Dropping writing altogether

Hello guys, I thought about this for the entire day and I decided that I'm going to drop writing altogether. For anyone still donating to my patreon thank you but you should stop donating immediately.

Why am I doing this?

This is because I realized three things.

1. I don't have talent for this. I know I don't have to be exceptionally good since writing is a hobby but I feel I don't have the level of writing I should have and I don't feel that I'm going to improve.

2. I'm not having fun. A hobby is supposed to be enjoyable. I'm not able to enjoy writing anymore. If I'm not having fun, how can I expect any of you guys to enjoy my writing especially when I'm not good at it. If I was good at it, I can somehow make it a fun read but like I said earlier, my skills are not adequate.

3. I have a lot more work to do. I have 24 units or 7 classes I have to take. That's a lot and it won't get any better within the year. Alongside that I have to start networking, go to interviews, eventually have an internship/job. It'll be impossible for me to continue writing anything at all. I have other hobbies that I enjoy more than writing. With all that in mind, writing even 1 chapter a week is difficult for me.

I think I've been writing for 3-4 years now in total. It's been a long ride and it had its great moments and its horrible moments but I think I enjoyed most of the ride. Thank you to everyone who supported me by voting for the novel and even going to my patreon. It's a blessing to have a group of people who enjoys what I write and you were the reasons why I kept going with this novel for a year. Since I won't be back, if anyone by any chance wants to use what I wrote then by all means go for it because it'll be in better hands. I don't know if anyone would really want to do so since my fanfic wasn't really that good but for the ones that do want to continue this then go for it. All in all, thanks for sticking with me and my terrible schedule. I tried to keep it up but in the end I couldn't and I apologize. I'll be a reader just like you guys.