses na magkasama kami ni Ashton nang wala si Ashleen para pumagitna sa amin. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sya pakikitunguhan. Lalo pa sa ginawa nya kanina kina Steve. Sinabi nyang girlfriend nya ako. NAGULAT AKO, NATURAL! Halos atakihin ako sa puso ko kanina nang bigla nalang syang nagsabi nang ganon. 

Pero naalala ko sa mall noong hawakan nya ang kamay ko para magpanggap habang nandoon ang ex nya. Siguro ayaw lang nya kay April kaya nagpanggap ulit sya. Pero ang awkward ngayon. Mas lalong naging awkward ngayong dalawa nalang kami na magkasama. Alam ko naman na hindi rin sya komportable habang kasama ako sa ganoong klaseng lugar. Sigurado hinihiling nya na friends nalang nya kasama nya ron. May kapatid ka ba? Sana babae para maging friends kami kaagad. Friendly naman ako... basta babae. 

Love,
Kayleen

Kayleen's diary entries about her future boyfriend, current crush, and everyday life.


*Written in Filipino / Tagalog language*

AT School !!!!!!

kotarou: hey!!!! kakeru good morning 
kakeru : oh! good morning kotarou !!!
ayato : Hey. kitsuragi -san how's going ????
kakeru : hhey !!!!

Makoto: g...gg good morning kitsuragi-san ..
kakeru : a.a.a.a. good morning akabane-san .
( Awkward ......)
( then Makoto -san leaved with totally red face )
Miyuki : ???
Mika-chan why are you all red?????

( kakeru came to class with blushing )
Miyuki : hmmmmm
kitsuragi -san why is your face all red ??
kakeru : oh, it's nothing !!


Makoto: hungh....!

Shasha : hey ! Makoto  heard that you were going home with kitsuragi -san yesterday...
Aoi : woohhhh!! did they starting to going out !!
Shasha: maybe they confessed each other yesterday!
 
Makoto : No No !!!  
it's not like that!!!

actually...
teacher : alright class take your sit and Start studying
the class
After Class!!!!!!

(Makoto -san keep staring at kitsuragi -san !!)
kakeru : umhh! why am I feeling so awkward .
kotarou: are okay kakeru ??? .
kakeru : uH!! No! it's okay , maybe I'm just tired ..
let's get out of here..
Miyuki : kitsuragi -san !! hello!!
kakeru : hey!! Minamoto -san !!!!
Miyuki : I have a favor to ask you?
kakeru: what is it???
Miyuki : did you and Mika-chan dating ???
kakeru: hungghh !!  what  ???
. there's no way .
Miyuki : oh ! does that mean you're not ..
kakeru : we are not!!!!
Miyuki : hmm! then why don't you go out with me
instead ???
kakeru : WHAT!
Stop messing around!!!!!!
miyuki : hmmm !! hey , serious.! 
kakeru : really , if want be my girlfriend then do your
Home work by yourself !!
miyuki :. what........
that's to much to ask !! alright I'm  joking....


(  Makoto -san heard everything )
( heart pounding)
Makoto : What's happening ??
why my chest feels so heavy all of sudden !!!

what's happening to me??



After Sometimes .....

Taichi : hey ! Makoto -san what are you doing??

Makoto : hey !!! taichi !! how is it feels when you
fall for someone ????
Taichi : aaa.a.a...a..a.aa what did you just said ???

well .... 
it feels warm in chest when that person is
with you .... 
ummmm
or something like that ...( awkward)

Makoto : really!!  I that means didn't ...
hughh!!!! what a relief !!!!
Taichi : .......….....!
( Makoto -san is love with someone ????
who is it ? is it me...?)
Makoto: I still don't know about this ...
Taichi :  aa.a.a.a.a.a..a
Makoto -san I am ... I'm in ....
Makoto: maybe I have to talk with that person
(Makoto -san leave )
Taichi : what ?? does that person isn't me ???
ahah.... Makoto -san can you tell me who is
that guy ???
Makoto : that's all of sudden .. 
sorry  I can't tell you because I not sure about this...

Taichi: if that person isn't me then who is he????


Taichi :  I am in love with you Makoto-san
from bottom of my heart 
that's why ...


Makoto : oh!! hey!!! kitsuragi -san I have a favor to ask.
kakeru : okay what is it ????
Makoto:  a.a.a.( I can't tell him now , because I'm not sure about that , plus that makes things awkward  again)
can we become friends ????

kakeru : a.a.a.a.h hn okay !!  let's become friends 
Makoto : ........
kakeru :......

(awkward ......)

Makoto : okay , l will be going now !!
kakeru : yeah !!! 

( blushing , blushing )

taichi : is that.she. worried about so much ??
so she wants to become friends with kitsuragi 
Hungh !!!
looks like I'm the one who's overthinking !...



A boy named kakeru wants to have fun in his High school life
With his friends but Can he really get it ???? 

( Side stories: the past about all the other characters 
In the series )
And the true dark secret of having fun in high school
and the reason to change schools and Cites...

awkward novel

AWKWARD

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Awkward dreams

Does He Like Me?..My Crush

Tales of the love

The Boy I Bumped Into

Collection [Stories]

Chaos Royal

Dear Future Boyfriend

Blossom garden of dancing butterflies ( Brotherhood)

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