FUCK YOU! PETER IVANOVSKI
Numb fun...that was the goal.
That was her comfort zone, serving any bond that would make her stay awake at 3am in the middle of the night regretting her entire existence.
She remembers being told that her mother died of childbirth when she was born and she had to live with the thoughts that she killed her mother right from a young age. From as little as eight, she knew what unripe guilt felt like, she would cry into Mr. Liam, her supposed to be guardian and ask him why she was so unlucky every night after which she would cry immensely and tell herself she was fine.
She went ahead to drop out of highschool after her highschool melt down. She had abortion complications that kept her in the hospital and she couldn't pay the bills and Peter blocked her on every platform she could assess him and further threatened her to forget his existence.