The life of being you...

It's really funny how time changes and got to know that how each moment are precious.

But it really sucks to know that only you remain the same as you always used to be..

Doesn't matter what other say. What really bothers is the feeling when you expect yourself in change with the good flow.

But all matters is that you just want to be normal as others. It feels desperate enough to live another life even when you are sure that you won't be able to get chance for the next life. Feels so wrong to dream big when you can't even finish your rights and duties which is must in your daily life....Feels ashamed to tell the lifestyle I live in detail. And even the things that I do for good remains dumb and just broken. Not have the guts to share even one thing that describe oneself. It's really miserable to be coward and couldn't cherish the moment that you get in the present.

Have you ever felt this much down?