Why did he decide to create a video sharing website?

There were a lot of benefits such as making money when the website was popular. The other benefit was that Haru could promote his game or music. Anyway, it was a very profitable business and since his objection to becoming media conglomerate then this video-sharing website was something that he needed to have. He had a lot of plans in his head, but he needed to do it step by step since his cash wasn't enough. 

Haru had decided to write two novels to gather traffic of people to his website. He thought for a while and decided to write "Sword Art Online" and "5 Centimeters per Second" for his new website. The first novel was to gather the male internet user and the second was to gather the female internet user. His writing was very fast and he decided to not upload too many words to both novels. He had only written 5000 words in each novel and it was very easy for him to write 10,000 words in a short time since his writing skill was very fast. 

Sword Art Only is a story of someone who is trapped in the virtual reality game and the people who are trapped inside the game need to clear the game before they can get out of that game. This game isn't a normal game since the players who die inside the game will also die in reality. The story of this novel is very interesting and the concept of virtual reality game is new in this world. 

5 Centimeters per Second is a story of love between boy and girl who is separated by a distance. Their life is good until the girl has moved from the hometown leaving the boy behind. However, their relationship doesn't stop since both of them keep sending each other letters. The boy is satisfied, but after a few months, the letter that he has gotten becomes less until the girl has never sent him a letter. The boy is living a gray life while unable to forget the girl. The story doesn't end here and it is better for the reader to watch the anime directly. 

Haru didn't hesitate to plagiarize both of the novels in this work since he could do it. He was wondering whether he should write Twilight, Hunger Game, 50 Shades of Grey (he needs to hide his identity when he is writing this novel), and a lot of books. 

Sora laid on Haru's lap while reading a manga. There was sweat on her forehead after doing an exercise making her more attractive. She heard a loud sound of typing on the keyboard and looked at his laptop curiously. "New novel?" She raised her eyebrow when she saw a lot of words on his laptop. 

"Hmm...."

"Hmm..." Sora felt that her eyes were a bit dizzy looking at how fast Haru typed his novel. She wanted to continue to read her manga only suddenly felt something hard on the back of her head. She raised her eyebrow then smiled naughtily. She moved in front of him then opened the zipper on his pants. 

Haru stopped and asked, "What are you doing?" He was speechless looking at Sora's action. 

"I am helping you," Sora said and took out his dragon which was very angry. She used her hand to tame the dragon and slowly caressed it. 

"How is this helping me?" Haru felt that it was a bit crazy. 

"How is the side effect of your magic?" Sora asked. 

"...." Haru sighed when Sora reminded him about it and said, "But we can do it after I have done with my work." 

"That's too long. I also want to take a bath. I'll just get dirty while you're doing your job," Sora said. 

"OK." Haru decided to not think too much and continued with his job while Sora was taming his dragon. 

Sora had become a very skilled dragon tamer and she had almost become an expert. She wanted to reach a new level of technique since she was almost on her breakthrough. She opened her mouth and wet the dragon with her saliva to make it easier for her to tame this dragon. 

Haru shuddered, but he kept doing his job. He felt that it was quite hard to write while his dragon was being tamed. He felt that Sora had become more skillful than before. 

Sora gulped since she felt that the dragon seemed to be delicious. She thought about the taste and decided to lick it slowly. 

"..." Haru stopped and looked at Sora for a while but didn't say anything. He needed to observe her growth since he knew that it was important. 

Sora was a bit surprised then she didn't hesitate and put the dragon inside her mouth directly. She wasn't sure why, but she felt that it was very natural for her. Even though it was too big for her mouth, she forced herself to learn.

"Don't force yourself," Haru said. 

"Hmgh..." Sora shook her head with something very large on her mouth. She didn't want to lose and decided to tame this dragon. 

Haru decided to support her and didn't do anything. He suddenly felt that his position was similar to a boss of an adult story in the manga that he had read in the past. His expression was serious while doing his job, but under such a charade there was something dirty happening under him.

It was before long that Haru had done with his writing and he published both of his novels on his new website before sharing the link on his twitter. 

At the same time, Sora felt that the dragon that she was tamed suddenly became tremble and knew that it was the critical moment. She moved very fast, then a large eruption happened. A white magma erupted, discriminatingly covering her entire face. "It's warm..." She moved her tongue around to taste this white magma. 

"....." Haru shuddered and picked Sora in his arms. "Let's go to the bathroom and let me clean you." 

"Hmm...."

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Jia Hyson finds he has hit the jackpot after he dies. 

He's got a system! He's a transmigrator! So cool! 

System: "Please help us fix the plot." 

Jia Hyson: "Of course!" 

System: "Firstly there are too many love interests." 

Jia Hyson: "Okay." 

System: "The main character is too annoying." 

Jia Hyson: "Um." 

System: "Needs more world building." 

Jia Hyson: "..."  

Oi, is he fixing the plot or is he rewriting the whole damn thing?!

(This is bl/yaoi/danmei btw)

The second book described the early days of the North. North wasn't a wasteland that is became. It had quite varied topography, with forests, lakes and wetlands. For some reason, this started to change over time. Due to the barrier and the limited resources, the forests thinned out, and the lakes disappeared. Or at least that is what the book stated. The water was still there in the North, but usually underground. Atols were the ones who managed to produce water again. They usually traded the water with others, but later cities managed to simply purify the water they had.

All was due to Formations, and countless years of studying. The book didn't state who came up with those Formations, nor who implemented them. All it mentioned was that all races struggled with water at the beginning. With those Formations in place, North became much more habitable and rich. 'The book mostly describes the struggle of fresh water source, and later the solution of Formations. It was either Hatmandor or Grey Lizards who came up with that. That is my guess at least' I thought. 

The third book mentioned how each race selected their own area. Avians chose Vulture Cliffs because they could fly, and didn't have any skills in crafting. They later developed that area a bit, but it's all gone now. With Shades, it was a bit of a different story. The book didn't state how the Sludge Factory came to be, it only states it was there. When Shades evolved from the Sludge Factory, they set up small camps either atop it, or around it. Later when more powerful individuals appeared, they got help from Atols and Lizards. That's when Sedon was established. At first, Sedon had no walls, it was much smaller compared to what it became later. Of course others couldn't access the Sludge Factory, hence Sedon was built at the edge of it.

Later, Shades improved and extended their city towards the Sludge Factory, where it stands. Voltars were also a bit different. There was nothing about the Collecting Crystal inside the book, but the city was built around it. Thanks to the collected knowledge of other races, Voltars were able to create a floating city, with electric energy coursing through it. Again, the book didn't describe who helped them with Formations. 'I don't believe Voltars would be able to make that city themselves' I thought. 

Golems were different though. They already existed before the barrier appeared. Voltars had nothing on them really, when it came to the time before and after the barrier appeared. Golems were mentioned very scarcely throughout the three books I read. Atols on the other hand, they focused on preserving the nature. That is also the reason why North wasn't completely barren. The book mentioned nothing of Avians and Atols fighting, nor did it mention any other conflicts. Vanauts were not mentioned much either, and Furians as well as Eterians only towards the end of the book.

There was no mention of Mordars, Slethers or even Orcs. 'These records are really incomplete. I received no clues whatsoever, even though I learned a few things about the Northern History' I thought. I took a look around the room, and the woman was gone. Someone else sat in her place. I called out to him, "Hey! I'm done with those books. Can you get me a few others?". The guy stood up, then grabbed the books from the table. He asked, "What do you want?". His attitude was complete opposite of that woman, but it didn't matter. I asked, "Do you have anything about the Ruins of Ravan? I'd like to get some books on Eterians too. Nothing recent, more of a history and such". 

He didn't bother replying, and simply left to get the books. 'My next stop is going to be Ruins of Ravan. It would be best to know what that place was, and who lived there' I thought. I had a suspicion it belonged to Bramans. Ravan was in ruins, maybe even due to war. If that was the case, chances were I would find nothing useful there. Bramans ceased to exist before Grey Lizards were banished. 'I mean, Lizards might have some records of that, but they will surely have no clue where Grey Lizards went' I thought. When you banish someone, why would you care where they go?

Yet something didn't feel right to me. 'If Royal Lizards were scared of them, why would they simply banish them, not kill them. That doesn't make sense. The Northern History is too hazy. There are too many crossroads, and too many variations in those stories' I thought. Voltars had access to a lot of things, but their records were not completely accurate. A lot of stuff was either excluded, or they were showing me generalisations only. 

The Voltar soon returned with my books, and this time he only brought two. I asked, "You don't have more stuff on Eterians?". He replied with a shrug, "You asked for history, that is what you get". He then sat back down at his own table, and didn't bother with me anymore. 'Yea, they might not want to give me the knowledge I require' I thought. I refused to believe that they had only one book on Eterians.

'If that's how you want to play this game' I thought. I wasn't about to storm the place, but the war was not over. Sooner or later, they would pay for their arrogance. I grabbed the first book, which contained some information about Ruins of Ravan. The information was useless though, at least to me. They had no idea where the ruins came from, and who they belonged to. The book only described how Vanauts took that places as their home, after most of the North began its development. 

The book on Eterians was also rubbish. No events before the barrier appeared were described. Only events after most races developed, and joined the war against Eterians. Supposedly, that was when Humans recognised other races, and helped destroy Eterians. Furians were not mentioned in those accounts. 

'This is rubbish. I learned a few new things for sure, but nothing really important' I thought. I was simply wasting my time. I stood up while saying, "I'm done here, you can have your books back". I didn't care if he was supposed to escort me or not, I simply headed towards the doors.

The Voltar quickly followed me, while I left the library. 'I still need to check the Ruins of Ravan. Although I might find nothing, it's worth a try' I thought. On our way downstairs, I met that Voltar woman again. She asked surprised, "Already finished?". I didn't reply, and simply left towards the doors. She snorted and instructed the guy to take me out of the palace. I also didn't need that. I stopped on the last step outside the palace, and ate one Livi Sprout. "Swoosh!".

I jumped down, landing with a "Boom!" shortly after. The Voltars in the area looked at the commotion I created, but that wasn't my concern. My mood was already spoiled by their stubbornness. I found Lerion near the gate, and told him we were leaving. He quickly gathered his unit, then we left Boltier. "Did something happen?" he asked me outside the city. I replied, "Doesn't matter. You should return to Sedon, I have a few other places to visit. Take care on your way back". He nodded, and left with his unit. I on the other hand, headed towards Ruins of Ravan.

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Have you ever considered, what is a Limit? Well, I have. I’ve seen people who were as strong, as wild animals. Those that were faster than the wind. Some that shined with intellect. Yet, what are the Limits of mankind’s strength, or intelligence? 

No one seems to know. We develop more and more, seemingly without an end. What if, someone was the smartest in the world? Would that suggest the Limit? What if, someone was the strongest in the world? Would that be the Limit? Would that make that someone, more than a Human? These are just questions, but what if I saw people reach their Limits? What if I know what happens, when you break the Limits? What if I were to tell you about it, would you believe me? 
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A short nightmare assaulted Ju Wang while he lost his consciousness.
A dream that continues to remind him of his mediocre life.
A reminder that continues to torment him even after his reincarnation in the new world.
It was not long before Ju Wang regained his consciousness only to see the floating roasted pheasant.

*Slurp*
The sucking sound startled Ju Wang awake as he looked at the pristine looking pheasant bones.

*Guu*
A loud stomach rumble shifted Ju Wang's attention to the source and the sight shocked him even more.
A canine-like head as big as a five story building was watching the bones with rapt attention before its long sigh ended its reminiscence.
A sudden turn of attention made the beast change its attention to a shocked Ju Wang with a disappointed look.

*POP*
It was the only sound Ju Wang was aware of before his soul was pulled out of his body.
He couldn't talk and all he could do was watch as the beast hem and haw while it appears to be examining his body and soul?!

With nothing to do, Ju Wang finally started to look around his surrounding.
It was dark with nothing but strange grey tiles that seemed to have strange wiggling lines all over the walls and ceiling.
The whole place may be enormous for someone like Ju Wang but the beast seem to occupy the room like a rat in a trap... I mean a dog stuck in a hole.

As soon as Ju Wang finished looking around the place, he couldn't help but notice that he seems to be able to sense everything around without even looking with his supposed "eyes" as he put his attention on the beast.

Though that ended its time sniffing at his body and started his time in hell....

With his body shaping up like a ball it seems to have triggered something in the beast.
Losing all interest in his physical body, it blow Ju Wang's body to a corner and started kneading his soul with its paws and stamping him on the ground.
It wasn't long before the beast decided to throw him against the wall only to catch with its mouth only to spit him out onto the wall again.

'What is this, although I'm not feeling much pain but this is driving me crazy!!'

Encouraged by how sturdy Ju Wang's soul appear to be, hell for Ju Wang as a toy appear to be starting now.

'50 shades of dog toy? 18 layers of dog toy hell?! Ack it's getting more and more painful'

Chewed - check.
Stretched - check.
Torn - check.
Scratched - check.
Turn into pillow - check.
Frisbeed - check.
. check
. check
. check

There seem to be no end in this beast's creativity turn Ju Wang's soul into a toy to relieve its boredom.
A short playful time for the beast but long torturous session for Ju Wang finally ended as it seems that the beast finally get what it wanted.

"Make your choice"
A deep raspy voice woke Ju Wang out of his reverie being a chew toy.
"Wolf or die"
"5 4 3 ..."

*Woof*
.
.
.
For Ju Wang, any choice would be better to dying and although strange this seems to be the fortuitous encounter he thinks he needed to change his destiny.
Although he had only been a dog toy for a while it seems to help him with mastery over the shape of his soul as he quickly added something like a dog's tail at the back of his soul and gave another response to the beast.
*Woof*

If anything, Ju Wang's response seems to have amused the beast as it looked at him so hard, it reminded Ju Wang of the toy hell he had just gone through.

"Hur Hur Hur" 
The sinister sounding laugh was last thing Ju Wang heard another day being toy commence for him.

Paperplane, Frisbee, Gundam, even a chihuahua, Ju Wang gave it his all to avoid the toy hell.

Ju Wang trying to be smart tried to bounce away from being caught into the mouth but unbeknownst to him it only serve to stimulate the beast even more.

Although strange but Ju Wang was slowly shaping his soul into a small jack russel terrier like dog.
Satisfied with the shape Ju Wang is turning into, the toy hell turn into a canine training hell.

Running
Eating 
Rolling
Sniffing
Stalking
Digging
Play dead... 'play dead???'
Even postures meant to act cute !?

'What!? How did this turn into [How to train your dog] instead of wolf'

"I am wolf, but you turn into a dog, good thing I wasn't a tiger... It would be the joke of a lifetime for a tiger to give birth to a dog hur hur hur. Continue"
The wolf beast responded to Ju Wang's thoughts and seems to be increasingly amused as it went into its thoughts without saying any else to Ju Wang.

Dog training in soul form continued until the edge of the third day until Ju Wang was tossed back into his physical body.
Enormous mental and physical fatigue washed over Ju Wang as he felt immense hunger and thirst hit him.
Struggling to stay awake, Ju Wang quickly scanned the pile of discarded stuffs for the water gourd and proceed to drink as fast as he could without choking himself.
He was about to gorge himself on his tasteless emergency ration before the beast pulled him to the pile of pheasant bones

"Eat"
Ju Wang was about to refute before his mind was suddenly bombarded with torrents of memories and knowledge. Drown in the myriad thoughts Ju Wang was going to combine and compare them with the stuffs he read in a novel before the beast's voice sounded in his mind again.

'Useless rubbish for mediocre dog like you... '
'What shit going against the heaven, only idiots fight against heaven head on. '
'Remember this well, to cultivate is to dig under the heaven, especially when heaven isn't looking'
'Heaven is like a 100 meter tall wall, with guards, sentries and what your memories call cannons/ artillery /tesla coils on top'
'Heaven is omniscient and omnipotent but not all the time'
'Everyone wants to transcend heaven only for most to become shit on the ground'
'All road leads to heaven, but you don't necessarily have to pay to use the toll highway' 

More and more memories continues to pour into Ju Wang and made him felt like an overstuffed dumpling about to explode.
Clutching his head as he bang his head on the floor in pain, Ju Wang passed out as the wolf beast's eyes flicker with satisfaction.

My name is Ju Wang and I live a simple and peaceful life on Earth.
An average life on earth where many others envy this average me to death! Probably?
No worries about what to eat, where to live and what to do at night.
Food is cheap, I have my own place and I have no girlfriend. (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
Go to work, go back home, read some webnovels, sleep. Much boring, so life.
My death was claimed by Cthulhu, probably the most eventful and prolific moment of my life on tomorrow's newspaper "One man, One squidball, One death"

One ridiculous death was the start of the fateful disaster!
Reincarnated into another world filled with wonders only read in novels in the good ol earth, a world where people can cultivate and use their might to be right.
Unfortunately for Ju Wang, his average talent in the way of cultivation and his life’s experience can only serve him with one truth.
Life as an average is terrible but even more terrible is life as an average cultivator.

Sorry for the fail yesterday, I didn't mean to do it. 

I have already asked this on P@treon and Discord, but since I know that most of you don't follow me in those sites I'm going to ask it here again. 

Noble Phantasm, I would prefer a non-weapon wan. 

Servants, I would prefer someone who is not too much overused. 

Fate Skills. If you don't know what is this, you can go to https://typemoon.fandom.com/wiki/Skill and search for cools skills. There are some skills that don't lose to Noble Phantasm. 

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Another thing I don't understand. Can't Barakiel really take care of a simple human clan? 


Of course, he can. If there is any person from the Himejima clan who can beat Barakiel, it is Ikuse Tobio. Still, he does not belong to the Himejima clan, and at that time he was only a four-year-old boy at most. 


Shuri and Barakiel might seem like the perfect couple, leaving aside the great contrast they create next to each other. But they had a dark secret, and that was related to their sexual habits.


They were active practitioners of S&M. People who have seen 50 Shades of Grey will relate this to Barakiel being the sadist and Shuri being the masochist, but nothing more out of touch with reality. 


Barakiel, with his huge physique, is nothing but a bitch in bed for his sadistic wife. And that, my dear readers, is a little scary. 


….


The meal went off without a hitch. 


Shuri had prepared a good meal for all of us. She knew that we had training afterwards, so she prepared us a balanced and healthy meal.


"What was your life like before you came to Grigori?" Shuri asks. 


The question is obviously directed at Kuroka and me.


I've told my story so far. My birth in the forest, my encounter with the first humans, Tiamat, Kuroka and Shirone, and I ended up talking a little about Mordred. I just went over my life, without going into detail and skipping the parts about the systems. 


Kuroka, on the other hand, talked a bit about her childhood with her sister and only mentioned having had a few bad years before I rescued her. 


Shuri noticed that we did not want to talk too much about our past, so she stopped asking. The atmosphere became a bit uncomfortable, so Shuri asked the other person who had come with us a question. 


"How is training with Barakiel? He says he's very gentle with you." 


Is that training smooth? I don't think so. 


And it looks like Raynare doesn't think so either. She was eating quietly, and she put her fork down when she heard the question. Her gaze darkens, and she tilts her face toward the plate. Finally, her body starts to shake. 


"I don't know how I'm still alive, Shuri-sama." 


She's sincere, and I agree with her. I'm sure if she had my system, she would have developed the [Lighting Resistance] skill by now and raised it to level 10 at least. 


"Ara-ara, that seems to be different from what my husband told me. Do you have anything to say, Barakiel-san?" 


"Well, I may have applied a little bit of a rough hand. In my defence, I have to say that it was because she didn't want to cooperate." 


"And because she wouldn't cooperate, you had to use force against a girl weaker than you. A girl who's only a few years older than your daughter." 


I think the best thing I can do in this situation is to do nothing, I have no intention of getting into a couple's fight. Yeah, that's exactly why. It's not because I'm afraid of Shuri right now or anything. 


"It's just..." 


"Ara-ara, the great Barakiel, one of Grigori's leaders, has to use force to get a girl to train. I don't think this is fair, so I'm going to have to give you a punishment." 


Women are scary. Just look at Barakiel, a fallen angel of Cadre level is trembling, and his face is turning pale just from the threat of his wife.


"Get ready, because tonight I'm going to use 'it'."


That's the last thing Shuri said before she shut up and continued eating. 


That has to be a mighty object, as Barakiel has lost all colour in his face. 


"Whatever you say, my lady." 


It seems that the colour is slowly returning to Barakiel's face. But there is something wrong because the colour in his face is not the normal one, but it has a red tint. 


Ah... I think I understand what's happening. 


That' what Shuri is talking about is probably an object used in her sexual practices, perhaps a whip. 


"Shuri-sama is speaking for me... I feel so happy..." 


I'm sorry, Raynare, but that's not the case. They're just using you as an excuse so they can enjoy their relationship in bed. 


Kuroka and I exchanged glances, she seems to have noticed something, too. 


This is a little weird. 


'Don't say anything, pretend nothing has happened.'


'But I feel bad for Raynare-nyaa.'


"You better let it go.' 


Kuroka and I have a brief conversation with our eyes. 


"Eto... Drako-san" 


Barakiel's daughter, Akeno, calls me. 


"Take away the honorific, just call me Drako." 


"Drako." 


Akeno mutters as she tilts her head down, a slight blush on his face. She seems to be a rather shy and embarrassed young woman. 


"Do you need anything, Akeno?" 


She looks at me sideways while she keeps her head down. She, hesitating a bit, nods her head. 


"Are those... are those horns real?" 


Oh, I get it. 


Akeno, who is sitting in front of me, has been looking at me sideways all through the meal. She has tried to hide her curious gaze, but I have noticed instantly what she is doing. 


So she was curious about my horns. She's only a little girl of 13 at the most, so I understand her curiosity about fantastic things like my horns. In fact, she's been watching my tail when we were outside, too. 


"Of course they are." 


Hearing my answer, Akeno's face lights up. All her shyness seems to have vanished, as she has risen from her chair and brought her face closer to mine. 


"Really! Can I touch them?" 


"Akeno, you're disrespectful to the guests." 


Barakiel smiles at my interaction with Akeno, but Shuri is much more serious. 


"No, no, it's okay. It doesn't bother me at all." 


Shuri sighs and leaves Akeno alone. 


"Can I touch them? Can I?" 


Seeing that the final enemy, her mother, had been defeated, Akeno insisted again. 


"Sure, play all you want." 


"Thank you!"

I had a useless death because of a goddess. 

I woke up in a forest. Looking like an egg, I had to survive against a lot of fantastic monsters. 

It seemed to be a fantasy forest, and by killing monsters, it went up a level. 

Until I met another dragon and he took me to a certain place in Japan. 

Wait... Isn't this the world of DxD? 

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Josephine's POV
 I took a look at my dressing table. My collection of nail polishes are very impressive. I have glitters ,golden, silver, red,green & paints Scarlet red,violet,aqua blue,deepgreen,grey, brown & transparent. I look down at my toenails. Its now a shade of brown due to the lack of attention. After a long thought I decide to paint my fingernails.I decide on grey & transparent coat as baby steps towards my sanity. And as I began there it is....
   My perspiration tripled. My abdomen contents bowled,a feeling of deja vu overtook me. Its like mountain sickness.... All again....I can't..I can't do this ...I throw those paints in the trash...I try to be conscious .....Whenever I try to do some thing that breaks down my invisible walls,when ever I try to blend in with all those people around me...it occurs.The same feeling.It starts sort of an apprehension. I feel all shivers and chills running deep down my spine.My breathing becomes heavy and labored.hyperpnoe...I feel sweat covering my temporal region...
    I feel bereft....& everything disappears.Maybe this is what mom and my psychiatrist calls panic attack. I don't  understand myself. I feel like I'm in a trance. After spiraling down my deep & dark fears I end up in the same white bed in the psychiatric hospital of my mom's best friend.
     Each time when I gather myself and try to make a way out,I fall....down....deep.one step up and four steps down is my way of fighting. Yet,I'm a fighter. Somehow I'm stupid enough to believe Dr Annie ( my moms best friend & my personal guardian ) and never stop fighting.
  I don't know how many hours went by.I'm up.My mom is sitting beside my bed.Its the same room, white walls and blue curtains.' Jose,are you okay' my mom's worried expression comes into my notice.
    I don't understand how she could still be upset for me.She have had enough share of worry for a lifetime and another by now. My mom, Jessie,she's a botanist.She loves everything about plants. Its a thing I love about her that makes our home beautiful.My home....its too green.I want to go back there.
    ' mom,I'm fine.I just tried some thing new'My mother's i_ don't_know_what_to_tell_you_I'm_proud_&_I'm_worried expression comes into existence. I can tell she's confused herself.
     Dr Annie opens the door with a thud that puts as out of our not_ so _ silent_yet _silent thought process.' Jose,you are good to go again, just have patience, trust yourself and try again'.Her smile is too appealing.
    She's the only one who calls me Jose other than my mom.She knows each of our secrets. For mom ,she's my partner in crime these days. She's the one who prompted my mom to adopt me when I was a like a lost puppy in the streets. Her little counseling cessions were the only places where I spoke in front of an audience other than my mom ,  Annie & her parents.
    Four years later
My mom and Annie finally convinced me for a drastic change. Its a millennium leap for me.We are moving to summerviles& I'm going to go to highschool as a normal girl.
With Annie's help I'm finally able to talk to people though my conversations last only for two seconds. But I can't still look at my partners eyes when I speak. Being able to stare at some one is my current biggest ambition.
   Annie is too trasfering to summerviles.Its half of the continent apart from Jacksonville. My mom have also made a job in there as the assistant professor & botanist of biotech.info ,one of the best botanic firms.Shes is currently working on interior design of our new apartment there to convert it to a botanic garden.
    we have been in this side of american continent from the time I can remember.Annie's parents Janet & Abel are the only people I will miss in summerviles.Abel,eighty is still an active taxi driver, Janet is my patron,my official guide & our home maker.
Janet is a very good story teller. I'm gonna miss her stories very much. She's an expert in realistic fiction. She tells me difficult things as simple stories.I love the heat & passion of her words.
Once I asked her why I don't have a dad.She told me a story. Jessie ,a teenage girl at twenty found her true love, Eden.He was a good boy,though mischievous loved her a lot.But just after their engagement she left her & disappeared in to thin air. She was imprisoned in the broken pieces of her own heart.If I recall her words ' love changes people, makes them someone stronger, better and powerful.'
   Another bedtime story was about a girl Annie .She was so happy in her marriage with Harry,a vet_doc.she had two sons.Jhony & Jake.Then something happened & her husband went away with her children. When I was young we used to play together. Those were the only times I have made a playful notice With my vocal cords.
Anyways, as im leaving here for good, I plan to be more presentable in the new school ( actually the first. 
Simultaneous with packing I painted my nails, shaved my legs,added more layers to my longhair. Annie colored it chocolate brown. (though I shivered through the entire process). I'm a natural redhead.I replenished my outdated wardrobe.We went on a shopping last day.For the first time,  I chose deep shades of brightest colors.orange,red & violet.Also,I got three canvas pairs( I love canvases )I got two heels ,metallic golden & silver ( its a first ).I dont know when will I ever use all these ,but as I'm planning to change I prefer to do it complete & perfect.
 I. bought four party dresses.two are back open ,they reach mid thigh.Annie is very optimistic about most of my deranged ideas.Jessie either stays silent or gawks at my new choices.
  But both of them were gaping dumbfounded at my last outfit. The violet back open ,sideslitted,knee length tube dress.Seeing their auspicious expressions I confirmed its place in my wardrobe.
so,finally summerviles, here I come.....I'm sixteen. Simple teenager with no secrets at all to hide, no hideous past,no psychiatric consultation's. Josaphine gardener.

E L James Grey After twenty-five years working in TV, E L James decided to pursue her childhood dream, and set out to write stories that readers would fall in love with. The result was the sensuous romance Fifty Shades of Grey and its two sequels, Fifty Shades Darker and Fifty Shades Freed, a trilogy that went on to sell more than 125 million copies worldwide in 52 languages. In 2012 E T James was named one of Barbara Walters's "Ten Most Fascinating People of the Year," one of Time magazine's "Most Influential People in the World," and Publishers Weekly's "Person of the Year." Fifty Shades of Grey stayed on the New York Times Best Seller List for 133 consecutive weeks, and in 2015 the film adaptation —on which James worked as producer —broke box-office records all over the world for Universal Pictures. E L James lives in West London with her husband, the novelist and screenwriter Niall Leonard, and their two sons. She continues to write novels while acting as producer on the upcoming movie versions of Fifty Shades Darker and Fifty Shades Freed.

Suddenly the classroom became dark, my food vanished, Susan was gone.... 
There was an alarm.. 
I felt uneasy, I tossed and turned and finally opened my eyes. 

I was panting heavily, I went back to the past. I went two years back. 

I gazed at the Time -Turner gifted by Jake. I wondered if... 

Noo, the rational part of my brain kicked in. 

But being a Potterhead, my head refused to listen. 
Indeed, I felt magic in my veins. I managed to re- visit the good memories of the past. 

I was thinking about my true love and in my dreams I got teleported to witness it. 

Wow. I was just amazed with myself. 
If there is a strong desire, to feel something... one who seek it, will definitely feel it. 
One should believe in magic, because it's not the wand that matters but the magic in oneself which matters. 
Belief in self is worth more than any valuables... 

I was still dazzled, everything felt so real. My heart badly wanted him, the happy memories of the past. 

But my poor heart didn't understand, I was on a new chapter of life. Probably the tenth chapter... 

This chapter was about me and not Edward. 
It was about me finding myself.... 

My heart was still stuck back, it wanted to move but FEVICOL was too stubborn. 
It kept saying, "Fevicol ka mazboot jod hai Tootega nahi! "

(FEVICOL is a brand of adhesives owned by Indian Company Pidilite Industries Limited,  which is very famous in India) 

My head was messed up, because of my heart.... 
All unproductive thoughts were coming in my weird mind. 
Like seriously, I felt I was marketing FEVICOL instead of my love story.

I needed a cold shower... 

As the cold water ran down my body, I felt calm. 
My mind was at peace now, I started humming a song... 
A sad song, which I was constantly listening to.. 
"I know you" from fifty shades of grey. 

That song was my solace, whenever I used to sing it, it took away considerate amount of pain... 
I was letting out my emotions through singing, writing and reading... 

What a sad song for a sad women...  I thought. 

I got out of shower, and changed into jogging  tracks. 
I desperately needed a run... 
to run away from past... 

With my headphones on, I jogged down the perimeter of my housing society. 
Wind was going against me, my hair was a mess. But I felt more powerful running against the wind, fighting it's force... 

After taking six rounds I was damn tired... 
As I was making my way to my building, I heard a familiar voice calling me. 

My eyes widened, it was "Isaac" my first crush. 

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"To the Man I ever loved" is a story about a girl Bella who fell in love at a young age of 17. 

She thought she got her happy ending, everything in her life was perfect, until a sudden storm in life hit her hard.

Showing her things she never believed, showing her the truth of life and it's struggles.

The man who walked away in mist, leaving her all alone in the dark and empty path. 

Will she ever find her way back ? To begin everything from the start again?

Experience her journey, see how a broken girl blossoms into a warrior.

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