First Step

- at North East Yorkham

After waking after get beaten she raise her shoulder and open her eyes just to see a living nightmare, her kingdom was completely destroyed, she can't even speak about it her tears slowly coming down, she stand up and start walking wondering if someone survive like she, sadly after walking for an hour and searching there are no survivor left, leading to her house just to find her uncle corpse laying on floor, and it make her feelings cannot hold any longer, mind start to depress more and more leading to suicide, when she start to grab her sword to suicide she look at her graduation book, a book given by the kingdom after her graduating from the kingdom academy and becoming Kingdom Knight, the book contain many history about Clover race and the Kingdom to make they more patriot, after reading the book(she doesn't read all of it just a half of the book) she become more overthinking by it, and start thinking avenge the Kingdom is more useful than suicide, but how even it this possible? even a hundred of powerful knight cannot fight against a thousand army and how can she alone fight the whole Kingdom?, she laying on her bed and start to overthinking everything and tears keep coming down when she thinking about her uncle and her friends.

She went out to practice but it feel so meaningless, at this time she really messed up, her mind was full of depression and suicide the only thing beside there feeling was a plan to get more stronger to wipe a Kingdom by herself. she always thinking do it even possible? "I think it impossible to do! " that what she said probably, she want to wandering the kingdom again while thinking a pointless plan, taking some food that can be cooked and edible, visit some places and start to overthinking it, it is so common with us when we messed up, we start to find some places to relax but it just getting more depressed and of course not all people experiencing that, she went to a castle to find out nothing than a corpse but hey she start to have courage for avenge the Kingdom, her plan was not completely sure but yeah at least she have a goal right?, and she also take the King Sword, why she taking it? because she want murder every elf by her Kingdom Sword, that mindset is wrong rather than train herself to become stronger and start raiding the Great Elf Kingdom she choose to murder every elf she saw and at this moment feeling of hatred start to grow.

Day start to become night and she start to buried her uncle corpse after that she start to cook some food and start packing her stuff, she only bring food, mana bottle and her graduation book and bring her kingdom sword, she even think to not look like from clover race to hide her identity, probably for minimalize the problem that she will get in the process, she wearing her uncle clothes a full set of leather clothes like leather shirt and leather trouser she even wear a cape, a green cape without clover design on it, and few light armor on critical place, a new day was started in a sunny morning and she still injured not too bad but still it will be a disadvantage for her, she went outside to try running and she can feel her pain in her stomach area and spine area, luckily there are no internal injuries.

Now let's go back to the time before the kingdom fell and what happened to it? the reason she didn't die and got some wounds, instead of getting slashed and stabbed, she was raped by 5 elven warriors, so she got wounds in the genital area wasn't that bad but still, back then she was in the corner of the village to look after the parents and children but enemy troops had surrounded the numbers to such an extent that almost the Clover Knights were in despair but Haniver said "at least we have resisted rather than been silent". and some of them surrendered to the enemy forces, hoping to be forgiven instead of being tortured and worse being slaves, but the elven kingdom that attacked her kingdom was a big kingdom and didn't need slaves at all, therefore they would kill the clover race until it disappeared from existence.

She was thrown away by the impact of that powerful magic spell attack fired by the Clover Knight who was on the castle tower, the knight didn't hesitate to foretell the powerful spell when he saw the enemy army gathered in large numbers in that place, the impact made Haniver got blown away from the crowd, injured her body more serious and after that she faint.

Need 2 weeks to recover her body and she ready to go and begin her journey and learn something got some idea and some plans what need to do but it won't too long for her to get know if there a power that what really she need is, a strong power than can be achieve without hard work but effort and sacrifice, and this will be the game changer.