It All Ended that day

 " Ok , we will leave now rest properly , don't let all the messy thoughts get to you . Linxun let's go " 

 Feng Ming was staring at space for what seemed like forever before she closed her eyes to get some sleep , she was very tired .

 "Big senior sister , you came , I thought that I would not see you again. Dad look, mom is here " 

 " Feng Ming , you are back , how was the mission, I heard that all of your teammates made it out this time because of you " Feng Ming was already crying , that cute face and that serious and cold but caring voice , she thought that it was gone forever .

 That day , he had some bullet holes on his body.. the knife cuts was deep but he was standing here asking her how her mission went At first she was very happy but 

 She recalled that Chen Chen said that he told him to protect her ... She rushed up to him "Master, why did you tell him that ... He was just a child ..A child ..My child I could have protected myself " Feng Ming always thought that she didn't have emotions but she realized that no one could be heartless not even her 

 When it came to right people , she always found herself crying .

 She hit him a few times but he was still smiling gently at her as if she was not hitting him at all , after a while she felt that it was useless .

 She went to Chen Chen and carried him 

" Big senior sister , I missed you so much ... Will you make me some delicous sliced pork and and beef porridge , I haven't eaten any proper food since you left , Senior brother Lu only made some Noddles ..." 

 If it was in the past, Feng Ming would call him a foodie and hit his head but today she felt strangely content , happy that he was chatting non stop with her .

 Just as Feng Ming was getting used to the environment , a strange thing happened , a strange hand appreared out of nowhere and stabbed Gu jinyun several times .

 Feng Ming tried to move but a strange force kept her in place , Gu jinyun was still smiling gently at her .

  Her eyes was filled with tears and she started crying , even if it was just a dream , she wanted to live here , she didn't want to leave .

  Chen Chen brought out a knife out of nowhere and stabbed his heart , again and again and finally slit his throat till the wound was deep .

  This occurred over and over again and Feng Ming soon got tried of crying , she became numb.

 Feng Ming watched as the mysterious hand stabbed Gu jinyun again and again , Chen Chen was still slitting his neck , his entire body had become bloody but he was smiling at her .

Su Hanchen and Su Linxun had just returned to the ward , they parents had to go on an urgent buiness trip.

 When they got to the ward, what they saw really scared them 

 Feng Ming was trembling uncontrollably and her face was stained with tears , her hospital bed was already wet from her crying , she lifted her hand as if telling someone not to go .

  They rushed to her bedside ." Yuo' er , yuo'er , yuo'er wake up , don't scare us , get up , it just a dream ... It's not real , it's just a dream , can you hear me I said that it just a dream ... Don't be scared " 

  Feng Ming was already numb and had stopped crying , she watched as they died again and again .

 Then , she heard a voice telling her that it was just a dream , she should not be scared that they were there for her.... It was two different voice and both was very comforting , Feng Ming looked again and saw that She could no longer see Gu jinyun and Chen Chen face properly it was all an outline 

 Too Blurr

  They faces were becoming blurry like a faded memory , they were there but not clear. A warm light enveloped her and she was back in the ward.

 " Su Yuoyue ,are you awake ... Nod if you are okay " Feng Ming nodded slightly , she was too dazed to say anything

  Her brothers sighed in relief , she was okay 

 " Brother , is it true that when we dream of something in our past , it means that we are forgetting what happened" her voice was very raspy and tired , it was weak

 Her brothers thought that she was talking about Wen Moshen , so they answer was very definite . Yes

  "Yes , it's true , its like this if one dreams of a dead person , it means that you are slowly forgetting what they looked like , it should be the same for memories"

  " Su Yuoyue , were you dreaming of your past " Su Linxun asked very curious .

  " Yes" Feng Ming did not deny it and answered them honestly ... Her brothers looked at each other knowingly .

  " Yuo'er don't be sad , if you love him that much, we can get him to marry you, no need to force yourself to forget about him" Linxun was the first to speak up .

 " You don't have to force yourself to forget him " those words sounded strange in Feng Ming ears , but she was still muddled , she could not think that far , all she could think about was those blurry faces 

After a while she looked up , she finally understood , they were telling her that they could still get her married to Wen Moshen

 " Brother , that was not what I was thinking , you are going ahead of yourself " she complained weakly 

  " Really ,are you sure that it was not what you were thinking " 

  " No , big brother tell him " Feng Ming turned to Su Hanchen but he was staring at her knowingly 

  Forget it I won't bother myself , but she felt grateful ... Her awful mood was gone and she felt much better .

 " Forget it , won't argue with you guys , brother can I get a laptop , I want to do something " 

  Su Hanchen thought that she was sad and wanted to distract herself so he got his laptop from the meeting room in the hospital .

  Looking at Laptop , Feng Ming could tell that this was a very high quality equipment, it could not be bought at a store or even a company .

 This must be custom made , later I will ask him to get me one like this .

 Feng Ming accessed a secret website , it was known as" peerless tears " , no average individual would know this website existed .

 This was a website , where people lives was bought with money and money was everything ... This was an assassin website, and this was the webisite that gave the ranking , the higher you ranked the more you are paid .

  Feng Ming searched " Hawks organization" she saw an article that shocked her .

  " The entire Hawks was wiped out and The Famous poisonous assassin found dead at her base " 

  That night that she died , the entire Hawks were wiped out by a mysterious man and not a lot soul was left alive .

  Her body was also found by the man , and she was buried at the site where she buried Gu jinyun and Chen Chen .

  So that day every thing really ended , Feng Ming was already dead "gone "