chapter 60 I can't live without him

          I saw Alex running towards me " Anna!!!!" He yelled, when I turned to my back I saw someone about 6 feet apart, pointing his gun at me.

       I was in a dazed and I couldn't move a inch, I was frozen in the place I was , so this is how death feels like.

         I closed my eyes and I heard the fire of the gun, it was shot thrice at me but the funny part was I didn't feel the bullet hitting me.

        When I opened my I saw Alex in front of me, and I screamed out of my lungs " nooo!!!!!!!", Alex fell to the ground, I quickly sat on the ground and raise his head on my lap and I was sobbing, " don't leave me Alex, please don't leave me" I said in-between my sob.

        The man was about to fire another bullet when Joon hyuk shot him in his forehead.

        Joon hyuk walked to where we were, " Joon hyuk please do something, I can't live without him, please" I sob harder.

       Joon hyuk was looking at me as if I was crazy, he didn't show a sign of been worried or afraid " don't worry I fill his place in your life" he said with a smirk.

       He used his leg to boot Alex leg " get up, we have more work to do" Joon hyuk said angrily.

         Alex shot his eyes open and he gave me a devilish smile and I was startled, I began to hit him " you crazy asshole, how dare you?" I said angrily as more tears ran down my cheeks.

         Alex began to laugh, " it okay I know you were scared, just wanted to play a prank on you" he said as he hugged me and I silently sob in his chest.

        " Okay sorry to break this lovely reunion but what are we going to do with this bodies" Joon hyuk said.

         I then realized I have killed some people, I looked at my hands and I began to sob, Alex and Joon hyuk were now confused.

        " Anna what is it?" Alex asked me worriedly.

        " Have killed someone Alex, not someone but alot of person" I said as I sob harder.

          Alex gave a bloodshot glare to Joon hyuk who Immediately turn his face away.

          " You didn't mean it Anna, you did it to survive" Alex said as he was wiping my tears with his palm.

          " But still I killed them, am a monster" I cried harder.

           " Anna, look at me," he said as he lifted up my chin and our eyes met.

             " Am I a monster?" He asked without tearing his gaze away from me, I shook my head telling him no.

              " But I do kill people Anna, people who threatened my life and my love ones" Alex said still looking at me.

       I also kept staring at him " you are not a monster okay, you will feel guilty but those people would have killed you in a blink of an eye" he said and I kept staring.

        " So it was a self defense" Alex added and I felt more lighter and I agreed that it was a self defense.

        After seeing that I was okay, and no more crying, he opened his cloth and he removed the bullet proof vest he was wearing.