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I want to heal her wounds!

Min looks at Ji ah helplessly and calls her name affectionately:"Ji ah!"

"Min!"

After six years,for the first time she called her min instead of mr.kang.Mins heart feels warm as well as it aches after hearing her calling him Min.

"Min! I forgive you for the way you treated me.I forgive you for stabbing me in the back.I forgive you for not being there for me.I forgive you for hurting me.I forgive you for acting selfishly because you had a moment of weakness.You taught me a lesson.I am stronger because of you and now I know what kind of people I need to be around.I won't hate you but I'll never get close enough for you to hurt me again.I can't let my forgiveness become my foolishness."

Min's heart was hurting.It was tearing apart but it was all caused by himself.

Ji ah continues:"Min! You should have atleast tried to tell me the truth.Truth is like a surgery,it hurts but it cures.A lie is like a painkiller,it gives instant relief but has side effect forever.If your mother didn't told me truth today then you would have never told me truth right?"

Tears starts rolling down Min's cheeks.He holds Ji Ah's hand and says:"Ji ah! I am sorry.I know it's all my fault but trust me there was no any way that time.I wanted to tell you but was afraid that you will blame yourself.I didn't want you to blame yourself and feel bad all your life."

"Did you think me so weak?"

"Its not that.I...I..just.."

"What you just? Min! I forgave you but I won't be able to get together with you again"

"Ji ah!"

"Min! I don't want to talk anymore.I already had enough.Now I want to rest.Please leave me alone"

"But.."

"Just leave me alone!"

There was nothing he could do now.So min leaves the room without saying anything.Even after knowing everything,ji ah wasn't ready to get back together with him.

Ji Ah's POV:

[Aish! Why is my heart hurting so much? You should be happy after knowing the truth.But what's there to be happy about it?Did min thought I was a weak woman? Was I so weak back then?Even after knowing the truth my pain is still the same.Today his mother pleaded me for forgiveness but will my six years be back if I forgive her? No! It won't.I will never forgive her.It wasn't Min's fault but he lied to me.Only if he told me the truth back then who knows we would still have been together?I know he is also in pain but still there is something that is stopping me from getting close to him again.My heart is scared of being abandoned again.Whenever I sees his face,I always remembers the pain he gave me.I am not in his place so I don't know his pain but he is also not in my place so he also doesn't know my pain.We both have suffered but that doesn't mean I will again be together with him.We were husband and wife.In this relationship,he was supposed to share everything with me.He was supposed to tell me about his problems and most importantly if it is related to our relation.He took the most important decision by himself.Because of him,not only us but also our child had to suffer.How can I forgot everything and be together with him again?]

Min hyuk's POV:

[Today ji ah got to know the truth by my mom's mouth.I was supposed to tell her myself.If only I told her the truth by myself then it would have been different.I didn't told her truth before because i didn't wanted to make any excuse for hurting her.I didn't wanted her to compromise with her wounds by forgiving me.But today She said she forgave me but she don't want to be together with me again.I tried really hard to control myself but I couldn't.I shamelessly asked her to be together with me again after all those pains I gave her.I know I am at fault.Even if I try to make thousands of excuse,I won't be able to change the fact that I hurted her.But now I want to heal her wounds.I want to give her everything she deserves.I maybe selfish but I still want to be with her like crazy.I want to be happy with her and our son]

Ji ah forgave him but wasn't ready to get back together with him again.She was denying her love for Min.Deep down in her heart,she still loves him same like before.All these years she pretended to hate him but in real she never hated him.She was just upset and disappointed by him.