Chapter 2

I usually didn't get calls, but for a few weeks now I've been getting a lot of calls, this private number keeps calling me, and never says who it is! These little psychological games are already getting boring, why does this have to happen? First I went to respond to the confession and got flustered, and at the end of it I got another call from a private number, that sucks.

When I got back home I broke, my parents were furious with me, and now I'm grounded without video games, internet and going outside I'm going to spend the whole weekend at home this is horrible, what am I going to do at the end of whole week?! I think I'll read a book, try to be a novelist or create a fantasy story, that would be a good pastime.

I'm getting tired of this, getting these calls and not knowing who's calling. I got grounded because of a little mess they got me, but why is this happening?

"Feather."

"From: Unknown number

Paul, where are you? I've been waiting for you here in the park for an hour now, I'm already getting mad at your delay."

"Feather."

"The: Herick

Hey boss, I'm really sorry. I didn't think the teacher would show up right away, are you mad at me?"

What the hell, I had scheduled to go out with the girl today, but this happened and I couldn't warn her and there's also theHerick who is now apologizing to me for the mistake he made, he gets on my nerves, I want to punch him in the face. If my father catches me with the cell phone, he will break me, I have to put it away soon.

I think I'm going to do that thing that everyone who likes to write does, I'm going to write in my journal. But what do I write? I don't know how to start, I'll look it upinter... Damn, I forgot that I was banned from accessing the internet. I'll try to start anyway screw the correct way to start, I'm really bored.

" Dear diary! For a stupid joke, I was grounded for this. He managed to disrupt my weekend, my chance to have a girlfriend (or not) and even more managed to leave me without being able to use the internet or my own phone, I'm stuck at home and can't go anywhere. What a boring day, I want to go out, I want to go on dates, I want to play my MMORPG games or my shooting games, because that had tobe happening to me soon? I have a mix of feelings, anger, sadness and immense boredom." I think I'm good at writing or should I write something else?

I think I'll try to sleep now, I'm exhausted becauseof that bored and writing in a diary is so boring, I don't condemn those who like it, but, it could be more interesting or they created something more fun than that, I think I'll try to sleep and see if I have a good dream.

**

'That's weird. It feels like I'm awake, yet my body doesn't want to move. Am I in a dream?!no that would be too strange, but I see a light up ahead I'm going to walk there.'

No matter how close I got to the light, I couldn't even touch it, forem, the closer I got the closershape that light took, was it a female form?!

— Paulo, the time is coming for you to meet me! Very soon fate will bring us together and you will be mine alone, fate brought us together from birth and you walked away from me. - Said the voice with its "failing" physiognomy I tried to recognize the face but the strong light prevented me from looking forward.

- Who are you? And why do you know my name?! What do you really want? - I asked trying to get answers, however I was unsuccessful, I woke up from that dream without having understood anything that had happened, I went to take a shower while trying to remember what had happened, finally today was the last day of the punishment - "Freedom will sing !" - I exclaimed at the top of my lungs, from the stairs I heard Júlia scream "Mom, Paulo is screaming strange things again." Why did she have to bother me all the time?! Because that always happens, she chases me, disturbs me and even gets in the way of my friendships.

***

Don't park...

— I am calling Paul,but he not answering! Is he still grounded? - Said Herick putting his cell phone in his pocket, his faceRafaella changed drastically when hearing his name, the memory of what happened that day came to her mind, she then tried to send him a message, forem, there was no response.

— I don't really believe he's coming. Because, from what I've heard from the comments, he went to the board for an inappropriate magazine, and in parts it served him right, that pervert. — Rafaela said while pressing her hand into a fist, Herick's face flushed and he tried to look away.

"Wait a minute, so you're the one who made him go to the principal's office and get grounded?" she asked, staring at Herick with an angry expression.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I didn't want him to be grounded, I handed it to him, but then the teacher caught him with the magazine. - he replied with his head down, Rafaela who was already angry closed her hands in the form of a punch and hit his belly that simultaneouslyslowlyhugged her stomach, the pain she felt was latent.

After waiting for someone who couldn't come even if they wanted to, they decided to seize the day so, just the two of them would be the start of a date?

Back to Paulo's room...

"Knock Knock"...

A knock on the door took Paulo out of boredom, drowning with his face in the pillow, he got up as if in a jump and went to open the door, his expression of happiness turned into an expression of doubt, a confusion ohe had taken and he just stood in front of that girl.

— Why are you here? he exclaimed.

Nervousness took over me completely and I couldn't concentrate fully around me, staring at me and with her face flushed she couldn't say a word.

— M-M-I'm sorry! Am I at a bad time? I didn't mean to get in the way, I just wanted to see you, I missed you, because you disappeared out of nowhere after school ended on Friday and I was worried, did I make it so bad to come see you? - she said taking courage while holding her skirt tightly and keeping her head down.

***

Nodding negatively, I asked her to come in, with each step I felt that they were heavy and slow, I tried to remain calm and not show how nervous I was, I led her to the inside of my room.uarto, peace and quiet we would have without my parents bothering us or Julia disturbing the conversation. 'Is this serious, a girl in my room?! For the first time I leave a garota come inand I'm about to have a heart attack, I must try to keep calm at all costs.' I thought as I was panicking at the sight of a girlon my room for the first time.

— And ... And then Is this what a boy's room looks like? - she asked all flushed and sitting on the bed.

— M-M-I'm sorry! If you were disappointed, thinking my room was tidier. - I told her stammering and trying to calm me down,to move taking slow steps trying to reach the chair leaning against the nightstand, my steps seemed too heavy, I tried to gradually become more relaxed and pretend to be calm, I managed to successfully reach the chair and sat down while looking at the floor, an immense silence ran through the room .

That silence was scary and it was getting worse with no one taking the initiative, until a small mistake cut all the silence, she found a magazine on my bedroom floor that I forgot to throw away, her facial expression suddenly changed, I tried to get up and take the magazine, in thentanto, I tripped on the cover that wasdrop on the floor and lands on top of her, our faces get very close.

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My heart was racing too fast and I was afraid she would hear that I was too nervous.

— Paul! Mom is.... - said Júlia entering and facing the scene that was happening in my room, she was paralyzed when she saw me on top ofa girl.

- Mommy. Paulo is having sex with a girl in the bedroom. - Júlia shouted as she ran to the stairs, I got up as quickly as possible and the atmosphere between us got weirder than it was, she was sitting with her head down and blushing and I couldn't look forward. I tried to go back and correct the misunderstanding, but it was in vain, mom didn't believe me and I ended up in trouble again, why is this happening all the time?! Everything I try to do always workswrong, I'm tired of it. Next week is the last week of school before the holidays, please God, let me get a girlfriend before the holidays.

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