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You don't deserve my love

[WARNING: R18+, MATURE CONTENT ] "You can't leave me like this," a broken piece of words left his mouth. Yinlan was confused by the scene that was unfolding in front of her. She might be dying slowly, but is her desire so strong for her unwanted love, which she wished for her whole life, that she is experiencing something unbelievable? She could hear his erratic heartbeat, which was frantic and agitated while he was cradling her in his arms. But she was confused by his unsteady behavior. She thought her death would bring him happiness, which he thought she had taken away from him. So why was he showing different behavior which was unknown to her? What more does he want from her? Is torturing her whole life not enough?

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Chapter 7: He is just toying with my body

A desire is something that usually gives momentary pleasure to the person who wishes for something. But what if your desire causes you to suffocate once it comes true and sends you on an endless cycle of hell?

The moment when he made even a single hissing sound, it caused her to feel horrible. There was one question in her mind.

Why do people even desire it?

What was wrong with wishing for a normal life with the person who was just standing in front of her?

Why does he never hesitate to kill her?

YinLan, after fixing her gaze on him, flickered her nose. She suddenly had the desire to beat him as much as she could. If she were feeling normal, she might have bent him down on his knees or might have pierced his heart with a knife. But she herself is helpless now. So beating someone is something that is out of her reach.

"What the hell is he trying to do now?" She asked, and angrily giving him a death stare, said, "Is he here to make my blood boil?"

She looked at him for a while without blinking her eyes when she caught his strange behavior.

After speaking with her in a cold manner, he suddenly becomes silent.

As if he was waiting for YinLan's response, even if it did, there was no point in waiting at all. There is no way any response will make an appearance from YinLan.

But that quietness, for a time being, gave her a period of rest from her sudden suffering. although the pleasures did not last long.

A low-pitched but deep, shrill whisper echoed in her ear once more. "You were so vocal before. So now that you have what you want, why are you quiet? "

His low voice rang in her ear and chilled her heart. She suddenly felt as though the water was engulfing her entire body, causing her to suffocate.

With a wavering voice, YinLan mumbled, "What.I. want?" and became angry as she stretched her tone, saying, "You think I want you?"

Angrily opening her mouth, she grunted, "You wish."

"No one in this world loathes you more than me. I hate you from my core. The old me used to want you, but not anymore. You already killed the one who used to love you the most in the universe. " Her breathing became strong even though none of her words were even reaching his ears. She literally wanted to shove all of her words into his ears so he wouldn't think highly of himself, but all she could do was stare at him in anger.

The moment his frigid voice ceased, the room became eerily silent. Liang Chen started moving. The slow movements of his legs were the only source of noise after the sound of rain was produced outside. YinLan, whose gaze was still following him, lost his sight.

"Where did he go?" She asked.

While her gaze was searching for his sight, she felt a sudden dispersion on her bed, near her legs, on which she was lying. She gasped in astonishment and confusion.

She struggled to lift her head—the only thing she could barely move—while screaming, "No!"

But before her eyes could observe anything, all of a sudden she felt a burning sensation in her body, which made her body quiver in ecstasy.

"What is he doing?" YinLan reacted to the sudden touch on her feet.

"Stop!" She cried out fiercely, but eventually, her voice grew weaker.

Even her voice created a crazier moan, which caused her voice to break through the chamber for the first time.

Looking from the sideline of her eyes, YinLlan found that the back side of her feet was being touched by the mouth of Liang Chen.

Her disoriented voice tried to ask, "He...Why?"But her attempt failed in the end. And she moans again. The feathery touch of his lips, which were soft and gentle on the back side of her legs, generated a tinkling sensation inside her body.

"He is kissing my legs!" Her eyes widened at the sight.

The cold night air swept over her body, making her flesh erupt into goosebumps.

She asked in amazement, "What made him kiss my feet in the first place?"

Liang Chen is an extremely arrogant person. He was a man of very strong character, that never bows down in front of other people. Because he dislikes pleasing people, but he is currently kneeling down in front of YinLan. Not to add that he let himself be lowered in front of her in order to win her favor. This is really a rare sight.

Even her mouth dropped open as she asked, "Is he trying to please me now? But why?"

YinLan smirked sorrowfully at her current situation as she reminded her previous life, "He never gave me the gentle touch that my body craved from him throughout my previous life. And even though I don't want it, it is now pouring down on me. "

Her eyes tenderly look at him as her unconscious whisper leaves her mouth, "Has he also had this side?"

After gazing at him for a while, she bit her lip and asked, "So why did he never treat me gently like this in my previous life?"

As far as she remembered, she had violent nights with him whenever they behaved like husband and wife. Even though those nights are numbered YinLan could count them on her finger. Nevertheless, those nights with him were horribly agonizing and frightening.

"Why would he never have done such a thing in my previous life?" She questioned, sounding like she was about to cry from the clash of emotions,

She complained silently, "I never asked for much but he never even showed a little love like this which he is showing now. He was always harsh with me. Even though in our whole life we never had a proper talk like a husband and wife. I was not allowed to say anything."

"And now... why?"After kissing the back side of her legs gently with his lips, he started to move slowly upwards of her body. She even discovers his fingers and tongue getting closer to her thighs which makes her shiver hysterically. His hand then brushed against her thigh as his mouth continued to kiss her.

Unknown fear engulfed her body and made her breathing stop.

This is the moment when she felt she was doomed.

Closing her eyes tightly, she started to whisper, "Please! please! no." She was literally thinking, whatever she was thinking, that what he was about to do with her was not true.

She felt a moment of relief when his touch on her body disappeared all of a sudden.

She suddenly opened her eyes and looked in his direction.

After looking at him, she found he was standing on the bed on his knees, which was crossing her body. She was lying between his legs like a motionless doll. Even without looking at him properly, she could feel his stinging gaze on her, which was checking her over.

Soon after checking, he knelt on her legs, as if he was locking her legs together with his, and started touching her body again.

She suddenly found his hand on her stomach, which was naked. Those hands, although not remaining still, are moving in a circle.

As his mouth followed his hand, it generated a strange sensation running through her body.

In the blink of her eyes, she discovered a deep kiss near her navel.

His lips were slowly kissing his stomach here and there. His moist breath in contact with her skin was literally giving her goosebumps.

"It was strange," she thought to herself. His rough chin was rubbing softly on her skin, slowly generating heat inside her body. causing her body to gently descend inside the dark, hidden stream of gaiety.

It was as if her body was requesting and even anticipating more.

Responding to his sudden touch, YinLan arched her body and whispered, "Why is it so pleasant?"

But why would she want anything from him?

She didn't know when her hand started to grab the sheet under her palm more tightly.

Biting her lips in the struggle, she thought, "My body, you are really a traitor. We agreed that we would not like anything from this man, and now you are betraying me. "

She twisted her body as if she was yawning and murmured, "Why is he doing this to me?"

Attempting to brush away him from her body, which she couldn't do in the end, she grumbled in despair, "He is just toying with my body."

Creation is hard, cheer me up!

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