I ain’t missing you at all

Contrary to my will

I swore on my heart

Love was to fail once again

I can't resist myself in pain

Masochistic tendency

So much pain

I feel this feel to cry

If I keep crying

Nothing

But dying

Will my heart survive?

Will I be always alive?

I'm a dead walking

No feeling

No loving

Inside me

In thoughts

In my words

What have I done?

What have I failed to do?

Do but thanks don't do

Delirious

Hilarious

Strenuous

Monstruos

I'm loosing it

Incapable of stopping it

I contained my tears

Consoled my sorrow

Love can't be borrowed

Love is gone

I myself find alone