Accepting oneself

The feeling when you can't accept yourself who you are and how you are. How can she let accept to her love one? She can't even face the reality about herself. She losts all her confidence when it comes to think such cruel reality.

Do you wonder what kind of reality?

It's nothing more nor less similar than every life of this world. But it seems that nothing can compare to one's life. And that's what sucks!

She couldn't stop thinking about him when she couldn't accept the truths that there is no possible for her future with him. But how can one feeling be stopped? And no one can control your heart wherever it leads to.

She can imagine how the circumstances she

will be facing after relationship with him. And that's the thing that's making her to lose all the hope of present happiness.

Will she ever gonna regret about what she has done or the things she wasn't able to?