Vacation is over

the hated moment in work life is when your vacation is done. The travelling back is a kind of shit thing for me. its was like a very long travel. when you keep yourself asleep in the bus. plus listening to a sad music remembering the memories that you created with your family during your vacation.

Pero kailangan nating bumalik sa realidad. and the reality is that we need to work to earn for our family. I was born and raise as family oriented person. kaya kahit mahirap mag isa basta para sa pamilya. I will do everything for them to experience a life that I want for them.

kaya hito ako babalik sa siyudad kung saan ako kumikita para sa kanila. General Santos City is giving a lot of opportunity to people like me. marami kang kikitain basta masipag ka lng.

yes! tama ka ng binasa. its located in southern part of Mindanao. a peaceful place. kaya merong checkpoint papasok at palabas ng gensan eh. to keep the people and the city safe. Malapit na kami sa check point.

"Mag ready na kayong bumaba. ang maiiwan lang ay mga PWD/ buntis at senior."

sigaw ng conductor ng bus.

I stop the music. and put my cellphone on my bag and get my ID for the check point. di naman ako bingi para ipaulit pa sa katabi ko yung sigaw ng conductor.

"baba na!" sigaw ulit ni conductor.

tumayo na kami at isa isang pumila sa gitna para bumaba. pagkakababa ko pumila ako sa ng che-check ng bag. iniisip Kong maayos ko bang na tupi yung panty at bra ko. nakakahiya naman sa nagche-check. tumingin ako sa mga pulis na naassign. shift puro lalaki. no choice! sinilip ko muna yung loob ng bag ko. hayy naparanoid lang girl. makakalimutin na ahh. your just 23 relax. kape pa more.

when my turn to checking my bag. the police look at me and said "Ma'am tawag ka ni boss" and he pointing to a man in uniform standing beside a black Toyota car.

"why?" I asked immediately.

he just smile and shrugs his shoulder.

"boss chip! ano pong nangyari bat Hindi po namin pwedeng isasama tung pasahero namin?' the conductor asked to the police man. " Iiwan nyo lang dito kami na ang bahala."

what did I do? why...bakit pinaiwan ako. the man hand signed me to come to him. oh my gulay. ang ganda ng mata.