Chapter 3- The Three Girls That Still Avoiding Me

I started walking at the entrance and seen my classmates having fun with groups. I then put the foods and the gift at the table.

I looked at every angle of the room while walking at the right part of the room to relax myself because i was already exhausted.

A second later i arrived at my very own seat and sit, while letting my body refresh for a second.

Ahhhhh

A minute later i sat down properly and look at my classmates while rating their clothes.

7.5,8,7,8,....

Wow 10/10 not only does his clothes look amazing but his face is handsome to.

I continued and a minutes later my eyes wondered to the last person and that is.

Maria Ferrer[The last girl i admire at the class.]

A beautiful girl can be seen dressed with a beautiful dress and same color as Sofia and Ashley while wearing a beautiful necklace.

'wow 11 out of 10!,just kidding ha ha'

I then stopped and didn't wonder my eyes again, while looking at her, who is talking to our classmates.

i then said to my thoughts.

She really is beautiful, her white silky skin, her beautiful face, her smile and her kind aura. She's perfect..

But...

...Maria is not good at study. To the point that, she even have a tutor at their home, even though she already inherited the company after she graduate college.

I looked at her who is smiling while talking to our classmates 20 meters away. But suddenly, she looked at me i want to smile and greet her but, it would look like i'm a creep who is watching her nonstop. that's why i go with my usual pattern that i can't contrtol, by skipping my eyes again to the left side so she would misundertood that i look at her from the start.

wait, would that make it more look like that i'm a creep?, will it's not like i did this to her in first time because i actually did it many times already, to the point that i want to said to her like " hey don't misunderstood me looking at you, it just my eyes can't stop wondering" but that would make it more loophole like she responding" then why are looking at me if your just wondering" or like "do you like me perhaps?!" ughh i want to stop this kind of behavior.

and then i started to overthink and started talking to my thougths 'wait am I actually an red flag guy? admiring the three girls in the class, will it's not like i like them, i just admire their personality and mentality, not to the point that it make me blind like to that person...' i started looking at my right side and look at the window with a beautiful scenery unfold, even though it's almost christmas, the temperature still hot, will that would change days before the christmas start.

I envy them..

with a overthinking look in my face,the blow of the wind came at me and blowed my hair, facing the wind, my forehead and eyebrows can be seen and my face started to change, will my face acually different when i don't have a bangs while if i have a bangs hiding my forehead and eyebrows my face change, a seconds later my eyes start to blink because of the wind and i look at the front while touching my eyes a second later i tried to fix my hair and my foreheed and eyebrows can't be seen again because of the bangs, a minute later with a blank look at my face someone came in with a water drink in their hand, and that's Jacob and Michael who is struggling while holding two box of mineral water on both of their hands.

"agh" Michael who is showing a face of struggling and our classmates seen that and started laughing.

'what am I doing, spacing out and overthinking at the middle of the christmas party' i started to make a little smile and said

"this guys"i said while smirking

i started walking to them after i relax myself and after a half walk, someone grab my shirt and said.

"hey can i talk to you alone? after the christmas party?" said by one of my classmates who has a beautiful clothing