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To the world I created

A suicidal novel creator finally ends it all after his biggest hit novel series has finally ended, reincarnated into the novel series he made. Note: He was a female, but uses He/him pronouns.

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S1 CH1

'After 3 years, I finally accomplished the thing I've always wanted.'

"As the Order and Chaos conjoined, the peace runs wildly as it lasts forever, The end." As I typed he down my computer, the last words of the novel he made, he clicked publish and take a good sigh and looked at my surroundings. Every corner of the room is full of despair and full of garbage, there's barely even life inside in the room other than his sketches of the characters in the novel he made.

"Thanks for this story creator, I read this when I was in hard times..." As a comment popped minutes after he published the novel.

"I really love how you written the characters!" Another one pops in.

'The novel is popular with 55M readers worldwide with a great review, reading the heart warming comments always cheers me up, well... Hate comments exists too.'

"Emiris is a fucking bastard, I hope he dies..."

"Why would Emiris Destroy his own sister... That's just awful"

"He's just a piece of shit, I can't stand him."

'Emiris is sure hated.'

'Now that the novel series has ended, its time to fulfill mine. I've always wished to die, I wanted to give up everything, I never wanted to wake up another day, but there is something that's stopping me.'

My novel, That's right, he always wants to die but he wants to live knowing that his story that he wants to share the world is completed.

He stood up, looking at how mess his room was, as if it was a final boss in the game. It sure is a demonic disaster, He cleaned it up for the first time and for the last time. He was starting to enjoy this ofcourse...

Knowing he was a virgin and have no romance history, he obviously relied on pornography. He deleted his account history and every account that he has, this was planned for years, there's no way he's gonna fail that.

"Dear Nobody, there's obviously no one is gonna read this, well except for the landlord and the future residents, well first-" Rips the paper out as his first attempt at leaving his last message.

Realized the grammar is all wrong, did he wasted his education for nothing? as he blushed and felt embarrassed.

"I'm gonna kill myself, bye everyone and the ghost under my bed." The funny thing is, he doesn't own a bed, he just sleeps with a sleeping bag.

He sticks it in, and goes to the place where he wanted to end it all as he planned.

The playground, He went in the playground. Knowing him, he wasn't the type to be serious at life, knowing that he knows he's gonna end it all. And he just wanna traumatize kids and make an urban legends if someone goes to this place.

He grabbed a razor blade and hide it in the sand box and put hideous messages around it, to think he's making a mess even if he dies.

In the end, the poison he used on himself stroke effect and hitted him. That's how his life ended.

"A body found on the playground this morning, it was found dead and has no information with her."

"It seems like there are razor blades around the sand box and grippy messages around the area."

"Pfft..BAHAHAHAHA" as the news reporters hold their mouth trying not to laugh.

"I apologize, I didn't meant to laugh at this very serious problem. Knowing that the girl was the only one in that area at that time, she's the only one who could pull all these actions, or atleast for now."

'I just died very stupidly, I should've think of a better way...'

(Note: He was a female but goes by He/him pronouns. The reporters didn't know that and mispronouns him.)

'I opened my eyes, it was dark. Any kid would cry if they actually did woke up from this shitty place, it was a place where I can't move too. I'm claustrophobic, what am I even gonna do...'

He screamed from the top of his lungs "HELPP!" No one responded.

'This is a very outdated Capsule hotel...'

Until it hitted him. "I'm actually dead, I committed suicide". He shakes from panic and attempted to get out of here, does that mean he's buried underground?

He pushed as he pushed, hoping to get out of the coffin.

'Its estimated that they mostly dig 3-6ft. Underground to properly burry a person, knowing myself, they should probably do atleast 3ft atleast. No one should be putting too much effort on someone like me...'

He got out of a single hard push that took him almost all his energy, Did they even give an effort to give a proper burial on me?

He looked at the marble stone, "Erika". His name was similar but change it a single letter, which is "Erina". He was curious, can they mess this up really bad?

Until he stared at the sky and looked spooked. The sky that used to shine blue on Earth was Purple on the place he stand into, how could he never even noticed that at first.

He runs into the nearest city, "Why is the Sky purple on Earth?"

"You dear, you don't even know? And what's earth?"

"What do you mean..." He replied in terror.

"Huh, what's earth?"

"Earth is the place we live in?"

"This is not Earth, this is alphanixcs..."

'I stood as long as I can remember. Alphanixcs, is the world of the novel series I made.'

S1 CH1 End --

to be continued.

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