Athena opened the book. The voices had ceased now the minute she opened it, she held the first page between her index finger and thumb brushing it from top to bottom feeling the rough texture under her fingertips, contemplating if she should turn the page and read the book. She heard the loud beating of her heart. She was nervous, she simply did not know why.
Finally, after taking in a long breath she turned it over.
Dear soul mate,
Perhaps when you meet me I am nothing like the guy who wrote this letter. It's a moment where I am accepting that I need you. I might not say it, but I need to be saved. I might not show but I am broken.
When you meet me perhaps I am already lost, please be the beacon of light that guides me out of the darkness. I know I am asking for a lot but find that whisper that I buried deep inside of me and resonate the love that it needs.
Allow me in.
~ C
Athena turned over the page already looking forward to reading the book.
It was her laugh.
I was always looking for her laugh, trying to hear it. They say the first thing you forget about a person is their voice, but… how could I?
Her laugh was the feeling of warmth and everything that was good, like a childhood memory of Summer.
But, that was what was taken away from me first. That bloody adorable weird laugh. The sound between a snort and a something just so Summer, replaced with her screams. The sound of her pain. Her voice begging over and over again… begging for them to stop.
So, I guess I wish that I forgot her voice at least that would drown out the screams. Erase the nightmares.
I was happy once with my Summer Day, now I don't know what I am.
I guess it started when I was six, on a breezy autumn morning when my mother asked me to go out to the meadow and play. She was tired of me, but then again she was always tired. No one could blame her for it. She was sick after all. I guess by the time you read this there would be a medical term for it or something but back then there was nothing. All I knew was that I was a six year old boy watching my mother wither away in front of my eyes when Summer came.
There she was in her plaid skirt and twin red ribbons lacing through her thick mass of golden hair chasing her younger sister around the little meadow of her own. Separated by a barbed fence I stood there just looking at her like she was the mirage in my desert…