Chapter 1

There was a saying that said "don't leave for tomorrow, what you can do today" thinking about it, I'll answer her confession, I'm ready for what will happen after that.

As the hours of the day passed, my anxiety seemed to increase, I wasn't disturbed by Júlia today, at lunch I didn't find her or Rafaela, I would have even started to like that day if I hadn't had an obstacle in my way.

— Hey boss! How is this strength? I brought you quality content, it was almost impossible to find it. — Herick said, handing me magazines wrapped in an envelope, his joy was evident on his face and his agitation looked like it would explode at any moment. I didn't even open the envelope and I already put it in my bag for fear of being inappropriate magazines.

"Boss, won't you take a look at the stuff?" It is of excellent quality. - he said pulling me by the shirt insisting that I open it, because he disturbed me to open the envelope I ended up giving in.

When I opened it, I came across several inappropriate magazines, when I thought about putting it away, the teacher put her hand on my shoulder and pulled the envelope from my hands.

- Well well! What do we have here! I think the director will enjoy talking to you. she said wryly.

- Teacher! I can explain, these magazines are not mine. I replied already distressed and nervous.

- Please! Would you be so kind as to remove yourself from my room?! she replied.

Looking at the magazines in the envelope, she simply put it on her desk and sent me straight to the principal's office.

Nobody likes to go to the director's office, there's a scary aura inside and the director is always scary, damn Herick, he's the one who put me here and saved himself I'm going to beat him up.

"And then Mr. Paul. What do you have to say about what happened? said the director.

with a rough tone.

I just lowered my head, there was nothing I could say in my defense, I was about to receive a punishment for my act (which Herick caused)

— Mr. Director! I'm sorry, I don't even know how to answer this, but I'm very ashamed of what happened, forgive me. - I answered.

I tried to alleviate the situation, for a moment I thought I had succeeded, but my attempt failed completely.

"knock knock"

A girl with long hair and a slender body appeared in the doorway:

- Director! The parents of the student in question are already here. she said in a delicate, sweet voice.

The director asked me to leave and then, when I was heading towards the door, I saw my father coming in,

— I let go. I thought nervously.

Seeing the angry look my dad threw me, I broke out in a cold sweat after seeing him.

Upon returning to the school yard, the bell for recess rang and I was sitting on the garden bench, Herick approaches and sits beside me.

— Hey boss, did you like your present? - he said.

His enthusiasm was ridiculously visible.

I just put my head down and let him talk to himself. My head was full of thoughts, what the principal was talking about with my parents, my biggest fear was getting home, I'm screwed, really screwed.

I went back to my room after recess, I sat in my chair and when I picked up the notebook a note fell to the floor, I bent down and picked it up quickly, already putting it in my pocket, suddenly my cell phone vibrated in my pocket, I had received a message from someone.

"Come to the terrace at the end of the fifth period."

When I read that message I got excited, the person I was going to call to answer his confession ended up calling me to go to the terrace, that made me super happy.

At the end of the sixth period, that moment has finally arrived, it's time to find her and answer her confession. What do I answer? I'm still a little nervous and this is my first time responding to a confession, I'm nervous, anxious, in a cold sweat and have a huge stomach ache

"Stop being cool dude!" just answer a simple confession. Bad would be if you made the confession. Stop being cool and just do it. — I said to myself.

In an attempt to calm myself, I took a deep breath and walked towards the terrace. My legs were shaking like green sticks.

Every step I climbed towards the terrace seemed so long, what was all this nervousness about?! Am I afraid of hurting her feelings, or am I just afraid of her reaction to my response. What do I do, what do I do?

After long and tortuous steps that seemed to never end, I finally reached the terrace door, my heart was beating so hard, my hands were shaking and sweating a lot, I opened the door slowly and took slow steps, trying to keep my balance, but it seemed impossible. when you were as nervous as I was at that moment. For the first time I'm scared!

"I can't go back anymore!" I got this far didn't I? I decided to be here in this moment, and I decided to face everything that will come later, so if I give up now, what's the point of me having advanced so much?! I said to myself.

Trying to motivate myself to keep going.

Is she already there waiting for me? It can't be, I'm not even prepared, but I've come this far so it's time to answer her properly, even from afar I can smell her, she smells so good, do girls smell so good? What I'm thinking about, focus Paulo, focus. Focus on your goal.

In front of her I felt extremely nervous, the light breeze that caressed her beautiful and silky blonde hair, brought a light scent of strawberry to the air, it left me with a blank mind.

- Hey! I'm glad you came, I need to talk to you, you're the only one I can trust to tell you this. - She said.

While holding the hem of her skirt, her face flushed, highlighting her beautiful face, I tried to answer but the words didn't come out, I took a deep breath and tried to calm down and then start talking.

- Hey! I'm sorry for taking so long to answer your confession, I thought a lot and didn't even realize that so much time had passed, firstly I wanted to say that you look very beautiful, and that I was very happy for the opportunity to receive my first confession, I really am very happy, but... - I replied to her with my voice cracking.

— Pauloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, where are you? said Julia.

Showing up just in time and interrupting what I was saying.

What the fuck, it took me so long to work up the courage to talk to her and Julia goes and gets in my way, she always gets in my way with everything.

When she sees me near the garden railing, she approaches and grabs me by the tie, ignoring the person next to me.

"Brother, you idiot!" Daddy is calling you, he wants you to go to the principal's office right away. - She screamed, her voice echoed in my ear followed by a throbbing buzz, she then turned around and noticed the girl beside me, her serious expression turned into a malicious smile, her intention could be perceived from miles away, she would definitely piss me off.

— Hmmm! So my brother really stopped liking men?! and finally came to like women. What a beautiful advance in, now just stop being a virgin all at once soon. - she said.

She then let go of my tie and lightly punched my shoulder.

"She's completely annoying!" why does this only happen to me?! - I thought.

- I'm sorry! Can you lend me my brother? she said as she pulled me by the arm.

Heading to the principal's office, I couldn't finish talking to her, but I'm going to make sure I have another opportunity soon, whatever the cost. I won't let anyone get in my way again.

If I survive that conversation with the principal and my dad, I'm going to try to answer that girl again, I'm going to pray that I survive.

Arriving at the director's office door, I feel my pocket begin to vibrate, and music takes the silence out of that environment, I picked up the phone to see who was calling me and that same unknown number was calling me again.

"What did he want?" And why are you always calling me? I thought as I answered the call.

"Riiiing Riiiing"

- Hey my love! - she said.

-- Hey! Who is it? I replied.

— I hope you're enjoying your time at school, did you find out who I am? she asked.

"Why don't you say who you are right away?" I answered sharply.

— We are one step away from meeting and being together forever, because you are my beloved, mine alone! I hope no one takes you from me, I'll be waiting for you very soon, don't forget that I love you. - she said.

- What are you talking? I asked.

But she completely ignored me and just hung up on me, I didn't try to call back so I didn't hear the same message as the first time I called.

This is so frustrating, Receiving a call and not knowing who is calling me, but it reminds me of the cliché that happens in my favorite manga, where the protagonist always calls the protagonist and she can never say who she is out of shame and wanting to let him look for her, long to find her, and have eyes only for her.

Is this what is happening to me? And who is the girl who is always calling me wanting me to look for her?