Seeing Aunt Rose who was crying like that because of her made Ayunda feel guilty. But what can she do? Just cried at that time to get rid of the sadness and disappointment about her life that ended up like this.
Besides Aunt Rose and Uncle Danu, there were no longer relatives or family who cared for her, they were the only family that Ayunda had in this world.
Her college friends also began to stay away from Ayunda, even the man who had been dating her for a week asked for a break up, because he wanted to study outside the city.
Even though Ayunda was very badly down and needed support from that man, but Ayunda was left behind.
Ayunda was determined not to trust any man anymore, she really hated them.
Aunt Rose left Ayunda alone in her room to calm herself down.
Ayunda thought so hard about what decision she should make.
***
The next day, Ayunda was allowed to go home by the doctor. Ayunda was very happy.
They returned home by taxi, while on their way, her uncle and aunt did not discuss about the marriage again.
After arriving home, Aunt Rose took Ayunda to her room to rest.
"Rest ... aunt will cook porridge for you."
Ayunda pulled Aunt Rose's hand.
"Thank you, aunt, and also forgive me."
Aunt Rose smiled while she was looking at Ayunda, then left her.
She felt very guilty this time.
After a while, Ayunda wanted to go to the kitchen to get some water because she was thirsty.
When she was going down the stairs, Ayunda overheard her aunt and uncle's conversation.
"Calm down yourself ... we will find a solution together to pay compensation to Mr. Danuarta for the payment of Ayunda's hospital fees." Uncle Danu said to Aunt Rose.
Ayunda was shocked to hear this then the rarity stopped.
"How do we return the money as many as 20 million...? I can go crazy if it's like this." Aunt Rose said to her husband as Ayunda's body went limp to hear that.
She did not think that because of her, her aunt and uncle also suffered even though they had been very good at taking care of her.
A girl's voice startled Ayunda at that time.
"Ayu ... ?? Why are you sitting on the stairs? Aren't you still sick." said Prili who was the second child of her uncle and aunt.
Aunt Rose and Uncle Danu heard that and hurried up the stairs.
"Ayu..." Aunt Rose called, Ayunda immediately stood up.
"I'm sorry, Aunt, I am indeed a problem for you." Ayunda said while lowering his head.
Aunt Rose approached Ayunda and hugged her.
"No, Ayu ... we don't feel that way."
Ayunda hugged Aunt Rose and said.
"Alright, Aunt ... if this is all for the best."
Aunt Rose was very happy to hear what Ayunda had to say.
"Really, dear ...?"
Ayunda nodded her head.
At least this was the best for everyone, let the fate lead her to destruction, she will accept it all.
Now her life was only focused on one goal, which was to help people around her to be happy and not be burdened by her presence.
After telling a long story about Ayunda's future husband, she went back to her room to rest.
Ayunda laid down on the bed and then looked at the ceiling of her room.
"I am tired of crying, I am also tired of always complaining and also asking because in the end this is the only best way. I'll only ask for one last time, Oh God, after this storm has passed … please give me a little happiness?"
A few days later, Ayunda returned to her campus.
Ayunda was welcomed by her new friend who was so kind and willing to listen to her complaints. In contrast to her old friends who stayed away from her.
But Ayunda no longer cared about that because for her, one friend was enough, the important thing was that the person was loyal and sincerely wanted to be her friend.
Like a normal day, there were still people who were blocking her on the way to the class.
There were still many men on campus who idolised her, but Ayunda just wanted to focus on her education, after the pain she received, it hadn't occurred to her to open her heart, but she will get married soon.
Not many men were disappointed by Ayunda's refusal to the point of embarrassing them.
"You've always rejected me since long ago, when you were rich I didn't think too much of it because it was natural for you to reject me, but now you are no other than a poor girl. If you become my girlfriend, you can pay for your college and I will support all your needs as long as you devote yourself to me."
Ayunda smiled at Bisma's words, that was the man's name.
Bisma was shocked when she saw the smile on Ayunda's face.
"You ...?!" Bisma shouted irritably while pointing at Ayunda and it was witnessed by many other students.
Ayunda approached Bisma and stopped in front of him.
"I rejected you in a good way but you did not accept my good intentions."
Ayunda said with a sharp gaze.
"Okay. I will accept you to be my boyfriend."
Everyone was shocked to hear Ayunda's words, including the man who helped her when she passed out.
The man turned out to be attending the same university as her and accidentally saw the crowd of students while he was passing by.
The man was not interested, but he caught a glimpse of Ayunda's face and stopped.
But when he heard what Ayunda said, the man became a little annoyed and thought that Ayunda was a poor girl who was materialistic. Just heard a confession from that man, although she insulted him, but he didn't know that she would accept him as her boyfriend.
"Hhmm .... she's the same."
The man muttered hearing Ayunda's words.
He immediately walked away to leave the place but his footsteps were stopped again.
"But before that, I want to ask you something, do you really love me sincerely and are willing to do anything for me?"
Ayunda asked Bisma. Without thinking Bisma said yes.
"Okay. But ... I'm a little annoyed with what you said to me earlier, I don't want your money. What I need is your sincerity."
All eyes gazed towards Ayunda at that moment.
Bisma approached Ayunda and asked.
"What can I do to make you forgive me? Oh! Yeah. How about we go shopping and eat at fancy restaurants." Bisma invited Ayunda, Bisma was the son of an official, so he was a little arrogant.
Ayunda smiled again at Bisma's words.
"Well honey, if you feel guilty then stand in this place for 24 hours without moving. Only then, the hurt because of your insults will go away by itself, and I will be your girlfriend!"
Ayunda gave Bisma a sharp gaze which made people making fun of Bisma.
"He was humiliated..."
"Ha-ha-ha ... he's such a fool."
"The playboy is over in Ayunda's hands."
"She is heartless, the same as before."
"Ha-ha-ha... stupid man."
It was all the words of people who mocked Bisma at that time.
Bisma was very angry and wanted to slap Ayunda, but before Bisma's hand had reached Ayunda's face, a man was holding his hand.
"If you dare touch her, I'll break your dirty hand."
The man threw Bisma's hand.
While Ayunda was annoyed with the man who helped her.
"Tck!! I don't need my fake help. You're just like him, You're both losers!!" Ayunda said to Rehan. He was her ex-lover who suddenly disappeared.
Rehan knew what his mistake was and can only watch Ayunda left in annoyance.
While the man who helped Ayunda felt attracted to her.
"It turns out that she is a rich girl but eventually fell poor. No wonder she is so pathetic, but not bad, at least there is something that makes me feel at home in this new campus." muttered the man then went to do the transfer registration to the campus.