USELESS

I feel useless every fucking day, I'm waking up and i can't find a reason for me to live I feel USELESS i am nothing i am shitty at the uni, i am a shitty person so why to live. I will be better dead.

Kain's P.O.V

Fuckk first day on this fucking new Uni i don't really want to go but darn my mother said that she won't pay for my fucking college and now i have to come to this shithole of public university. Fortunately, they approve some of my past classes they let me get in the 3rd year.

I got out of my car and started wandering around to find somebody to help me,  i didn't know where my fucking first class was or the class number darn I should have read the welcome email. Wandering around for like 20 minutes i heart a voice.

"Rea again?? come on you have different guy almost every day "

Like every other uni hoe going and fucking around for attention that was my first thought, i was ready to interfere and ask about my class when something else got my attention.

 "See she is right that's what i am and that's what people think i am so i have to prove them that i can do worst,"

WTF ?!?! what kind of logic is that ?!?! 1. why the fuck does she care that other saying 2. what does she mean she can do worst. She just literally fuck my brain,  ok ok i have to ask some on else for my class i don't think this stupid girl gonna help me ether her fucking friends.

Finally 10 mins later i found a guy that gonna take me to my class, my mind drifts off to that girl, i had the desire to know who the fuck that Ren, Pen hoe is.

"Hey,  can i ask you something"

"Sure bro is about class ?!? don't worry i will help you with all of them and i am gonna show you where the cafeteria is " Hendry said with a happy face.

"No well i want to ask you about a girl, i dont know how she looks but her name was something like Ren, Pea "

He turns to look at me straight in the eyes with a stupid smile and amusement on his fucking face 

"You mean Rea?!? awww boy she is soo famous in this uni she is like a hoe star... So why you asking for her you want to fuck her ??? did you hear for her bjs?? you can trust me " Hendry started mumbling.

Fuckk he is soo darn annoying.

"NON of them Hen, i just want to know what does she looks like "

"Well she has big tits bro the ones that you want to have your dick between them and fuckkk , she is short with long brown hair and a worth slapping ass !! If she lose some fucking weight she will be perfect  .. aww yes and nice pair of dick sucking lips ...i want to fuck her sooo fucking much"

"Well if she was a hoe as you saying why haven't you fucked her yet?" i said with a serious face. 

I saw Hen getting worked up and star change colours.

Why the fuck everyone its calling her a fucking hoe, i want to get to know her just to figure out wtf its.... My thoughts got cut with pain on my chest and a small brunet swearing.... wait i know that voice that girl that she said she can do worst. 

Rea, yes her name its Rea my eyes stared drifting to her face ....and yeah Hen is right she has an amazing full pair of lips  and "WTF "what amazing boobs i want to lick them so fucking bad to grab them and squeeze my face in them, as i continue checking her going down and saw her amazing carves and her love handles that made me started to fantasizes her on doggy style with me behind her having a full view of her amazing  body ,i want to pull her hair and smack that ass so hard that will make her beg me for more .

Fuck i feel my dick getting harder and harder and a small smirk showed up on my face. 

Darn that girl gonna be the death of me .

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