Out of place

I feel out of place 

I don't feel real 

This place is not mine 

This body is not mine 

I am not me 

I don't understand what's wrong

I don't know the girl I see in the mirror 

I don't know who I am 

I don't know what I want 

I'm tired of my loud brain 

I wish to silence it 

Whether it's with meds or with a bullet