Hidden Truth!

My mind was conflicted and hopeless. The very people I regarded as my second parents have betrayed me. Celia was the closest to a mother I could have. I didn't know what it was like to have a mother. My broken heart was desperately in need of a shoulder to cry on. I wished Jonas was alive and perhaps things wouldn't have turned this way. I didn't trust aunt Tina and now Celia. I felt that everyone condemned me and wanted me to pay for a crime I didn't know I committed.

The nights were frightening and everytime I closed my eyes, I was relieving that horrible night that changed my fate. And I always ended up crying myself to sleep.

Today I woke up feeling depressed, angry, and tired. This has been going on for days since Jacob was here drinking with Emilio. The nights were long and painful. I was unable to sleep because I kept playing in my mind over and over again the scenario that happened earlier in the week.