Chapter 32
Millary POV
"bakit ka pumasok doon at sino nagbigay ng KARAPATAN sayo na pumasok ka doon" sabi nito habang naglilisik ang kanyang mga mata na nakatingin sa akin at bakit bigla akong kinalabutan sa kanyang kinikilos ngayon at ito ang unang beses kong nakita ang kanyang kakaibang kilos na may kasamang paglilisik ng kanyang mga mata , nakakatakot ang kinikilos niya at kinakabahan ako ng sobra at naramdaman ko ulit na parang nag-uulap ang aking mga mata pero kailangan ko lakasan ang aking loob at pigilan ang aking mga luha dahil ndi ko mawari anong ekplanasyon ang sasabihin ko dito kaya agad nalang akong humngi ng paumahin dito
"sorry" sabi ko dito at yun ang lumabas sa aking bibig at dahil alam kong kasalanan ko naman ito, ayyy bakit kasi ako kinain ng aking curiosity at sana ndi ko na ito sinubukan pasukin para ndi ko nakita ang kanyang kakaibang galit, yung bang alit na ngyon ko lang nakita at ganoon ba kalalim ang pagmamahal nito sa asawa nito at grabe napakaswerte nito na may isang lalaking gagawa ng isang kwarto o museo at sobranng kalalim ang pag-ibig nitong taglay sa dati nitong asawa at bigla kong naramdaman na parang pinipiga ang aking puso sa sakit at parang nagkadurog durog ang aking puso ng pinong pino, sobrang sakit nito at ng marinig niya ang sorry ko ay walang paalam itong tumalikod at bago ito tumalikod naanig ko pa rin ang galit nito kahit na nga nag sorry na ko dito at ng tuluyan na ito nakatalikod ay doon nagbagsakan ang aking mga luha sa mata na kanina ko pa pinipigilan at asabay ng pagbagsak ng aking luha ang pagkawasak ng aking puso at napadausdus ako sa sahig at doon ko pinapatuloy ang aking pagluha at ng maalala kong buntis ako ay kaagad akong nagpunas ng aking mga luha at tumayo ako at pumunta ako sa ibaba kung saan ang kwarto namin ni annie at doon muna ako humiga at nagpahinga at habang nandoon ako agad binuksan aking cell phone at kailangan kong marelax kasi baka mapano ang aking baby sa akin tiyan kaya agad akong ngapatugtog na musika sa aking cellphone at ang una kong pinatugtog ay ang you are lord of all ng j.j. hairston
Lord of all and ruler of nations
You are God of all the earth
Let all of Your people praise you
And sing of Your marvelous works
Every knee shall bow before You
And every tongue will confess
That You are Lord of all
Yes, You are Lord of all
You are God of all the earth
Let all of Your people praise you
And sing of Your marvelous works
Every knee shall bow before You
And every tongue will confess
That You are Lord of all
Yes, You are Lord of all
With every breath that I breathe
I will praise You
With every song that I sing
I will praise You
You are my God and my King
There's no one greater
For You are Lord of all
Yes, You are Lord of all
With every breath that I breathe
I will praise You
With every song that I sing
I will praise You
You are my God and my King
There's no one greater
For You are Lord of all
Yes, You are Lord of all
We worship You, all glory's Yours
You are the Lord, the Lord of all
We worship You, all glory's Yours
You are the Lord, the Lord of all
We worship You, all glory's Yours
You are the Lord, the Lord of all
We worship You, all glory's Yours
You are the Lord, the Lord of all
The Lord of all
We worship You, all glory's Yours
You are the Lord, the Lord of all
Ang sumunod na aking pinakingan ay ang god will always make a way ng aesop
We don't have to worry
God will always find a way
We don't have to worry
God will always make a way
(Alright)
Hey, how have you been?
I heard what you've been going through
It's really hard to deal with all the problems in this life
When you feel like you're about to lose your mind
All you have to do is to sing this song aloud
We don't have to worry
God will always find a way
We don't have to worry
God will always make a way
Be greatful my friend
Whatever you're going through
Get up and smile and never shrink from life
Remember my friend that God will never leave your side
All you have to do is to sing this song aloud
We don't have to worry
God will always find a way
We don't have to worry
God will always make a way
Free your mind from worry
Live a life of prayer
Free your heart from hatred
Live a life of love
'Cause He'll take care of you
We don't have to worry
God will always find a way
We don't have to worry
God will always make a way
We don't have to worry
God will always find a way
We don't have to worry
God will always make a way
God will always make a way
God will always make a way
God will always make a way
At ang sumunod na aking pinakingan ay you'll see miracle ni keith martin
Don't, don't lose your faith, hold on
Believe that Someone is watching
And He hears your prayers
Don't, don't ever let the pain bring you down
Believe that He knows all your longings
And He loves you so
And you'll see miracles
Just open your eyes
You'll see signs above the skies
If you come to believe
His love is just a prayer away
And you'll see miracles
If you only believe
Don't, don't lose your hope, be strong
Believe you could move the mountains
And brave the storms
And you'll see miracles
Just open your eyes
You'll see signs above the skies
If you come to believe
His love is just a prayer away
And you'll see miracles
If you only believe
And you'll see miracles
Just open your eyes
You'll see signs above the skies
If you come to believe
His love is just a prayer away
And you'll see miracles
If you only believe
That nothing's impossible
(Believe) He will make a way
(Believe) He will bring you miracles
Just hold on tight
And keep the faith
And believe
And you'll see miracles
Just open your eyes
You'll see signs above the skies
If you come to believe
His love is just a prayer away
And you'll see miracle
And you'll see miracles
And you'll see miracles
Just open your eyes
You'll see signs above the skies
If you come to believe
His love is just a prayer away
And you'll see miracles
And you'll see miracles
And you'll see miracles
If you only believe
Only believe
Ang huli ko pinakingan ay ang may aawa ang Dios (aesop)
Kalungkutang bumabalot sa 'king kalooban
Kay hirap, kay bigat ng nararamdaman
Paano kaya ito malalagpasan
May bukas pa kayang naghihintay
Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan
Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan
Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan
May awa ang Dios
May awa ang Dios
Kayakap sa bawat gabing dumadaan
Pagtitiwala sa magagawa ng Maykapal
Umaasang sulirani'y malulunasan
Dalangin nawa'y kaawaan
Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan
Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan
Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan
May awa ang Dios
Salamat sa makapangyarihang awa
Na nagbibigay-lakas sa akin
Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan
Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan
Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan
May awa ang Dios
Sa t'wing tila 'di na makakayanan
Pagsubok na aking pinagdadaanan
Ang tanging pag-asang pinanghahawakan
May awa ang Dios
May awa ang Dios
May awa ang Dios
May awa ang Dios
Sa apat na aking pinakingan ko unti unti naging payapa ang aking sarili