Chapter 05
After getting dinner at Winny's, Sean's family has been sent by Angel because Sean wants to spend his time together with Ariella while sending her home.
In the car, Sean keeps holding Ariella's hand very tightly. Ariella becomes so anxious and nervous in this kind of situation.
Even though they have been dating for six months already, they are never in the stage where they are going to be more intimate than holding hands and hugging each other. She seems to know what will happen next but she is not ready to go any further yet.
For her, keeping her chastity is mean everything. A lot of girls around her age already lost it but not her because she wants to give it to the right person at the right time.
Suddenly Sean has stopping his car at the dark alley that's a few kilometers from Ariella's house.
"Babe, can I stay at your house tonight? I've been missing you a lot." Soon after saying that his hand and face start to move on Ariella's side, trying to kiss her.
Her heart was pounding so hard, that she almost froze in that situation. However, she uses her strength to push Sean.
"No!! I can't! I'm sorry, I'm not ready yet." Ariella immediately pushes him away after saying that.
It was an inch away before Sean's lip will touch hers. Ariella sighed with relief.
Yet Sean who shocks by a sudden push gets angry and annoyed. His eyes become red and the vein on his face was showing up also he gritted his teeth to hold his anger.
He feels like his ego is being played by Ariella.
"How much longer do I have to wait for you to get ready? I thought when you changed your style, you are ready for it but it was useless! You are so selfish! Get out."
"W-what?" Ariella flinched for the first time she saw Sean's anger. Her eyes start to shed a tear.
"I said get out from my car before I get burst." Sean tries to control his anger.
"I'm sorry but I'm really..." In her trembling voice, she was about to comfort him but before she could finish the word.
"Get out!!!" He shouts.
Because of his yell, Ariella quickly got out of his car. Sean just drove without looking back at Ariella. Her tear finally drops and she cries while walking towards her home.
Her leg felt weak and shaky to hold her body from collapsing to the ground. It was until she reached her room and fell in front of her door.
She remembered when their first month of dating, Sean promised not going to force her into that kind of intimate state if she was not ready yet. Sean even promised to take her first time when they're both ready to commit. She fell into a sobbing mess.
Their relationship gets worst than before. Ariella had been calling several times and sending a message to apologize but none of it has been replied to or read by him for a week.
She gets depressed and she thinks it's her fault that all of this happen. Blaming for not giving what he wants. The only chance she got to meet him was at his school after the summer holiday ends.
This time she was not willing to share her problems with Angel. She tries to assure herself that their relationship will be getting normal again if she is willing to give her virginity to him.
All she needs was to wait for another week until the school opens.
'I must be ready for it and I shouldn't regret it later.'
For the past few days, she getting distracted by it but still, she needs to finish her assignment. She was a bit jealous of Angel because she got to spend her time with her friends at the beach and she even posted it on her Instagram.
'Angel looks very happy spending her time with her friends.'
For a while she has been scrolling her Instagram pages, she noticed that Sean has also been posting the same beach where Angel is. Ariella starts to wonder if Angel and Sean joining the same trip to the beach together.
A suspicion rise within her heart, when she looks at the picture of them.